"Ladies and gentlemen. The second part of the large-scale 4-minute blind date event held by the company is loved, and the men are invited to take their places !!"

In a venue in Shanghai, there were 100 people, 50 men and 50 women.

With a warm call from the organizer, the ladies who had already sat down waited for the men to line up to take their seats. Then there is a 10-second Q&A session, after which the seats rotate until the end, and then it is the final OEM time.

This is an enthusiastic promotional activity held by the wedding company, which is free of charge, and the purpose is to promote the pairing of couples, expand the company's reputation and influence, and at the same time, there will be the efficiency of cultivating potential customers. Kill two birds with one stone.

The first link of 4 minutes to introduce each other has passed, but after all, you can't meet everyone, and the most chance to meet is now the time to enter the queue. The ladies sit in a circle, and the men rotate their seats and have contact opportunities with different women. Although it is only ten seconds, it is also so that you can ask the question you want to know the most without hesitation.

"How old are you?"

“36。 ”

"Are you 36 years old and still unmarried?"

"Well...... Busy at work. ”

Substitution

"What do you do?"

"Web novel author. ”

"Oh yes? I usually read online novels, what kind of themes do you write about?fantasy?romance?science fiction?history?"

"Well...... Entertainment star. ”

“…………”

Substitution

"Do you have a room?"

"Nope. ”

"At this age, you don't have a house, how do you mess up?"

“……”

Substitution

"Do you have a car?"

"No, and won't drive. ”

"I don't have a house or a car, and I'm still so old. Are you in this pit?"

“…… But I have a connotation. ”

"Within you MB. ”

"Hey, how do you curse?"

Substitution

"Born in '84...... Do you have a baby?"

"I'm not married. ”

"What's the reason? Physical, right? I see you're a little weak. ”

“…………”

Substitution

"How much is your monthly salary? Do you have five insurances and one housing fund? plus bonuses, do you have annual leave?"

"I ...... Not necessarily. Read novels, tip, and subscribe to scores. ”

"That means the hand stops?"

"Almost......"

Substitution

“……”

"Uh...... Don't you have anything to ask?"

"Nope. ”

“…… All right. ”

In the end, he basically stopped talking. When I saw him, I fiddled with my phone and waited for the next one.

Rong Yao regretted coming to this blind date meeting a little. Knowing that his conditions are not mainstream enough, he still runs here to find excitement.

"Okay, that's the end of today's blind date meeting, the last link. Please put your own number on the back of your favorite person. ”

The organizer stood behind a row of fifty men and shouted, "Girls, let's act!!

Fifty ladies were giggling, or shyly snickering, holding their favorite number plates, and began to line up to paste them.

This is organized by a wedding company, not a matchmaking company. There is a difference between the two.

The latter is professional, the former's main business is wedding business, and blind date activities are incidental.

So each lady has more than one brand in her hand, and she can choose from multiple choices. Theoretically, you can put on all 50 of them, in order to take care of the man's self-esteem. So that no matter how unpopular a man is, there will not be a single OEM.

But there is another side to everything.

If that's the case, who else doesn't have a brand...... That's a shame to throw home. Like what...... Rong Yao.

"Heh~"

He felt like he was sorry for his name.

Almost fifty ladies walked in front of him, but looking at his empty chest, and the ladies who passed by him, whether beautiful or ugly, young or with children. Tiannan, Haibei, are all the same to him.

Disregard.

Rong Yao pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, silently retreated, behind a row of men, and walked towards the door.

Because there are many men, there are also many women. No one noticed that one person had left.

——

"Whew~"

Sitting on the ground, Rong Yao watched the cars coming and going, got up on his knees halfway, and walked forward slowly.

Squeak.

A car stopped in front of him, and Mazda trotted. The red color is bright.

"Hum~"

The car window opened, and a twenty-eight or nineteen-year-old beauty wearing sunglasses and a shawl probe signaled: "That big brother, where are you going?"

Rong Yao was stunned for a moment, and without waiting to speak, the other party smiled: "Maybe it's an affair?"

Rong Yao retreated: "Isn't it an immortal jump?"

The beautiful woman laughed: "What do you think you have that is worth a jump?

Rong Yao frowned and thought, and the beauty spoke: "I'm a member of the blind date just now." I've already observed you, but I didn't want others to pay attention to it, so I didn't list and didn't communicate with you much. I want to talk to you privately, okay?"

Rong Yao paused, as if he had an impression of her. It's just that I didn't pay attention to it, those who have children and second marriages don't take a fancy to him, she is more eye-catching and has a good temperament, and it is not Rong Yao's turn to think at all. Just didn't expect that she would pay attention to herself?

Rong Yao opened the door and got into the car, not because he felt that he had won the lottery. On the contrary, he was curious that there must have been other purposes. Of course, the fairy jump is a joke.

"Buzz~"

The car started and drove away, but the men and women who had already gone on a blind date looked at each other when they saw this scene just now.

These two are equally well-known in the blind date team just now.

One is the lady with the best conditions, and the other is the man with the worst conditions that can be ignored.

They ...... Actually hooked up in private?

————

"Can you reintroduce it?"

In the car, the lady said while driving: "My name is Ma Lu, 28 years old. Unmarried. My parents were in business, and I worked as the assistant manager of my own company. The annual salary is 500,000, which is not counted as an asset of his family. And the property ......"

looked at the calm Rong Yao, and said, "In short, the conditions are good. 99 people should be crushed...... Including you. ”

Rong Yao looked at her: "Is it introduced according to this style?"

The lady smiled: "I feel that you have a good temperament." That's what you said, there is connotation. ”

Rong Yaoen sighed: "You listen to my introduction and then evaluate." ”

Looking at Ma Lu, Rong Yao spoke: "My name is Rong Yao, born in 84, 36 years old. Nothing to ask for, the introduction ends. ”

"Huh. ”

Ma Lu spoke: "Your self-deprecating self-evaluation can't hide your inferiority. It shows that you are not mature enough. ”

Rong Yao shook his head: "I'm very mature because I didn't hide it." I have low self-esteem, and I regret coming to this blind date. ”

Ma Lu was curious: "Your family urged you to come?36 If you don't get married, even a man is a bit too big." I don't know, I think you're getting married for the second time. ”

Rong Yao was silent for a moment, and then said softly: "I don't have parents, didn't I say it, it's okay to ask for anything." ”

Ma Lu was surprised, and said half-loudly: "I'm sorry ......"

Rong Yao looked at her: "You let me have no parents?"

"Huh?"

Ma Lu was at a loss.

Rong Yao spoke: "Then what are you sorry for?"

Ma Lu laughed: "Do you think so fast?"

Looking at Rong Yao, Ma Lu spoke: "By the way, you said you were ...... Writing novels?"

Rong Yao nodded: "Entertainment star." ”

Ma Lu was puzzled: "There is still this kind of ...... I don't know much about the subject matter. ”

Rong Yao spoke: "Create a virtual male protagonist, and then interact with real stars with emotions and film and television dramas and variety shows to meet the YY mentality and curiosity mentality of book friends." ”

"Well...... Kindness. ”

Ma Lu nodded and didn't say anything more.

Rong Yao smiled: "Let's say it directly." My conditions are clear at a glance, what do you pay attention to me?"

Ma Lu looked strange, and said with a chuckle: "Can't it be that I have a discerning eye, and I see your excellent heart under your ordinary appearance?"

Rong Yao shook his head: "I used to think I was quite special. Even if I'm not handsome, old, my family conditions are not good, and I don't have any skills. At least he's a fiction writer and can support himself. ”

Ma Lu spoke: "Don't think so now?"

Rong Yao smiled: "Now." I think I'm ridiculous, since I'm not handsome, I'm old, the conditions are not good, and I don't have any skills, I'm a fiction author, but it's still a subject who makes a living from YY stars. I don't know what I'm so particular about......"

looked at Ma Lu: "Then I was sure that I was indeed very special......"

Ma Lu asked, "What's in particular?"

Rong Yao sighed lightly: "It's very shameless." ”

"Huh. ”

Ma Lu smiled: "You are quite humorous. ”

Rong Yao shook his head: "This is not humor, as you said, looking for the meaning of life in self-deprecation." can only balance himself spiritually, and there are more ordinary people in society. However, even then, as we get older, this balanced mindset is useless. ”

Ma Lu frowned: "Why is it useless? ”

Rong Yao looked at her: "Because of the same ordinary people, at least they have youth." I don't even have that anymore. ”

Ma Lu pursed the corners of her mouth and said half-loudly: "With all due respect, you are so pessimistic, then when you were young...... Don't you know what to do?"

Rong Yao looked at her and said, "That's a wave of ripping knife." ”

Ma Lu smiled: "Langlang tearing knife?

Rong Yao also smiled, and then asked, "Are you really interested in knowing?"

Ma Lu nodded: "Anyway, I'm full of oil." ”

But looking at the side of the road, Ma Lu said, "Let's go to the café and sit?"

Rong Yao paused, nodded and said: "Don't be sky-high, I really can't afford it." ”

"Huh. ”

Ma Lu stopped and signaled: "It's okay to pay first, right?"

Rong Yao touched his nose, got out of the car and closed the door: "Is there no condition, and there is an extra cautious eye?"

Ma Lu didn't say much and went in with him.

Not to mention, Rong Yao looks ordinary and is old at this moment, he has never enjoyed the rate of turning back, because he walks side by side with Ma Lu, many people look at Ma Lu...... Of course, I also looked at him.

Rong Yao was somewhat vain, and for the first time he walked with his chest puffed up and then ......

"Ahem, cough, cough~"

I overgot it, and my lungs didn't give up.

"Smoke less. ”

Ma Lu didn't say much, just casually persuaded. I asked for a cold drink and sat down.

Rong Yao nodded: "Sadly, I don't smoke. ”

Ma Lu laughed, and then waited for him to talk.

Rong Yao took a sip of cold drink, which was much cooler. The mood has calmed down a lot. looked at Ma Lu's expectant gaze and slowly told about his past.

"I was born as an orphan and completed a junior college through the work-study green channel. ”

"There is no way out after graduation, the education is not high, and the ability and appearance and personality are average. In the end, you can only be an operator, or you can be a salesman. ”

"The salary is not high, and I can bear the hard work, but I was scolded by the master as an operator, because his wife had no money to give gifts when he gave birth, and he did sales because another salesman wanted to reimburse me more invoices and account for my share, so that the section chief was fired. ”

"I found that it is not the children of the poor who are in charge of the house early, but the ability and character of people who are destined by nature. ”

"Later, I didn't want to do things outside, and I couldn't do it myself. It doesn't seem to be able to get ahead, but fortunately, when I was a child, I loved literature and wrote well. Just go to the emerging online novel market to work hard. The results were not good at first, but he refused to admit defeat. The writing is lengthy, abusive and bloody, barely mixed with food and clothing. After the grades gradually improved, I became more and more homely. ”

"Disconnected from society and not in contact with people. Just living in the online world. ”

"I've been writing entertainment novels, but unfortunately I gradually became stricter, and I didn't allow my real name to be used, and I wasn't allowed to insinuate. In the end, there can only be an original name, the sense of substitution becomes worse, and the grades become worse. ”

"The authors of the same age as me either became gods or changed careers. Only I licked my face and wrote entertainment themes to eat. Until now, I am getting worse and worse, and I am getting more and more outdated, because I am getting older and older. The generation gap with young readers in the new era is getting deeper and deeper. ”

Rong Yao looked at Ma Lu and shrugged: "It's over." ”

Ma Lu bit the straw and looked at Rong Yao, and frowned: "Why did you say that half a day is the process of you writing novels?

Rong Yao smiled: "This is my life. ”

Ma Lu was puzzled: "No friends?"

Rong Yao spoke: "Are book friends counted?"

Ma Lu was curious: "Relative, by the way, you are an orphan." ”

Looking at Rong Yao, Ma Lu smiled: "It's not like I haven't had a girlfriend, right?"

Rong Yao smiled.

Ma Lu was surprised: "Not one?"

Rong Yao spoke: "I have average grades in writing books, and I am not famous. But there is one thing that I am at least invested in myself. I had to like that star very much, really like first, when she was my lover, and then I could write the story. ”

Ma Lu couldn't believe it: "That means that from the time you graduated from college to the present, you have relied on spiritual YY stars to live a love and love life for your girlfriend?"

Rong Yao laughed: "Awesome, right?"

Ma Lu looked at Rong Yao with a strange expression: "You ...... You won't still be ......."

Rong Yao nodded: "Virgin?" ”

Ma Lu couldn't help but smile: "Theoretically?"

Rong Yao held the coffee cup with his right hand and took a sip.

"Poof. Ahem......"

Ma Lu sprayed and coughed incessantly.

Rong Yao was very considerate and handed over the tissue with his right hand......

"No...... No thanks!!thank you......"

Ma Lu was so frightened that she hid, Rong Yao laughed, and put the tissue aside.

"Wow~"

looked at Rong Yao: "You are simply the best." ”

Rong Yao didn't speak, just smiled casually.

After a long time, Ma Lu spoke: "Then you...... I mean...... Can you satisfy yourself physically and mentally in the book? There is zero social activity. So you're going to keep going like this?"

Rong Yao shook his head: "Didn't I come on a blind date?"

Ma Lu was silent.

Rong Yao asked: "Do you think that I am a special failure in life? At this age, there is no prospect in my career, there is almost no gain in life, and it is even difficult to determine the future? I have lived like this, and I still go to find my other half?" ”

"No ......"

Ma Lu hesitated for a moment and looked at Rong Yao: "But since you understand it yourself, why do you want to do this?"

Rong Yao spoke: "When I was young, I felt that I was not capable enough, and I could only do one thing at the same time. And to do it well. I see the prospect of writing books, and many online novel authors have become great gods and have achieved fame and fortune to the pinnacle of life. I don't have good family conditions, I don't have much ability, I don't have an entrepreneurial foundation, and I don't have any specialty, writing online novels is the only way for me to realize my self-worth for such an ordinary person who is destined to live a mediocre life. So I gave up everything, under the pretext of writing a book with the goal of success, and gave up everything. Just to be famous. ”

Ma Lu frowned: "Even so, how can you become famous with this subject?

Rong Yao smiled: "Yes." I also dreamed that writing entertainment could become a god. In fact, it's just an excuse that I don't dare or have the ability to switch to other themes, and of course I can't extricate myself from the fun of writing entertainment novels. The more brutal the reality, the more I want to escape to the world of the Internet and novels. In the end, reality is not something you can escape for the rest of your life. ”

Ma Lu pondered for a long time and did not speak. Until the end, he smiled and asked, "Then what kind of one are you looking for......?" Can you come on a blind date today, at least with anticipation? Fifty ladies, don't you fancy any of them?"

Rong Yao thought for a moment and said, "To be honest, I was more immersed in the kind of self-esteem and pressure that was scrutinized by others and ignored later, and I didn't think about the rest so much. ”

Ma Lu propped her chin: "Tell the truth." I feel that even so, after listening to your experience, it seems that you are not too demanding. ”

Rong Yao simply spoke: "Indeed." I want to find a young one, not that I like young ones. It's that I don't want a woman with too much life experience, and that feels cheesy. And I've always been an otaku, my heart is not complicated, and I haven't experienced too many things in society. I can be physically and mentally simple. ”

Ma Lu smiled: "And you have to be a virgin, especially pure and quiet?"

Rong Yao smiled: "The kind of ...... that will appear in dreams"

Ma Lu shook her head, obviously "convinced" by Rong Yao's thoughts, and had nothing to say.

Rong Yao sighed lightly and looked at Ma Lu: "I know my idea is a little whimsical. I still have so many requirements for this condition, so I immersed myself in my own novels. The characters in the novel are all controlled by me, and I have everything I want. Even if it's fake, at least it makes me believe that there is true love. I have a mental cleanliness fetish, I thought. Now it seems to be psychosis. I can't get out of the illusory world. ”

Ma Lu looked at Rong Yao a little helplessly: "You are like this...... It will delay you for the rest of your life. ”

Rong Yao nodded: "Okay, thank you for listening to me say this." No matter how special a person is, if you don't achieve fame, no one will pay attention to what you care about and what you want to listen to you. Successful people, digging a boogue, maybe people can analyze some deep meanings. I thought that today I was being ignored again, but I didn't expect that it was the best condition among the 100 people on the blind date on the scene that you paid attention to me, drove me, invited me to coffee, and were willing to listen to me talk about my strange and boring short life story. ”

looked directly at Ma Lu: "It's time for me to listen to you." Don't blame me for being realistic, I don't believe I have any conditions to attract your special attention. Either you have something you want to say to me, or you have something you want me to do. I'm not sure if I can do it, but I'd at least like to hear it. ”

Ma Lu's eyes changed and looked at Rong Yao: "You are like this, don't you feel hard?"

Rong Yao shook his head: "It's hard, but the path you have chosen, the life you have missed, just go on." ”

Ma Lu asked: "I'm curious about what path you would choose if you were young, or when you were a child, your family conditions were very good." ”

Rong Yao thought for a while, smiled and said, "Be an artist, right?" or engage in literature and art. Writing books, being a director, being a screenwriter, or being an actor, being a singer, I write entertainment because I like it. Sometimes when I watch movies and TV series, I feel that I can act better if I am allowed to act. The script asked me to make it up, and I would make it more reasonable and touching, or some songs, not just singing, how should they be sung, and to whom. Or at least learn to play a musical instrument, to play the piano, to learn to dance...... Anyway, I want to do all of this. ”

"This ......"

Ma Lu shook his head: "At your age, it's not realistic, right?"

Rong Yao smiled: "You said that if you are young......"

Ma Lu spoke: "But there is still hope for being a screenwriter." Your age is not too old for a screenwriter. ”

Rong Yao looked at Ma Lu curiously: "Are you the HR of an entertainment company?"

"Huh. ”

Ma Lu shook her head: "If I were any HR, I wouldn't go to the blind date to pick someone." ”

Rong Yao nodded: "Let's just say it." Don't hesitate, everyone is not familiar with each other. Big deal, I don't agree. You don't have to be burdened. ”

Ma Lu took a sip of her drink, threw away the straw, leaned back in the chair and looked at Rong Yao: "I'm pregnant." ”

Rong Yao was stunned: "Huh...... And then what?"

Ma Lu didn't speak.

Rong Yao was surprised: "You won't be ...... I want to ......"

"I'm looking for you to take over. ”

Ma Lu nodded: "That's what I mean." ”

Rong Yao subconsciously clenched his fists.

Ma Lu smiled: "You don't want to hit me, do you?"

Rong Yao looked at his fist, and then shook his head: "No." It's a physical reaction to your own emotions that are out of control. ”

Ma Lu spoke: "Emotions are out of control? Didn't you say that everyone is not familiar with each other, so it's a big deal to disagree?"

Rong Yao was silent, and said half-loudly: "But you make me feel that no one looks down on me except for a blind date, and I can only be so depraved as a pick-up man?"

Ma Lu looked at Rong Yao: "I don't want to say that maybe this is the reality." Even if you don't have the ability to save money and a good job, at least you don't have to be treated like this if you're young. Of course, I've said it bluntly, not to lie to you. I can also give you conditions, such as help with your career. Or even if you are raised, you continue to do what you want. ”

Rong Yao got up: "En...... Thank you. I'll go first, and I'm sure you'll find someone who is better than me, at least a lot more handsome, and much younger. Bless you. ”

Ma Lu didn't hold back, just looked at Rong Yao who was walking towards the door: "Didn't you say that you don't have to agree to my request, but at least you can listen to my story?"

Rong Yao turned his head, looked at Ma Lu, and chuckled half-loudly: "Don't make trouble." My life is wonderful, your life is actually quite normal, not much special. ”

After saying that, he walked away, Ma Lu looked at his back for a long time and fell silent.

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"Whew. ”

It is customary to get home, take a bath and then lie in bed. Dry yourself with a sheet.

Anyway, no one will come, no one will see, and no one will care if the sheets will get wet.

When freedom reaches a certain level, it becomes lonely and lonely, and occasionally Rong Yao will feel this way when he dreams back in the middle of the night. Otherwise, I wouldn't have listened to the advice of my book friends and went on this blind date.

He didn't live in Shanghai at all, but in Hi Ning, a county-level city near Shanghai.

He didn't know why he had to come to Zhejiang Province from his hometown of Hei Province. It's been so many years, but it doesn't make a difference at all. Anyway, it's all on your own.

"Bell bell bell ~"

Suddenly, the phone rang, looking at a strange application from the dangerous letter.

Rong Yao looked at the application narrative.

"It could have ended like this, but I was a little unwilling. I asked for your contact information from the company that loves weddings, because I think you are very ungraceful, and I speak happily and encourage people to say what they want. As a result, I couldn't accept it after listening to it, and left directly. ”

Rong Yao smiled, knowing who the other party was.

But just throw it away, there is no point in replying.

It's just that after a while, there are hints.

Rong Yao picked it up and saw that it was still her.

"It's okay if you don't accept the application, but if you don't speak, I'll just use the application narrative to tell it. ”

Rong Yao still ignored it, got up and went to cook and eat.

Alone cooking, stir-frying, turned on the computer and ordered a movie to watch and eat at the same time. With headphones on, there was almost no sound in the room.

It's like this, every day, and I'm used to it.

Just after eating and washing the dishes, lie down in bed and rest for a while. Too tired to sit, occupational disease.

When the phone finally stopped ringing, I looked at a lot of prompts.

Rong Yao picked it up and took a look, and sure enough, she really told her story in the statement of reasons for applying. After all, if you don't reject any application, people can theoretically apply all the time.

Rong Yao exhaled, then take a look. At that time, his mood was indeed a little unstable, although he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him, but after all, he pretended to be better, didn't pretend to understand, and looked as if he had fled from the wilderness.

"You're right, my story isn't that special. It's even a bit of a bloody cliché. I'm pregnant, but they don't want to have children. So we broke up. My family conditions don't care at all, I am a single mother on my own. I can afford it, too. But my parents were both in business and had a certain social status. They didn't allow me to be a single mother, and I had had many abortions before and couldn't have any more abortions. Otherwise, you may be infertile in the future. ”

"I have two boyfriends, the first of whom was in college. After graduation, they separated. He splits legs. ”

"The second one is the child's father, and we've been together for five years. He doesn't like to wear condoms, but he doesn't want children. I'd rather take my medicine. At first I just felt uncomfortable and didn't think much of it. Later, I learned that he had a wife and children abroad. I pretended to be single in China, and I also used my relationship to do business. ”

"I was looking for a pick-up on a blind date. It's not a pick-up, at least I won't hide it from the other party. I'll open the conditions. You're right, you're not the only one. If it doesn't work this time, it's next time. Maybe I can find a better one, as you said. It's just that if I hadn't chatted with you in the car and at the café today, I wouldn't have contacted you again. ”

"To be honest, if you talk about love at first sight, you may not believe it yourself. But your conversation, your past experiences, your life, I am very interested. Of course, I also know that I analyze you as having mental cleanliness and moderate paranoia. Unwilling to face reality. I think the conditions are good, but I can't compare with the imaginary girlfriend in your novel, beautiful and cute, popular and famous, and only good to you, pure and kind. ”

"Especially now that I am suspected of humiliating you as a pick-up man. But I think you're not as realistic as you, I'm just unladylike, I'm not a scumbag. I'm looking forward to further contact with you, and I hope you will try to relax some of the conditions as well, and most importantly, let yourself go. ”

"I'll just say so much, I just think that maybe your ordinary appearance, not young life, and very ordinary conditions, may have a very good heart and connotation. If you figure it out, contact me by 9am tomorrow. Because I'm going to go on a blind date tomorrow and find someone else who is suitable. You've said it yourself isn't hard to find, and I'm a little sorry to think you're such a candidate. More or less an insult to you. Say sorry. ”

"I hope you can believe that I am not simply looking for a man to take over, but I have the intention of continuing to develop with you. ”

"Waiting for you. Ma Lu. ”

After that, it's gone.

Rong Yao watched it for a long time and couldn't help laughing. It's a complicated laugh, a wry smile, a funny laugh, or a happy laugh?

I don't know.

Throwing the phone back away, Rong Yao was silent for a long time, but looked at her poster posted on the wall.

He was a little hesitant, not because he was tempted, but because he doubted his persistence.

The poster is not only her, who has written entertainment novels for so many years, who is popular for whom.

His insistence is a bit ridiculous, saying that he loves the characters in his novels and the stars of reality is actually just an excuse to escape from reality. He's not that die-hard.

Thirty or so many people are running around. Don't insist on what should be insisted on, and don't give up when you should give up. The change does not change, and as I get older, the upper limit of the goals I once set for myself is getting lower and lower.

He is confused about where his future is, he is not confident in his external conditions, his old age and the mind and three views that cannot keep up with the times, and he does not dare and is incompetent to try to break through.

A total loser.

The most regrettable thing is that when I was young, what did I do?

He missed his best years and wasted his most precious life.

A complete loser, who denies everything he has, becomes the person he once despised the most.

He would love to write a book about his experiences and serve as a wake-up call for today's young people. I feel that there is a lot of social pressure, so I almost go home after work to swipe my phone, shake M, and play games. Less and less social activities, staying at home, and engaging in suicidal love. Mocking himself every day for being a single dog and not taking the initiative to flirt with his sister, wasting his precious youth.

It's just that Rong Yao thinks that maybe it's just himself, right? There are many young people and even peers who flirt with their sisters, who are confident, and who are not homely. There is nothing at all about his personal life that is referential and reflective.

He wrote a lot of novels that traveled through time, because he always looked forward to doing something he would do in his recovering youth if he did it all over again.

Singing, dancing, acting, and creating is not a joke, he really thought about it. It's a pity that the conditions of that era did not allow it, and neither did one's own personal conditions.

He can only enjoy it in his own books. I fantasize that I am tall, handsome, talented, and feminine, and I can also flirt with my sister. Everywhere you go, you are a man of the hour, not a little transparent that is ignored.

It's just that there are no ifs, no restarts. Otherwise, what are the regrets?

Loser is a loser, and the most terrible thing is that even if you do it all over again, what if you do it again?

Frightened, Rong Yao closed his eyes, he wanted to sleep.

He is used to sleeping when he can't figure out anything, doesn't want to think about it, or doesn't have an answer.

His last hope was that he would wake up and tomorrow might be better.

Although it has not been achieved once, every day is the same.

Day after day, day after day......

It's just that he didn't know that his fate had finally changed.

Tomorrow won't be the same every day as before......

There is no tomorrow for him.

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"Still didn't come?!"

Ma Lu was waiting for a phone call the next morning.

If you can't get it, you will always be a little unwilling, especially Ma Lu, although she has already looked up to Rong Yao, she still thinks that the gap between the two is obvious. It should be a very dazzling existence when you put it there, and the economic conditions and appearance and age are counted.

Even though he was looking for someone to take over, he made it very clear. The first is not to hide from him, and the second is that he has a lot of interest in him other than taking over, and he takes the initiative to seek development, and the other party is still up. I haven't replied to the message so far, and I haven't passed the verification, and I don't have a phone call.

Ma Lu hesitated for a moment and simply dialed directly. For her, there is no mood for gain or loss, at least Rong Yao will not give her this feeling.

However, rich women who feel good about themselves will be more paranoid and will not answer the phone. Ma Lu thought about it this time, but drove to the next blind date venue and stopped halfway. I called again, but I still didn't answer.

Ma Lu was a little emotionally fluctuating, so she simply turned around and walked towards Hi Ning.

She never loved weddings, and asked for not only a mobile phone number, but also a detailed address. These are mandatory requests so that souvenirs or needs can be mailed or notified. It only took an hour and a half to arrive. I looked left and right and finally found it, but I couldn't get in the door. Because it's the second floor, the rented house has a gate underneath.

She had to call again, but she could hear a mobile phone ringing in the house, but she just didn't answer. Looking at the open window, Ma Lu simply shouted a few words.

No one listens, no one answers.

"I'm downstairs!!You're not going to?!"

Ma Lu couldn't cry or laugh, but she didn't have much anger, but a little contempt. At least the impression has dropped a lot in my mind.

Since this is the case, it can be regarded as a lot of unwillingness and indifference. For such a person does not know. After all, he is still a loser, even if he has the courage to face it. What I said yesterday was so good, it's a big deal to disagree, you can listen to it. Now it's all kinds of non-contact, all kinds of hiding, social barriers? It's not like a man anyway.

Coincidentally, the landlord was there.

Take a break today and come out to do your laundry. It is also unusual to see a woman who drives such a good car looking for Rong Yao. I've lived there for five years, and no one has ever looked for him. It's all loners and doesn't communicate with anyone. After a few conversations, they are all natives of the south, a dialect family. Let's just go upstairs and have a look.

Ma Lu chuckled, it doesn't matter anymore, right?

As a result, I knocked on the door of a room on the second floor and called again, but there was still no answer and no response. Originally, Ma Lu wanted to mock a few more words...... Suddenly it felt wrong.

Because there is no sound at all.

It shouldn't. Even if he did it on purpose, he couldn't be silent at all. Wooden doors are not much better soundproofing.

Ask the landlord if someone is out.

The landlord was surprised and said that he was resting today, and he started washing clothes in the morning until now, and he has not been seen going out.

Listening to Ma Lu, the landlord was also a little anxious.

I tried to open the door with the spare key, but I didn't open the door myself anyway.

"Sleep?!"

As a result, when I went in, I saw Rong Yao on the bed, lying there motionless. The soil method snort identification, no breathing.

"Damn!!"

The two were really startled, and after quickly calling the police, they found out.

It is true that the person is dead, but there is no sign of homicide or suicide, and even the preliminary determination of the forensic doctor does not have any hidden illness and sudden phenomenon.

It's weird.

A few days later, I received a report that I was in good health and that the cause of death was indeed unknown. It's just that if he didn't kill him after all, he doesn't seem to have any relatives.

In the end, it was over.

And the funeral and convergence, etc., is a rich girl who knows each other for a day, one side, and wants him to be a pick-up man with a child, and kindly provides a follow-up to end his short life.

The rich girl inexplicably left a tear at the funeral, and that may be the only woman who shed tears for the loser......

In this life.