Chapter 491 Agreeing to let her stay is the beginning of masochism
Back at the Ji family's villa, Xia Xizhi sent the little group back to the room and returned to the bedroom. Ji Xiuyu stood in the room, clasped his hands on his chest, and quietly looked out the window.
Jiang Xiaoshu came to his side and called softly, "Xiuyu." ”
Hearing the voice, Ji Xiuyu turned his head sideways and hummed calmly, which was regarded as a response. Looking at his expression, Jiang Xiaoshu asked gently, "Xiuyu, do you have something on your mind?" Since you came back, you have been standing here. ”
"I'm thinking about Xia Xizhi's words. Ji Xiuyu said lightly.
Hearing this, Jiang Xiaoshu frowned: "What did she say?"
Looking into the distance, Ji Xiuyu said in a low voice: "Maybe for her, I might as well have died." If I die, she'll always miss it. But I live because I hurt her because of my ruthlessness towards her. If I hadn't shown up again, she would always remember that her husband loved her. ”
Listening to his explanation, Jiang Xiaoshu's heartstrings tightened. Coming to him, Ji Xiuyu quickly asked, "Xiuyu, are you in love with her?"
Hearing this word, Ji Xiuyu fell silent. There was a vague feeling that he had a special emotion for Xia Xizhi, and he didn't know if it was love. But he could feel that he didn't like any man to be by her side. Like, she should be his......
Jiang Xiaoshu took his hand and said anxiously: "Xiuyu, you must not like Xia Xizhi. She's a vicious woman with means, how can you like this kind of person. Did you forget that she pushed me downstairs the other day?"
Listening to her words, Ji Xiuyu asked coldly, "Xiao Shu, was she really the one who pushed you downstairs that day?"
"What do you mean, don't you believe me?" Jiang Xiaoshu's pupils opened, and there was a glimmer of light in his eyes.
Looking at her appearance, Ji Xiuyu apologized: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to doubt you." Although I didn't know much about her, I sensed that she wasn't the kind of woman who was so jealous that she was rampant. She is different from ordinary women. ”
After a short time together, Jiang Xiaoshu didn't expect that Ji Xiuyu would have such trust in Xia Xizhi. This was a dangerous sign for her. "Xiuyu, I can swear that I didn't lie to you. Every woman is jealous, she is jealous of your kindness to me. Jiang Xiaoshu said loudly.
Seeing her say this, Ji Xiuyu was silent. Indeed, jealousy can lead people to do extreme things. Looking at the blue sky, Ji Xiuyu was silent.
Jiang Xiaoshu stood beside him, staring at his side face, his heart filled with deep worry. She felt that she had to move faster. Otherwise, she would definitely lose him and all the happiness in front of her.
When night fell, Xia Xizhi took a big pair of scissors and quietly pruned the branches for the flowers. Every time she is in a bad mood, she always raises flowers to distract herself. In the past two years, every time Xia Xizhi thinks of Ji Xiuyu, he will come to take care of the flowers. Just like when Ji Xiuyu took care of the flowers.
After pruning the branches, Xia Xizhi stood there, quietly watching the flowers. Reaching out, it landed on the branch of the blue enchantress. Xia Xizhi broke the flower branch, but accidentally poked his finger by the flower thorn. Suddenly, bright red blood flowed out.
It is said that ten fingers are connected to the heart, and the pain makes Xia Xizhi's brows furrow. But she didn't interrupt, and forcefully took off the blue enchantress. When she picked up the flower, she saw that the red blood was dripping non-stop.
"Are you injured?" Ji Xiuyu's voice suddenly came from his side.
Xia Xizhi turned around and looked at him with a light smile: "Yes, my finger was punctured by a flower thorn." ”
Listening to her speak lightly, Ji Xiuyu's eyebrows tightened. Looking at the bleeding fingers, he wanted to do something about it, but he couldn't reach out.
Looking at his expression, Xia Xizhi calmly put his blood-stained hand on the blue enchantress's flower. After a while, beads of blood dripped onto the petals, dyeing them red. "I didn't find it before, but the blue enchantress with blood is even more bewitching. Xia Xizhi said with a chuckle.
Grabbing her hand, Ji Xiuyu blushed: "Xia Xizhi, do you like to be hurt so much, do you like to masochist?"
Listening to his words, Xia Xizhi raised his head and met his gaze. With a smile on his lips, Xia Xizhi said leisurely: "Yes, I do like masochism. Promising you to let Jiang Xiaoshu stay is the beginning of masochism. ”
Hearing this, Ji Xiuyu's brows furrowed: "Xia Xizhi." ”
"Don't you think this blue enchantress resembles me? My heart is bleeding right now, and the blood has stained my guts. I was in pain, but I could only smile and say it was okay. I, Xia Xizhi, am a strong woman, I will not cry easily, I will not admit defeat easily, and I will not easily let people find out my embarrassment. ”
Xia Xizhi said sadly, the bitterness in his eyes was pitying. Growing up, she liked to pretend to be strong. She felt that in this way, she would be able to protect herself well. Until she met Ji Xiuyu, she was able to show him her vulnerable side.
Listening to her dissecting her heart, Ji Xiuyu's heart was filled with bursts of sourness. At this moment, Xia Xizhi obviously had a beautiful smile on his face, but it made his heart reluctant. That kind of emotion was a little strange to him.
"Xiuyu, I sometimes hope that I haven't found you yet. That way, I wouldn't be so upset. Xia Xizhi said bitterly.
Grabbing her wrist, Ji Xiuyu said in a low voice, "I'll take you to bandage your wounds." ”
Breaking free of his hand, Xia Xizhi said hoarsely: "Do you know what I need most now?"
Looking at her, Ji Xiuyu didn't ask, waiting for her answer.
Meeting his gaze, Xia Xizhi laughed at himself: "I like to be loved, loved by you." But the person you love now is not me. You buried me in your memory and refused to get it back. Actually, I've had a hard time these two days. Once you said that you would trust me forever. However, you broke your promise. ”
Xia Xizhi's heart was dripping with blood, from that day when Jiang Xiaoshu deliberately fell, but he chose to stand with Jiang Xiaoshu and hurt her.
"I just believe what I see with my eyes. Ji Xiuyu said.
What a heartless sentence, Xia Xizhi smiled: "What you don't know is that many times, what you see in front of you is not the truth. Forget it, there's no point in talking about that. As long as Jiang Xiaoshu is here, you and I will never be able to go back to the past. What I'm afraid of is that even if you think about it, we will never go back to the way we were. ”
Listening to his words, Ji Xiuyu's heartstrings tightened: "Are you going to give up?"
"I don't want to, but I'm not sure how long I'll be able to hold out. Today, when I realized that Jiang Xiaoshu is more important to you than me and Tuanzi, I had the idea of retreating. Xia Xizhi said lightly.
The fist hanging down his side was clenched, and Ji Xiuyu's eyes sank.