Xiao Fanwai Chen Qing (3)

The ending of the first confession with Lin Qian was that she left in a panic.

I was a little disappointed, but I wasn't disappointed. Actually, I had thought a lot about it before that, and I wanted to tell her. But when I actually walked in front of her, looking into her eyes, I blurted out only liking. Maybe she was scared by me, after all, in her memory, it was the first time we met.

When I got back, I talked to Pickles. I have to admit that he has more experience than me in this area.

After that, it was a long quest.

I was rejected again and again, and the reason for rejection was always because I was still young. However, I never gave up liking her.

It turns out that when I like someone with my heart, I really want to change for her.

Time flies, she's in her third year of junior high school. Every day, there are endless test papers and endless classes. Seeing her hard work, I can't help but want to work hard with her from the bottom of my heart. I want to be closer, closer, closer.

Later, on weekends, she helped me and her good friends with tutoring. Her good friend was a bit weird and never spoke to me, and she listened silently while we talked. Yes, her name is Ding Xin. It was a great time. I think it's because of Lin Qian, who makes me feel that learning can actually be very easy.

The countdown to the high school entrance examination was 1 day, and I sent her home as usual after school. The weather began to get hot and muggy, and we were silent all the way. Because the high school entrance examination is going to be tomorrow, I really don't want her to be distracted. It is enough to accompany her quietly like this.

When I arrived at the gate of the community, I said "come on" to her and was ready to leave.

She suddenly stopped me.

I turned around and she was standing right behind me. Those beautiful eyes were on me.

I asked, "What's wrong?"

She looked at me and smiled softly, shook her head lightly and said, "No, it's just what I want to tell you." After the high school entrance examination, let's be together. ”

That day was the happiest day of my life so far.

Later, we were just like any other couple.

Holding each other's hands and strolling through the nearby park, accompanying her to eat her favorite snacks, watching her snowball like a child on a snowy day, building a snowman with her, catching her favorite dolls, and preparing small gifts for her...... I can't wait to be with her every day, and my heart is full of warmth and happiness when I think of her.

At the time, I really thought it would always be easy.

Over time, I also discovered her little faults. For example, she is very serious, likes to be angry, is too careful, and so on......

She felt that I was immature and mentally naïve, and often ignored her feelings......

Later, we quarreled a lot, and the most reason for the quarrel was that I played games. Saying that I can't reply to messages in time every time I play a game, and the phone call is also absent-minded and perfunctory. To be honest, I'm a little annoyed with the more times.

Later, I learned to lie to her. Because I found it that way, it was easy for both of us. She didn't like me playing games and found the plaything demoralized. So I had to tell her, I'm going to read a book or I'm going to sleep, and then I'm going to find pickles and they're going to black. That way, she won't get angry and I won't be disturbed.

The good times didn't last long, and she found out later. It was the worst argument we've ever had together. It was also the first time that I didn't take the initiative to admit my mistake and coax her.

We had a cold war all night, and we didn't look for anyone. However, I didn't fall asleep in the middle of the night. Lying on the bed tossing and turning, I just can't sleep. I began to regret that I had deceived her, and that she was right. My mind is still a child, and I can't take care of her feelings. However, I am very aggrieved, I also have my own interests and hobbies, why can't she understand me. It's true that the game is not as important as her, but I still can't pull my face to find her. So, the next day, I had to go out with thick dark circles under my eyes, and I was used to going out in the old time, so that I stopped at the school gate for a while. Sure enough, I saw her from afar. The moment she looked up, she saw me too. However, she immediately lowered her head again.

I was very worried in my heart, and I was afraid that she was still angry. However, I really want the so-called face. She walked towards me step by step, about to pass me. She and I looked up at each other in unison. Then, he laughed out loud. It turns out that we are all the same. That day, she and I both had a day of classes with dark circles under our eyes.

After that, she stopped interfering with my game play, and even took time to play with me. I'm very happy, happy for the changes and concessions she made for me.

After a while, I suddenly felt bored. I go black with pickles every day, and I play with her when she has free time. I suddenly felt unhappy and didn't know why.

Until one day, Pickles and her were gone. I was waiting in the hall alone, and suddenly a stranger added me as a friend. I agreed, thinking it was some kind of classmate. When I entered the room, I found that it was a strange girl. I played a few games with the mentality of being bored anyway, and she chatted with me from time to time while playing. Gradually, I became acquainted, and I was surprised to find that I was so happy. But after the happiness, I felt very sorry for Lin Qian, but after thinking about it, I wondered why? I didn't do anything, I just met a friend I could talk to. So later, we used to play together, and she would play a lot of games, and they were all of my interest. I started spending more time on the game. Shallow noticed my abnormality and reminded me of the side tapping.

I said yes, but I was still not convinced. Because, I really just think it's okay to talk.

But I didn't realize it at the time, because the game and my excuses made me spend less time with her. I started to get careless and couldn't even remember the big and small things she told me anymore.

I was playing games at home as usual that day, and my parents came back suddenly. I was amazed because they were really rarely at home, and I didn't even know what kind of tasks they were doing to be so busy. Even when they came back that day, they still didn't tell me anything, just told me that we were going to move, that I was going to change schools.

At that moment, I thought of shallowness. I asked them why it was so sudden, and they just wouldn't tell me. They forcibly handled the transfer procedures for me and told me to leave in a week. I'm really, really stupid......

I can't change their decision at all...... The next day, I told her about it. I saw the tears and reluctance she tried to hide in her eyes, but she didn't cry and let me stay. She's always been so sensible...... It's sad to be sensible.