If he dies, his chances of survival are zero. But Ruozhi, how much hope is there? Mo Lusheng thought about it, and I don't know how long it took for the little boy to take off the drawing board. Holding a drawing board and painting tools in one hand, he dragged a chair in the other and prepared to leave. Before leaving, he glanced at Mo Lusheng, who was still standing behind him. He frowned and turned his head away, taking a few steps, only to stop abruptly. But he didn't turn around: "Will you still come?" Mo Xisheng was stunned for a moment, then realized that the boy was talking to himself, and immediately replied, "Yes! I will come to see you again!"

The corners of the boy's mouth curled into a smile, but only for a moment, he was suppressed again, and then strode forward, walking in the direction of the dormitory.

Mo Lusheng looked at his departing back, small, thin, but straight, like a lone pine in the bitter cold, standing arrogantly and lonely.

Mo Lusheng stood in place for a long time, and it wasn't until someone next to her tapped her on the shoulder that she came back to her senses from her thoughts. In front of him is Noah, the son of the director, whom he saw when he first came to the orphanage. His eyebrows and eyes gave people a sense of gentleness and cordiality: "Doctor Mo, what are you doing standing here?" Mo Lusheng smiled politely at him: "It's nothing, I just saw a child from country Z, he is painting here." ”

Listening to Mo Lusheng's words, Noah showed a clear expression and nodded: "Oh, it's Xiao R, he is always alone, and he rarely speaks." ”

"His illness?"

"Oh, he was abandoned here by his family shortly after he was born, and when we saw him, he was already crying and almost out of breath, when he had a diagnosis report on the liver in his arms, which was confirmed to be liver failure, and it was pitiful, what kind of parents are these, because the child was sick and abandoned him, and he didn't even have a name, only on the back of the report, a capital letter R was written, so we all called him Little R. But after all, this is country F, and he is a child of country Z, and he can't avoid being isolated. We also found a Z teacher for him, hoping to reduce his loneliness. But in the past few years, I haven't seen him talk to us a few times, and he always cleans up himself silently and never causes us trouble. It's just a child, but he behaves like a mature adult everywhere, alas......"

What Noah said was a little sad, and Mo Xisheng was also full of distress when she heard it, and she was also uncomfortable everywhere when she first arrived in country F. The blonde hair and blue eyes around her made her feel extremely lonely. It seems that she is an outlier, but she is lucky to have Qingheng and Gu Nian by her side, so that she gradually adapts to this environment.

But what about that little boy? Ever since he was sensible, he could hardly see a man with the same black hair and black eyes as himself. Even if I saw them, I always saw them holding the hand of the child next to them, and they refused to give him even a look. Perhaps, only by experiencing so much loneliness can we develop such a mature character. But Mo Lusheng would rather let him be like a child, more innocent, immature and shy, not so sensible, she suddenly hated that maturity.

On the way back to the hospital, Mo Lusheng leaned against the window and looked at the scenery outside the window, absentmindedly listening to the laughter coming from the carriage. She had already called Dean Jill before getting into the car to ask about the organ transplant, and the answer Jill gave her was: there are no organs for the time being, and the operation is extremely difficult, and it is difficult to say whether an adult can rely on his will to support it, let alone a child. Mo Lusheng leaned his head lightly against the car window, his eyes full of loneliness. The fingers holding the phone trembled slightly from excessive force.

She has always understood that no profession can be done to the extreme, and there are too many people in this world that she can't save and can't save. When she decided to become a doctor, she understood that she had to look down on life and death and watch them die or be reborn with peace of mind. But the sudden blow made her feel very useless, obviously she was regarded as a god in their hearts, but she was still a mortal in essence. A mortal who can't even cure a sick person. Mo Lusheng looked up at the window, and the sparse raindrops fell on the wildflowers on the roadside, and the wildflowers struggled to grow in the wind and rain. Mo Lusheng had tears in her eyes, but she had already made up her mind in her heart, no!

When Mo Lusheng came back from the orphanage, it was already dark, and the rain had stopped, she was going to go back to the hospital with the army to report the situation and go back to the villa, who knew that she was bumped into her arms as soon as she walked into the door, and a faint fragrance penetrated her nose at the same time.

Mo Xisheng has nothing to love, what's the matter? Is she underwhelming today? Why does everyone love to play bumper cars with her? She frowned and looked at the woman in the red dress in front of her. The pale skin is mouth-watering in the light. But Mo Lusheng was stunned when he saw this figure.

It was no one else standing in front of him, it was the woman Ye Muting was holding in front of him at that time.

"Lin Ke?"

Hearing someone call his name, Lin Ke raised his head and looked at Mo Lusheng in front of him with a surprised face, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, and tears rolled in his eyes.

"Silly Sheng, I finally found you!"

Mo Lusheng looked confused, and said that the vicious actress who was good and worthy of the scene of catching the junior in public? How did she become an affectionate male protagonist and find her long-lost lover? Phew! Sure enough, she has watched too many idol dramas, and her whole painting style is not right. But looking at the former overlord flower, now crying into a little white flower in front of him. Mo Lusheng was also quite helpless.

"Why are you here?, are you looking for me?" Thinking of Ye Muting before, it was not difficult for her to guess the reason why Lin Ke came to find her. Lin Ke wiped away the tears on his face and nodded pitifully. Mo Lusheng sighed lightly, a little tired: "I'll go change my clothes and wait for me here." ”

When Mo Lusheng changed his clothes, he saw Lin Ke standing obediently in place, pulling a big suitcase in his hand.

Mo Lusheng flicked it lightly, and the diamond in Lin Ke's hand sparkled in the light. Mo Lusheng inserted his nails into the flesh, his heart was full of bitterness, and sure enough, they were really together. Mo Lusheng, what are you still fantasizing, what are you still expecting? She exhaled lightly, the wood is already in the boat, if you miss it, you miss it, dust to dust, dust to dust. After all, they never had anything to do with each other again. Looking at Lin Ke with an embarrassed face, Mo Lusheng didn't have a little hatred in her heart, it's all over, after so many years, she should let go.

Mo Lusheng took Lin Ke to a restaurant and ordered a private room, she ate the steak in front of her slowly, pretending not to see Lin Ke's frequent gazes.

After Lin Ke finished eating, Mo Lusheng spoke: "How did you find me?"

Lin Ke looked aggrieved: "I heard Mu Ting say that I found you." And your memory has been restored, so I sent someone to check for a long time before I found you in this hospital. I just came on a plane today, but I didn't expect to pounce. I don't know anyone here, and my phone is out of battery again, so I have to wait for you to come back at the entrance of the hospital. ”

When Mo Lusheng heard Ye Muting's name, there was still a trace of strangeness flashing in his heart. She took a sip of the water in front of her and put it down. looked at the person opposite with clear eyes and said: "I know why you are looking for me, don't worry, I will not be inserted into your life, you just treat me as a dead person." I don't want to talk about the past anymore, I have a new life. As for him, please tell me not to bother me again in the future, clinging to the past will not do us any good. Also, happy newlyweds......" After speaking, Mo Lusheng picked up the bag and wanted to turn around and leave, these words have been brewing in his heart for a long time, and he still said it in the end.

She didn't want to have any more contact with that person anyway. Five years ago, Ye Lusheng was dead, and now he is Mo Lusheng, who has been reborn.

"Lu Sheng, do you hate me?" Lin Ke listened more and more wrong, and when he saw that Mo Lu Sheng was about to turn around and leave, he hurriedly got up, his feet slipped, his knees hit the table, and his knees suddenly turned red. But she couldn't care so much, and hurriedly spoke.

Mo Lusheng hesitated when he heard the voice coming from behind him. Finally take a deep breath and turn around. Looking at the person in front of her with a worried and guilty face, she lowered her eyes: "I hated you, hated you for robbing me of everything, hated you for lying to me, hated you for ruining everything I had." But now, no, it's all gone. Who hasn't met a few scumbags in their lives? Maybe it was a mistake at the beginning, and now it's the consequence of this mistake. I've taken it. So there's no need to dwell too much on what was before. ”

For Mo Lusheng, she and Ye Muting are already people of two worlds, she doesn't want to think about the past, and she really doesn't want to know about her father anymore.

"Have you really let go, are you really not in love? Lin Ke frowned, she wouldn't believe that Mo Lusheng would let go of the events of the year and let go of Ye Muting. How much did the events of that year hurt her, Lin didn't know. But what could be done at that time but to do that? Mo Lusheng looked up at her, and saw a trace of worry in Lin Ke's eyes. When it comes to the words on his lips, he can't say anything at this time. Mo Lusheng clenched the bag in his hand hard, obviously he had already made up his mind in his heart, didn't he?

Lin Ke looked at Mo Lusheng's gradually lowered head, and the corners of his mouth raised a slight smile. She knew that how could someone who loved so deeply back then let go like this?

"What if I say that what you saw and heard back then was false?"

Listening to Lin Ke's words, Mo Lusheng was stunned, what do you mean? What Xia Rong said faintly appeared in her heart, and there seemed to be something wrong with it. Lin Ke took a deep breath, asked Mo Lusheng to sit down, and then talked about the events of the year one by one.