188, remorseful
When Ye Lu woke up again, it was already half an hour later.
When she woke up, she found Wang Jian, also known as the "Pink Cute Man", holding her hand, as she dreamed in a dream, bowing his head and kissing the back of her hand full of needle eyes.
She hurried to get up straight from the bed, and when the boy saw this, he shook the winch at the end of the bed, raised the head of the bed to half height, and put a pillow behind her back for her to lean on.
"Brother Jian, is it really you? I ...... I can't be dreaming, am I?" Ye Lu stared at the busy man beside him, he was still so short, but his face and appearance were touchingly delicate and perfect, as if there was a layer of divine light on his face, which made people dare not force his eyes.
"It is worthy of being the 'No. 1 Internet celebrity in Douyin' with 60 million fans!" staring at the boy's flawless and extremely delicate "pretty face", Ye Lu sighed in his heart.
She hasn't brushed the douyin for several months, and her impression of the "pink cute man" is still stuck at the moment when the other party just broke 60 million fans.
Wang Jian sat on the edge of Ye Lu's bed, took the girl's hand, nodded affirmatively, and said with tears in his smile:
"It's me, Midori, it's really meβcan't you even hear me?"
As he spoke, Wang Jian put the hat, glasses and mask that he had just taken off and put on his bedside table again.
Ye Lu, who was sitting on the bed, looked at it, and sure enough, except for the fact that her hair had grown a lot, Wang Jian's image was exactly the same as what she saw in the steamed bun shop a few months ago.
At this time, she finally came to her senses, and finally understood why the other party kept covering her mouth and face when she saw him several times, covering herself tightly, and why when she had a conflict with Zhou Xiaohai in the film industry, the other party would "run away".
She finally understood the specific meaning of the two sentences that the other party explained to her in WeChat, "there is a reason why I have to do this" and "I can't let the public see my face and take pictures of my image".
She further understood that when the two watched a movie in the cinema a few months ago, and the other party took the initiative to hold her hand in the dark and confessed to him with specific actions, the other party at that time was already "the first Internet celebrity in Douyin", "the first person in Douyin", and "a peerless beautiful man who combines God's thousands of favors"!
"What the hell am I missing......? Why was I so stupid and stubborn?" Ye Lu cried out in his heart, filled with remorse, and in just a moment, his big eyes were filled with tears.
"I'm sorry, Brother Jian, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have been so willful, I shouldn't have answered your call, and I didn't reply to your WeChat-" Ye Lu, who was welling up with tears, opened his mouth and apologized to Wang Jian.
Wang Jian was also in tears, but he shook his head and stopped her from continuing. Wang Jian took off his glasses, took off his mask, and gently wiped the tears on her face with the palm of his hand, and said in a manly voice:
"I'm sorry for me, Midori, I shouldn't have lied to you, I should have told you what I really wanted earlier. After watching the movie with you that day, I actually wanted to find an opportunity to tell you what I really wanted, and tell you the reason why I had to cover my face and go out during this time, how do I know that I will meet Zhou Xiaohai after I come out...... It's all a trick, Green, I don't have the blessing to have such a beautiful and kind girl as you. β
Ye Lu Ren Wang Jian used his pair of jade white, slender, and world-conquering creations, and was liked and admired by countless people to wipe his tears for himself, motionless, but his heart was even more sad and regretful, because the boy not only did not blame her for her willfulness and stubbornness at the beginning, but from the moment she opened her eyes, she had been telling her that she was sorry, and took the responsibility and fault on herself.
"If I hadn't been so tough and my self-esteem wasn't so strong, and I had a chance to explain, perhaps, now I and him are probably living happily together, right? I won't get this kind of disease, right? Even if I still get sick, I still can't escape the cruel fate, but if I have a few months to live with him and enjoy the common experience of sweet love together, I will die without regrets!
"But, woo-woo...... After all, I missed him after all! After all, I paid the price of regret for my life for my stubbornness and willfulness!
"I'm leaving, and I don't have two days to live...... Woowoo...... God, why do you hate me so much, what have I done in my life to make you treat me so cruelly?"
Leaf Green's beautiful, clear big eyes, like two unscrewed faucets, tears flowing, no matter how he wiped it, Wang Jian's heart was like a knife, he was very distressed, he could no longer control the impulse in his heart, he held Leaf Green in his arms, and said emotionally:
"Don't cry, Green, don't cry. I will always stay by your side, and from now on, we will stay together for a long time, and we will never give up!"
"Wow......" Wang Jian's words made Ye Lu unable to hold back any longer, crying loudly, hugging Wang Jian's back with his hands, and crying while saying, "I'm sorry, Brother Jian, I'm really sorry, but I'm ...... I really miss you...... I miss you so much, I want to be able to see you between my death......"
"I miss you too, Xiaolu, I miss you too! I like you so much, since the moment you took the initiative to greet me on your first day of work last year, I have liked you. My subsequent resignation, my efforts to change, make money, treat my face, and correct my teeth are all in order to make myself better worthy of you, and to be able to give you a real, not verbal, happy life......"
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After Ye Zihua and Li Yuqin went out, the two came to the end of the corridor, looked at the crowd of people outside the window, and looked at each other speechlessly.
After a while, Ye Zihua said to his wife:
"Yuqin, I understand your feelings, but, now the child has no two days to live, based on feelings, and what Chunmei told us just now, Xiao Lu should still like Xiao Wang, and he should always have him in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't want to see him before leaving.
"In this case, when we go in later, don't look at the face of the Buddha and look at the face of the Buddha, don't look at the face of Xiao Wang, let the child go with peace of mind, and leave without regrets, you know?"
Li Yuqin was still crying silently, nodded after hearing this, and said:
"I know, I ...... I just don't deserve to be a child, how can I fall in love with this kind of person? What do I like about him? Which of the ones I introduced to her is better than this short, timid, and irresponsible 'second-class cripple'? But this dead woman doesn't listen to me at all......
"What's the point of talking about this now? Don't care! Don't care! As long as we can make the child happy and leave without regrets, we don't care!" Ye Zihua shook his head and waved his hand, also full of old tears.
The two of them stood at the end of the corridor for about half an hour, feeling that their daughter should almost wake up, so they walked back, came to the door, opened the door gently, and as soon as the door opened a crack, Li Yuqin heard the low cry of the two children in the single ward.
She followed the prestige and was shocked, only to see that Wang Jian, who was originally only sitting on the chair in front of the bed, didn't know when he actually sat on the edge of the bed, hugged his baby daughter into his arms, and hugged him tightly.
"Why don't you go in?" Seeing that his wife had been at the door, Ye Zihua, who was standing behind Li Yuqin, pushed his wife's shoulder.
Li Yuqin stepped out of the way and let her husband in the back see that the door was still only a crack.
Ye Zihua leaned over, and soon saw the scene his wife saw just now, and was immediately a little dumbfounded, and soon felt a blush again, and hurriedly closed the door again.
"Let's go, let's go stand outside for a while!" Ye Zihua took his wife's hand and walked forward.
At this stop, I stood for another half an hour.
The two of them thought to themselves, this should be about the same, right?
So, the two walked back again, and their mood was a lot more embarrassed and apprehensive than just now.