Chapter 81 "Real and Unreal"
"Raw... Happy day, Chu... Feng Hao. ”
"This is what I folded with my own hands, and the paper stars are ...... inside" In front of him, his immature cheeks were flushed with pink and red, and his hand holding the "star" trembled slightly. This picture is clear, and blurry.
"I'm waiting for me at McDonald's next to TP High School in Suburb B tonight, and I'm going to talk to you about something. ”
Brilliant warm sun, hexagonal halos of intersecting sizes, gradients of transparency. Soap bubbles spread in the wind, colorful, and one of the large bubbles gently floated in front of me. On the membrane on the surface of the rainbow, there is a blue sky, lush branches and leaves, a tender green grass, and a pair of hands with ten fingers interlocked.
"Yican, stay with me!"
"Good!"
And their smiles, which are unreal to the extreme.
Suddenly!
"Bang-" Booming explosion!
Dead darkness.
"Chu Fenghao, where are you?" the echoing voice shouted, looking around in the darkness. She, where is she? so miserable that she can't breathe.
"Bai Yiguang!" In the darkness, it seemed that the moment the soap bubble burst, the extremely fine droplets of soapy water, turned into stars, and disillusioned.
"Ahh He wanted to clench his right fist, but the injury on his wrist made him unable to clench it, trembling to the point of being bitter and weak.
"Ah——————h
At this time, he was overseas and missed her very much. He picked up his phone and pressed the number he was most familiar with in his heart, he knew that she would not change the number like him, she would wait for herself, "Toot ~ Toot ~"
"Hey?..." was her voice, and he didn't speak.
"Hey?...... (Hurry up, the meeting is over)... (Coming) ......" He was still silent, and someone on the phone seemed to be calling out to her.
He has no money, no connections, because of the restrictions of the local employment market and the severe xenophobia, he has to work hundreds or even thousands of times more than ordinary people. He doesn't have real estate, he doesn't have a decent position, so he has to fight, he has to have everything when he confesses to her!
"Hey, please speak. The other party still asked unremittingly.
At this time, he could not cross the iron railing called "self-esteem" in his heart, and he may never be able to cross it.
"Beep—" He hung up and got out of bed.
Bending down, with his left hand, he picked up the "star" glass bottle next to the bed, which had been thrown to the ground. He sat down at his desk and poured out the paper stars, just as he had picked them up and put them in bottles.
"Tuk-tuk-"
After a few moments, he turned his head.
“Hey,Chu,What’s wrong? (Hi Chu, what's wrong?)" his roommate walked in, it was a North Korean and his classmate of many years abroad, MAX.J.
“I’m all right. (I'm fine)" he said as he lowered his head to unwrap one of the paper stars, a special material that kept shining.
The font on it is written with a very thin needle pen: Chu Fenghao, pray that you are the first in the year again in this final exam.
The corners of his mouth lifted slightly, and he took out a syringe pen of the same model from the drawer, pinched the index and middle fingers of his left hand, and was about to write something on it.
“Hey!”MAX. J looked at Chu Fenghao and shook his head, "How many times have you seen these?" Take apart, take apart!)
“J,Do you know? (Jie, do you know?)" Chu Fenghao put down the pen in his hand, leaned back in his chair, and sighed, "How can we not turn back to the original. (I can't get it back.) )”
“Love! Where there is so complex? Like to say!Chu, you think too much! (Love! How can it be so complicated?If you like it, say it!) Chu, you just think too much.) )”MAX. J said.
“I can't hear in my left ear now. I can't lift it with my right hand. I am a scrap! I can't hold my right hand. I'm a waste!)" Chu Fenghao was a little excited and said in Chinese, "I also want to pursue her like ordinary people, and I want to be with her as an excellent person." ”
I don't understand. )”MAX. J's Chinese is not very good, he doesn't know what Chu Fenghao is talking about in the back, and he can only understand half of it. Half-guessed, he replied, "I believe (convinced) that you... I don't understand it yet... Love (affection) ......" After finishing the lame Chinese, he said again, "??????????????????????. (Love is not the same as perfection????????????????????????????????????..) (The beauty of it lies in the moment when you are free.) )”
MAX. After J finished speaking, he handed him the hearing aid in his left ear on the table and left.
Chu Fenghao didn't understand either.
He didn't get it.
He looked at the note and wrote, "Indeed. He folded it up again and put it back in the bottle.
Every night when he was awakened like this, he would always take apart and fold the "stars", and I don't know how many times I looked at these broken star notes, and I don't know how many times he folded them repeatedly. This time, he wanted to reply one by one on the note.
Half of the dream just now was illusory, it was a beautiful hope. And at this moment, the heart is really missing!
Regular meeting of the sales department
Yiguang looked at the unknown incoming call on the phone screen, no number, no name, no voice.
Is this a normal sales call? No sound because the signal is bad?
Still is?
"Xiao Hei!" Wan Xi'er, who happened to be sitting next to her, pushed Yixuan heavily and said softly, "What do you want?"
"Ahh
Wan Xi'er looked at Yi Can, who was touching his nose, and suddenly thought of something, turned his face to Yi Chan and whispered, "There is news that the Jin Demon is leaving, and the Yin and Yang Monster is making a ghost." ”
Yican was originally absent-minded, but when he heard the news, it suddenly seemed like a bolt of lightning.
Touch your heart!
"What?"