Chapter 282: A Weeping Heart
On the stage, Lin Qirong didn't know that a conspiracy was coming at him, so he played the last note, so he slowly put down the ocarina, bowed to the string orchestra behind him, and thanked them for their accompaniment.
With their cooperation, I can interpret such a piece so perfectly.
The musicians of the orchestra smiled in return, and they also enjoyed a hearty performance, which was very satisfying.
Thanks to this man for creating such a beautiful song, they have a hunch that this will become a classic song that will be remembered and loved no matter how many years later.
Then they greeted the audience together and received cheers and applause from the audience.
Applause from the audience, which is the greatest appreciation I have received as a musician.
In the applause of the audience, the string orchestra left the stage one by one, and Lin Qirong remained on the stage.
He still has a song to perform.
The intro music sounded, with a hint of sadness.
Lin Qirong looked up at the sky for a while, then lowered his head and held the microphone and began to sing.
"This street is too crowded, too many people have secrets, there is fog on the glass who is hidden in the past..."
He didn't belong to this world, but he came to this world because of an accident, which is his biggest secret.
and the "blood feud" on his body, which makes him cautious when doing anything.
Including facing feelings.
"Before I could write down your details and describe how I love you, you left me with a smile......"
Lin Qirong quietly told a poignant story in song, and the figures of the two girls also flashed in his heart.
Xue Yuzhi, a poor and lovely girl, came together with him by accident.
I should love her, not only because of her covetousness, but also because of her wholehearted dedication and the sense of stability she gives herself.
I once thought about going on like this with her.
But all this has changed dramatically since he participated in "Where Are You Going, Dad", in order to find the truth, he became a star and stepped into the entertainment industry.
But because of this incident, Xue Yuzhi's self-confidence that had just emerged shrank back, and he chose to escape with low self-esteem, not wanting to affect his future because of her.
As the song says, she smiled and walked away from herself.
She thought she was doing the right thing, but she cut her heart like a knife.
"This doesn't feel right, I'm trying to make amends, I didn't give some of the feelings that should be considerate, your pouting wish is very humble and compromising, it's me who ignores it, you just want someone to accompany ......"
That night, he knew that Xue Yuzhi was crying, and he knew that she felt inferior and unworthy of herself.
In fact, how can I deserve her?
If you say that you are tempted by Xue Yuzhi, then you should be tempted by Zuo Youran.
Since when did it start? or when the festival was performing, or whatever.
I am used to the feeling of her being around, used to handing over Tongtong to her, and used to seeing her blushing.
I always thought it was because of Tongtong, but when I couldn't see her, I realized that it wasn't because of Tongtong, but because I didn't know when I fell in love with this girl.
When they were surrounded in the amusement park, when Zuo Youran was transferred to another class, when they met again just nodded in greeting, when he sang this song, he understood his heart.
I fell in love with two girls at the same time, and I was really a bastard.
"You have shed tears for me a few times, and I am so haggard, and I am heartbroken, you are guilty of your beauty, and I don't deserve it. ”
A tear slipped from the corner of his eye.
At this moment, he deeply understood the mood of Dong Chou when he wrote this song.
It's that I don't deserve it.
The moving singing touched all the audience present, and they all stopped their movements and looked at Lin Qirong on the stage blankly, tears also slid from the corners of their eyes.
Who does not have a man in his heart?
The word love hurts the most.
Backstage, Xiao Ying opened her mouth wide and looked at Lin Qirong in a daze, and a strange emotion suddenly appeared in her heart.
She knew that the girl in Lin Qirong's mouth must not be herself, maybe it was the girl who had an affair with him?
Suddenly there was some envy for her.
Han Bing stood behind the stage, also immersed in the singing, a tear sliding down his face.
He didn't know how to convey such complex emotions from the song.
At the beginning, between love and career, he also chose a career, and she was disappointed and left.
To this day, he still remembers the girl vividly, and rejoices at her small success, because she finally won the first prize in her life and made a table full of dishes to celebrate.
But after she became famous, she couldn't show up in front of the public, and she couldn't even do the most basic things like dating and watching movies.
In the end, she chose to leave alone, and smiled and sent blessings to herself.
Whenever he dreams back at midnight, he still remembers the girl.
I'm sorry for her, I don't deserve to have such a good her.
There are other stars who feel the same way as him, and Lin Qirong's song pierced their strong defenses and turned over the deepest memories in their hearts.
It's not easy to be a star, especially a celebrity who is popular, every move will be photographed by the media, and a trace of scandal may make fans big, and many companies will openly and secretly prohibit celebrities from falling in love.
But who doesn't have a lover in their hearts? Who doesn't want to have a sweet date with her?
It's just that reality makes them have to give up such a luxury, and then watch her leave.
Many people hid their faces and wept, missing her.
……
In the Jiang'an Huafu Community, Xue Yuzhi sat on the sofa holding a pillow, and watched Lin Qirong sing this song affectionately on the TV in a daze, letting tears flow down his face.
She remembered the bits and pieces she had with Lin Qirong.
The first meeting, the first intimate contact when taking out the garbage, the fight between Lin Qirong and Tan Xing, his appearance in front of him when he was cornered, Tangshan taking a hot spring trip to Jinling, Yazhou tour, and every moment of "cohabitation" life......
Every scene is a sweet memory.
The first time after drinking, she was deeply impressed, remembering every movement he made on her, remembering how she touched every inch of his skin with her hands.
From that moment on, I gave my whole self to him, willing to be his canary, and regarded his goodness and laughter as everything in my life......
When she moved out on her own, she saw the loss in his eyes.
She could feel the heaviness of turning back and leaving as she rejected his reassurance in the dark.
But she doesn't regret it, it's because she doesn't deserve him, he should have a better girl by his side, not herself, she will only bring him trouble, and she will only become a handle for others to attack him.
She clutched the pillow in her hand and curled up together.
You don't have to apologize, you don't have to feel guilty, it's me who doesn't deserve it.
……
In another house, Luo Meihong looked at Zuo Youran, who had a calm face, and said cautiously.
"I don't think this song is for you. ”
Zuo Youran didn't answer, and scenes flashed in his mind.
The first time we met, the first time we performed together, I played happily with Tongtong in Qingcheng Town, Yazhou was pulled by someone's arm, he practiced the piano together, went to the amusement park together, and he defended himself in the face of so many people......
It turns out that I have so many intersections with him unconsciously.
Do you like him?
I had some doubts before, but at this moment there were no more doubts.
Yes, I like him.
That's why I will unconsciously get used to his existence, and after leaving, I don't feel good in my heart.
"Leisurely, what's wrong with you?" Luo Meihong looked at her worriedly.
Recently, Zuo Youran has become very silent, which makes her a little worried.
"It's nothing, it's a nice song. Zuo Youran reacted and laughed softly.
Of course she knew that it was a good song, a song that made her cry in her heart for a long time.
Luo Meihong said with some hesitation, "I think Dad Tongtong seems to like you, you are so beautiful, so gentle, so temperamental, and you have such a good relationship with Tongtong."
And Tongtong's father is talented and can cook good dishes, although he is not as handsome as Li Junxi, but he has a good temperament, and he feels that he can't get tired of looking at it, and even the more he looks at it, the more he likes it.
Talented and beautiful, you are the most suitable in any way.
I'm not saying anything, it's just that it's really hard to find someone like this who is suitable and likes you, and you really have to cherish it.
Although he may have a relationship with that beautiful woman, so what? As long as he is not married, he is not the final winner, and even if he is married, he can get divorced. ”
The more Luo Meihong spoke, the more chaotic she became, "In short, I just said one word, you are a match made in heaven, it's a pity not to come together." ”
Zuo Youran gently patted her hand portrait, "Thank you, Meihong, I know you are for my good." ”
On TV, Lin Qirong had already finished singing the last lyrics and bowed deeply for a curtain call.
She stood up and prepared to enter the room, Lin Qirong's performance was over, and except for Lin Qirong, other people's performances did not let her like it.
"Leisurely, what the hell do you think?"
Luo Meihong shouted loudly, "Tongtong will suddenly cry when she goes to bed at noon, because she misses you, she really treats you as a mother."
If you like it, be bold enough to chase it, what are you doing hanging like this?
Isn't it a pity to miss love for the sake of so-called self-esteem?
If you don't like it, then when I haven't said anything. ”
Zuo You didn't look back, "Meihong, thank you, I'll think about it." ”
After saying that, she went into the room, closed the door, sat down at the desk, opened a book in front of her, and was in a daze.
In front of her, there was a stack of books.
Management, Psychology, Public Relations......
After a moment's pause, her eyes became firm, and she took out a piece of paper from a drawer and wrote three large characters on it.
Letter of resignation!
I'm sorry, Mom, I'm disobedient again.