Chapter 37: Hopeless

What is left in my hands now? Is it the little bit of brilliance when my parents were there? Or is it the satisfaction that I had when I was a child?

But now everything is gone for me.

Even if you try hard again and find a new job, you must be a weak person in the eyes of many people around you.

Sheng Shao had already received a notice from the company, and he had just entered this company for a few days, because these things were piled up, so the last person to leave had to be himself.

So what is the meaning of living in this world now?

Sheng Shao's eyes looked out the window stupidly.

She really didn't have much hope for this world, and originally thought that if she found a new job, she could support herself and start a new life.

But she forgot that she had a past that she couldn't look back on.

Even if everything was well planned, the family would still come to the door endlessly.

The people of the Shen family are like a piece of dog skin plaster, which will adhere to wherever it is pasted.

When I looked up and saw that in the empty room, there were still portraits of my father and mother, and the family that was once so happy was now left to live in this lonely world.

"Dad, Mom, why did you leave your daughter alone?"

Sheng Shao's tears fell.

In the past, she didn't understand these sorrows, and she couldn't understand the hardships of life when she heard her friends complaining about the hardships in life.

Until one day, it is your turn to face these things in life.

Only then did she realize that the words of her friend were not disease-free*.

If at this time, Mu Wei can call himself and have a good talk with himself.

Then take this opportunity to explain to him what happened in the hotel that day, maybe his emotions will be eased a lot.

But why do you have to explain it to him? Is it all so important? Sheng Shao asked himself.

That's it, the world has never treated itself well, all it gives itself is suffering, she holds the wine bottle in her hand.

Several bottles of vodka had already been down, and she visibly felt her head a little dizzy.

Jingle Bell ......

The phone on the table rang, it was a call from his good friend Lin Ke.

At this time, I must have comforted myself by calling myself, but what use is this for myself?

"Shao Shao, I heard that you lost your job, you just joined the company for a few days, and if you want me to say that your director can't do it for long, if you don't believe it, please okay." ”

"Her work performance is not bad, but her character is not good. ”

Lin Ke shook his head on the phone.

"My silly girl, you are really naΓ―ve, people like her are easy to be criticized behind her back in the company, even if you don't let her lose this case this time, I don't think she will be able to get promoted. ”

"Whatever, anyway, I've come out of the company, and this company will have nothing to do with me anymore. ”

Lin Ke could clearly hear on the phone that Sheng Shao's mood was very low.

The two of them have been good friends for so many years, and she can feel the slightest change in her mood.

During this time, life has been constantly putting pressure on her, first she just divorced her husband, and then lost her father and mother.

God simply played a big joke with her, and all of a sudden, from a rich princess to the point where she is now, no one can easily accept it.

In addition, in her family, the unconscious mother-in-law and sister-in-law came to find fault in three days, and she had seen all of them.

"Shaoshao, the job is lost, we can still find it again, I see that you can take a good rest at home during this time, adjust your state, I will go back tomorrow to see how you are?"

Sheng Shao's mood was extremely low.

"Don't look for a job for the time being, take a break at home, you don't have to rush back to see me, I'm fine." ”

Sheng Shao knew that his good friend, Lin Ke was usually busy with work, and her perverted company often needed to work overtime.

She didn't want to bother her with anything, she had helped herself enough.

"Really, you still don't come back, I want to calm myself down during this time, and I will adjust it when the time comes, so don't worry. ”

Hearing Sheng Shao say this, Lin Ke also decided to respect her ideas and give her some personal space to adjust well.

After hanging up the phone, Sheng Shao thought of Mu Ji.

Although the two have not known each other for a long time, from the bottom of their hearts, they inevitably admit that they have some likes for him.

Otherwise, this matter would not care so much about her feelings, although he already has a girlfriend by his side, Sheng Shao still wants to call him before leaving this world.

Doodoo ......

After the phone was dialed, it rang several times.

It's always a beep.

Mu Ji sat in the office and saw that it was her call, and he could have answered it, but thinking of what she did that day made his heart ache.

Of course, Mu Wei didn't pick up the phone, in the end, no matter how much he denied his liking for Sheng Shao, he still minded this matter.

Sheng Shao, wake up quickly, how could he be the general manager of a company, how could he answer your phone?

The two of you just slept by chance, after all, you will not be a person in the same world, there is such a suitable person around him, what reason would he fall in love with such a poor person as you?

Don't be whimsical, don't drag others down, maybe now people are living their own leisurely life, and to disturb over and over again is to bring humiliation on themselves.

Sheng Shao repeated these words over and over again in his heart.

The vodka bottles in front of him were scattered all over the ground, scattered on the carpet, and Sheng Shao was also sitting on the ground, his hair was messy, tears were stained all over his face, and his hair was congealed in some places.

After all, she didn't call Mu Ji this time, and she was about to leave this world, so she left easily, and it wouldn't bother anyone.