Chapter 1045: His Gentleness
"Question, what question?" asked Su Nianqing suspiciously.
Chu Yechen paused and explained, "Zhou Shiqiu said, do I love Xia Rumu, or am I used to loving her? It turns out that the viewers really see it more clearly than the authorities. ”
"Love Xia Rumu, get used to loving Xia Rumu?" Su Nianqing repeated this sentence in a low voice.
"To be honest, I'm not a woman, a lot of times, I don't have this delicate mood, when she asked me this question, I was puzzled, I don't know, what's the difference? Chu Yechen said.
Su Nianqing suddenly felt so stupid, because she had never thought about this problem.
In fact, some love is temporary, and it will be forgotten after that stage, but some love is habitual, because it has been done like this, so it will be persistent.
Then Chu Yechen, does he love Xia Rumu, or is he used to love?
"Do you want to know, my answer?" Chu Yechen asked.
Su Nianqing nodded and shook her head again.
This made him a little puzzled, did he want to do it, or didn't he want to?
"Chu Yechen, I used to be full of expectations for you, I always longed for it, you love me, you must be crazy to like me, I tried all my methods to attract all your attention, but in the end it was useless, slowly, I chose to give up, and you, now do you want to give me hope? I, I'm afraid. Su Nianqing whispered.
If, regardless of these problems now, let Chu Yechen go thoroughly, maybe there will be a good life between them, but if they hesitate, it will be repeated in the future.
No, Su Nianqing was really scared, and she was really tired, she didn't want to.
If you don't love, you don't love, you shouldn't be so persistent.
After a long time, Su Nianqing shook her head and said, "Don't, don't." ”
"You don't want to know?" asked Chu Yechen.
Could it be that Su Nianqing really doesn't want to know, and she doesn't even want to give him the last chance?
No, this is not what Chu Yechen thinks, his heart hurts fiercely, for a while, he can't describe it in words, what should she do?
Seeing that she didn't speak, Chu Yechen grabbed her hand and asked again, "Tell me, don't you really want to?"
"I think, I think. Su Nianqing said.
Hope, at this moment, Chu Yechen saw hope.
As long as Su Nianqing thinks about it, then everything will be fine.
"Chu Yechen, to be honest, I'm really eager to hear your answer, but I don't want to listen. Su Nianqing refused.
"Why do you want to refuse?" asked Chu Yechen.
"Because I don't want to torture myself over and over again, Chu Yechen, it's not a very simple thing to love you, how much courage do I have to convince before I can tell myself, it's okay, it's enough to love you, I gave you all the opportunities, do you really care? You have never been?"
"No, I ......"
"I'm not a hard-hearted person, I can't pretend that it doesn't matter, I can't tell you calmly, I don't hurt, no matter what you do to me, I can accept it, I'm not an actor, I can't act, do you understand? Chu Yechen, I want to know the answer, but I'm afraid. Su Nianqing said in a low voice.
It's not terrible to have hope, but what is terrible is that such hope, over and over again, makes her unable to extricate herself, and she doesn't want to.
Chu Yechen obviously had a lot to say, but when he got here, he stopped.
"Enough, let's get here, it's really enough, don't torture each other, let each other go, I don't love you anymore, I don't force you to love me anymore, keep each other's hearts. Su Nianqing said coldly.
At this point, it's time to stop, there are some things that can't be continued.
Seeing Su Nianqing like this, Chu Yechen smiled and said, "You are right, I shouldn't torture you like this, you hate me, you hate me, you don't want to give me a chance, I think it's normal, but, I want to say." ”
"You ......"
"I'm not telling you, I'm telling myself, you know, I have never thought about this matter, but when I thought about it, I froze, and I realized that love and habit are different, Su Nianqing, you love me, but I am used to loving Xia Rumu. Chu Yechen said with a smile.
Su Nianqing blinked, thinking that he had heard it wrong, but this is how he said it.
He said that he said in person that he was used to loving Xia Rumu?
Su Nianqing, Su Nianqing, obviously said, I don't want to pay attention to it, I don't want to hear it, but what is the result?
As a result, when I heard him say such things, I couldn't help but want to listen to the next words, but there was no way after all.
"I know, Xia Rumu has a bad life, every day is very painful, I look at her painful appearance, I feel sorry for her, I think, I can do so many things, change so many people, but only, but I can't make her painless, I desperately want to save her, want to give her happiness, but ......"
Su Nianqing didn't speak, so she was silent.
"However, no matter how hard I tried, it was useless? This made me very unhappy and confused, how could I not give a woman happiness? I loved her so much, I could, so I tried all my means to love her, and later, she was happy, I still wanted to love her, I thought that I loved her, and later I found out that I was just used to loving her. Chu Yechen said bitterly.
"I ......"
Su Nianqing has a problem, but she feels that she is ......
"Since you have a question, just ask me, in fact, I have some words, and it is very uncomfortable to hold it in my heart. Chu Yechen said softly.
Since everything was said about this, Su Nianqing nodded and asked in a low voice, "Actually, I really want to ask you, how can you be sure, are you used to loving her? Perhaps, you just love her, you know, it is difficult to distinguish between the two?"
"I have the same problem, otherwise, I wouldn't have chosen a night to think about, a whole night, it's so difficult!" Chu Yechen whispered.
So what the hell is he......
Of course, Su Nianqing didn't ask in a hurry, but quietly waited for his answer, she was willing to wait, and she could afford to wait.
However, deep down, there is still a little ......
Ay!
obviously persuaded herself not to care, everything didn't matter, but when the facts were in front of her, she had to admit that when facing Chu Yechen, her heart couldn't be calm, especially his attitude towards love.
Helpless!
"Su Nianqing, I thought so hard, I couldn't think of the difference. Chu Yechen said with a smile.
This answer is not what she wants to hear, but ......
"I didn't want to think about it later, I felt so tired and tired, and then my eyes fell on your face, and I looked at you quietly, and for a moment, it suddenly became clear. Chu Yechen said unhurriedly.