After making such a big incident, Shi Sangyu no longer had the indifferent look he had when he came.

The family sat at the dining table and had a sense of joy.

Listening to Qin's mother talk about the past that she didn't know, she sometimes smiled lightly, sometimes bitter. It turned out that there were so many things that she didn't know.

"Since you don't want to get married yet, then when you decide, tell us again, after a while, your Uncle Qin and I are going on a trip again, if there is anything, you can ask Xiao Nan to contact us." ”

After dinner, Qin's mother pulled her again.

Shi Sangyu smiled and glanced at Father Qin, who was sitting next to him, and felt that the personality difference between the two couples was also very great.

It's a good thing for her to meet her mother's old friends again.

Subsequently, after listening to Qin's mother's nagging, she was able to get into the car that left.

"Was it a surprise?"

Sitting in the car, Qin Huainan said with a smile.

He knows everything, but he just keeps her in the dark!

However, the matter was revealed, and she also understood why Qin Huainan would help herself so much.

Fiance...

This word suddenly flashed through Shi Sangyu's mind.

When Qin Huainan had this strange identity in her eyes, it seemed that she could no longer get along with him as calmly as before.

Sensing the strange gaze from the co-pilot, Qin Huainan bent his eyebrows and smiled, so gentle that people were no longer wary.

It's a pity that after leaving that sad place, Shi Sangyu made up his mind that he would not waste his life on these damn feelings again.

"About the marriage contract. ”

"I'll wait for you!"

Before she could say what she thought, Qin Huainan suddenly said this, making her embarrassed to say the rest of her words.

Biting her lower lip, she nodded, which was in response to his answer.

A few days later, the Qin couple once again embarked on a journey around the world as they said, and Shi Sangyu soon returned to the state of learning.

There are not only people in the country who she hates, but also her grandfather and uncle who have to take care of her.

originally promised his uncle to go abroad to study, and then destroyed the Shi family.

But now, it seems that she is going to disappear unfilial for a while.

"What are you thinking?"

Seeing her sitting by the window in a daze, Qin Huainan walked in with a glass of milk and asked.

"It's fine. Shi Sangyu shook his head and smiled disapprehantly.

Compared with the unmarried couple, she feels that the way she gets along with Qin Huainan now is more comfortable, the son of her mother's best sister, they still want to be friends.

"Really?" Qin Huainan put down the milk, and looked at the woman in front of him with light brown eyes with an inquiring meaning.

That obvious sadness, she was homesick.

Looking down, he caught a glimpse of the mobile phone she was holding in the palm of her hand, which showed an old man lying on a hospital bed, Shi Sangyu's grandfather.

"I probably understand all the aspects of finance, what I'm going to learn next. Feeling that Qin Huainan looked at him differently, Shi Sangyu hurriedly changed the topic, and the mobile phone in her hand was quietly stuffed behind her.

She was still reluctant to introduce her family to him.

Turning his head slightly, Qin Huainan concealed the helplessness in his eyes, looked back again, smiled, and handed the cup to Shi Sangyu.

"No hurry, drink some milk and rest well at night, and wait until tomorrow morning when you tell me what you want to do." The warm voice still echoed in her mind as the door slammed shut.

Looking at the closed door sluggishly, Shi Sangyu couldn't say what was in his heart.

What does she want to do?

She has no other direction than constant effort.

Looking down at the still steaming milk, she couldn't stop the sadness in her heart.

After finally turning all her sorrow into a sigh, she threw her head back and drank the milk and buried herself in the quilt.

Thinking back to what Qin's mother said today, she suddenly missed her mother a little, if her mother was still here, wouldn't she have to go through so many things later.

His thoughts were confused, and gradually, Shi Sangyu fell asleep.

In her dreams, she saw many people.

Lin Wanshu, who has only seen it in photos, the prince who has left her for a long time, and... Bloody fetus.

"Baby, mom didn't want you. Looking at the child who was gradually moving away, she felt that her heart ached and she couldn't breathe, and the most guilty thing was nothing more than this child she couldn't keep.

If you were a little more careful, maybe it wouldn't be like this.

In an instant, guilt came to her face, and she ran and chased hard, trying to catch up with the child.

But after all, dreams will still wake up.

"Whew-huh-" Sitting up from the bed suddenly, Shi Sangyu gasped for breath, and the cold sweat left on her forehead continued to soak into her collar.

Child.. Child..

She hugged her head in pain, tears began to fall like beads with broken threads, and the feeling of loss hit again, still crushing her!

Why did you suddenly have such a dream again!

She pounded her head vigorously, trying to relieve the depression in her heart.

But as soon as she closed her eyes, the bloody scene appeared in front of her.

Although she was in a coma when she gave birth, she felt guilty when she thought that her child had been deprived of her rights before she came into this world.

Slowly, after his heart calmed down, Shi Sangyu also lost his sleepiness.

Lying on the bed, looking at the moonlight spilling in from the window, the feeling of longing arises spontaneously.

Perhaps, she should take advantage of the time she still has to finish her studies as her uncle said.

After the age of 18, her college life was gone.

So, after dawn, she couldn't sit still anymore, and after getting up from the bed and washing up, she came to the downstairs living room to wait for Qin Huainan to wake up.

When Qin Huainan appeared at the staircase with a yawn, she looked at the voice with a hint of determination in her eyes.

"So early?" Seeing her sitting there, Qin Huainan stopped in place, a little surprised, after all, it was just dawn for a long time.

"I figured it out, and I'm going to study in the United States. ”

"What do you mean?"

Qin Huainan didn't understand.

"I want to make up for my unfinished college life. Watching the man approach him step by step, Shi Sangyu explained.

She used to look forward to college life the most, but then she accidentally went to prison.

Now it's time for me to give myself a normal life.

"That's it~" After listening to her words, Qin Huainan nodded clearly, and then showed a thoughtful expression.

He was curious about what made Shi Sangyu have such an idea overnight.

"In that case, let's prepare for the next few days, and let's go to the United States. ”

“... Good!"

Shi Sangyu didn't expect him to agree to himself like this, but what he was thinking about was more about his future plans.