Chapter 19 Song Ci, such a miserable man
Lin Qian dialed Song Ci's phone.
Song Ci said "Hey" with a little surprise, and Lin Qian said speechlessly: "Song Ci, what are you doing?"
Song Ci sighed, obviously not understanding what Lin Qian was saying.
So Lin Qian explained helplessly: "I just finished talking to Xinxin on the phone, and she misunderstood that you have a crush on me." However, the reason for her misunderstanding is because you always mention me when you chat with her, and I serve my eldest brother, so this misunderstanding is big. Your brain circuits are even more labyrinth......!"
After listening to Song Ci, he was dumbfounded...... What is the situation???? how did it become like this???? so he hurriedly said: "I, me, me, because every time I talk to her about something else, I can't talk a few words, and she ignores me." Only if you talk to her about you, she will talk more...... But how could she misunderstand that I have a crush on you, what I like is obviously her......" The last sentence, Song Ci said with a sad face. Now it's okay, I thought I was a little closer to success, but it turned out to be farther and farther away for a long time...... was also scolded by Lin Qian, it was Ding Xin's girl who was slow to react, saying that her brain circuit was comparable to a labyrinth.
"Poof" Lin Qian was even more speechless after hearing this, these two people are simply living treasures. But Lin Qian knew why Ding Xin didn't expect that Song Ci liked him. It's very uncomfortable to think about it, obviously such a good and delicate girl, but because of what she has experienced, she denies herself.
Seeing that Lin Qian didn't speak, Song Ci thought that Lin Qian was still angry, so he hurriedly continued: "I really didn't expect things to develop like this, I will explain it clearly." Or, can you help me say a few words in front of Ding Xin, she will definitely believe and listen to what you say. ”
After hearing Song Ci say that, he didn't feel the slightest relief in his heart, but became even more uncomfortable and heavy, he didn't understand Xinxin.
"Song Ci, I'll be honest with you, I ended a failed relationship not long ago. I used to really think that it would always be simple, and I couldn't understand why people change. But the reality tells me that the relationship is not as strong as I imagined. The human heart is not as kind as I imagined. It's like no matter how good you are to the people around you, they can always find all kinds of reasons to hate you and hurt you. I have known Shin Shin for a long time, and I know her. But I don't want to help you. I want her to be happy more than anyone else, but I don't want to interfere with her. I can't stop your thoughts and actions, but I still say the same thing, if you dare to bully her, I will definitely not let you have a good time. After Lin Qian finished speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for Song Ci to respond.
I remembered that on the night of her high school graduation, she and Shin Shin were walking in the park, and Shin Shin asked her what she planned to do after graduating from college. At that time, I said that I planned to marry Chen Qing after graduating from college, and the two would never be separated again, and they would never be in a different place again. Then, go find a job of your choice, and work hard with Chen Qing to support their own home.
Ding Xin looked at Lin Qian, who was looking forward to the future, and said with a smile, "It's so good." Lin Qian asked Ding Xin what his plans are after graduation? Ding Xin was stunned, and then said that he hoped that he could successfully find a good job in the future, and then work hard to make money and buy a house, so that his mother and aunt could enjoy happiness as soon as possible.
After listening to this, Lin Qian felt that most of them were thinking, but he always felt that something was strange. Ah! By the way! Xinxin didn't mention love and marriage just now!!So I asked her why she didn't have this stage of love and marriage in her future plans?
Ding Xin looked into the distance and was silent.
Lin Qian sensed that the atmosphere was wrong, and when he was about to change the topic, Ding Xin spoke.
She said that she didn't think about this stage because she didn't want to, because she always felt that she didn't deserve love. Ordinary looks, single-parent families and poverty are all reasons why they dare not touch their feelings. Of course, one of the most important reasons is that there was once such a disgusting father. She was afraid that she would meet such a man in the future.
Lin Qian hurriedly comforted her, saying that bad men are a minority after all, don't be so pessimistic. However, no one stipulates that life must experience love and marriage, and it is not bad to be a strong woman. It's just that if fate really comes one day, don't resist. Because if you miss it, you may never have it again.
Ding Xin knew that Lin Qian followed her because she felt sorry for her, so she smiled at Lin Qian and said that she was fine, and promised her that if she really met a good marriage one day in the future, she would not let him miss it and would be happy with Lin Qian. But only I know in my heart that the poverty and special family coupled with the ridicule I have received since I was a child have caused my current sensitive and inferior self. Such a self would not dare to think about feelings......
Suddenly, the phone rang and interrupted Lin Qian's memories, and it was Song Ci calling. So he answered the phone and asked, "What's wrong?"
Song Ci said: "That, I want to ask you where Ding Xin is working now?"
Lin Qian said without thinking: "If you don't tell you, if you want to know, ask Xinxin yourself." Also, don't ask me for any news in the future. I'm not going to tell you everything about Shin Shin, just go to her if you want to know. ”
Song Ci saw that Lin Qian said so decisively, and asked in a heartbroken heart: "Why?"
Lin Qian replied: "I think it's better to tell others about yourself." If your best friend tells someone everything about you without knowing if you want to or not. What do you think?"
Song Ci was speechless, but he still quibbled: "But I like her...... I want to know more about her, and she won't talk to me, what else can I do?"
Lin Qian knew that what Song Ci said was right, but Xinxin felt inferior from the bottom of her heart, and she definitely didn't want others to know her past and present. Song Ci's road is destined to be difficult.
"Alas......" Lin Qian sighed and said to Song Ci: "I can't help it, you must not involve me again, I don't want to spread any strange rumors with you." ”
Song Ci reluctantly said "Okay" and hung up the phone.
It's very strange, why didn't Lin Qian talk about Ding Xin's matter? Just now she was unconsciously surrounded by her, ordinary people wouldn't have this reaction, right? Could it be that there is some secret that you don't want to let yourself know?
Forget it, Lin Qian refused to say it, then he worked hard to understand Ding Xin more. So I clicked on Ding Xin's dialog box and sent a message, and then took the book to read it, trying to calm my mind.
But I've read several pages, and there is still no message on my phone. Song Ci thought to himself: Could it be that the phone is broken? So he quickly unlocked the phone, clicked on QQ, and the result was ...... Well, it's not that the phone is broken, it's that Ding Xin is a little girl who didn't reply to the message at all......
"Ah~" Song Ci couldn't help but scream, and frustration surrounded him tightly like a tide.
If you can get to know Ding Xin, who would ask others? However, Ding Xin is too amazing, right? How can you talk without saying anything? How can you understand!?
Song Ci sighed that he really had a "unique vision", and he liked someone for the first time, and he liked such a "special" person, which was simply self-inflicted.
It really hurts my brain......
On the other side, Ding Xin saw Song Ci's news after eating, and his heart was confused for no reason. Since the holiday, he has sent messages every day when he has nothing to do. Why is this? At first, I thought Song Ci was secretly in love with Shallow, but I was ashamed to tell Shallow. But I asked Qianqian just now, and she said no, Song Ci definitely wouldn't like her? So what is he doing when he has nothing to do every day? Forget it, he still doesn't reply...... I don't know what to go back to.
Just as he was about to take a bath, the mobile phone shook wildly, and Ding Xin was startled. At first glance, it was all news from Song Ci.
"Have you eaten well?"
"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight, have you seen it?"
"Am you busy? Am I disturbing you?"
"The last time I told you about part-time work, how did you think about it? My parents annoy me every day when I am at home, if you find a job, remember to tell me. ”
Ding Xin...... You have something to say......"
“… Don't you hate me?"
"If you hate me...... I won't bother you in the future."
Ding Xin looked at the messages sent by Song Ci, and had a strange feeling in his heart, very strange, indescribable. I don't usually talk to people much, and basically no one will talk to me, except for shallow. Just thinking about it, Song Ci sent another message.
The phone vibrates frequently, but I don't feel annoyed. I really couldn't stand the news bombardment of Song Ci, so I had to reply, "I've eaten the meal, and I'm ready to take a bath." ”
Song Ci was happy to see Ding Xin finally appear and reply to himself. I didn't expect my good brother's "bad idea" to really work.
His good brother told him that if he couldn't do it, he would fight to the death. But you can't affect other people's lives, and you have to be the kind that doesn't annoy people.
really couldn't comprehend the kind of realm that his brother said, so he had to clumsily send one message after another, hoping that Ding Xin could see it and reply. I didn't expect to really succeed, but suddenly I felt that success was not so far away from me......