Chapter 232: The Gentle Gentleness of the Horse
That day, she never knew that day, it was the last conversation she had with him, and when Ma Wenrou left the Li family with the book called "The Destiny of Words", she couldn't calm down for a long time, as if her heart was burned by fire.
She may have seen something in Li Panruo's eyes, and chose to believe in his choice wordlessly, she just felt regret, deep regret, because no one wrote a book for him and her in the future, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, Romeo and Juliet, only a group of ridiculous people were left spitting on others.
This is an era of emptiness, an age of loneliness, an era of no nutrition, an era of drama, an era of entertainment to death, and even the so-called remembrance of the person has been devastated, not to mention those who are intoxicated.
In this era, a master is needed, and there will never be that master, because for everyone, they don't need that master, and it is hopeless.
This is the last day, and when the sun rises again tomorrow, maybe this story will come to an end completely, Ma Wen's heart beat faster, she hasn't had this sense of longing for a long time, she can't wait to see how far this wedding mixed with many forces will develop.
"Get ready, after attending the wedding tomorrow, go straight back to Xicheng. Putting down these things that are still messy, Ma said gently to Li Banruo, who was driving.
Li Panruo was stunned after hearing this, even though he knew that Ma Wenrou was a person who was extremely stingy with time, but he still felt that this was a little faster, so he couldn't help but say, "So urgent?"
"You'll know when the time comes. Ma Wenrou didn't continue to explain too much, but came out with such a sentence.
Li Banruo didn't ask nonsense, but he was puzzled, after all, the news he got from Lao Wu was normal, or it was so normal that it made people feel too abnormal.
"What did you learn from this trip to the capital?" Ma Wenrou suddenly turned her head and asked, as if she was a teacher asking about her students, and Li Banruo was the child who was reviewing.
Li Panruo pondered for a while, and then blurted out: "The world, when I saw it, the biggest feeling was that I couldn't even count myself as a green onion." ”
Ma Wenrou listened to Li Panruo's unsparing ridicule, couldn't help but laugh, and said, "No shame." ”
"No shame. Li Panruo repeated with a smile.
"Li Panruo, I haven't felt this way for a long time, these days, I have indeed had a few times to treat you as a man, it's a pity. Ma Wenrou suddenly put her head gently on Li Banruo's shoulder, and a fragrance that penetrated her heart and spleen reached Li Banruo's nose.
Li Banruo's body instantly stiffened, and the hand holding the steering wheel trembled a little, if this was still her teasing, he would rather live in such a dream, he opened his face, but he couldn't speak, just feeling the gentle gentleness of the horse like this, he felt that he might never have this opportunity again in his life.
"Don't say anything, just let me have such a dream, whether it's true or not. She whispered, uttering something that only a little woman would say.
Li Panruo suddenly grinned and smiled like an idiot.
"Don't tell you you really like me. Ma gently closed her eyes, feeling the smell of Li Banruo's body, the faint smell of tobacco, not making her feel sneered, feeling the unique temperature of this man, and also not making her feel disgusted.
"From the beginning, I have fallen. Li Banruo spit out such a sentence, perhaps just to not break such an atmosphere.
She raised the corners of her mouth slightly, as if she felt that Li Panruo was very good at being a person, but she said in a gradually cold voice: "If you knew from the beginning that you might come together with me, would you still say such a thing?"
Li Banruo listened, as if she had broken such a story, and he just shook his head silently and said, "No." ”
"It's really ruthless. Ma said softly, still smiling, a dream is beautiful only because it is just a dream.
She seems to have had enough of that kind of life, occasionally full of infinite yearning, occasionally full of infinite despair, always wandering in a tormenting place, she dare not look back, dare not look forward, and can't find a shoulder if she wants to.
"The horse is gentle, and the bitter sea is endless. Li Panruo said to her, and he was sympathetic for a moment, although he also deserved sympathy.
"I, there's no going back. Ma said softly to him.
"If you can't go back, then never move forward. Li Panruo said to Ma Wenwen, because he knew very well that every step Ma Wenrou took represented life and death.
"I'm tired, I'm tired in my heart, I've seen everything in such a river and lake for thirteen years, and I've seen everything, and to achieve this height in front of me, it's enough for a dirty woman like me, I have something to ask Wei Jiu face to face. The horse gently closed his eyes, as if asleep.
Li Panruo still wanted to say something, but found that the woman was asleep on her shoulder, moved her mouth, but didn't say anything, just drove the car carefully, especially wanted to smoke a cigarette, but because of the woman on her shoulder, her movement was a little inconvenient, and finally chose to give up, and then took a deep breath.
That day, he finally saw the softness of this invincible woman, and it was also that day that he saw the gentle gentleness of the horse, or that day, he suddenly wondered if this woman, who was so powerful that people snubbed his past, was really just a soft woman.
In life, it would be great if there were not so many regrets.
Li Panruo sighed extremely disease-free*, even though he had come to such a step by his own willingness, he complained about the silent time and time.
Quietly turn on the radio, and a slow ballad plays on the radio.
I wasted the best of my years
I lost that her
I've dreamed about that image countless times
Hi: How are you
I still remember the hot summer of that year
Remember there
I still remember those cheeks full of tears
Hi: How are you
If only one day it would be possible
Meet you around the corner
How are you?
When I think of it again
Familiar music
Can you say lightly, "How are you?"
I've heard you've had us for a long time
Once said about the house
I heard that you have already picked up the doll
I've heard that you often go there for a walk
I heard you asked about me
I heard that the tears of happiness that day were splashed all over the wedding dress
I've heard that you believe that is what I wanted
I've heard that you've been rubbing those photos over and over again
I've heard you've asked about me too.
....
It was only after a few years that he remembered the song called "I Heard", and then he remembered the woman who was leaning on his shoulder.