Chapter 19: The Withered Flowers
The three neon characters of the wanderer set off Abin standing at the door of the wanderer very humble and humble, he did not choose to enter this crumbling place directly, but stood at the door and watched the people who came in and out of all kinds of shapes, no one cared about this anomaly, but this anomaly also thought that he didn't care about anyone, but he couldn't do it.
Maybe before leaving, Pan Dongzi forgot to tell him that under this thrilling flower of desire, there is an eternal abyss.
The white BMW 525 stopped in front of Ah Bin's eyes, and it was Li Banruo who looked particularly anxious who got out of the car, he looked at Ah Bin, who was a little distracted, strode up, put his two hands on Ah Bin's shoulders and said, "She is not worth your efforts for her." ”
"I know it all. Abin looked at Li Banruo, who might have a concerned face, and said.
Li Panruo was a little stunned, and slowly withdrew his receipt, he didn't see Ah Bin show a trace of surprise, which made him extremely trance.
"Abin!" A particularly beautiful female voice broke Li Banruo's trance, although the voice was particularly pleasing to the eye, but when Li Banruo turned his head, his expression began to become extremely cold.
White dress, long black vertical hair, light makeup outlines a particularly handsome face, she is very beautiful, and her temperament is completely noble with those women with heavy makeup, she waves her hands like a child, and her face is like a saint-like smile.
Li Panruo's fingers clenched, he likes beautiful women, and thinks that kind of women are born to be cared for, but he knows better than anyone that the young and moving woman in front of him is not.
Abin smiled unreservedly, Li Banruo was very unhappy, why did he know this, Abin still had to pay so much for such a woman, not everyone in this world is worth saving, because most people are self-inflicted.
She trotted towards Ah Bin, perhaps in this world, only she knows whether her little girl's posture at this moment is played.
"What are you doing?" Li Panruo said with a cold face.
Yuan Qiao'er noticed the enemy in Li Panruo's eyes, but she made a blank look, hugged Abin's arm and said, "I'm here to find Abin." ”
Li Banruo was about to explode in anger, he knew what was going on in this woman's heart, and just as he was about to have a seizure, Abin spoke: "Master Ban, let me talk to Yuan Qiao'er alone." ”
"Abin, you have to think about it. Li Panruo said hatefully, and then plunged into the wanderer.
Standing under the neon, Yuan Qiao'er slowly let go of Ah Bin's arm and said softly, "You know?"
"That's not what I did from the first one, so you don't need to worry about anything. Abin said, with a smile on his face as if he would be unaware of whatever was happening in the world.
Her face flushed, she knew that she would get such a gentle answer, she mustered up the courage to say: "Abin, you may feel inexplicable, I like you, maybe you don't have any feelings for me now, but I will try to become the person you love, are you willing, give me this opportunity?"
He stopped smiling, his expression became blank, and he stretched out his hand with a dull expression, and slowly touched the end of her hair, but he withdrew his head as if he had been electrocuted, which was not the temperature he was familiar with.
"Yuan Qiao'er, leave this city forever, never come back, forget me, all this is just a dream. He said slowly.
Tears slipped down her face, tarnishing her elaborate makeup, and she choked up, "I wish I would never wake up from this dream again." ”
"You... Still... Want... How long will it take to continue to hurt before you can stop?" Abin suddenly grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and grasped so tightly.
She cried like a child, and there were strange eyes around her, and some people had already begun to think about playing a hero to save the beauty, but when they noticed that this man was someone next to Li Panruo, they walked away one by one.
Abin suddenly came back to his senses, he didn't know what happened to him just now, he turned his head to look in the other direction and said, "You will never become the person I love, that person is dead." ”
"But I'm really in love with you, I want to start over, I have to abandon that hopeless Yuan Qiao'er first. She said as if struggling, though she suddenly felt that the man was beginning to become strange.
"Love? you don't know what love is, and before you meet the person you are willing to do for him, please don't say this word again, so you should pay back my favor and leave this city forever, if you continue to stay, this dream will really end. Abin said.
She was speechless for a moment.
"What you fall in love with is not me who has only known me for a day, but the hope I have brought you, or you really hate your former self so much that you mistakenly regard me, an equally hopeless person, as your salvation, but in fact, it is not, this world can save itself, redeem yourself, no one but yourself. Abin turned his head and looked at her, she had stopped crying, and her expression had instead changed to a kind of indifference, maybe this was what she was supposed to be.
"If you continue to stay in this city, you will have many, many misfortunes, and you will also bring many, many misfortunes to the people around you, so you can go, you don't have to look back, you don't have to thank, you don't even have to remember me as a person. Abin turned his head and gave her that sunny smile again.
Maybe it's an illusion, she clearly feels that this smiling face is not in the same world as her, maybe maybe, this is the last time she will see it.
Abin walked towards the wanderer, leaving her with only a back, and didn't even turn her head again.
She trembled and choked, as if she hated the world, and as if she hated herself, like a withered flower.
The city behind her seems to be blooming with such flowers of desire one after another, but everyone sees only the beauty of this flower when it is in full bloom, and no one sees how cruel it is when this flower withers.
Li Panruo leaned against the door, looked at Abin who walked in and said, "You are too kind." ”
"I'm actually more selfish than anyone else. Abin muttered.
Li Panruo smiled and patted Ah Bin's shoulder, as if relieved of these things, he said, "We are in trouble." ”
Ah Bin showed that smile, as if he didn't care about what Li Banruo said, which made Li Banruo's good impression of Ah Bin just now in his heart disappear, because this innocent smile was in stark contrast to this cruel reality, and he scolded with a smile: "Boy, you still don't know how to live or die." ”
Ah Bin was still smiling, as if this was the answer he had given to Li Banruo.
But in his smile, Li Banruo clearly saw the withered flower, which was a once brilliant flower of desire.
One day a month later, a grand wedding was held, but only the man's family attended, and the only person who attended on behalf of the woman's family was a gloomy-looking man.
Lao Xue didn't sit down, just from the entrance entrance, leaning against the wall and smoking, the bride's face was filled with an extremely happy expression, Lao Xue seemed to laugh too, he rubbed his slightly reddened eyes and muttered: "Dongzi, maybe you have given this world infinite despair, but in this infinite despair, such beautiful flowers have bloomed, but it is a pity that you can never see such a day again." ”
Maybe for the man who has done all the things that have lost his conscience, he didn't expect that when he was desperately swaying the seed of this flower of desire, he threw down a seed of hope.
The master of ceremonies worked hard to set off the atmosphere of the scene, a piece of joy, noisy children, loyal blessings of the older generation, girls who showed envious eyes, and a group of bad friends who made meat jokes.
Lao Xue stepped on the cigarette butt and left.
The flowers of desire wither, the flowers of hope bloom, for Lao Xue, this is the most beautiful ending.