Chapter 7: Staying Alive

"Thank you. ”

"No thanks, you don't feel indebted to anything, you have done what you can do, and you have done what you shouldn't have done, but the facts are here, and no one can change them. Mu Changqing took a deep breath and said.

It's a pity that we can't sit down together and have a drink together, maybe we will never have such a chance again in this life, the reality is so desperate.

In life, if you can always see the dawn, how good it would be, no matter how far away that wine is, as long as it is placed there, it will make people continue to pursue, and when that wine can no longer find a clue, even if you see the end of this road and see no direction, that is the saddest, that is the most desperate.

This kind of day is unbearable, the two hung up the phone very tacitly, Mu Changqing took back the mobile phone, stepped on the cigarette butt, returned to the original place, and then said to Zhu Sha and the others: "Go back, I will guard here, stay overnight, enough." ”

Zhu Sha was about to say something, but Zhou Bingcheng shook his head at her slightly, and then pulled Minister Wang away, and waited until the three of them left, and then Mu Changqing leaned against the wall and lit a cigarette again.

Halfway through, he stepped on it and turned around and pushed the door in.

The awakening in front of her made Mu Changqing extremely worried, she sat in front of the open window like this, the room was unusually cold, she was still wearing the same wedding dress, dirty, and wrinkled.

There were no tears, only red eyes, and it was as if she had lost her soul in her eyes, and the most beautiful sea of stars slowly broke and became a flood, and when the flood passed, it became a hollow.

Mu Changqing stood in front of the door and looked at her, couldn't calm down for a long time, took the door into the room, then walked to the window and closed the window, and then said, "I let Zhu Sha and them go back." ”

She didn't answer, like a rag doll that had been thrown into a corner without a soul.

He knew very well that for most people, the story was over, but for her, it might have just begun.

"So many things have happened in the past few days, so much so that this city is giving me a crumbling feeling, and I am thinking, often thinking, if only Rika were alive, what would she do? Even if she may not give me an answer, at least I can fall into her arms when I am weak, which is something I have never done in my life, but I can never do again. Mu Changqing seemed to be talking to herself, standing in front of the window, with her hands in her pockets, and she was sitting on the ground at her feet.

"It's also said that people are such a selfish creature, always nostalgic when they are in pain, and forget everything when they are happy, fortunately, since she left, I haven't forgotten her for a moment, if she knows all this, she will definitely stomp her feet angrily, and then scold me for not being like a gentleman, I am not a competent brother, my ability is limited, I can't do Luo Qingcang like Luo Qingcang to subvert a capital by himself, and I can't do Abin's ability to turn back before reaching victory, all I can do is to stand beside you after the wind and rain without illness* A few words, Guo Yinling, you must also hate me, hate me for being a big brother who does nothing. Mu Changqing said, he looked into the distance, and then looked at the corner, his eyes were full of the whole world, the whole capital, but he couldn't tolerate her heart.

She finally moved, only to shake her head slightly.

"I don't resent you, I think I can only say this now, I don't resent now, I won't do it in the future, Zhu Sha won't either, the minister won't, including Bingcheng won't, what we pay for you, although there is nothing, but it is all our bets, but it is not a payment that only requires returns, it is not a pay, it is not called paying, I believe that Li Fusheng is the same, he has no regrets, let alone resentment, but if you carry all the pain yourself, he will be distressed. Mu Changqing left her trouser pocket, one hand on the window edge, and one hand on her head.

"In my heart, you have the same status as Pear Blossom, that kind of pain, I have endured it once, and I think I will never be able to bear it the first time, silly girl, beautiful girl, live well, otherwise next time, I will die for you. He laughed, like a joke, but definitely not like a joke.

She got up and threw herself into Mu Changqing's arms, crying heartbreakingly, tears slowly soaking Mu Changqing's chest.

He gently stroked her back, hugged her thin and weak, and said softly: "I can still feel her temperature, her voice, her smiling face, you can also feel it, the feeling of being alive in your heart, with her smile, her appearance to live, she will live forever, a person's real death is when he is forgotten by the people he loves deeply." ”

"It hurts. ”

"Pain is right, pain means you are still alive. Mu Changqing felt his wet chest, and his heart was full of sadness, because of that person, he could no longer hear her voice, and he could no longer see her smiling face.

"Don't die, and don't live alone. Mu Changqing opened Guo Yinling lightly, and then said to Guo Yinling seriously.

Guo Yinling nodded slightly, while Mu Changqing turned his head to look out the window and said, "At least outside, there is a man struggling for you, that lone wolf, I would rather be the enemy of the entire family in the capital for you, what reason do you say you don't live well?"

"People survive, they are born, they are all looking for a thing, whether it is a big person, a small person, some people can't find those things even if they are extremely poor in their lives, Yinling, you have found it, you have found the most brilliant thing, the most brilliant thing that flashes the light, it is your life. ”

"I will live, even with his share, with Sister Pear Blossom's share, and with everything that the lone wolf in your mouth gave me. She looked out the window with Mu Changqing, and in her eyes, there was once again a sea of stars, a sea of stars.

Mu Changqing raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and then said: "If you survive, you are better than everything, live hard, live more like Guo Yinling than anyone else, this is what Li Fusheng wants to see the most, don't be afraid, if something happens this time, I will bear it." ”

She shook her head slightly and muttered, "I won't let anyone lose it because of me anymore, even though I've lost enough things now that I can't make it up to the moment I die." ”

The snow melted and became raindrops, falling along the new branches, and the calm of the lake in the capital for many years was broken and slowly calmed down, but the ripples that rose with the small stone have quietly spread to places that people do not notice.

And in the end, only a man and a woman standing in front of the window remained, and the string of silver bells that disappeared from this river and lake was the end of everything.

The rooftop of Hospital 731.

Two men stood side by side and smoked, Guo Qilin, Guo Qihu.

"Are you still going to leave?" Guo Qihu looked at the big capital in front of him, this big era, and the rivers and lakes where the stones could not fall to the end.

Guo Qilin nodded, as if there was no room for maneuver to leave the capital.

"Now the Guo family, are you really relieved to leave?" Guo Qihu's voice was full of weakness, after this night, he could be regarded as accepting such an ending, but what made him most helpless was that he didn't know who he should be jealous of.

Guo Liuli?

Luo Qingcang?

Guo Ye gun?

Guo Yinling?

Li Fusheng?

The lone wolf?

Grievances are such a multiple-choice question, powerlessness is an answer to that side, it can't be right, and it's definitely not wrong, so it's hard to let go.

"It is impossible for me to give up my foundation in Inner Mongolia because of this Guo family who abandoned me back then. Guo Qilin said, directly saying that there was no room for anything.

Guo Qihu frowned and didn't say anything more.

"You are more suitable than me to be at the helm of such a Guo family now, but Qihu, don't live to be the second Guo Hongniu, if you can't grasp something, just let it go, no one will complain about you, those who resent you will not know what it takes to support a family. Guo Qilin turned around and said.

Perhaps for most people, sitting on the head of the Guo family is a good thing among good things, but for Guo Qilin, Guo Qihu sitting on the head of the Guo family will undoubtedly reach the point of public criticism, when the weight of this family is pressed on a person's body, this is enough to suffocate a person.

And to live in this suffocation for the rest of your life, how can this not be a deep sorrow.

"Let's go, don't wait for the funeral to happen?" Guo Qihu turned around and called Guo Qilin and said.

"I stay, there is no point, leaving Qinglong in the Guo family, it is already my duty to this Guo family, I don't care if others scold me for a white-eyed wolf, I have returned everything that the Guo family gave me, and now I will not give this Guo family any more things. Guo Qilin left the rooftop, and at the staircase of the rooftop, there was an old man, this old man was Guo Changsheng.

"Forgive me for my selfishness. Guo Qilin muttered to Guo Changsheng and walked up the stairs.

"Guo Qilin, the road you have walked, I have also walked, this is not selfish, this is all destined in the dark, the Guo family is gone, it is gone, no one can change it, and you can't stay. Guo Changsheng said to Guo Qilin, who was walking down the stairs.

And Guo Qilin didn't stop, and didn't even answer.

Guo Changsheng watched Guo Qilin leave, then walked up to the rooftop, looked at Guo Qihu's somewhat gloomy back, frowned slightly, but still stepped forward and said: "Guo Hongniu's funeral, I will arrange it, you just be quiet and be mentally prepared." ”

Guo Qihu didn't nod or shake his head, just lit the second cigarette again, and then muttered: "Now, I kind of understand his feelings." ”

This is a choice that has no choice.