Early in the morning, Lin Shaoling woke up, and when he went downstairs, he met Lin Menglin, the two looked at each other, but they laughed out loud, and at this time, Zihuang pushed the door out, and for a while, the three of them appeared at the same time and looked a little embarrassed.

In the end, it was Lin Shaoling who broke the deadlock and said to Zihuang: "Let's eat together, Meng Lin's craftsmanship is very good, but because I have been a vegetarian, you may feel a little lighter when you eat it." However, Zihuang and Lin Menglin looked at Lin Shaoling strangely, as if they didn't know him.

Lin Shaoling sat at the dining table, as if he understood their doubts, and said, "Eat first, and I'll tell you the reason later!"

In this way, the three of them ate at the same table with their own hearts.

After the meal, Lin Menglin and Zihuang couldn't wait to sit in front of Lin Shaoling, they wanted to know what was going on, because Lin Shaoling's whole person's aura and aura felt completely changed, it was completely like a different person, to be precise, it was like a split personality before, and another personality appeared.

Lin Shaoling looked at the anxious appearance of the two of them, and smiled indifferently, "Don't be impatient!", however, Lin Shaoling's smile gradually converged.

"Actually, I just want to tell you about it, it's really me!" Lin Shaoling suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, but then put away that smile again.

Lin Shaoling looked at Lin Menglin and Zihuang and said slowly: "I don't know where I came from, but since I can remember, I was in an orphanage.

The orphans of that era can no longer be called an orphanage, more like an acrobatic troupe, in order to live, in order to survive, there will be new children coming in, and there will always be new children dying, injured and abandoned, I can't remember how I survived in that place, but I only remember that someone has been helping me, if it wasn't for her, maybe I might have disappeared in that crazy era!"

Between the words, Lin Shaoling's eyes gradually became deep and long, as if the events of the year appeared in front of him little by little.

At that time, the whole world was chaotic, the energy crisis was not solved because of the emergence of Yuan Neng, the Yuan Beast was raging, everyone was in fear, and Lin Shaoling's orphanage took in orphans and trained them to be acrobats, for money, for food, for food!

Everyone forgot the pain, forgot the pain, forgot to laugh, forgot to cry, the children trained day and night, and the adults waved whips in their hands, like beasts and animal trainers.

On the wide stage, under the spotlight, all the children on the stage wore a hard smile, like a mask.

When you fall from a height, you stand up with a smile, even if it hurts or feels uncomfortable, you still laugh.

After getting off the stage, the angry dean kicked one by one, and all he could do was to get up, find a place to sit down and catch his breath, and wait for the next stage to come to the stage.

In the audience, there was no shortage of spectators, all dressed in gold and silver, in that era, countless people also ate and worried, and even took risks, but for the rich, the world is just that the poor have become more and more, and their entertainment will continue.

Watching the children juggling on stage, the good ones made them cheer and scream, and the bad ones became the jokes they laughed at.

After a night of hard work, all the children were tired and reluctant to speak, and returned to a crowded room with dozens of people, all of whom had no strength to dislike it, and just wanted to fall asleep quickly to forget about hunger.

And Lin Shaoling, who was only eight years old, was really the child who broke his leg, and that night, he was thrown out of the orphanage by the dean in deep sleep and became an orphan completely.

Lin Shaoling, who was dazed, didn't cry, didn't feel sad, he only knew that he wanted to live.

The wind at night was very cold, it was the kind of cold that penetrated into the bone marrow, and Lin Shaoling ran quickly to make himself a little warmer.

He rummaged through the garbage cans on the street, carrying all the useful things on his body, and when he found the old newspapers, he crumpled them all up and stuffed them into his clothes, regardless of whether they were dirty or not, in an attempt to keep himself warm.

In those days, the trash can could never be turned over leftovers, but Lin Shaoling found something else.

The canned food that I ate had residual juice in it, for Lin Shaoling, it was not only the taste, but also the salt.

Lin Shaoling carried all the things he had collected, and he wanted to leave the city.

In the city, begging is not a way to live, and the only way out is the wilderness.

Lin Shaoling, who is only eight years old, does not look like he is wandering the streets for the first time, calm, calm, knows what to do, where to go, it seems that he ...... It shows that he was born to grow up wandering on this street.

In fact, Lin Shaoling is only eight years old, but since he remembers, he has watched "useless" children being abandoned outside by the orphanage, and at that time he was thinking, what if one day he was also thrown out?

For several years, he trained hard to avoid being thrown out of the orphanage, but he was always on guard, and every now and then he would get up at night and lie down on the iron fence and watch the wandering people and animals in the streets, and he wanted to know how they were going to live.

Knowing that once, a wandering old man saw Lin Shaoling, so he asked him: "Child, I see what you often lie here at night to watch?"

Lin Shaoling of Mu Ne said bluntly: "I'm looking at how you live! I'm afraid that one day I will be thrown out by the dean, and then we will be the same!"

The old man looked at Lin Shaoling and smiled, "Do you want to know how we live?"

So in those days and nights, Lin Shaoling often gave the old man half of the steamed bun he saved, but Lin Shaoling was not stupid, and every time he waited until the old man said it first, and then he was willing to give it to him.

In this way, Lin Shaoling spent a few days getting a lot of information about wandering from the old man.

Fortunately, the old man was not bad, and he did not deceive Lin Shaoling, and after searching on the street, Lin Shaoling walked towards the suburbs.

Although it is possible to find food in the suburbs, the Yuan Beast is rampant, making the place outside the city a paradise for the Yuan Beast.

But fortunately, the old man told Lin Shaoling about some places where Yuan Beasts rarely appeared, and at the same time told Lin Shaoling a lot about the appearance of Yuan Beasts.

Lin Shaoling, who had just entered the wilderness, did not run around like a headless fly, as the old man said, the Yuan Beasts were also beasts, they were very alert, so they must not be alarmed, but the beasts were all the same, and they would never build nests and build holes on the top of the slower mountain.

Therefore, on the first night, Lin Shaoling crawled up to the top of a mountain, used all kinds of weeds to learn from birds to build a nest, wrapped himself in weeds, and slept on the top of the mountain all night.

Lin Shaoling looked at Lin Menglin and Zihuang, who were stunned, smiled slightly and said: "Maybe you think it's incredible, but in that environment, there is no such thing as children and adults, in order to survive, you must try your best to rack your brains."

In the wilderness, I tried my best to avoid the primordial beasts, looking for food, whether it was grass roots, tree roots, snakes, insects, rats and ants, as long as I could eat it, now I think of that time it really felt like Ru Mao drinking blood, and then gradually there were fewer primordial beasts, and I met the shadow, it was the instructor of the shadow who brought me back.

Perhaps curious as to why I was still alive in the wilderness as a small child, I joined the Shadow Order, where I was not free from hunger and danger, and the Shadow's god-making project made the instructor think that I might be a good seed.

To put it bluntly, the shadow is a concentration of a group of madmen, and the appearance of Yuan Neng makes them feel that the gods exist, so they are all like crazy people, all eager to become gods, so they have this so-called god-making plan, and more importantly, they found an ancient dusty ruin, in order to get the secret in the ruins, they will include me, thousands of children who have been screened by them, and gather us in a dark place!"

Lin Shaoling stopped suddenly, and Lin Menglin and Zihuang, who had been listening to Lin Shaoling's words with a heartache, suddenly found that Lin Shaoling's breath had become very unstable, and even a trace of Yuan energy burst out from his body.

Lin Menglin and Zihuang both held Lin Shaoling's hand at the same time, Lin Shaoling glanced at them, smiled slightly, and his breath gradually stabilized.

There are too many things that even Lin Shaoling himself doesn't want to recall, and the terrifying memory in the shadows has become a nightmare that Lin Shaoling will never forget.

Lin Shaoling sighed in vain, "Actually, I don't need to talk to you so much, I just want to tell you that I may not be the one you like!"

"Since I entered the Shadow and was forced to participate in the so-called god-making project, the madness and unscrupulous means there have made me almost collapse......, but I am a different person, I know myself too well, and even in this crazy torture, I have separated my mental compulsion, which is the so-called schizophrenia! It's fourteen!"

Lin Shaoling looked at Zihuang, "The power of the plane you see is actually my fourteenth personality! In the spiritual world, you know that if you are hit by the power of the plane, no matter how powerful your spirit is, it will collapse, but in order to protect me, you can use your own spirit body to resist me I am very grateful, although I don't know that you fell in love with my personality at first sight, but I still want to thank you!"

Lin Shaoling looked at Zihuang with a smile on his face, and his eyes were full of sincere gratitude.

Zihuang shook his head and said frankly: "You are wrong, I like you don't need which kind of personality you are, you are you, no matter which kind of personality you are, you are a part of you, I know that you can see my ancient beast inheritance, Purple Flame Holy Phoenix is good at spiritual power, I can see every personality of yours, except for your fourteenth personality, but this can't be a reason why I don't love you!"

Zihuang's firm gaze made Lin Shaoling shake his head helplessly, and then looked at Lin Menglin.

"What about you, thirty-three years ago, during the time when the passage of the sealing plane and in the heteroplane was dominated by several different personalities of mine, I know that not only you, but also Qin'er, Ye'er, Xiaotian'er, Sisi, Xiaobai, the six of you all have that meaning, and even the six of you did not hesitate to give up everything to inherit the six divine phoenixes together, but it's really not worth it for you to do this!"

Lin Shaoling felt the deepest guilt for Lin Menglin and the six of them, because they had the deepest affection for him!

But Lin Menglin smiled indifferently, "As she said, this can't be a reason for us to give up on you, maybe you don't think it's worth it, but we want us to feel, so it's our freedom to love you." ”

Lin Shaoling laughed, he didn't laugh at them, but laughed at himself, he was too stupid, Lin Menglin and Zihuang said well, love doesn't need a reason, you don't need a reason if you don't love, it's just to add trouble to yourself.

Lin Shaoling looked at the two of them and said lightly: "Maybe you don't feel it, but I am the real me now, for me, the pain of loss is always more than the happiness I get." ”

Maybe this is the real Lin Shaoling, his heart is already full of holes, he can't hold the love of others, and there is no love in his world for a long time.

The first thing Lin Shaoling said when he woke up from his slumber was the fourteenth personality, because he couldn't kill himself, this was the real Lin Shaoling.