Chapter 20 You don't know what it's like to be alone

The child character on the other side of the southern hemisphere is in dire straits these days, in addition to visiting the sick and taking care of her mother, the most important thing is that she has to deal with her strange relatives.

The next time I negotiated with them was in early June, when Auckland entered winter, and the cold eroded people's bodies and minds.

This meeting was made in the small villa reserved for Tong Ziru, which is now unoccupied, and the keys and property are with his aunt Ella.

New Zealand is a vast and sparsely populated country with only 4.8 million people, so most of the houses are villas.

Tong Ziru came to this house that belonged to her for the first time, looking at the furniture and equipment here are neatly placed, and there is a white piano, the room is mostly white, but she feels that this house is eerie.

When she came to the house, only Ella and Kris were there that day, and when Tong Ziru found that there was no portrait of her biological father here, she asked them why they didn't put the photos.

The third uncle's words were full of cynicism, and his face was also smiling, "Yohe, I think of your father at this time." Twenty years don't talk about it. His picture is in his main home, not here. ”

Tong Ziru didn't want to talk nonsense, "Today I'm not talking to you or quarreling, I talk to you calmly on behalf of my mother, I ask you to give me this house, you don't fight around, it's not yours, it's my father gave it to me, you are not his immediate family, whether it's Chinese law or New Zealand law, you have no right to occupy it." ”

Kris didn't swear anymore, he didn't bother to grab three points.

"Then what evidence do you have to prove that the house was actually given to your father? What evidence is there that you are his own daughter? We don't believe what your mother says, she is notoriously fond of running trains. We don't understand one thing, according to what your mother said, your father has merit in taking care of the elderly, so the house and part of the property were given to him by one parent, why didn't the three of us have it. Just because you didn't take care of it?

"I've lived in Auckland for 20 years, and as I know, New Zealand rarely leaves property for children, right?"

She inquired in advance that New Zealand is indeed different from China in this regard, and many elderly people will choose to donate their property and not leave it to their children.

"So, we should have sold the house and donated it to charity, and it shouldn't have been given to you!" Kris sneered.

"The problem is that the old man has already said that he wants to give the house to my father, and my father has also made a will for me to inherit, do you want to go against your family's wishes?"

Ella, who had been silent, looked at Kris, and she suddenly spoke, "Alan died of a sudden myocardial infarction, right?"

"That's right, it's not a problem, he left so suddenly, and he still had time to make a will. Do you think he was the prophet who calculated that he was going to die?"

It seems that they are bound to mess around, and they will not give the house anyway. Tong Ziru didn't want to grind with them anymore, "Since this is the case for us to go through the legal process, I kindly remind you that the gains of doing this do not outweigh the losses." Kris, to put it mildly, you're nagging me!"

She stood up and happened to have a handbag in her hand, and when she saw the glass of water that Kris had drunk on the table, she simply wanted to vent her anger, and when she got up, the bag knocked over the glass of water, and the water in the cup spilled on Kris's lap in an instant.

"I'm really sorry, you wipe it first, I still have something. With autumn water in her eyes, she turned around and was about to leave after saying this.

"Hehe, if you are really a wild child, you have no quality to speak like your mother, and you ran back to China, I don't think you will have a good future anywhere!"

Kris stood up and scolded with her left hand, wiping her pants with a tissue in her right hand, she didn't reply, and strode out the door.

Pretending to be arrogant and indifferent, she now has a deep sense of powerlessness in her heart that she doesn't care about anything. She was afraid that the house would really be snatched away by those relatives, and she had always heard of cases of domestic and foreign property fights, but she really didn't expect that one day it would happen to her.

Father, since you haven't loved me for 20 years, and you haven't cared about our mother and daughter, why do you leave this big mess for us to face and deal with. Didn't you get married two more times, why didn't you give them the house? Are you really guilty?

Tong Ziru questioned in her heart, speaking of her father, she had never seen him, and she had not been to his cemetery since she died, since they were all here, let's just go to the cemetery to see.

She first went back to the hospital to visit her mother, and if she was okay in the afternoon, she went to the cemetery.

When she returned to the hospital, she saw that her mother was left without care, and her stepfather was with her, and they told her that her mother was basically fine, that she had been hospitalized for a week, and that she would be discharged tomorrow. Children's words are like this reassuring. So she offered to see her biological father's grave.

Tong Ling asked Wayne to help her get up and sit up, and when she sat down, she calmly said to Tong Ziru that she could go if she wanted, but it was farther away.

Auckland's cemetery is in the northern suburb of Hasting, and Tong Ziru drove for more than half an hour to arrive. According to her mother's map of prior guidance, she found the place.

The weather is very cold today, and the weather is also gloomy after arriving there, the air is filled with a bleak atmosphere, Tong Ziru is not afraid, she holds a large bouquet of chrysanthemums and puts it in front of her biological father's tombstone.

The biological father in the photo is not smiling, the background color of the photo is white, his eyes are as deep as the dark tide of the surging river, the eyebrows are picturesque, the thin lips are like hooks to describe his appearance, and the face is angular and angular, as clear as a stone carving.

It seems that he has really inherited him, with the same brown hair, the same big and gloomy eyes, and the high eyebrow bones appear delicate and three-dimensional.

Maybe the reason why my mother doesn't like me is probably because she looks too much like her father, and when she sees her, she thinks of her ex-husband.

Tong Ziru bowed to the grave, and she had an indescribable feeling in her heart, which forced her to want to exchange a few words with him.

Hello, I am your daughter Tina. Now that I'm 20 years old, you haven't seen me in about 18 years, and likewise, I haven't seen you. I'm here today to see you, and I'd like to share my thoughts with you. You can't hear it, but I still want to express it.

To tell you the truth, I have complained about you and hated you in my heart over the years, and I just pretended not to care on the surface. I have wanted to ask you more than once whether you really regard me as your daughter, and whether you really see me as an accessory, a burden, or an "obligation" to be fulfilled. "You won't understand the sorrow in my heart, even if you leave me a lot of inheritance, you won't understand what it's like to be alone!

Growing up, I really envied other people's children who were loved by their parents, and I often used words like "they are not as smart and beautiful as me, so you don't need to envy" to anesthetize myself. But when night falls, or when I see a family of three walking on the road in the mall, parents waiting outside the school for their children to get out of school, I am simply madly jealous. I just want a whole family, I don't want my parents to be just honorary parents, why don't I have what others have? Why didn't my parents understand me?

No one in this world understands me, what you and my mother give me is a sense of distance, what is the difference between me and an orphan! These words I said today are so offensive, but I just want to say, since you hate me so much, you shouldn't have given birth to me in the first place! Why do you want me to be so miserable alone! Let my life be like the heroine of a bitter drama! I will never forgive you for being irresponsible to me for 18 years! Never!

After saying this, Tong Ziru realized that her eyes were blurry, and there was a hazy feeling in front of her, she shrunk her neck into her scarf, and then turned to leave......

When she went back, she was lying on the bed alone, she was really tired, she really felt like she had fallen into the icy sea and was dying.

"Yo yo, this is tired, can't it? Why didn't it exhaust you to death?"

As soon as she heard this prickly sour words, she knew that it was her "good brother" who said it.

She sat up and saw that Sam was already sitting in her chair.

"Entering the door without the consent of others, this is your basic etiquette? Don't say that you are still young and ignorant!"

Tong Zi stood on the windowsill and turned his back to his face.

"I knocked, you yourself were deaf and didn't hear me!" Sam looked at Rippy, still holding her watch in his hand.

"I don't want to quarrel with you, if you come in just to sour me, then you can get out, since you are disrespectful to me, I won't give you a good face. ”

"Hmph, you don't have to talk to me in this tone, I just want to tell you, if you are not interested in your father's property, give up as soon as possible, don't refuse to welcome back, you don't have nothing to do to anger my parents, I hate you because your mother always gives you so much money, and your mother never takes the initiative to give me money. I don't want to share a mom with you, and I don't want mom to give you all the money!" Sam approached her and gave her a punch that was neither heavy nor light, hitting her in the arm, and even though she was wearing a sweater, she could still feel the strength of the fist.

Sam is also 13 years old, and now he is a little taller than her.

"I'll take it away if it belongs to me, don't mess with me, you hairy boy, otherwise, you look good!"

Tong Ziru once learned some fist and foot kung fu when she was in school in Auckland, don't look at her thin, but her strength is not small, she increased her strength when she grabbed Sam's wrist with her backhand, and it can be seen that Sam's facial expression is very hideous.

"Let go of me!" Sam shouted.

Tong Ziru coldly shook him off, and he could guess that his wrist hurt a lot just now.

Sam walked out angrily, locked his door, and walked to the window to look at the scenery outside the window.

It was already dusk, and the sun in the sky was fading, and the clouds on the horizon had turned orange-red, as if they had been rendered the same color by the dusk.

I suddenly remembered an ancient poem: The sunset is infinitely good, but it is just near dusk. Yes, the sunset is indeed beautiful, but it is "near dusk".

She picked up her mobile phone and wanted to take a picture of this scene and send it to Moments, there was no text, just a set of pictures.

In less than five minutes, Yu Chengyi called her on WeChat, and she picked it up, "Hello?"

"Where are you, I'm coming to Auckland. ”