Chapter 538: Why Are You Making a Decision for Me?
After more than half a month of treatment, Ji Xiuyu's body finally recovered. Every day is a torment for him.
In the apartment, Xia Xizhi came out of the study. Seeing that the nanny was tidying up the house, Xia Xizhi looked around suspiciously: "Where's the dumpling?"
The nanny raised her head and explained with a smile: "Mr. Huo came just now and took the dumplings out to play." ”
Hearing this, Xia Xizhi sighed. Since agreeing to try to be with him, Huo Cheng has been running home almost every three days. Every time she was busy, he played with Xiaotuanzi. Perhaps because of the childish side of his character, Huo Cheng gets along well with Xiao Tuanzi. These days, Xiao Tuanzi often praises Huo Cheng in front of her.
"Madam, it can be seen that Mr. Huo really likes Xiaotuanzi. If you can be together, I'm sure Xiaotuanzi will be very happy. The nanny said with a smile.
Xia Xizhi calmly sat down on the sofa, brought himself a cup of tea, and said indifferently, "Actually, I haven't thought about it so much now, that's later." For me, feelings take their course. ”
Looking at her expression, the nanny cautiously asked, "Madame still thinks about Mr., right?"
Xia Xizhi didn't answer, just looked at the tea in the cup. Seeing this, the nanny didn't ask any more. She's just an outsider after all, so she doesn't have much to say.
The doorbell rings, and the babysitter goes to open the door. When she saw the man standing outside the door, the nanny was surprised: "Sir?"
Hearing this, Xia Xizhi turned around, and sure enough, he saw Ji Xiuyu standing at the door. Seeing him, Xia Xizhi got up and came to him: "Why are you here?"
"I have come to you and have something to say to you. Ji Xiuyu spoke seriously.
Looking at him, Xia Xizhi calmed down: "Is it something related to the group?"
"Sort of. It's a pity, let's get back together. Ji Xiuyu directly expressed his intentions.
The pupils opened, and Xia Xizhi's eyes flashed with surprise. But soon, she returned to her normal color: "Ji Xiuyu, marriage is not child's play. The person who said that he was tired of life was you. The person who changed his mind is also you. Do you think I'll be back with you now that I have a change of heart?"
Seeing her indifferent appearance, Ji Xiuyu's heart was uncomfortable. Grabbing her arm, Ji Xiuyu said in a low voice: "I know that you blame me and blame me, and I will bear it." Unfortunately, what I said at the beginning was against my will. ”
"Against your heart? Ji Xiuyu, I heard it with my own ears, you and Ziyao said that you didn't file for divorce just because you were reluctant to divide the property. If I hadn't overheard it, I would have continued to be kept in the dark by you. Xia Xizhi coldly took his hand away, "What, I found that I didn't like Jiang Xiaoshu and wanted to get back together with me......?"
Seeing her with a look of disdain, Ji Xiuyu said seriously: "If I tell you those words, I deliberately said them to you, do you believe it? I know you will come, so I will make a good argument with Ziyao in advance." I don't like Jiang Xiaoshu at all, she's just my excuse. ”
Hearing this, Xia Xizhi frowned: "Deliberately?"
"Now, I don't want to hide it from you. Before, I deliberately said those things and did those things in the hope that you would leave me. Ji Xiuyu said frankly, "Because I thought that I had kidney failure and could only live for twenty years." ”
Widening in astonishment, Xia Xizhi looked at him in disbelief: "Kidney failure?"
Seeing that she was incredulous, Ji Xiuyu nodded, and simply told her what happened: "On the day I regained my memory, I accidentally learned that I had kidney failure. At that time, I thought I had only twenty years to live. I don't want to bother you, so I'm trying to find a way to hope you can leave......"
Standing there dumbfounded, Xia Xizhi's ears were ringing. Looking at Ji Xiuyu and saying with a serious face, she could feel that he was not joking. "So, for this reason, you let me leave you without telling me. Xia Xizhi said slowly.
"Yes, I don't want to bother you. Ji Xiuyu said hoarsely.
Raising his head and looking at the man in front of him, Xia Xizhi asked: "So in your eyes, I, Xia Xizhi, can only be rich and prosperous?" Do you think that if you are sick, I will leave you?"
Seeing the anger on her face, Ji Xiuyu said with a straight face: "I don't want you to be sad, but I know your stubbornness." I don't want you to live alone after I die. ”
Huo Di pushed him away, and Xia Xizhi was annoyed: "So you made a decision for me, let me misunderstand you and change your mind and leave you?"
Lowering his head, Ji Xiuyu was silent. After a long time, he said slowly: "Yes, if I am certain to die, I will leave with the truth, and I would rather let you hate me for the rest of my life." ”
Grabbing his collar, Xia Xizhi's eyes were red: "If I know the truth in the future, how do you think I should face myself? Ji Xiuyu, why do you think that if you die in twenty years, I will agree to leave you? Why do you make a decision for me?"
Looking at her excited appearance, Ji Xiuyu stroked her face apologetically: "I don't want you to be sad." ”
"This is not a reason for you to make your own decisions!" Xia Xizhi said loudly.
"Pity the ......," Ji Xiuyu called softly.
Taking two steps back, Xia Xizhi's eyes flashed: "I won't accept your arrangement." If you do get seriously ill, I will choose to face it with you instead of choosing to leave. Ji Xiuyu, we have been married for so many years, do you still know me? Or in your eyes, I Xia Xizhi is so selfish?"
Seeing that she had misunderstood, Ji Xiuyu immediately said, "I didn't mean that. I just hope that if I am certain to die, I hope that someone will take care of you. ”
"That's enough!" Xia Xizhi shouted sharply, "I don't accept your apology. After speaking, Xia Xizhi slammed the door and slammed the door shut.
Looking at the closed door, Ji Xiuyu lowered his eyes. Her annoyed look appeared in front of her, and she couldn't help but turn around and lean against the wall. "Did I do something wrong?" Ji Xiuyu said softly.
Inside the house, Xia Xizhi leaned against the door panel, tears streaming down his cheeks. Covering her mouth, she didn't want herself to cry.
These days, she has always thought that Ji Xiuyu has changed her mind and does not love her. Unexpectedly, all he did was hope that she would leave. Use his position to make decisions that he thinks are right. "Why should you make a decision for me, this big idiot. Stupid, why don't you speak up and face it together, you have to bear it yourself. ”
The more I thought about it, the more fierce the tears fell. Thinking of the scene when she met him outside the building that day, Xia Xizhi was finally sure that she was not wrong at that time, and what flashed in his eyes was pain. The pain of seeing a beloved woman abandon herself......
"Stupid...... Xia Xizhi said with a whin.