Chapter 189: Sealing Six Feelings
It's not that Shen Lu deliberately scared himself. It was in this environment that Shen Lu finally understood what was bothering him.
After falling out with the Shen family, Shen Lu wanted to improve his strength more than once, and the fact is that Shen Lu did improve his huge strength in just a few days.
The first is to unlock the resistance system, allowing Shen Lu to freely choose to greatly strengthen certain aspects. The second was the Nine Shadows Duel, which made Shen Lu almost leap forward in the weakest martial arts in his usual life. Immediately after the six-level trial of King Lian's Mansion, there were huge rewards, as well as the wordless book, the divine consciousness space, and even the permanent Yuan Soul Clone Technique skill card that had just discovered the effect tonight.
It stands to reason that Shen Lu should be happy with so many improvements suddenly, but the sense of crisis looming in his heart has never subsided, but has intensified.
Knowing that tonight, Shen Lu discovered this third person hidden in the night, and this sense of crisis was finally completely aroused.
Who is this person? Is this man or woman, fat or thin, friend or foe? Or is he deliberately disguised to assassinate Shen Lu, but in fact he is only acting for Shen Chonglou? Or is it a friend whom Shen Lu trusts very much, but wants to take advantage of this opportunity to assassinate Shen Lu?
Shen Lu couldn't answer any of the countless questions. There is no other information other than knowing that this person is powerful.
This fear of the unknown, mixed with the unique sense of loneliness in the dark night, pushed Shen Lu's fear of the unknown to the extreme, and finally made Shen Lu understand why he was afraid of the past few days.
Shen Lu was betrayed by the Shen family, but he actually did not make the slightest psychological preparation. So the moment he was betrayed, the beautiful vision he had imagined in Shen Lu's heart collapsed instantly.
Now counting, less than half a month ago, Shen Lu was still thinking about how to help revitalize the Shen family in the future, how to get along with the Qu family in the future, how to deal with the previous relationship between Qu Jinling and Xu Wenrui, etc., all he thought of were some good things that were troubled, but they were very stable and peaceful.
Although he had promised Qu Jinling to help her deal with the fairy child's affairs at that time, Shen Lu at that time had no concept of what the end of the world, what fairy child's ability and so on, so he boasted that Haikou agreed to Qu Jinling. In Shen Lu's opinion, the most serious thing about anything is death anyway, where is it so big?
At that time, Shen Lu was thinking about how to balance his identity as the eldest young master of the Shen family, how to help Manxue City open up mountain roads, etc., which were all very realistic and beautiful affairs. Even if the end of the world related to Fairy Child, Shen Lu treated it with an attitude that although he did not admit it, he was actually optimistic.
But all these thoughts, all the beautiful visions for the future, completely collapsed at the moment when the Shen family betrayed Shen Lu.
At that moment, what Shen Lu thought about most in his mind was not hatred, but unconsciously asking himself: What should I do in the future?
Falling out with the Shen family is tantamount to getting involved in the confrontation with the four major families in the future, and you will never have peace in the future, and everything you enjoyed before is like a beautiful soap bubble: no matter how beautiful it is, no matter how high it floats, it will eventually be impossible to escape the fate of disappearing without a trace after bursting.
The dull and peaceful days in Shen Lu's dream did not come, ushering in an unknown future that he had never imagined.
All of this was something that Shen Lu had never thought about less than half a month ago.
But Shen Lu's strong heart and calm thinking have been suppressing Shen Lu's confusion about the future and his fear of everything.
So Shen Lu did not collapse on the spot at that time. On the contrary, because of his extremely strong heart, Shen Lu reacted on the spot and used his wine clone to attack the Shen family, so that Shen Lu could win back a city in the confrontation with the Shen family.
But this doesn't mean that Shen Lu was not afraid at that time, it's just that he hid this fear very well, not only deceived all outsiders, but also deceived himself.
If it was just because of this incident, Shen Lu's pressure might really be suppressed by his self-confidence, and he might not be able to discover the fear in his heart.
However, in the next few years, similar pressure found Shen Lu again and again.
First of all, because of the occupation of the quota of the Ancient Saint Academy, Shen Lu was unable to study, so Gu Daoyuan, an old guy, came up with the idea of letting Shen Lu become a great mentor. At that time, Shen Lu was also in a state of confusion, and perhaps he also needed something to prove that he was not afraid of the Shen family, so he agreed. This incident alone brought huge and invisible pressure to Shen Lu.
Immediately after that, the students of the Heart Dao Academy were all thorns, and they were more and more troublesome to deal with, which also brought a lot of pressure to Shen Lu, so that he spent most of his time thinking about how to go to class and how to take care of this group of ancestors.
Then Ouyang Zhong had an accident, Shen Lu went to help, and while helping Ouyang Zhong untie the knot by the way, it also caused himself and Ouyang Zhong's mother Qin to have a mustard, and the other party seemed to become one of his enemies.
Not only that, but also Dong Jingfu who met when he was in the sixth pass of Lian Wangfu, and the responsibility he entrusted to Shen Lu Sword Lianmei.
Of course, what subverted Shen Lu the most and made Shen Lu feel at a loss for the future was the fact of predicting the existence of fairy children. If Shen Lu was entangled before, it was limited to the Jade Emperor City, at most it was a matter of the Ancient Saint Kingdom.
And this prophecy fairy child directly supported Shen Lu to the level of the entire Wanfa Continent. And predicting reality, Shen Lu in the future will have to rely on a large number of clones to face one of the four demon beasts that was once one of the four major demon beasts in the ancient flood period......
Why, what is this?
Shen Lu's calmness had been suppressing the roaring voice in his heart. In just a few days, Shen Lu received too much information, and his emotions were already on the verge of collapse.
And tonight, Shen Lu suddenly faced a situation where he would kill himself at any time, but he didn't know anything about the other party, and combined with the extremely oppressive environment around him, Shen Lu's suppressed emotions finally came to the breaking point.
It is precisely because of this that Shen Lu had to take the risk of trying to use the seven-needle psychic!
Because it is no exaggeration, Shen Lu knew that if he endured it any longer, he would definitely be scared to death by himself!
There are seven emotions of joy, anger, worry, sorrow, panic and panic, and Shen Lu directly closed the other six emotions except for thinking.
In other words, Shen Lu at this time has become a monster without any emotional burden, leaving only Lichun's 'thoughts' and magnifying them infinitely!
This kind of thinking represents two major meanings in the emotion. One is thinking, and the other is missing. Thinking, as the name suggests, is the ability of logical analysis, Shen Lu needs a cool mind to deal with everything that happens in front of him, so he must retain the emotion of thinking.
On the other hand, thinking also represents longing. This kind of longing is the longing for one's own feelings and all aspects.
The reason why Shen Lu didn't dare to use the seven-needle psychic to manipulate his head before was because Shen Lu clearly understood a truth: human beings cannot lose these seven emotions at the same time.
It's not that it's bad to lose these emotions, on the contrary, according to Shen Lu's guess, when a person loses these seven emotions, he will experience a supreme feeling that surpasses human beings, and even transcends everything.
It was a state of pure thought that was above everything, even over all living beings, over everything, and that feeling must have been very wonderful.
But at the same time, it is extremely dangerous!
After listening to the legend of the fairy child, Shen Lu was even more convinced that his guess was not wrong.
In the legend of Fairy Child, it is precisely because of these seven emotions that the creatures that can be born in the chaotic world have wisdom and consciousness.
In other words, a person who has lost these seven emotions is not only not a human being, but also a living being, and can really only be regarded as a monster wandering in the world.
Of course, it's a monster, and it has to be strong in its own right. If Shen Lu casually pulled an old man who was about to return on the street, and used him to use seven needles of psychic to close the seven feelings, he would not be able to become as powerful as Shen Lu imagined.
But once this method is used on themselves, or some extremely powerful people, such as Ouyang Zhong, such as Shen Chonglou, such as Qu Xuanzong, etc., they can give full play to their own advantages, so as to shape themselves into the terrifying monsters that Shen Lu imagined.
Therefore, even if Shen Lu is now scared to the limit, he has to leave a trace of longing to maintain his last bit of concern as a creature like a human.
When Shen Lu finally performed the seven-needle channeling, he instantly felt that his head was extremely clear. All the panic, confusion and other emotions that I had just generated disappeared.
In addition to analyzing everything that happened just now, there is only one thing in my mind, and that is to let the people I care about never be harmed!
Xu Wenrui, Qu Jinling, Baili Yiming, Dugu Yiyi, Fang Lan, Ouyang Zhong, Liu Muyun, Liu Muyu...... A lot of names that you might not remember all the names that you usually remember now come to mind one by one.
At this moment, Shen Lu just wants to fight for them! What fairy child, what big snake, what Shen family, what mysterious master, come if there is a kind! In order to protect the people he misses and loves, he is willing to pay all the price!
When the belief was focused and strong enough, Shen Lu's mind became clearer than ever.
This is not only the credit of the seven-needle psychic, but also the result of him just counting all the sixteen resistance points to 'wisdom'.
So at this moment, Shen Lu figured everything out, and at the same time, he was no longer afraid of the mysterious person hiding in the dark.
All of this seems to be something that Shen Lu figured out and did after a long ideological struggle. But in reality, all this happens very quickly.
It was during the conversation between Shen Lu's Yuan Soul clone and Shen Chonglou that Shen Lu figured everything out, pricked himself with a needle, and then made up his mind.
Immediately afterwards, Shen Lu used the Yuan Soul clone to come up with the sentence 'Adopted Son Plan', which made Shen Chonglou's face change greatly, and he couldn't help but look at the roof opposite the window.
And at this moment, Shen Lu also concluded through Shen Chonglou's eyes that the other party was on the roof of the opposite house.
At this time, Shen Lu had only one thought in his mind: find the other party and see who it was. If it's someone you care about, give him a chance to explain. If it's someone you don't know, kill!