All hopes, all hopes, all of them are pressed on this test tube, although Tian Xiaonuan has thought that this embryo is developing so slowly, and only one is transferred, which is one less than the normal requirement, she has thought that the success rate is not high.

But when she saw that all the test papers were bare boards, powerlessness, sadness, sadness, pain, disappointment, and even anger and irritability were intertwined, crushing and crushing her whole heart, and all her hopes were left with only the dimness in her eyes.

After knowing the failure, the flame of hope in Liu Kai's eyes was extinguished at once, but seeing his wife's uncomfortable appearance than him, he felt a little moved in his heart.

"Xiao Nuan, don't be sad, not this time, we have a next time, didn't you tell me last time, there is a patient in his forties who has done more than 20 times before succeeding, we are much younger than her, time is an opportunity." ”

Tian Xiaonuan was silent, after this failure, she found an expert Professor Li and wanted to do it again, but Professor Li disagreed, such a good egg and sperm do not divide and develop after union, and even some do not combine, which must be problematic, but the current domestic medical level can still find out all the problems, and some infertility is called unknown cause, but also because the medical level is not developed, so the problem cannot be found, it can only be called unknown cause.

"You do some genetic screening first, this time it is unsuccessful, I can't find the reason, I don't recommend doing it further, after all, the test tube is damaging to the body, and most hormone drugs are not good, especially ovulation induction hormone, which is easy to get ovarian cancer after using too much. ”

"I'm not afraid, I don't want to worry about the future, I just want to live in the moment, I want children, Professor Li, please help me, let me do it again, I want to try again, even if I don't know the reason, then I won't succeed 100%, in case there is still a glimmer of hope!"

Looking at the painful patients, Professor Li felt sympathy, but there are millions of such patients in the country, each of them has a different reason, and they all have an endless painful experience of having children, and he can not do anything about it.

"Even if we do it next time, we have to wait for three months to go, and we will rule out every possibility first. ”

Hearing Professor Li's relief, Tian Xiaonuan breathed a sigh of relief and cooperated with the doctor to do the examination, most of these are genetic tests, not only for her, but also for Liu Kai, which causes Liu Kai to need to go to the hospital often.

The only patience he has is about to run out, and the leader has asked for a lot of leave, recently the leader saw that his face was not good, and even put on small shoes for him twice, and finally in a mistake in his own work, Liu Kai couldn't stand the leader's responsibility to him, slapped the table and burst out, and finally resigned angrily.

Time flies quickly, three months will soon pass to catch up with the time of the New Year, and the reproductive department will not open a new IVF cycle, but the patients who are currently undergoing will be done, Tian Xiaonuan can only endure the temperament and wait for the next year.

And she herself found that her temper seemed to be a lot, many times for some small things, the fire in her heart burned, but most of the time, she endured it with reason, and the company's affairs became more and more busy.

Looking at the money in the bank account, she feels that her current income can already buy a villa, she doesn't like the current community, the property is too poor, so she feels that she is not happy to live here, and the quality of life of the property is much higher.

Years ago, her in-laws brought two sisters-in-law to the door, and in the past few years, Tian Xiaonuan has already fallen out with her mother's family, and now there are only her in-laws left, as for her uncle and aunt, she doesn't really want to see them.

When a mother sees that her child has been abused by her father and refuses to divorce, doesn't she feel guilty for giving her child such an environment to grow up? This also causes her to gradually lose contact with her relatives on her mother's side, because she has hatred in her heart, she hates her mother for allowing her to grow up in this environment, and she also hates those relatives who stand and talk without backache.

But when her in-laws' family came, her life was even more difficult, and her mother-in-law knew that after she failed in the test tube, she didn't give her a good face, although she didn't do it in person, but she turned around a few times and scolded her in a tone that she could hear, the hen that didn't lay eggs.

That is, looking at her husband's good to her, Tian Xiaonuan gritted her teeth and endured it.

She didn't answer, and the old lady couldn't quarrel, and Tian Xiaonuan went out early and returned late every day, and the old lady just wanted to find something and had no chance, but during the New Year, the old lady saw her son go into the kitchen to cook, and her daughter-in-law hid in the bedroom and didn't know what to do, so she finally broke out.

Tian Xiaonuan did a lot of things in the second half of the test tube, so this time was extremely busy during the previous year, and finally on the last day before the New Year, she solved all the work at hand, first ate the company's New Year's dinner, and distributed red envelopes to each employee, she just wanted to sleep well during the New Year today.

"Bang. There was a heavy sound, scared Tian Xiaonuan, who had not slept solidly, was shocked, she slept lightly, a little movement would affect her sleep, just now the mother-in-law outside swept the floor, she had been woken up several times, so now she was dizzy and uncomfortable, and as a result, her chest began to suffocate, but she still cheered up.

"Mom, what's wrong?"

The old lady glanced at her daughter-in-law without yin or yang, and said coldly: "Everyone in the family is up, Kai Kai is still cooking in the kitchen, if you want me to say that we are women, how can we let the old man into the kitchen, then the man will be useless." ”

Tian Xiaonuan knew that her mother-in-law was looking for something to do, knowing that she was terrible to cook, and suddenly said this, didn't she just look unhappy.

"Mom, I can't cook, Liu Kai knows, or you and your sisters will do it, in fact, I wanted to have a New Year's dinner outside a year ago, but Liu Kaifei didn't let me.

Mom, you see I came back a little late yesterday, I was too busy with work a year ago, I haven't had a good night's sleep for a long time, you let me rest for a while, you and Dad watch TV first. ”

"You also know that you came back late, a married woman, who came back after twelve o'clock in the evening, who knows what you did.

Every day, she says that she is busy with herself, and her husband doesn't care every day, and she doesn't do any housework, and the most important thing for a woman is to serve her husband and give birth to children, and you haven't done these two at all!"

Tian Xiaonuan took a long breath, she didn't want to quarrel in the Chinese New Year's Eve.

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