Sun Qiang said, "You keep saying it's for my good. But I followed you to Liu's house, and I started working at the age of four or five, and when I couldn't stand steadily, I had to carry water and chop firewood, plant and pull weeds, and even so, I would still be beaten and scolded from time to time. I didn't have to graduate from elementary school to be pulled down, and I didn't have enough to eat until I started earning money at the age of thirteen, so is this for me? Mom, don't you think it's unfair to me for you to talk like this? If you don't get married, I won't have such a miserable life. I didn't get any benefit from your marriage, why are you scolding me like this, and what do you want me to do?"

Lin Shufen pointed at him, so angry that she couldn't speak.

"Mom, tell me, what do you have to make me do to make you feel that I am worthy of you. I did everything I could. I've been unhappy at home, Mom, why do you always say it's for me? Do you understand my pain? Do you understand that I won't be sad?"

Lin Shufen was angry, but when she heard her son's words, she gradually couldn't speak. She never expected her son to complain and be so angry. Now that I think about it carefully, Sun Qiang did not have a good life for a few days.

But she is not a person who is good at admitting mistakes, and frowned: "Aren't all other people's sons like this, they are about to become the pillars of the family at a young age, making money to support the family, why are you the only one who is unhappy and dissatisfied? If I had beaten you in the first place, I wouldn't have been so miserable!"

"Mom, I don't want to be born in such a family if I can, I don't want to be born in such a family all the time, I don't like it all the time, my father doesn't like it, you don't like me, my stepfather doesn't like me, I want to pay off my debts, I want to pay off what I owe you. I want to pay off your nurturing kindness, but I don't know what I owe you, because because I, you also got a huge sum of money from my father, you have a house, and you have the opportunity for my sister to go to school, what else do you want me to do? I was born just to be a tool for you to be angry, to make money, to give you a tool for your old age? Do you really treat me as a human being?"

Lin Shufen raised her hand and slapped him, her eyes were red, and she looked at him with hatred: "What are you talking about? You mean I don't treat you as a human being? Why do you look at me like this." I'm a widow, I took you to get married, I was wronged, you don't know how difficult it is for me, but now you're blaming me!"

"I can't eat any good things, I don't have anything, I haven't enjoyed anything, why are you doing this to me! Now that you're a soldier and have the ability to make a living, you don't want to recognize me, don't you? You conscienceless thing!"

Sun Qiang didn't speak, looking at the cars in front of him, his mood was desolate, and it seemed that he couldn't understand it with his mother for the rest of his life.

But he wasn't going to apologize, knowing that he was right. Every time he was told by his mother that it was a burden to delay her happiness, and that he was a sinner in her life, it was enough, and his heart was like a big stone pressing on his body, which was very uncomfortable. Today I finally said what I wanted to say, and I have no regrets.

Seeing his mother crying differently, Sun Qiang walked over and pulled her up: "Forget it, don't cry Mom." ”

Lin Shufen said, "Are you still hating me?"

"As long as mom, you don't hate me, I'm satisfied. Where it's my turn to hate you, I'm not qualified to hate anyone. I was born into sin. I owe you, I was born to pay my debts. ”

"No, Mom loves you, it's just because I'm angry...... Lin Shufen regretted a little and raised her hand to comfort her son, but Sun Qiang took a few steps back and walked forward: "Let's go, I'll find you a guest house to live in, and we'll go to my sister tomorrow." ”

Lin Shufen hurriedly said: "What kind of guest house do you live in, that dead girl...... Doesn't Liu Zhen have a house?

"I'll pay this money, you don't want to live over there, you and Liu Zhen are like that, how can you live together? The room is so small, you and her can't live in the same room, and it's not convenient for me and her. ”

Lin Shufen said in her heart, wouldn't it be okay to drive her out and sleep on the floor in the living room? But if Liu Zhen before her, what dare she say anything, I guarantee that Liu Zhen won't dare to let go of a fart, and the weird one will have to sleep on the ground.

But now I don't know what's wrong, Liu Zhen has become really scary, like a madman, it's not a big deal to say something by herself, she just makes a fuss, throws her face, slams the door, it's not easy to mess with.

But she still decided not to talk about it for now, and her son was in a bad mood.

So I honestly followed him to the guest house, and there were many people on the road who were firing guns, and children were playing wildly outside. But Sun Qiang and Lin Shufen didn't feel much happiness, they were silent, and there was no expression on their faces.

Tomorrow will be the Chinese New Year's Eve, Sun Qiang thought, this family of five, separated, no emotion at all, like a plate of scattered sand, and no one will worry about each other, it is also very helpless.

When he arrived at the guest house, Sun Qiang opened a room for Lin Shufen, paid the money and prepared to leave.

Lin Shufen asked him to live together: "Why go back to that girl!

"I promised her to go back, and he would wait for me to pick you up tomorrow morning. You sleep. ”

"I don't know what's so good about this dead girl? You always think about her, your sister is Liu Yun! That's your own sister! Why do you always miss a slut?"

Sun Qiang looked at her coldly as if he hadn't heard it: "You better go to sleep quickly, it's getting late now." ”

Lin Shufen thought about it, if she left him, she wouldn't be able to sleep, so she came over in the morning anyway, so she agreed.

She watched her son leave, and suddenly said, "Sun Qiang, can't you talk to your father? Pay off the debt." I hope that this matter will be dealt with quickly, and we can live a good life. ”

Sun Qiang said, "Don't say that in this case, my father can't give you a full deal all the time." He's almost paid you back. The house is yours too, so don't look for him. Don't forget the previous agreement, it's okay for the two of you anymore. ”

"Which side the hell are you on?"

Sun Qiang said: "If you think your request is reasonable, you can ask for it yourself, I will not interfere with your affairs." I also hope that you can also let me go and let me be a good soldier. ”

Lin Shufen was so angry when she saw that her son refused so simply, and finally she didn't bother to quarrel, and fell asleep directly. Anyway, my daughter has found it, so there's no need to worry.

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