85. Commemorate the past
He was desperately rolling on me, like a fat pig, but I didn't have the slightest strength to resist, only crying and crying, and the sheets were wet with crying.
He stripped off one of my shoulders, opened his mouth and took it down, and two fat hands, touching my chest, I felt him unchained as he arched his ass.
It's too late, it's impossible for anyone to come and save me, it's just now, once he enters, it's too late, I accept my fate, I want to die!
But immediately, there was that heart-piercing pain in his shoulder, and before he could make a move, he died.
Dead on top of me, breathing steadily.
After a long time, my tears were dry, he got up, beat the mattress, put away the soft caterpillar, hugged my feet and touched and touched it reluctantly, and finally saw the stockings that were thrown aside and peeled off my buttocks, carefully kneaded into a ball, and hid them in the palm of his hand, "You can go, Hu Mei made me very satisfied this time!"
He was old and looked a little overwhelmed, with his back to me, and he had developed a keen interest in fishnet stockings.
I gritted my teeth, my whole body ached, and I lifted my face to look down at the black torn skirt, and there was something white on it.
I had an urge to turn over the river and the sea in my stomach, and the places he pinched were very painful, and I desperately used all my strength to climb out of the house with difficulty by holding on to the wall.
I didn't dare to stay for a moment, I was afraid, afraid of him, afraid of him coming back.
When I went downstairs, I almost fell down the cold stairs, I covered my mouth, I kept crying, I grabbed my hair, and restrained myself from making a sound.
I know what's going on, I'm so scared, I'm in pain.
I became his venting tool, and I made him satisfied.
The shadow of my heart hangs over every cell I am alive with.
It was as if I had died at that moment.
I don't know why they do this, is it possible that if they hurt me, they will be happy?
I curse them to be hit by a car tomorrow!
Stumbling, I climbed out of the hallway, I saw Juanjuan's car parked in the rain, the wipers swinging regularly, and the double flashing lights like two eyes, silently watching everything that was happening.
The window of the car rolled down, Juanjuan was sitting in the car playing with her mobile phone, looked me up and down with cold eyes, and saw the inexplicable liquid on my black dress, the corner of her mouth picked, "Sit well, you can go home!"
Was she waiting for me, just to see how embarrassed I was, or did she know what was going to happen?
The car reversed and drove away towards the outside of the complex.
Home, where is home?
I miss my mom!
I walked barefoot in the rain, the rain was still heavy, it could not wash away the filth on my body, only the surface, the pure white thing was diluted by the rain, dripping on my legs, along my "chiluo" feet, into the sewage, into the sewer.
Only the surface is washed, but in my heart, I repeatedly think of a word, defiled?
Suddenly, my feet stumbled, and I threw myself into the water of the street, kneeling on the ground, silently shaking my head, when will the rain stop, let me ease my wounded heart.
I'm not clean anymore, or just let it go all the way, my long hair is buried in my ears, and the sound of the rainstorm really can't reach my head.
I was surprised to find that the rain really didn't fall on me anymore, and an umbrella stayed above me.
Who will it be?
I opened my eyes, whose tenderness still remained in my heart, "Enlightenment!"
I turned around happily, but I saw that a boy I didn't know was looking at me, and the girl next to him smacked him, "I hate it, you let the rain fall on people's homes!"
It's just passers-by, and the umbrella that leaves covers their intimate backs, in the rain, like a blooming flower.
I fell to the ground weakly, all my thoughts were ruthlessly dispersed by the rain, I thought about the name, but my throat came out, "Ahhh......h
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When I went back, I sat quietly and naked in the toilet, and when I remembered the happiest time with someone, the corners of my mouth would suddenly smile silly.
Where are you?
Is anyone still thinking about me tonight?
Will tomorrow be cold to me again?
I hope no one dislikes me!
Will you still love me?
Treasured.
For the rest of the day, the only thing I needed was to pay tribute to the past, and I passed it quietly for a month.
Last time, Aunt Mei was very satisfied, her attitude towards me has changed a lot, it is worth mentioning that the school did not expel me, it is the credit of Aunt Mei, but I don't need to go again, I am now back in the foot washing city.
Continue to be a small manager, Aunt Mei said that I understand very little, and if you want to capture a man's heart, in addition to learning to shut up at the right time, you must also learn to speak at the right time, say something that the other party likes to hear, and say something that the other party can listen to.
She can give me a chance, but whether I can seize it depends on my own means!
Makeup is not a difficult thing, Liang Jiamei handed it over to me as she wished!
I started to get mixed up, I wore lipstick, I wore perfume, and no one could smell the fishy smell on me.
This evening, Fan Dalong will come to pick me up, after he recovered from his injury, Zhang Yang valued him very much, not because of anything else, Fan Dalong stabbed Feng Liu, which laid his unusual.
This will make Fan Dalong a person of five or six, his sneakers have been replaced with leather shoes, his hair has been carefully groomed, and a gold chain has been hung around his neck.
At about seven o'clock, he came, waited for me for a while, took a paper cup himself, took a glass of water from the water dispenser, and drank water while smoking.
This is the first time we have met since he recovered from his injury, and during this time I will occasionally go to the hospital to see him, and he recovers faster than others, because he wants to come out very much, and he can't wait to follow Zhang Yang to do a career.
Seeing that I had changed my clothes, his eyes lit up, I was wearing a low-cut T-shirt, and I deliberately squeezed my breasts out, and the skirt underneath was also very short, in fact, my legs were also very slender, and I wore thin stockings, so that the curves could look a little better.
Promised him to go out and sit for a while, and there was no need to talk to Chen Xi anymore, I was more free.
I did things for Aunt Mei with dignity in exchange for more freedom.
After Fan Dalong saw my dress, he breathed a few hard, as if this would inhale more of the smell of my body into his brain, threw half a cigarette into the paper cup, and put one hand around my shoulder, "Let's go, let's go!"
Fan Dalong couldn't stand my appearance, and made him feel that I walked with him like this, which gave him a great sense of satisfaction.
I smiled at him, but I told him, "Don't throw cigarettes into paper cups next time, aren't there ashtrays there?"
Of course, Fan Dalong wouldn't be angry with me, and said embarrassedly, "I'm not used to it, I promise, there will be no next time!"
I just led Fan Dalong out, his biceps muscles were a little stronger, he had tattoos, and a big green dragon could be faintly seen in the black two-tendon vest.
After he was discharged from the hospital, he made himself like this in a short time, and after he went out, he took a taxi, the street lights just came on, and it was autumn, and the most sultry tail.
I said go sit on the side of the road, it's cool.
Fan Dalong thought that it was the same wherever he went, as long as he could stay with me, after deciding, I called Li Tingting out and went to eat barbecue together. ,o
Obviously, Fan Dalong didn't understand any romance, he didn't refuse anything, but had a good chat with Li Tingting, and they were also the same age.
Anyway, Li Tingting is also here, and Fan Dalong wants to call Wei Wei to go with him, I said you can call.
Wei Wei is good to Fan Dalong, this is Wei Wei's deepest impression on me.
The days of no heart and no lungs have started again, but I can live even more heartless lives.
Wei Wei came, and when he saw me and Li Tingting, two tall beauties, he was dumbfounded, Wei Wei didn't play with little sisters, but can those little sisters compare with women like Li Tingting, like us, who carefully groom themselves in order to deal with men?
It's really ironic, and what's even more ironic is that isn't this place the barbecue stand that I used to come to when I used to go to school?
I remember the last time, it was Zhao Qiguang who accompanied me, and we also had a fight with others, but it's a pity that things are wrong!