Chapter 219: Confession

He Qi, I can't understand it, this is not the first time I have such an idea, he is very contradictory, he is very complicated, he has a lot of different looks, once upon a time, I used the four words to explain those I can't explain him, but in the end, I was still wrong, maybe I am really a person who pays attention to details, maybe I can really find out a person's so-called face from many details, but I have to admit that I am not so good that I can see everything in my eyes, nor is I brilliant enough to have the insight of dozens of years old at my age, life is not a movie, there is no super teenager, and there is no detective Conan, there isIt's just a little cleverness like me that I can use once in a while, but I can't use it for a long time.

What I forgot was those pasts, I forgot my own past, started a different life, and then got carried away thinking that they were walking on the same path as me in this world, but the truth always made people unable to smile out, I looked at Zhang Gaozhao blankly, and finally understood what I had missed, the era when the He flag was engraved on the rivers and lakes in the world, although it no longer exists, but what disappeared is just a figure, his name, like the sun, rises high in the hearts of countless people like Zhang Gaozhao, and his story is like the non-stop torrent that makes everyone who talks about the name of He Qi surging, those things, no one will forget, in those memories of him, not, the current him.

"So, he, he deceived everyone, didn't he?" I showed an extremely bitter embarrassed expression, looked at Zhang Gaozhao with some lost soul, and muttered: "It turns out, it turns out, I have never seen through him, is that so?"

"You can never see through anyone. Zhang Gaozhao shrugged his shoulders, looked into my eyes, and said lightly: "No one will write their hearts on their faces, you work hard, and what you can see is only relatively unimportant, even if you are a fool, you also know that you have something hidden in your heart, as long as you look at yourself, it is enough." ”

"What do you think of yourself? You tell me how you think of yourself?" From Guangxi to Beijing, on the road to the south, what I can't jump out of is the man's gaze, what I can't see through is the man's mind, all my self-righteousness, all the careful verification, and again and again by the man easily overturned, my anger erupted irrepressibly in my chest, turned into countless resentments, red burned through my face, and even my tone became vicious and heavy, so that even I couldn't believe it, I couldn't believe it just nowI once shouted such a hysterical sentence in such a sharp voice.

"It's not right to drive people to death!" my hysterical frightened Zhang Gaozhao back a few steps, leaning against the wall, looking at me with horror on his face, until the voice that made me hate sounded behind me, and I turned my head sharply and saw that sunny smile.

"Do you think I will still believe these words?" I sneered, stared at the pair of pure black and sincere eyes as quiet as the lake, and said sarcastically: "Have you ever asked yourself if you have ever said a few words of truth in this life?"

"Follow your heart, and you will see the way of this world. He Qi smiled faintly, put his palm on his chest, and said slowly: " Sir, it is indeed an out-and-out bastard, but he has been struggling between beliefs for decades, in order to, it is indeed to find a road to the light, we have been dark ink for a hundred years of ups and downs, once for this so-called light, shed the blood of several generations, when Mo Qingyun broke out of the family, single-handedly founded the dark ink, even if it is not recognized by the family, but resolutely abandon the glory and wealth to follow him away, there are still fifty-six people, whether it is a side branch or a lineage, our Mo family and the He family are originally a large family of the first class in the local area, but now there are only a few people left, they are on a desperate road for the light, this road, even now, no one has said the word regret, the predecessors have not finished the road, and our juniors have no reason not to continue. "Text-only debut"

"So other irrelevant people, other innocent people, are going to die with you?" I sneered, "His efforts and persistence are certainly respectable, but have you ever thought that his madness and paranoia are equally chilling, why does he think that he is the one who is qualified to play with everyone in the palm of his hand, and how can he manipulate his fate that does not belong to him?"

"Follow your heart. He Qi still smiled and said quietly: "What is the road, follow your heart and you will understand that the predecessors followed their hearts and walked, not the road that Mr. wants to continue now, we have never been a careerist who wants to make more people fall into pain, I agree with him, but my heart tells me that it is the right path, be kind to others, and do my best to make the world better, which is the heart that I and my predecessors followed." ”

"But you clearly said that you should do what a junior should do, and now in this dark ink, isn't the rest the old guy?" I looked at He Qi's eyes coldly, and said sadly: "Everything you said, have you ever asked yourself, is there an end to such a day, such a day when you create a non-existent world to deceive yourself?"

"There is only one thing for juniors like us to do, and that is to complete the business that our predecessors have not completed. He Qi smiled indifferently: "If it's in our way, even if it's a gentleman, it doesn't count as anything." ”

"Then what is your heart?" I shrank my pupils sharply, and looked at He Qi in disbelief, He Qi may have some disapproval of Mr., but what I never knew was that in his eyes, Mr. was a person who should not exist.

"It's a simple thing. He Qi chuckled and said: " Seeing the children fall into the well, life is compassionate, this is the simplest heart, even if there is no child, then this matter will not be any different, you see the injustice in this world, you will feel angry, see the brutality of this world, always want to pull out the knife and stretch out your hand, these, are your heart, your heart feels that it is not right, that, it is not right, want to know the truth of all this, in fact, just ask your own heart is enough, Mr. wants the world to become chaotic, and then pin the hope of light on the great rule after the chaos, but where is the chaos in this world where are the ordinary people who are not injured, those who are weak and breathlessSo, this is not right, such a thing, I won't do it, if I don't know how to do it, but I'm doing such a thing, then, I must be doing other different things, I was good friends with Qianmen back then, I don't know how many people in the rivers and lakes said that I deviated from the belief of dark ink, but all I had to do was to defeat them. ”

"You killed Lao Saburo. I pointed to He Qi's nose and shouted, "You are in Guangxi, and you have done everything he wants you to do, this, how do you explain this?"

"Didn't you notice that Lao San Lang at that time had already done everything that Mr. wanted him to do?" He Qi chuckled a few times, shook his head and said: " You should think about it carefully, at that time, Lao San Lang, has not let the situation collapse enough to cause chaos, he has the determination to resist Mr., but lacks the ability to make things perfect, the only ending is only to let the thousands of people under him go to turmoil, however, this is not the time chosen by Mr., and it is not enough to pry the foothold of the world, so Mr. needs a quiet Guangxi, needs a silent Lao Saburo, and I also need a possibility to save those weak people from some pain, and is there anything wrong with working hard for the same thing for different purposes？”

"Then, what about Yu Jian?" He Qi's explanation made me hesitate a lot, and I quietly glanced behind him, and saw that the door was already tightly closed behind him, and finally was able to ask loudly: "You and him, what are you plotting with him?"

"He wants to be on that stage all over again. He Qi smiled faintly: " Only on that stage, he is the real uncrowned king, he can laugh and scold, he can be proud of the prince, no one, no one can underestimate him, there, he holds the mouthpiece of the world, as long as he makes a shout, then, the person who falls into his hands, can only get the eight words of verbal criticism and writing, group attack, such a taste, he has tasted once, has seen the extremely beautiful scenery of this world, tasted the sweet food in this world, the scenery in the countryside and those vulgar food, it seems light and tasteless and even rough and difficult to swallow, so what he still misses is such a stageWith me, he can not only return to that stage, but also be able to use the things in his hands to recreate a unique uncrowned king. ”

"But you tell the gentleman that what you have to do is to take down the New Beijing Daily, and then let everyone understand that this is an endless dark world. I sneered: "You want all the people to despair, all the people to give up on themselves, all the people to go crazy, and then, use public opinion to nourish careerists, use darkness to create trouble, and then, the world will be in chaos as Mr. wants, one husband will raise his arms, the world will follow, and then, you have to tell me, these are just false stories, ways to gain the trust of that man?"

"That is the condition under which Mr. tolerated Yu Jian's life until now. He Qi shook his head, nodded again, and said: " You should also understand that Mr. kind of person doesn't care about how many things Yu Jian gets, in his opinion, those things are just those things that Mr. wants him to see, and all Mr. has to do is to use his hands to get rid of some branches and leaves that need to be cut off a long time ago, and even, among the so-called evidence in his possession, what we have produced occupies the majority, in short, it is just a trick to kill people with a knife, and he really believes that he controls our secret ink, and he is the only one who needs it, what Mr. needs is the new Beijing newspaper we promised him, a platform that can create darkness and panic, but before that, we need a person who can support the newspaper to cater to this situation, he is undoubtedly the best candidate, when everything is under control, Yu Jian, it is useless. ”

"Then when he disappears, the secrets of his friends will come out, and then the thorn in your side will be plunged into endless scandals and troubles. I gasped and couldn't help but exclaim, "What a poisonous ploy to kill two birds with one stone." ”

"This is a thorn in the side of the gentleman, a thorn in the flesh, not mine. He Qi shook his head with a smile and said with a smile: " Although, there are a lot of things in it, but it is what Mr. wants Yu Jian to see, however, I still quietly opened a few windows, so that Yu Jian had the opportunity to see what is called real dark ink, when that moment comes, it is not only the characters that Mr. has to deal with that are in trouble, but also those heroic giant beetles that he has worked hard to manage, support, and have high hopes will be exposed to the sun, this is also my harvest, those people, have lived too long and too long, so that the blood on their hands can no longer be washed too clean, I am a person with a habit of cleanliness。 ”

"You people, you're so tired. "I went from stunned to numb, from numbness to helplessness, I don't know how to evaluate what He Qi is doing, he is a very complicated person, so complicated that I don't have any confidence to figure out what he did, I am afraid that I will not be able to do it in my life, and in the face of different opponents, but he can always be at ease, I am afraid that he is worthy of the incarnation of the sentence he evaluated Mr. back then.

"Just follow your heart, just follow your heart. He Qi smiled indifferently: " The right direction in the heart, as long as you continue to walk, you can go to the light, those who think that it is wrong, then, it must not be right, I do so many things, the simplest, but just a heart word, Zhang Deli said that I do things too freely, but I forgot my so-called heart, but I see the direction of the light, from my great-grandfather, we are walking on a path of pursuing light, as a junior, I have the obligation is to finish the road they have not come to the end, to end all this。 ”

"You're weird. "I only feel dizzy, although I think He Qi said too seriously this time, not much like him, but I didn't do too much, after all, this is indeed a scene that needs to be serious, but the strange emphasis in He Qi's words still made me stunned for a moment, the road of light, there shouldn't be an end, the darkness may be desperate to make people say endless such words, but the light should not be like this, the light is a kind of peace of mind of happiness and tranquility, that kind of peace of mind, so positive that all the people who are immersed in it can't help but hope that this light will last forever, but He Qi is talking about the end, what is the end, what is this guy thinking？

"Follow your heart and you will see the light. He Qi laughed lightly, turned around and waved his hand and said: "Today, I want to take Yu Jian to the harbor to see if there is any opportunity to attack everyone, the thing you want to do, do it as you like, I am not the person you have to guard against, at least, not now." ”

He didn't hide it. I snorted a little inexplicably, shook my head, and said to Zhang Gaozhao: "Not now, it will always be in the future, although I say those things that are unreasonable, but I always feel that this guy still can't believe it." ”

"Where else is there a better choice?" Zhang Gaozhao shook his head with a wry smile and said: " You have a saying that is good, in this circle, there is no one to believe, parents are not good, not to mention an outsider who has not seen a few times, but do not choose him, you can only choose Mr., Mr. can see our kind of goods or two words, even if you see it, I don't know how to die in his hands, it is better to promise him, not to mention, his reputation is indeed very good, people are difficult to change, He Qi is especially so, I can promise him, but because I believe that he will not let everyone fall into the bottomless pit and even have no chance to turn over, others, fanciing, I am afraid that it is the same reason, maybe you will think, I believe in him too muchYou may say that I am believing in the wrong person, but tell me, what other options do I have now?"

"In addition to guarding what you want to protect, choosing him is like the story of Lu Buwei, the king of Qin, this is something you haven't said, right?" I squinted my eyes, and felt sad in my heart, really, in this circle of fabrication, there is nothing that can be true, those high-sounding, those righteous and strict, are just a fig leaf outside, what really touches people's hearts, forever and forever is just interests, if I guess correctly, I am afraid that I was deceived by He Qi again.

"Isn't this a matter of course?" Zhang Gaozhao glanced at me a little inexplicably, and said: "You can't shout slogans with hungry stomachs, Mr. let us fend for ourselves, and we won't make a move until we die, we can't die by ourselves to force him out, with He Qi, a strong reinforcement to unite everyone, and after self-improvement and self-reliance, isn't it possible to protect what we want to protect?"

"This world. I laughed self-deprecatingly, shook my head, and said, "Forget it, let's go and sell Wang Ba." ”