Chapter 34 The so-called liking

During the time while waiting for Ding Xin and Song Ci, Lin Qian quickly brainstormed the relationship between the four of them, but suddenly remembered that Lu Ge's umbrella was still with him.

And the night before the trip, Song Ci also told her to bring her umbrella. Lin Qian was still wondering why he had to bring Lu Ge's umbrella at that time, but now he understands everything. This guy has been tricking everyone since the beginning.

But I thought of this umbrella, and it just so happened that the owner of the umbrella would be by his side, and he could return it to his original owner. So Lin Qian opened his backpack and took out an umbrella, then handed it to Lu Ge and smiled embarrassedly and said, "Lu Ge, your umbrella, thank you." ”

Lu Ge sent a bunch of messages from Song Ci, but he didn't even reply to a punctuation mark, and was having a headache when an umbrella suddenly appeared in front of him. Lu Ge didn't react at the moment that this was his umbrella, until he raised his head and saw Lin Qian smiling slightly apologetic at him, then he remembered that it was raining a while ago, and Song Ci "lent" the umbrella to Lin Qian, and finally went home in the rain.

It's been so long since I've forgotten about it, and I didn't expect the umbrella to come back. Lu Ge really liked this umbrella very much, so he took it very happily and said, "It's okay, you're welcome." After taking the umbrella, I took it in my hand and looked at it for a while before putting it in my bag.

Lu Ge really didn't expect the umbrella to come back, and it was folded very neatly, and he couldn't help but feel a little more good about Lin Qian, thinking that this was really a careful and wonderful girl.

Lin Qian watched Lu Ge treat this umbrella so "carefully" throughout the whole process, and thought: It seems that he really likes this umbrella, and he actually lent it to a girl he met for the first time that day, has he always been like this?

Just as he wanted to say something more, Lin Qian heard someone shout, "Shallow!"

It was Xinxin's voice! When I turned my head, I saw Ding Xin waving happily to herself, and Song Ci on the side was looking at Ding Xin with a smile on her face.

Seeing that Song Ci was so blatant, and did not hide the love that was about to overflow in his eyes, Lin Qian knew that something must have happened just now, so Ding Xin was in a hurry to come back to her. So when the two of them approached, Lin Qian took Ding Xin's arm and asked, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, are you tired?"

When Ding Xin saw Lin Qian, he felt that his restless heart was a lot calmer and very relieved. "It's okay, I'm not tired~" Ding Xin shook his head and said.

Song Ci saw Ding Xin's intention to be alone with Lin Qian, so he said, "You guys can rest here for a while, Lu Ge and I will go buy water." After speaking, he pulled Lu Ge, who was confused, and left.

"Shallow~" As soon as the two of them walked away, Ding Xin shouted at Lin Qian.

"Well, I'm here, is something going on?" Lin Qian pulled Ding Xin to a chair not far away and sat down.

Ding Xin pondered for a long time and asked slowly, "Hmm...... What does it feel like to be shallow, like someone?"

"I like it......" Lin Qian obviously didn't expect Ding Xin to suddenly ask this, but he continued: "I don't have much experience, so I can't give you a specific answer." But when I was with Chen Qing at that time, I would think of him every day when I opened my eyes, and I looked forward to every time I met him, as long as I was with him, my heart would be uncontrollably happy, thinking that it would be good to be like this every day in the future. ”

After listening, Ding Xin's expression was very complicated.

Lin Qian looked at it as if something was not quite right, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong Xinxin?"

Ding Xin smiled and said it was okay. Lin Qian believes that there are ghosts, this smile is more ugly than crying, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like it's okay, right?

Gently touched Ding Xin's back, and comforted softly: "Xinxin, I still don't know you? Why don't you look like you're okay like this, is it related to Song Ci? It doesn't seem to be right when I saw you come back just now, did something happen? Did he bully you? Don't be afraid, if you are wronged, you tell me, with me, don't be afraid, don't be afraid." ”

Listening to Lin Qian's soft-whispered comfort, Ding Xin's eyes turned red unconsciously, and he said with a slight cry: "Qianqian, I'm finished...... You know what? The feeling that you just described, I thought about it and asked myself. The answer is that I am the same with Song Ci. I don't know when it started, but every time I have him around, I feel very relieved, and I don't feel at ease when I have you around. Not only that, but I still think of him when I'm free, I wake up in the morning and habitually look at my phone, and every time I'm alone with him, my heart beats faster, and there's always a strange feeling that sweeps through my body...... I could still deceive myself before, I was just a friend, but I wasn't used to getting along with the opposite sex. But as we get along for more and more time, many things have changed......" Speaking of this, Ding Xin's tears couldn't hold back anymore, and they just flowed down his face slowly.

Lin Qian hurriedly took out the paper and wiped her tears distressedly. Ding Xin took a deep breath and continued slowly: "Not long ago, I accidentally saw his eyes. I had never looked him in the eye before, and I didn't know until today that I really like someone, and I can't hide it, and the full love is hidden in my eyes. Still, I don't want to admit it. I don't want to admit that he likes me. Later, someone accidentally threw off his shoes on the way to the big pendulum, and he actually squatted in front of me in front of me and re-tied my shoes. It's in addition to you. The first boy who would love me like this and think about me like this. Realizing all this, I panicked, panicked for no reason. Later, I got on the big pendulum, and I was scared. He grabbed my hand, but instead of breaking free of him, I coveted the warmth of his palm. Shallow, at that moment, I couldn't deceive myself anymore not to face up to this relationship. Song Ci likes me, and I ...... I like him too......"

Looking at the girl in front of him crying and telling her troubles, Lin Qian didn't know whether to be happy or sad, and there was a feeling that fate was a person who loved to play tricks.

"Alas......" Lin Qian sighed, continued to wipe her tears with a tissue, and then said: "Isn't it a very beautiful thing to like each other? Why are you crying so sadly? Many people may spend their whole lives in missing out and regretting, if they really meet it, they have to catch it." ”

Ding Xin not only didn't feel better when she heard Lin Qian say this, but she became even more uncomfortable, "But Qianqian, I don't have anything." I am fragile and sensitive, and my appearance is not super beautiful, let alone my family background...... Can we last long even if we are together? I really have nothing but poor self-esteem......"

"Xinxin, you can't say that about yourself, why do you put your posture so low? Just because of your past experience, you have denied your efforts, your seriousness, and all your advantages? I know what you care about, but where do you like so much, why do you not match it? Feelings are to be brave. If you don't like him, forget it, the problem is that you like each other, so why do you want to push him away? Are you really willing to do it?" Lin Qian was very sad, Ding Xin always put his posture so low, is it because he is a single-parent family and has been bullied and ridiculed since childhood? But why?

Ding Xin shook his head when he heard this, "Well, I understand the truth." But...... But I'm scared, I'm scared. I'm afraid of what to do if he doesn't like me one day, I'm afraid of a lot of things. I feel bad just thinking about it...... It was really hard, and I now begin to understand the pain you had at that time, and you really suffered a lot during that time. ”

Lin Qian thought of Chen Qing, but there was no fluctuation in his heart, "It's all over...... I've come out, so let's not talk about that. Hurry up and wipe away the tears, they should be back soon, and they will definitely ask when they see you like this. Let's not think about it yet, okay?"

"Hmm" Ding Xin took out a wet towel and wiped it again, but her red eyes betrayed her.