After eating, Chen also went back, I finished cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, wiped the table, looked at the clothes I was wearing, black long sleeves, black trousers, I like black very much, and I also think that black is the loneliest color, no matter what color, as long as I encounter black, it will become black, I lost myself, I walked to the bedroom, opened the wardrobe, looked at the clothes on it, and carefully selected.

I took off my long sleeves, revealing the carved muscle lines, the eight-pack abs mermaid line is very beautiful, meet the requirements of the golden ratio, who would have thought that the little fat man of the year, once he lost weight, could reach this level? I laughed unconsciously, changed into clothes that I thought I was satisfied with, went downstairs, sat on the chaise longue, and waited for the time to pass.

I felt that idleness was idleness, so I thought about reading a few books, walked to the bookshelf, kept searching, and suddenly, I saw a book with a long title.

"Give you a lifetime, no regrets?" I took it, when did I have this book, the author of the book is called You'er Winter Night, a very beautiful name, the cover is a man, hiding under a street lamp, in front of a beautiful girl, but the girl is holding the hand of another man, I look at the man hiding under the street lamp, very lonely! I turned the page, the first page is only a few sentences, I think it is the opening statement.

"People say that the process of a couple's success is to meet, know, know, and fall in love, but when I see your back, I only see love! But that's just my love, unrequited love is painful, but also very happy, the pain is that the man next to you is not me, and the happiness is that the man next to you is not me, if it is me, it may not be able to bring you happiness. I made an eternal vow in the light of the lamp, and I will give you my life without regrets. This book is dedicated to those ignorant teenagers and girls. ”

I continued to flip through the pages, time flies, my reading speed has actually been very fast, but since I read that sentence, I read very slowly, this book is written in the first person, I naturally brought myself into, their encounter, is at work, the hero is called Chen Shun, the heroine is called Mo Han, Chen Shun's temperament is very timid, and Mo Han's temperament is just the opposite, very lively.

Mo Han has changed a lot of boyfriends, Chen Shun and Mo Han have become good friends, what I am most afraid of is this, from friends to lovers, this is what Chen Shun thinks, but Chen Shun feels that he is not worthy of Mo Han, so he only dares to look at it secretly, watch, and then smile, with an expression that seems to be good as long as she is happy.

"I'm a coward, so I'm not qualified for fiery love, and once I get close, I'll be burned by the flames!" As soon as I saw this, I was a little afraid, did I have the right to love? Love is disqualified.........

"Her actions towards me are ambiguous, my protection of her is secretive, she calls me kindly, I call her gently, I think that Mo Han and I have always been in a feeling of being friends, but it seems that it cannot reach the level of lovers. ”

"I wrote her in my diary, she became my life, I live because of her, so, no matter what the future is, what her destiny is, I only belong to her!"

I watched half of it, and then I stopped watching, I had some unhappiness in my heart, Chen Shun was too timid, I didn't even dare to dream of love words, I kept shouting in my heart, don't you say this scene? When do you say it! Why are you so timid! Be bold in chasing people! Suddenly, I suddenly stopped roaring.

"What about yourself, aren't you just a coward, and what qualifications do you have to say to others?" This sentence, I don't know who said it, sonorous and powerful, I opened my mouth, helplessly shook my head, that's right, I'm a coward, I don't dare to have the next relationship if I am rejected once, for fear of encountering such disappointment again, I don't want to think about it again.

Crying at night, half of the pillow is soaked, curled up in bed, people are happy, you are fucking sad like a dog, laughing to death! Even a dog is not as good, how can such a person deserve to have love? I thought so, but I clenched my fists, looked out the window, and asked silently.

"Lin Xi is back, the person you love is back, the love you thought you missed is reappearing, the flowers on the desert are about to bloom again, do you choose to redeem the love you once lost! Let the flower of love bloom again!"

"Do you want to save it?"

"Go or not!

"It's all up to you, the choice is yours. "I suddenly shook my head and saw a little boy pouting and seemed to be angry, but I couldn't laugh at all, because that was who I used to be, I stood in front of him and asked.

"Redemption?" the boy said, and looked at me, and at that moment I saw the deepest abyss in the world, was this who I used to be? Loneliness terrified the whole world!

“..............”

"What did you say?" I asked, the boy's voice I couldn't hear at this critical moment.

The boy didn't pay attention to me, but turned away directly, the boy's steps were extremely firm! I went forward to chase after me, but found myself stopped, stuck in place, as if at this moment, I was the only one in the world!

"I'm a coward, so I'm not eligible for fiery love, and once I get close, I'll be burned by the flames!"

Again, this phrase came to my mind, and I kept coming back to reality, looking at the closed book.

"Give you a lifetime, no regrets. I whispered, so low that only I could hear it. I hate this author very much, because the Chen Shun he wrote is too much like me, exposing my weaknesses, and my body is incomplete, I smiled bitterly, closed the book, and didn't want to read it anymore, the more I looked at it, the more I felt that I was looking in the mirror, looking at my timid self, and feeling useless.

"Do you want to make a change? Be brave! Now you are no longer the so-called fat boy, but a handsome boy with a charm that could not be matched before! Lin Xi appeared again, seize the opportunity, fight bravely, maybe, Lin Xi will belong to you!" I suddenly thought as if I was obsessed, and then the roar of the car came and stopped in front of the bookstore.

"Brother Quan, let's go!" Ah Lang said, I nodded, walked out, and at the last moment of going out, I turned around and looked at the book, giving you a lifetime, no regrets!

"Perhaps, if you work harder, there will be a different change? The flower of love may bloom!" I thought and got into the car.

In an unknown place, there is a lonely little boy who kicks pebbles unwillingly on a rainy day.