Chapter 730: What Is Love?
"I'm sorry. Xia Rumu said apologetically.
Su Nianqing shook her head and quickly explained, "There's nothing I'm sorry for, this matter has nothing to do with you." ”
"However, the injuries you suffered are all because of me, I don't know, Chu Yechen never forgot me, and I didn't expect that I ......" The latter words were interrupted again by Su Nianqing.
Su Nianqing's little hand fell on Xia Rumu's arm, shook her head, and said, "Rumu, it's been so long, no one has talked to me, I feel too uncomfortable, in fact, I am telling you all this today to chat with you, if you say this, many words, I have no way to continue." ”
Xia Rumu nodded, gentle to the extreme, "Nianqing, you say, I'll listen." ”
"At that time, I was really envious of you, I always thought about how good it would be if I were you, as long as I could get a glance from Chu Yechen, I would be satisfied, and later, I would imitate you. After Su Nianqing finished speaking, she smiled bitterly.
"You, what do you look like me?" Xia Rumu was stunned.
However, think about it, in love, there will always be humble, hey, sometimes, really distressed, in love, people who keep giving.
"I've always looked like you, I tried to get Chu Yechen's attention, and then I realized that in fact, no matter how similar it is, there is no way to become you, Chu Yechen won't look at me more, and then I'm really tired, so just be yourself in peace." Su Nianqing said with a smile.
"Chu Yechen ...... you"
"Chu Yechen has never loved me, not at all, I have no regrets by his side, in the end, it's not hope, how much he loves me, just hope, he can look at me more, so as to forget you, but, it's so difficult, I also tried to leave him in the middle, and then I couldn't stand it, and returned to his side, going around in circles, it's always been like this, after all, it's ......"
"Nianqing, I feel sorry for you, I was also very miserable at that time, but what I survived, now and in the future, I am happy. Xia Rumu said in a low voice.
"That's because Chu Yifeng loves you, Chu Yechen never loved me, at that time, I really didn't have the strength, and I was getting older, so I wanted an explanation, but later, he denied my love, and in a fit of anger, I left, I once thought about going back to find him, but later, I didn't have the strength anymore, I just lived like a year, and later, after living a life, it passed, in fact, it was not so painful. Su Nianqing whispered.
Xia Rumu gently took Su Nianqing's hand and said distressedly, "I know, how did you spend those days? Every day when I opened my eyes, I wanted to return to him and pack up all my things, but when I thought of the pain and my self-esteem, I stopped, and when I dreamed back at midnight, I went crazy again, and I wanted to rush to his side, but I stopped again, and everything went on and on, and later, I got used to it." ”
Su Nianqing nodded and said seriously, "Yes, I am such a process." ”
Later, because I was really numb, I lived such a day every day, and you said, "Do you love?" Actually, I don't know, don't you say you don't love? I don't know that my heart is messy. Xia Rumu analyzed.
"Rumu, in fact, it doesn't matter whether you love or not, anyway, Chu Yechen and I have passed, and now, Dong Shao is very good to me, I just want to live a peaceful life. Su Nianqing clenched her fists and said firmly.
Seeing Chu Yechen again, to say that in the depths of Su Nianqing's heart, there was not a trace of fluctuation, it was fake.
However, no matter how much fluctuations there are, they can't be shaken anymore, otherwise, they will live up to Dongshao.
"Do you like Dong Shao, do you love Dong Shao?" Xia Rumu asked in a low voice.
Su Nianqing opened her mouth and wanted to speak several times, but she was silent.
Answer me that question. Xia Rumu couldn't get an answer, so she began to ask again.
"I don't like it now, I don't love it, it doesn't mean that I don't like it in the future, feelings can be cultivated. Su Nianqing replied very seriously.
Xia Rumu shook her head and laughed like this, "Feelings can be cultivated?"
"Rumu, you can, feelings must be cultivated. Su Nianqing said firmly.
"If you don't love, feelings can't be cultivated, I used to think the same as you, I think feelings, there is no problem at all, cultivation and cultivation, it will always be good, and then it turns out that feelings can't be cultivated, I am an example. Xia Rumu said very seriously.
Su Nianqing frowned like this and did not speak.
Xia Rumu patted Su Nianqing's shoulder and said unhurriedly, "At that time, I thought that as long as I gave everything, I could do it, but later I found out that it didn't work at all, in fact, you shouldn't delay others, if you can't give it, the love he wants will be more painful to drag it down." ”
"I ......"
"Nianqing, I'm not speaking for Chu Yechen, it doesn't matter if you are with him in the future, it doesn't matter, but this heart, you have to see it clearly, don't hurt yourself, and don't delay others, after all, when the time comes, you will feel guilty. Xia Rumu said softly.
Xia Rumu is a person from the past, these words are indeed true.
Although Su Nianqing didn't want to think deeply about this question, she really shouldn't ignore it, and she finally nodded, "Yes, you are right, many things can't be so thoughtless, Rumu, thank you for saying this for me, I will think about it clearly." ”
"Ask your heart, who do you love?" Xia Rumu said.
"Rumu, actually, sometimes, I really want to ask you, once Mr. Chu gave you so much harm, where did you get the courage to forgive him?
Xia Rumu smiled faintly and said, "Because I know that as long as I am willing to believe in love, there will be love, I looked at what Chu Yifeng did for me, I thought about what he said to me, and I firmly believed that he would definitely love me, and so would he be in the future." ”
"Because I believe in love. Su Nianqing said quietly.
"I believe that it is good enough to make Chu Yifeng love, even if he doesn't love me, it doesn't matter, I can love myself, the sunshine is just right, and it is very beautiful. The smile on the corner of Xia Rumu's mouth is really enviable.
Su Nianqing couldn't help laughing, and looked at Xia Rumu, "Rumu, I believe that you will be happier in the future than you are now, and I will definitely be like this, don't worry, my heart will take a good look and figure it out." ”
"Nianqing, you don't have to imitate me, let alone envy me, I believe that the spring that belongs to you will come in the near future. Xia Rumu's heartfelt blessings.