Chapter 111: Shen Zhiyao, I want to protect you
"Mistakenly. Shen Zhiyao pretended to be calm in a smile, his hands were all lying flat on his thighs, and a thin layer of sweat appeared in his palms.
The old doctor raised his eyebrows, it was the first time he had seen such a patient.
Helpless for a while, he still explained to Shen Zhiyao: "Miss Shen, what is shown above is the certificate that you came to the hospital for diagnosis a year ago, Shen Zhiyao is right, the ID card is the same, and the symptoms are also, it was indeed the surgeon Dr. Mo who diagnosed it at that time." ”
"Also, our hospital has a record. ”
Shen Zhiyao suppressed the inexplicable anger in her heart, and her pupils contracted rapidly, "But, I, I haven't had a period for a month, and I also had retching just now." ”
All justifications now seem weak, pale, and have no power to remedy.
Ji listened to the side, and during Shen Zhiyao's weak dialogue, he spoke: "I can also prove that she retched just now, which is very similar to morning sickness when she was pregnant." ”
The doctor still sat there dutifully, moved the bridge of his nose with thick eyes, and said in a serious voice: "Miss Shen, listen to me first, the reason why you didn't come to your period is because you have too many contraceptive pills in your body, which is likely to cause you to be infertile, so you won't come, as for your retching just now, I suggest you go for a gastrointestinal endoscopy, it is likely that it was caused by something you ate." ”
"And, the very bad news is that your chances of permanent infertility are 60 percent higher, and without medication, it can lead to lifelong infertility over time. ”
"Infertility for life?" Shen Zhiyao muttered to herself.
"How can it be so serious, I, I really haven't taken birth control pills, doctor, could it be a misdiagnosis, I really haven't taken birth control pills. Shen Zhiyao's heart was flustered, and her stuck words were trying to defend herself, and her look was even more like a pretend, or a real reaction that was so nervous that she couldn't accept it.
The old doctor is a posture of looking down on the complicated things in the world, which is very appropriate to calm Shen Zhiyao's mood, and the faint and unpleasant disinfectant water has become a breath-taking effect at this moment.
"Miss Shen, you calm down first, there are many people who have completely recovered from this situation, so you don't have to be too sad and excited, what we know is that Miss Shen already had such a symptom a year ago, and now it is just a more serious illness, and I still want to pay attention to it, because this matter is related to my own fertility problems in the future, in the eyes of patients, it can be big or small. ”
"Good. Shen Zhiyao said very weakly, as if he had been choked by the neck of his fate by death, and he was obedient.
The doctor opened a house for Shen Zhiyao, and Shen Zhiyao's trembling hand squeezed the thin outpatient bill tightly.
Shen Zhiyao stood up, was silent for a few seconds, and then looked at the doctor again: "Doctor, may I ask where is the office of the doctor Mo you are talking about, I want to consult with him about my physical condition a year ago." ”
The old doctor took out a blank piece of paper again, and the sharp strokes fell on the flat white paper, and handed it to Shen Zhiyao: "Doctor Mo is in the surgical department on the third floor of the second floor of the side building. ”
"Thank you, doctor. Shen Zhiyao was not god-like, and bent down slightly.
Walked out of the outpatient room.
"You're alright. Ji Changgao stood next to her with a worried expression.
Shen Zhiyao was weak and lost his mind, so he just shook his head.
The season has his hands in his pockets, his noisy hair is crushed by his hat, and the mask is accompanied by disposable masks in the hospital.
"I'm still quite curious about what happened before you lost your memory, someone would harm you like this, you were found to be a contraceptive pill, and Maggie Lee said that you were divorced, Shen and your parents are gone, don't you think it's a coincidence?"
"This kind of injury is unbearable for a normal person, maybe your amnesia is a good thing, so that you don't have to remember these injuries. ”
At the end of the corridor, Shen Zhiyao and Ji both got on the elevator: "But some people don't think so, your amnesia may not be enough, after all, the living will remember one day, but I am dead and can't speak." ”
All this that happened during this time made Shen Zhiyao feel very difficult to accept.
Maybe when the self who didn't have amnesia knew, he was almost crazy.
"I seem to be recovering my lost memories now, and then taking revenge, those who don't forgive themselves, don't want to let go. Shen Zhiyao's lips spoke resentfully, and the dazzling eyes seemed to be quenched, and there was no grass in the place where he looked.
"Don't be nervous, everything will be fine. The elevator opened, and the season moved her lips unconsciously comforting.
As soon as Shen Zhiyao stepped out of the elevator door, he felt as weak as if his whole body was falling apart, and he couldn't hold on anymore and was about to collapse.
Chiffon's shirt was pressed against the smooth and cold wall of her back, and she squatted down directly, the anger that had not been released in her chest for a long time, pressing her so painful that she couldn't breathe.
The voice is lazy, cold, painful.
"You don't know what I've been through these days, my husband who I share with her, she has another woman, my parents, my so-called identity, it's long gone, and now even my body is in tatters. ”
"On the way before I came, I comforted myself over and over again, the child is very cute, I, I will like her very much, and then take care of her to grow up, perhaps, maybe this child can make Gu Jinchuan give up the woman outside and reconcile with herself, maybe her mother-in-law can take a fancy to her child and like herself. ”
"The child was the last rope I rescued, but now, the child is gone, gone. ”
"Not only is it gone, but now you may never be infertile, do you know, what is your infertility to a woman?"
"Proving that my husband is always out stealing, proving that the women outside and their illegitimate children will completely take my place, and then I also delusionally want to be happy with my mother-in-law. ”
"How did I become like this, I should be writing the workbook over and over again, brushing the five threes, and then preparing for the college entrance examination. ”
"Why, how is it that everything is messed up now, no one will like me anymore, my parents are dead, they are dead, no one loves me anymore. ”
Shen Zhiyao buried her head and cried, what happened now hit her, and she was full of holes.
Ji didn't know if what he did was right, his conscience and obligation kept urging him, and when he lowered his eyes slightly, he looked at Shen Zhiyao who was sitting on the ground, and when she saw her so embarrassed, she didn't appreciate it.
We guide others to the seemingly normal path step by step, giving you multiple choice questions at every sharp turn, okay, and now too.
Ji Yu couldn't bear it, the corners of his mouth seemed to be self-deprecating, and he said to Shen Zhiyao on the ground: "Shen Zhiyao, I want to protect you, do you accept it?"
The voice of the season was very loud, and Shen Zhiyao also listened to it.
I also understand the meaning of his protection.
With such a short and continuous sentence, Shen Zhiyao didn't know what to do for a while.
Shen Zhiyao got up slowly, wiped away her tears, and faced him with a smile: "I don't need other people's pity, it's good to live alone." ”
"Alright, let's go to the doctor. Shen Zhiyao didn't dare to look at him, just looked down at the note in his hand and went to the office.
Shen Zhiyao stood at the door and paused for a few seconds before speaking: "Excuse me, is the surgical doctor Mo here?"
"In. Doctor Mo turned his back to Shen Zhiyao, holding a pile of materials in his hand, and raised one hand.
Shen Zhiyao walked straight over, and before he came to him, he read the lines that he had thought of a long time ago: "Doctor Mo, I want to talk to you about the general situation of my condition a year ago. ”
Dr. Mo's chair turned, and the two of them almost said in unison, "It's you?"
The one who bumped into a doctor in front of Gu Jinchuan's ward!
Gu, Gu Jinchuan's wife, why did she come to find herself?
"Doctor Mo bumped into you before, the birth control pill patient you said is me, right?" Shen Zhiyao was very sure, there was no time to be more certain than now.
Dr. Mo looked at the colleagues around him, glanced at Shen Zhiyao, and whispered, "You come with me first." ”
Season stood at the doorway, not moving, everything happened as he thought.
Doctor Mo led Shen Zhiyao to the place where there was no one at the end of the corridor: "You know?"
Impossible, isn't she amnesia?
"I didn't come to my period this month, I thought I was pregnant, and when I checked, it turned out that there were too many contraceptive pills in the body. Shen Zhiyao said that the clouds were light and light, and it was obvious that he had known for some time.
"The doctor looked at my clinic records and found that I had been here a year ago and the symptoms were the same, so I wanted to ask now because I had a lot of memories of amnesia, so I wanted to know what was really going on before the amnesia. ”
Shen Zhiyao's eyes became piercing, and her words were not as weak as they were, but even more threatening: "I have the right to know what happened when I saw a doctor at that time, and all you have to do is cooperate." ”
Dr. Mo is used to reaching out and touching his chin, he was still full of stubble and prickly hands before, but now he is extremely smooth, and he is really a little unaccustomed: "You threaten me?"
"I just want to know. Shen Zhiyao's voice was very hoarse.
Dr. Mo smiled, and then went to hold on to the handle of the corridor railing, looking at the traffic outside and the unchanged scenery.
"Before you came to me, we found a very heavy ingredient in your blood report, and you said that you don't know who gave it to you. ”
"Finally, after you take all the food you've eaten recently, we found the birth control pill in your milk. ”
Finally, Dr. Mo spread his hands: "That's it, it's gone." ”
"Whatever you want to know, what I know, I've told you. ”
"I don't drink milk. "She's never liked to drink milk.
"You also said you had amnesia, who would know. Doctor Mo dropped a few words and left, leaving Shen Zhiyao alone.
She has amnesia now, and no one will know the secrets she knows.
The living will tell their secrets, but the dead will not have a chance to speak.