Seeing Zheng Youwei wearing an apron and flour sticking everywhere, Luo Yu said with a smile: "You don't know that she has tossed me to death for this past few days, it seems that you are really her lucky star, you have succeeded as soon as you come." ”

"She's trying to change careers. ”

Chu Haoxuan actually doesn't like eating this kind of small snack very much, it's just that he wants to please Luo Yu, and the happiness he was able to talk to Zheng Youwei before was completely because he wanted to please the people around her first.

"She's thinking about making it for somebody. ”

Luo Yu smiled and took the remaining half of the snacks from Chu Haoxuan's hand, she knew that he didn't like these at all, she didn't stop it before, but she knew that Zheng Youwei made those that he couldn't eat at all, so it was good for him to give advice, after all, among the few of them in the past few years, he had the most time to return to China, and even brought them the kind of pastries that could be saved, so Zheng Youwei attached great importance to his opinion.

"Alright, you can rest early, you've done it all day, let's eat these for tomorrow's breakfast, so as not to waste it." Luo Yu looked at a large plate here, and could imagine that there were still a lot of them in the kitchen, and added: "Tomorrow I will make a bag and give it to the neighbors to taste." ”

"Well, yes, yes, I can ask them for their opinions when the time comes, and then improve it. ”

Zheng Youwei was even more happy, although there were already dark circles under her eyes, she didn't care at all.

When there were only two people left, Chu Haoxuan looked at Luo Yu with a smile but was stunned when he found that she didn't know what she was thinking, but it didn't diminish his fun at all.

Kissing her face gently, the soft and smooth skin made his whole body suddenly warm, he felt very wronged, he hadn't been able to see her for so many days, and she was still in a daze at the moment.

With a little force, he gently circled her delicate rose-like lips and bit lightly, until they were both out of breath before Luo Yu realized that he had arrived in the bedroom without knowing when.

She found that her brain was simply blank, and then she was directly startled when she suddenly found that she had peeled off Chu Haoxuan's clothes, when did she start to be so impatient.

Thinking about her previous life, she was quite painful for this kind of thing, although her first time was with her husband, but that kind of scene didn't want to come back a second time in the later days, and the number of times she was together after marriage was only once a week.

Every time she does this, she will do a long time of psychological construction for herself in advance, so she never knows what is good about this kind of thing.

This experience is actually the most important reason why she is quite repulsed by love in this life, because she is afraid of the last level, she simply doesn't start at all, but how can she say this kind of thing, even in this country, she can't do it.

But even if she was born with rejection of this matter, she still couldn't stop that instinct, yes, in the words that Zheng Youwei told her after sleeping with her boyfriend for the first time, it was just the instinct when the love was strong.

She remembered that it might be that she always had some flinching movements every time she had intimate movements with him, so the first time she slept with him was basically when she was half-drunk.

"Ahh

A slight tingling pain in the current rushed straight to the brain, and she couldn't help moaning, she lowered her head a little dissatisfied, and was even more frightened, at this moment she was already lying on a jade body, probably aware of her inattention, so the man reminded him of his existence with practical actions.

She always felt as if she had forgotten something, and was about to concentrate on thinking about it when she was interrupted, lust came like a tide, her brain was blank again, she couldn't think of anything, forget it, she couldn't remember it now, she intuitively knew that it wasn't a very good thing.

After everything passed, the two of them were very tired, Luo Yu leaned on his arms, closed his eyes and recalled everything that had just happened.

Some time ago, she always felt that she might only rely on alcohol to survive, after all, she felt that she really liked the person in front of her, so it was impossible for her to always retreat from every time like she did in her previous life, always find all kinds of excuses to escape, and even this situation was even more in the eyes of her after giving birth to a child, but she forgot that she couldn't choose everything at all, and that lewd man wouldn't give her any choice at all.

That's right, it's obscene, it's just that she feels that it's completely unfair for her to crusade against herself in her previous life at this time, and she let go of it after thinking about it, since her own trouble is no longer a problem, then there is no point in thinking about it anymore.

After removing this paragraph from her mind, she felt much more relaxed, after all, this matter had bothered her for a long time, since she found out that she began to have a good impression of Chu Haoxuan, she once suppressed this relationship to death, until finally she couldn't suppress it completely and finally broke out.

When she deliberately took psychology, she told herself that she must not let the shadows of her previous life envelop her, so she did not run away at the last moment as usual, but numbed her part of her feelings with alcohol, which was indeed a success, and she was happy for a long time.

Hearing Chu Haoxuan's slight snoring, she closed her eyes and smiled, this man seemed to be very tired, and gently removed his hand on her body, and she got off the bed lightly.

She needed to get out of the house and calm down, the room was filled with lust that made it impossible for her to concentrate at all, and she felt like she had forgotten something important.

Kicked the clothes on the side of the bed away, opened the closet, found a pajama from the inside, wrapped it up, and then opened the door and went out.

After going out, she was excited, but she didn't expect that Zheng Youwei, a little girl, would actually turn off the heating of the entire house at this time, and it was too cold outside.

Hurriedly pushed open the door of the study to turn up the heating in the room, wrapped his clothes tightly, and jumped a few steps before he had the ability to wait for the heating to rise.

Wait until the temperature is suitable before turning it back, take out the document bag from the drawer, and gently stroke it, which contains all the information of Chu Haoxuan's mother, including the ones she has found these days, she has printed them all out and put them in.

Rubbing the file bag carefully, she didn't know if what she was going to do next was the right thing, but she knew that if she didn't do it, the two of them would most likely come to an end.

I knew that she wouldn't take this matter, Uncle He was simply too hateful, who let him say these things to himself so clearly, so that he is now full of guilt and self-blame.

Chu Haoxuan didn't see Luo Yu's figure when he woke up in the middle of the night, he thought about getting up from the bed, skillfully found his pajamas from the wardrobe, put them on and opened the bedroom door, and deliberately looked at the time when he went out, he didn't expect that he would be able to sleep until this time, but usually Luo Yu would be in the gym downstairs at this time, he thought about it and was about to go downstairs when he saw the light coming from the small study at the end of the corridor.

The room was unlocked, and when he pushed the door in, he saw Luo Yu curled up on a chair next to the bookcase.

"What's wrong?"

Touching Luo Yu's head, Chu Haoxuan squatted in front of her, Luo Yu at this time looked like a special little pet, and he couldn't wait to hold her directly in his arms.

Luo Yu raised her head, Chu Haoxuan was taken aback, her face was full of tears, and she didn't speak when she saw Chu Haoxuan, but just pointed to the desk.

Chu Haoxuan turned his head to look at the table, there was nothing strange, it was just that there was an open file bag on the table, and there were some photos and materials on the table that were not clear from this angle.

When he got up and opened it, his whole world collapsed.

Luo Yu buried her head in her arm again from the moment he got up, and she didn't want to see what happened next.

Chu Haoxuan sat directly on the floor, to be precise, he knelt on the ground, he never thought about this day, he wanted to say something, but his body was completely out of control.

He didn't want to believe what he had just seen, but the facts were so clear and clear in front of him that he couldn't believe it.

After a long, long time, it was so long that Luo Yu couldn't pretend anymore, she got down from the chair and hugged Chu Haoxuan, who was trembling all over, and couldn't say anything.

Until there were various noises downstairs, even Luo Yu could feel that the temperature in the room had risen again, and she knew that it was Zheng Youwei who turned on the heating in the living room.

Luo Yu felt that no one could tell her how to face this situation with all her experiences and the experiences of her previous life over the years.

In her previous life, she couldn't remember what her parents looked like, and although she couldn't adapt to it for a long time after leaving that small village, she later learned that she didn't miss it at all, what she missed was just the life she could control, and she knew what her next step would be and what her future would look like, but after leaving there, she didn't know anymore.

But when she got used to it, she knew that what she liked most was the city, she loved it, but now she understands that the pain was just because she didn't have the ability to control her life, but even then no one told her how to face such a life.

Especially this kind of thing she didn't understand at all, in her previous life, she didn't know when the relatives around her left, and she didn't care about this.

And in this life, although she has also experienced the tragedy of the death of her parents, she still doesn't think she has the ability to deal with such a thing, and even after opening the file bag last night, a lot of information on it reminded her of Meng Yao and Chen Yu, she herself is out of control, how to comfort others.

The two of them hugged each other tightly, Chu Haoxuan felt that he wanted to shout, but he couldn't, and he couldn't even open his mouth at all.

It wasn't until Zheng Youwei carefully pushed open the door with a tray, she waited downstairs for a long time and didn't see these two people go downstairs, she didn't want to come up, but it was already afternoon, she couldn't help but come up with food, she just wanted to send them some water and food and leave, but she didn't expect to see such a scene.

She originally wanted to quit at the first time, but when she thought about it, something seemed wrong.

Putting down the tray in her hand, Zheng Youwei came over to help, the two of them didn't react at all, she was startled, and then looked at the photos and materials scattered on the ground, she understood that this situation was not what she thought at all.

Forcefully slapped Luo Yu awake, and the two of them worked together to put Chu Haoxuan down on the floor, but he couldn't wake up, maybe he didn't want to wake up at all, maybe if he didn't wake up, he could think that this thing was a dream.

"Sister, does it matter if he wants this?"

Zheng Youwei asked worriedly, she remembered that when her grandmother died, she died a painful death, but no one would pay attention to her at that time, so after grief, she was still faced with the question of what to do in the future, and it can even be said that hunger directly defeated grief.

But in the face of all this, she didn't know what to do at all.

"I don't know, don't worry about it yet, I don't know what to do?"

Luo Yu looked at the man who had covered the blanket and put it on the carpet, his eyes were tightly closed, and he could only spread his hands.

"Forget it, I'm going to starve to death, do you have anything to eat?"

Luo Yu looked down and saw that her pajamas that had been loosened were re-tied, and then took the cup handed by Zheng Youwei and drank all the warm milk in one go, and after a few minutes, she felt that she could finally recover her strength.

Propping herself up on the floor, she took a few bites of the sandwich on the tray as she closed the door and walked out.

"Sister, what should he do?"

Zheng Youwei followed behind, Chu Haoxuan's appearance scared her, she cautiously poked the person just now, and there was no reaction at all.

"Let's let him be quiet first, we can't help now, you let the people in the country watch it closely, don't make any mess these days, my aunt will find an excuse to delay the burial, and wait for him to go back." ”

Luo Yu quickly explained as she went downstairs, she had thought a lot since Uncle He came, but she never thought that Chu Haoxuan would react like this, she didn't know what to do.

"But sister, his plane is tonight, if he is still like this in the afternoon, how can he go?"

Zheng Youwei asked with some worry, she had already helped book the ticket to leave today, and the time was calculated in order to let him catch the funeral, but it was very difficult to see him recover today.

"Forget it, it's really not good, just let them send it. ”

Luo Yu was also worried, she really didn't know what to do about this matter, because everything he showed had nothing to do with what Uncle He told her.