Chapter 225

"Opponents?" I was stunned for a moment, those nightmares that had tormented me countless times suddenly flooded the world in front of me in this sunny spring day, opponents, are two words that can explain everything very well, if it is an opponent, then, there must be two parties that cannot coexist, as of today, my dissatisfaction with Mr., those who have real basis, is just because he always tries to manipulate my life, anyone, even the most unambitious, should not want their every move to be seen clearly, even the breathing is controlled by the will of others, but He Qi, has almost said everything, Mr. likes to play with fire, like to turn all the people around him into his opponents, then, Zhang Deli's previous inexplicable words, there is a further explanation, this discovery, let my heart sink to the trough all of a sudden, all the strength has disappeared, stunned to stand there, until He Qi patted me on the shoulder.

"It's not that bad, he's just passing by. He Qi smiled and said to me: " Of course, there are many things in this world that can be explained by conspiracy, but the Nanjing incident can also be explained by coincidence, at that time, he just wanted to leave a seed, such a seed, where he appeared, there were countless existences, he left a seed, and then moved on, whether the seed can grow into a giant tree covering the sky, he will not care too much, what he wants is to let the hatred spread all over the earth as much as possible, this matter, not only he is doing it alone, where there are dark ink children, there is such an endless seed, the hatred that is planted, will always sprout, and then, at the right time, it is the foundation of turmoil, this is his style, you should understand. ”

"You, you didn't lie to me?" He Qi's smile, so that those darkness suddenly disappeared in front of my eyes, I breathed a long sigh of relief, although there are still some doubts on the mouth, but in my heart is finally a lot better, this is the most difficult truth in the world to accept, sir, and dark ink, in my eyes, that is the same place of belonging, I will always remember that the man who stretched out a pair of hands to pull me out of sinking and despair, although it is only that side, but like a father like a mountain, even if Zhang Deli said so many things that make me uneasy, I can't help but suspect the words, but I have never really believed the so-called facts that Zhang Deli hinted at, which is the most fundamental reason。

"Zhang Deli has some plans of his own. He Qi smiled faintly, shook his head and said: "There are some things that need you to see carefully, have you ever thought about what Zhang Deli is doing?"

"He wants to take the stuff behind him, like, is that right?" I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously said my thoughts, this is almost an answer that does not require any hesitation, Zhang Deli once admitted these things personally, what he wanted, is dark ink, even if he can't get all of it, he also wants that part of it, as for his so-called ideals, I don't have to listen to what to do at all, the basis for the existence between people is just interests, belief for Zhang Deli, more like something that allows him to move forward without losing himself, that is not a necessity, but a person can torture himself to that point, if there is nothing to want, it is impossible, I can't think of what he wantsUntil now, the only possible thing was profit.

"Then did anyone tell you, sir, what are the conditions for handing over all this to us?" He Qi smiled, looked at me deeply, and said: "Then did anyone tell you why Zhang Deli appeared by your side and took you on the road appropriately?"

"These, no, weren't they arranged by Mr.?" I was stunned for a moment, dazed to the extreme, when I woke up, I saw Zhang Deli, I came out of the suffering, and I was no less grateful to Zhang Deli than Mr., however, in He Qi's smiling eyes, all this seemed to have another side that I didn't know.

At that time, he and his husband were doing something together in Nanjing. He Qi shook his head and chuckled: " I can't deny that Mr. appeared at the right time for you, but I have to say that his timing was only at the last moment, he witnessed everything happening, saw your struggle and resistance, his judgment of you, is from all your efforts after the incident, I said, Sir is a person who hopes that the earth is full of darkness and hatred, only these things, can make the turmoil irrepressible, and the hatred you have is what he appreciates and hopes all people have, he saved you, is hoping that you can continue to use your hatred to take revenge on this world, instead of letting Zhang Deli take you farther and farther. ”

"Is this Zhang Deli doing it himself?" I frowned and said a little blankly, "What, sir, just ignore it?"

"He rarely asks about the following things. He Qi shook his head amusefully and said, " As I said, he just planted the seeds, I believe that one day some of those seeds will make him harvest, people like him, not concerned about the existence of individuals like you, now the dark ink is a mature system, he doesn't need any new forces to join, what he needs is a complete destruction, use our power to create turmoil, and then destroy what he created in the turmoil, he has done enough, he doesn't need to put icing on the cake and such things, his energy, to use on those forces up and down, can be a party leader, can be a gang leader like Lao Saburo, but it is difficult to use it on those seeds that he sows easily, It's just that you let Zhang Deli see some opportunities, he doesn't have an opportunity like me, and it is impossible to use my identity to win over the power in the dark ink, since this is the case, then, what he can get is only the power outside, like you. ”

"But it seems that he hasn't gotten much?" He Qi's statement is credible, at least in a sense, not to mention, I really want to hear more about what he has to say, and if you listen to it, you will be clear and believe and dark, even if it is difficult to hear the truth in this circle, but when everything comes together, it will shatter the fog in the collision, at least, there will be a trace of truth exposed, that is what I want.

"Mr. planted the seeds of turmoil in this world, but he planted this seed beside Mr. He Qi looked at me deeply and said quietly: " He has chosen countless times, failed countless times, and finally, met you, a rising star that even Mr. can't refuse, Zhang Deli gave you everything he learned without concealment, and then turned you into such an impressive person now, because he understands that Mr. will not give up any opponent worth looking forward to, so he is very sure that as long as your growth is seen by Mr., then, he will not hesitate to give you more things, just like that plum blossom. ”

"So, I'm still a pawn, aren't I?" I smiled bitterly, shook my head and laughed at myself: "I can't imagine that a person like me can get so much attention, I really don't know if I should thank you or say something else." ”

"Chess pieces also have different fates. He Qi shook his head and smiled: " Life in the world, who is not a chess piece of fate, who is not someone else's chess piece, but the chess piece can also have different roles such as the car and horse artillery, with power, it is a more free and powerful chess piece, and even, can make fate different, Zhang Deli is the best example, when Mr. Doorman picked him, but he felt that he was too pitiful, a little person who looked down on anyone, Mr. for his attitude is also very indifferent, he can go to the present, although it is indeed because he is working hard, but there is no need for layout, we need a chess piece, so, he became a chess piece, from a small person not worth mentioning to an important chess pieceSuch a change cannot be called unfortunate, on the contrary, it is an opportunity for him to change his life. ”

"You also need such a chess piece, don't you?" I sneered, I already understood what He Qi said, my appearance was just because Zhang Deli needed to plant hatred in my heart and then send me to Mr. to return this hatred, and Zhang Deli's appearance was precisely because He Qi needed a person like Zhang Deli to do what He Qi wanted to do.

"I do. He Qi smiled approvingly: " I need a dark ink that can get out of the turmoil at any time, the ancestors have not finished the road, I need to continue to walk, Mr. layout for decades, this drama has no way to turn back, even if Mr. is dead, no one can stop all this, the occurrence of turmoil, there is no suspense, but the world after the turmoil, but it may not be as new as you once thought, even if you get rid of the adults who have made this world muddy, those children will not make this world better, the most cruel is those ignorant children, lost their direction, without teaching, the world can only be more dark, so, What to leave behind, after the turmoil, to leave our dark ink seeds to rescue those weak from the hands of careerists, this is the way I want to go, so, I also need chess pieces to block Mr.'s ambition step by step, only in this way, I will have enough time to do more things. ”

"You're a real jerk. I smiled bitterly, shook my head and said, "Perhaps, in a hundred years, someone will offer you to the altar, but the real you are just a bastard." ”

"Any means can be done for the sake of light. He Qi smiled and said: "I deserve such praise." ”

"What are you going to do next?" I could only sneer at He Qi's shamelessness, looked at him and mocked, "How are you going to arrange my chess piece?"

"Sir, I'll do something in the Vast Mountains. He Qi restrained his smile and said seriously: "There, it is our Bright Peak, as he once used the banner of the Bright Emperor to walk the world, he will be there, get rid of them who can no longer continue to carry the mission forward, seize that opportunity, you will be able to get close to him, and then, prove yourself, have more things." ”

"What does it have to do with me?" I sneered. Even if I get a status symbol, so what, I am a person who has nothing to do with you schemes, whether you are disturbing the world, or redeeming the world, it is all things that have nothing to do with me, I can live a very good life, I have never been a careerist like you, and I don't want to be a savior, why do you think I will do what you say, from Henan to Guangxi, from Nanning to Beijing, you have been standing in a dark corner, like a gentleman behind my back doing things I don't like, why should I believe you, don't say anything that can make me revenge, that thing, I can do it myself。 ”

"It's a dead end and there's no turning back. He Qi smiled faintly, looked into my eyes and said, "You should have heard this sentence." ”

"Zhang Deli has said it countless times. I said dismissively: " It's just you, you are forced by your own ambition and can't turn back, you have your so-called beliefs, you tell yourself day and night to tell others what you are living for, even if at first you will casually say that it is not right, but now, I am convinced, I am not you, even if you have some beliefs, you have the idea of changing the world and changing yourself, but you have only had it, it is a fleeting thing, at my age, it is not your state of being sure of everything, I can turn around at any time, I can leave at any time, I can believe in something else at any time, for example, I now begin to want to live quietly by myselfWithout you, without dark ink, without faith, I am more relaxed. ”

"It has nothing to do with faith, it's just that you really can't retreat. He Qi shook his head and chuckled: "Your uncertainty is the reason why you can only go on, you can now do some cases with us with faith in your heart, but without that belief, you will only be changed by your own desires, you go to live an ordinary life, but soon you will return to your old business because you are not satisfied with people like yourself to work as hard as ordinary people, do you really think that your heart is hard enough to be unshaken?" But don't forget, faith is just a casual thing for you now, you can now believe that everything you do is to protect someone, and in the future, you will also believe that you can treat those you want to protect as fish and meat in order to live a better life, I remember, you yourself once said this truth to others. ”

"I'm not going to be someone like that. I shook my head and said, although I said so, but I was really stunned for a moment, the future, it is indeed difficult to define, I treated the begging child cruelly, it is precisely because of faith that tells me that only by burying hatred in their hearts, can they destroy the world one day in the future, at that time, I almost did not hesitate to do something that even people like Yu Jian can't stand it, I also once abandoned this companion without caring because I believed that Zhang Bo was a hopeless weakling, and I didn't even tell him what I did, but I just happily wanted him to bear the charge of non-existence to suffer for a lifetime。

"I'm a cruel person. I shuddered and bowed my head in pain.

"Therefore, you must live for something, not your own desires, not something that can be measured. He Qi looked at me very seriously and said: " Only by living for others, will you not be manipulated by desire, not to mention, those things you do, lose our cover, one day will put you in a cage, do is do, go to the ends of the earth is not clean, I don't need you to do anything for my scheme, I just hope you can look at your heart, see if your heart is angry about the injustice in this world, if so, then follow your heart to change all this, Mr. missed many times, but I have to admit that he has also done many things, he said, we should be unruly people, when we are abused by others, we should not give inIf you have a heart that is not frustrated when you are attacked by calamities, if you have a heart that is not afraid to correct when something is wrong, if you do not flatter to the jackal, if your heart will tremble because of this, then I hope that you can follow your heart and do what you think is right. ”

"You can't escape, can you?" I smiled bitterly, sighed, and said self-deprecatingly: " I remember at that time, my heart was about to jump out, I remember, at that time, I believed in that man, just like I believed in my father, I believed that I could make the world a better place, at my age, I was a little too hot-blooded, even if I knew that there were full of lies, but I still believed it, just like today, I think, people should not regret living, what they have in their hearts, they have to work hard to achieve, even if they fail, they will not regret it for life because they have not done it. ”

"Still. I glanced at He Qi and said very seriously: "I just follow my heart, not your chess piece, not the ladder of your ambition, if one day, you do something that you shouldn't do, I will not let you go." ”

Let's announce it again.,I got the news of the editor yesterday.,The results of the day are really worrying.,On the whole,It's appropriate to finish it early.,I'm afraid the goal of three million words won't be reached.,But there's always a new book coming out.,I'll work hard.,And then I hope to write another book that can be worthy of everyone.,No eunuch.,There must always be a good gathering and good dispersion.,Thank you.。