Chapter Eighty-Four: No Fulfillment
Some people live far away from poetry but in another desolate place.
Li Banruo could no longer remember how many cigarettes he had lit, and the man in front of him had gone to a place farther away than poetry for him.
"Old Five, every day you complain that you are too tired to live, just walk away so lightly, you are comfortable, lie down and watch quietly, the sins are left to the living, I really don't know what will happen to me. Li Panruo put the cigarette that had just been lit on the tombstone of Lao Wu.
Listening to rumors, Hejing made the funeral of the fifth child very grand, but also echoed the character of the fifth child before his death, the man who was alive did not have such a spirit, but when he left, he was so vigorous, more like a smiling irony.
Chen Can and Erlong stood behind Li Banruo, just like the men behind the two men Li Banruo back then, maybe Chen Can didn't admit it at this moment.
But in my heart, I may have been shaken by this bastard.
Li Banruo lit a cigarette again.
"Your life is in my hands, even with your share, I live well, if you can't see what you do, just tell me in a dream, if you want to drink in the next life, take the bottle to the end of the world and smile at me, I will accompany you to get drunk until the sky is dark. Li Panruo rubbed the only remaining eye, although he didn't know how long this eye could be kept, but as long as that eye could still be seen now, he would live in Li Panruo's way, and he would never betray his original intention for a moment.
"Let's go. Li Banruo turned his head and said to Chen Can.
"There is no other person who wants to meet, this time, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is nine deaths, if some words are not spoken, they will rot in the stomach for a lifetime. Chen Can said.
Li Panruo instinctively shook his head, but the figure appeared in his mind, it was a woman, but in the end he went to see another woman.
Downstairs in a very ordinary apartment, Li Banruo waited for the more feminine woman who still couldn't dress up.
Wang Xialuo, who hurriedly went downstairs, looked at Li Banruo, whose skin was full of scars exposed in front of her, to be exact, she hadn't seen Li Banruo for two years, but occasionally there was the slightest contact between phone calls, she didn't expect Li Banruo to have such a change.
Looking at the black Mercedes-Benz S400 parked on the side, she suddenly understood something, maybe this is the glory that Li Banruo exchanged for something.
"Sister Wang, it's been a long time. Li Panruo didn't look like he didn't put on a good face to Wang Xialuo this time, but he had a look of respect, this young man who was once full of thorns, the awe in his eyes at this moment was genuine.
Faced with such a huge contrast Li Panruo, Wang Xialuo was a little at a loss.
Li Panruo continued to take care of himself: "I heard Wang Hua's kid say, you are getting married, come and say hello to you in advance." ”
Speaking of that, Wang Xialuo's face was a little more sad, but she was silent.
"He, I owe you a story, this story, I owe you a story, in fact, you already have such a place in his heart, but in this world, sometimes, there is no result of this thing after all, it's not that the time is wrong, it's not that it's missed, it's just that it's destined in the dark. Li Banruo took out the cigarette box with only one left, and wanted to light it, but in the end he just held it in his mouth.
"You came here on purpose, you don't just want to say this to me, right?" Wang Xialuo looked at Li Panruo extremely calmly, not like some women who are dying and alive to tear their hearts, age and experience make this woman not easy to express her feelings.
But in his eyes, there was something heartbreaking, so that Li Banruo didn't dare to look at it, for fear that he would also fall into it.
I still owe her a story, which may not matter to a passerby, but to an insider, it is a painful sadness.
It's a silent choking.
He created such a story, but he did not finish it, he should be a sinner, and he is not qualified to say that he has a clear conscience, because he himself knows better than anyone that he is the one who should be spurned the most.
Disappointed too much, Li Panruo muttered, and finally chose to light this cigarette, because he didn't know how to wake up.
"I checked that person, a very clean person, it is worth entrusting for life, you should marry it, you are not young, although it is a little painful to put down that moment, but life is still long, it is not like me and him, how many days can I live, I can't say for sure. Li Panruo muttered, still not daring to look at Wang Xialuo's eyes,
"What have you been through?" she said with a little more annoyance on her face, but she tried to hide it.
But the next moment, when Wang Xialuo saw Li Panruo's only remaining eyes, her emotions completely calmed down, maybe there were the same things as her, but there were more different and sadder things.
"Have you seen him?" Wang Xialuo continued to ask.
"It's even if he's seen it, to put it bluntly, he's not a living person anymore, let alone love someone. Li Panruo said with a sigh.
"How much did he go through?"
Li Panruo shook his head, he felt that he was not qualified to answer this question.
"But I can promise you that if he is still alive, he will definitely come to you, but he doesn't want to see the Wang Xialuo who used to be, he wants to see the happy Wang Xialuo, and the Wang Xialuo who has a future, so don't let the next possible reunion become heavy. After Li Banruo finished speaking, he stepped on the cigarette butt and turned to leave.
Fortunately, Wang Xialuo didn't stop him, otherwise he really didn't know how to face it.
What he shouldn't have done, he did again.
At this moment, Li Banruo especially felt like a person, and that person was the Ninth Master.
At this moment, can I be regarded as standing at the same height as the Ninth Master, facing the same storm that is also related to the life and death of my loved one?
When a child who is trying to chase the stars finally catches up with the stars, this child is no longer considered a child, but it seems that this child is a qualified adult.
Only by reaching the end can we accurately evaluate a person's life, and now, this game of chess, whether it stinks or not, whether Red has entered a dead game or Black has been unable to fight back, must continue to play, only in this way, after the clouds are rolling, can it be understood.
Sitting in the car, Li Panruo looked at Chen Can, then at Erlong, and finally the three of them looked at each other and smiled, and stepped into the center of this game of chess, the eye of the huge storm!