In front of the bookstore. I got out of the car, Da Sao drove away, Ah Lang also put on my raincoat, drove away on the motorcycle, the smoke of the motorcycle, exhaled on me, made me cough, made me more determined to let Ah Lang buy a thousand books. I opened the iron gate, took out the key to open the door, pulled down the iron gate, and returned to the bookstore.

I turned on the light, the white light flickered, the books on the shelves seemed to be shining, I rubbed my wet hair, touched my nose, and smirked.

"Dead Dad, without you, Lao Tzu is doing well. I said, walking slowly up the stairs and turning off the lights at the end of the stairs.

In an instant, the entire bookstore was once again in darkness.

Second floor.

The second floor is very open, there is nothing superfluous, bedroom, kitchen, study, a floor-to-ceiling window, the bright moon just shines on my face, but it is not dazzling, it is very gentle. A bookcase with a mysterious object covered in a cloth was covered with dust that it had not been picked up for a long time.

I turned on my phone and put on a song.

"In the Qin period, the bright moon and the Han period, the Long March has not been returned, but the dragon city will fly in, and Hu Ma will not teach Yin Mountain. The lyrics are magnificent, swallowing thousands of miles like a tiger. I took off my coat and started planking in place, this is a habit since I started exercising, it will always be like this before going to bed, this song is called a bridge of fate, Fang Wenshan wrote the lyrics, Wang Leehom sang, one of the singers I like and one of the lyricists.

I began to wonder what my feelings for Lin Xi were?

Since junior high school, from that encounter in the gymnasium, that sentence likes me, I think it is the most shining hope in life, in my eyes at that moment, there is only Lin Xi alone, wet hair, wearing a white dress, the fragrance of white orchids on the body, I have to say, this is the standard configuration of the lover in my dreams.

That's when I fell in love with her.

After a month, I asked her if she really liked me, in fact, I wasn't sure, because I liked her too much, and I was worried that she wouldn't like me.

From then on, I didn't know what my feelings were for Lin Xi. I pondered.

"Talk about love and hate, you can't scribble, the red dust burns and burns!" I was awakened by this lyric, talking about love and hate? It turns out that after being rejected, do I hate Lin Xi? I turned over and lay on the ground, shook my head, didn't want to think about it anymore, touched my hair, and found that there was dirt, I smiled, I don't know why? It seems to be miserable.

"Forgot to change my shoes. I said this, and no one responded.

Apartment.

After Lin Xi returned to the apartment, he immediately took a shower, wiped it clean, applied medicine, soaked his feet, and raised his feet from time to time, splashing out, like a little girl playing in the water, and the cycle repeatedly. Lin Xi stared at the water waves, and unconsciously fell into memory, as if the fat boy with lonely eyes and walking like a wolf appeared in front of him again, kicking the stone unwillingly.

"I've grown up. Lin Xi whispered, and at this time, he was slapped on the back by a person and woke up.

"What's wrong, you're restless?" asked Lin Xi's roommate with concern.

"Nothing. Lin Xi said casually.

"It's nothing? How could it be? That handsome guy just now, I'm afraid it has been deeply imprinted in your mind a long time ago!"

"Xiao Ni, what are you talking about!" Lin Xi was a little angry, Xiao Ni was bored with herself, raised her hand and walked back, jumping up and down, like a sparrow. Lin Xi looked up at the moonlight outside the window alone, for some reason, it was particularly dazzling, Lin Xi lowered his head and saw a book at the head of his bed, it was the book of Six Notes, Lin Xi picked it up and began to flip through it, maybe he didn't even notice it, he said a word.

"What a handsome guy, just a lonely fat boy who has grown up. Lin Xi said this, his eyes were confused.

I took a shower, lay on the bed, looked up at the ceiling, and thought about my feelings for Lin Xi, not just like or hate? or love? Looking back on the past, I seemed to have a trace of love in junior high school, but in the subsequent youth, because of the shadow of the past, I met the one I liked, and I didn't dare to pursue it, because I didn't know who liked whom? Once it was punctured, I am afraid it would be the beginning of a tragedy, this is a question of probability, it is difficult to answer.

I sighed deeply, covered the quilt, closed my eyes, and slowly fell asleep.

"At my age, I don't experience a lot of things, in fact, they are just some trivial things, but they will be impressive, talking about love and hate? too early, too consuming brain cells. I whispered, falling asleep.

Outside the window, the moonlight shone on the earth, and the fireflies flew low in the dark, and the weak light seemed to be getting brighter and brighter, illuminating the dark places that were not illuminated by the moon in front of them, and there seemed to be a boy at the end, kicking the stones, very unwilling.