Chapter 1192: Thinking Soon
After drinking the decanting soup, Yang Ziqing did not sober up immediately, because this decanting soup is also prepared by traditional Chinese medicine, and the effect is slightly slower.
Yang Ziqing leaned on the sofa and sang softly, it felt as if she was in the bowels of wine, and Baizhu felt a little uncomfortable when she listened to it.
"Yang Ziqing, what song are you singing, you be louder, let me listen!" Baizhu really wanted to hear clearly, what song Yang Ziqing was singing at this time.
“...... I can't do it and I can't forget it, I can't forget it and I don't dare to ask for it, it's really sad and ridiculous, it hurts her and makes her sore, and it makes her sour and dry...... She is sad that you don't coax, she is silent and you are not favored, there are thousands of ways, but you pretend not to understand, she calmly said separate, I don't want to guess anymore, I don't want to cry anymore..... Why are you always like this, hurting her and making her desperate, when she chooses to wander all over the world, and gives her a glimmer of hope, is it for you, anyway, it will be broken and reunited, so it will be again and again, keep poking at her heart, is it that she is always soft-hearted, so that you can turn around, is she always brave, give you enough security, is she always forgive, you don't take it to heart, is she always singing for you, as if she can't do without you, in response to the old saying, too active and too cheap, is she picked up and put down, so she deserves to be trampled, you have seen the original her, and you have seen the changed her, but if you lose her, you will never meet the second her again......”
Baizhu clearly saw that when Yang Ziqing was humming this song, there were crystal tears in his eyes, and while he felt a pain in his heart, he also clearly realized that Yang Ziqing had a beloved living in his heart, and this person hurt Yang Ziqing very deeply.
He felt even more sorry for Yang Ziqing, and secretly envied the man who was worried about Yang Ziqing and made Yang Ziqing sad.
"Yang Ziqing, are you okay!" asked Yang Ziqing.
Yang Ziqing showed a shallow smile at the corner of her mouth, but she was deeply sad, and then suddenly sang loudly, "I have never been angry with you again, I have no secrets from you again, I decided that I will never love you again, because your heart is no longer here......"
Baizhu couldn't help but be stunned, this time, Baizhu heard Yang Ziqing's heart-rending sadness, and saw the crystal tears falling from Yang Ziqing's eyes.
He didn't dare to speak anymore, but he was afraid that his words would provoke Yang Ziqing, who was even more sad and sad.
Baizhu sat silently on the side, fortunately, this time Yang Ziqing didn't say anything about singing or talking, her eyes were closed, and she leaned on the sofa as if she was asleep.
At this time, the night was very quiet, and all the well-off people outside the window clearly heard these two songs sung by Yang Ziqing.
It turned out that Yang Ziqing was planning to give up on herself.
Xiaokang can't tell what it's like in his heart, lost, sad, reluctant, and unwilling...... A thousand thoughts came to his heart, and the weight was heavy on his heart, making him a little breathless.
He suddenly thought about the first time he saw Yang Ziqing, Yang Ziqing at that time was brave and cheerful, smiling as crisp and lovely as a silver bell, sandwiching the sweet satisfaction of a child, as long as Yang Ziqing smiled, it seemed that the whole world was full of her laughter.
Xiaokang felt that Yang Ziqing was very annoying and noisy at that time, but he suddenly realized that he hadn't heard Yang Ziqing's cheerful laughter for a long, long time, and hadn't seen Yang Ziqing's bright smile for a long, long time.
Yang Ziqing fell asleep on the sofa with her eyes closed, and Baizhu finally had a chance to take a closer look.
Yang Ziqing had a simple and harmless expression at this time, with baby fat, cream-like skin on her face, and long eyelashes hanging quietly.
In fact, Yang Ziqing is not a beautiful person, but she has a simple smile without scheming and a generous and cheerful personality, which made Baizhu fall in love with her immediately when she saw her, and let Baizhu fall for her smile.
Yang Ziqing in her sleep was dreaming in a daze, and in her dream, she saw Xiaokang.
"Xiaokang, is your stomach still uncomfortable?" Yang Ziqing has been thinking about Xiaokang's stomach discomfort, and in her dream, she finally asked Xiaokang this sentence.
Xiaokang smiled slightly, and asked rhetorically: "Aren't you having a good time, why do you still remember to care about me?"
"No, I ......" Yang Ziqing was afraid that Xiaokang would misunderstand, so she hurriedly wanted to explain to Xiaokang.
At this time, a tall and beautiful beauty walked out from behind Xiaokang, walked over, and gently hugged Xiaokang's shoulders, "Kang Shao, the hot water is ready for you, you go take a bath!"
"Oh, so sensible, so well-behaved!" Xiaokang smiled and rubbed the woman's face.
The woman was also angry, and she was angry at Xiaokang: "With you, of course I have to be good!"
Xiaokang put his long arm around his female companion, lowered his chin and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you, I'm going to take a bath." ”
Yang Ziqing was very sad when she saw Xiaokang hugging this woman, but when she heard that Xiaokang was going to take a bath, she was still in a hurry, so she hurriedly stopped her and said, "Xiaokang, you can't ask for a bath, your leg injury is not healed yet!"
Xiaokang narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at Yang Ziqing with a funny face, "My leg is just a little injured, and I can't stand up for a while, it doesn't mean that I can't stand up for the rest of my life." As he spoke, Xiaokang stood up, slightly tilting his proud head, as if he had a bright moon and a clear breeze before, with red lips and white teeth.
The woman smiled sweetly, but Yang Ziqing couldn't laugh, she wanted to strangle Xiaokang.
Xiaokang said to Yang Ziqing unhurriedly: "You don't have to worry about my affairs in the future, do your own things, that's it!"
Yang Ziqing answered angrily and said, "You think I want to care about you so much, it's just ...... It's just because when Sister Momo left, she told me to stay at home and take care of grandma, otherwise...... I don't care where you go or what kind of confidante you know......"
Xiaokang laughed and said, "Yang Ziqing, you don't talk nonsense, what are you thinking, do you think I don't know!"
After laughing, Xiaokang turned his head sideways and said to the woman next to him: "This woman has been stalking me since she saw me, if it weren't for her for the sake of her being my sister-in-law's friend, I would have asked her to get out, and I didn't know anything about it......"
Yang Ziqing was angry and sad, and in a hurry, she opened her eyes and woke up from this terrible dream.
Baizhu was still sitting next to Yang Ziqing, and when he saw that Yang Ziqing was awake, he hurriedly smiled and said, "How are you feeling when you wake up?"
Yang Ziqing was stunned, looking at the bright moon and breezy atractylodes in front of him, only to realize that he was just dreaming just now.
When she heard Bai Zhu's concerned words, she shook her head, and found that her head was not dizzy, nor was it painful, but she had some lack of strength in her body, which was a sign of drunkenness.
It seems that Qin Changfeng's wine is indeed high-end, even if he is drunk, he will not feel too uncomfortable, and the sobering soup of Baizhu is also powerful enough, Yang Ziqing has only slept for a while, and he is basically much sober.
"Come, drink some warm water!" Baizhu thoughtfully poured another glass of water for Yang Ziqing and handed it to Yang Ziqing's hand.
"Okay, thank you!" Yang Ziqing took the cup, thinking about the attitude of the well-off in the dream towards herself, and she couldn't tell what it was like.
People often say that she thinks about it every day, thinks about it in her dreams, and she dreams that Xiaokang has that attitude towards her, but in fact, Xiaokang has that attitude towards her.
Yang Ziqing couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, and said apologetically to Baizhu: "You didn't sleep on time tonight, I'm sorry!"
"Don't say sorry to me, it's us Zhang Luo who drank and made you uncomfortable, I'm sorry for you!" Baizhu looked at Yang Ziqing very sincerely with a pair of bright eyes.
Yang Ziqing smiled, she was not in any mood to laugh with Baizhu now, stood up, and said, "It's late, I'll go back to my room to sleep, you should rest early!"
"Oh. Baizhu was slightly disappointed, he was very reluctant to part with Yang Ziqing.
Baizhu has followed Qin Changfeng for many years, and has developed a fixed sleeping time, he must go to bed at half past nine in the evening, and he will definitely fall asleep naturally before ten o'clock.
He has developed this rule, he will be sleepy if he doesn't sleep at ten o'clock at night, but today it is already half past eleven in the evening, according to the previous law, Baizhu has long been sleepy, but today he is very spiritual, staying by Yang Ziqing's side, there is no sleepiness at all.
How much Baizhu hopes that he can sit with Yang Ziqing until dawn.
He had the intention of sitting with Yang Ziqing until dawn, but Yang Ziqing didn't have the heart to accompany him, after she said good night to Baizhu, she walked outside.
Baizhu immediately stood up and said to Yang Ziqing, "I'll send you back to the room!"
"No, I don't. Yang Ziqing shook her head decisively, her room was very tight from Xiaokang's room, she asked Baizhu to send her home, the two of them would make some noise when they walked, in case Xiaokang woke up, I was afraid that Xiaokang would be very unhappy.
Yang Ziqing not only avoided Xiaokang during this time, but also became more and more afraid of Xiaokang, and she didn't know what's wrong, she just felt that Xiaokang's temper was very bad these days, and she was angry at every turn.
If she and Xiaokang don't meet, as long as they meet, Xiaokang always sneers at her and carries a gun.
Baizhu listened to Yang Ziqing's very decisive words about the word 'no', and he thought that Yang Ziqing might be afraid of three people in the middle of the night, lonely men and widows, and the influence of melon fields and plums.
Because Bai Zhu and the others lived with Qin Changfeng, they all lived in the inner courtyard, and the road to their bedroom was through the back door of the living room.
Yang Ziqing and the others lived in the place, and they had to go out from the front door of the living room and turn right.
Bai Zhu thought that there were many bodyguards under Da Kang guarding this courtyard, and Yang Ziqing would not be in any danger, and he still had to stay to take care of a few junior disciples, so Bai Zhu respected Yang Ziqing's opinion and stood in the living room to watch Yang Ziqing leave.
Yang Ziqing walked outside with a heavy heart, and when she walked to the place where they lived, she saw that there seemed to be a person sitting at the door in front of the building.