I've always felt guilty.

I didn't give an explanation to the book friends.

Because it's shameless.

It's really a little embarrassing, everyone who has entered the group knows, I have said in the group, in April, the family ushered in a [uncle], just on the shelves during that time, my wife fetal heart rate monitoring is not good, in the middle of the night into the hospital waiting room, the result is forced to live for seven days, especially the provincial maternity hospital, the bed is very tight.

I can only sleep in the hallway in the middle of the night.

It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day that I was assigned a bed, and then, I began to wait for happiness and pain, I had to do N fetal heart rate monitoring every day, three times in the middle of the night, and I could only sleep on a hard bed, I thought that [uncle] would come soon, but I didn't think about it, it was seven days.

I won't talk about the bad things in the middle, I just begged all the relationships, but I was afraid of being kicked out, because two days after the mother came in, if there were no contractions, she would be discharged from the hospital, but my wife's fetal heart was not very good, so I was afraid of being kicked out, but fortunately, the relationship between the seven aunts and eight aunts was strong, and finally stayed.

As a result, stayed that night.

The contractions are coming.

This is a prenatal sign, I thought it was a good thing, but it turned out to be a good thing, and the doctor said that the contractions were too weak, and a contraction injection was needed, and it was said that the thing was more painful than when I gave birth, and what made April feel guilty was that I didn't think about my wife, and I had a contraction injection for two days, which is relatively rare.

I didn't sleep much for those two days.

Take advantage of the timecode word in the middle of the night.

However, it was during this period of time that the book "Picking Up an Island" planted a lot of mines, and at the same time, many book friends began to abandon the book, so that in the future, no matter how round I was, I couldn't come back.

Until my wife arrived at the delivery room.

I can't go in.

I can only stay outside, waiting with me, there are many men, some playing with pesticides, some are eating chicken, some even nurses can't find anyone, and I am still coding, I remember very clearly, the TV in front of me, has been repeating the Korean movie "Great Hidden", played four times.

Until it's time to play it for the fifth time.

I was told by the nurse to enter the delivery room because I paid 1,500 yuan for the delivery room and could allow a relative to come in to help...... I won't go into too much detail here, but motherly love is indeed great.

When a child comes into the world.

All the hard work and effort, it was indeed worth it, but ...... When I asked the midwife, she was very nervous and inserted a straw into the baby's throat to suck the contents out.

That's when the baby cries.

At that time, I didn't know that it was choking on amniotic fluid.

Worse.

The midwife said again: The amniotic fluid is cloudy for the third time.

I didn't even look at the child a few times before I was informed that the child was transferred to the ICU ward, and from birth to admission to the ICU ward, it took less than ten minutes, and even his grandmother only glanced at him.

If you are interested, you can check it out.

Fetal heart rate monitoring during pregnancy is very important, if the fetal heart rate is not good, it is easy to cause turbidity of amniotic fluid, and the baby in the belly, swallowing amniotic fluid with feces, there is a high probability of causing pneumonia, the higher the turbidity, the more dangerous.

That night, I checked a lot of information in a row.

Because I can't believe Baidu at all.

It was at that time that I hated the ferry really TM, this company is really gnawing on human blood steamed buns, all of which are useless information, and will only talk about the disease to the maximum, so that you will have a direct mental breakdown, and then I checked the academic papers of CNKI, and then I have a comprehensive understanding of this symptom.

In short, nothing can be done.

Only waiting.

On the second day of admission to the ICU, the hospital doctor called and informed him that the child had gastrointestinal bleeding and had to go on a hunger strike for two days.

That's when it happened.

I was completely devastated.

Fuck your mother's uncle.

Life is too hard.

I went to the knowledge network again and checked the relevant symptoms, I haven't slept for two days, and I'm almost broken, and I don't have the heart to code words at all.

......

Until the fourth day.

The doctor informed that you can eat, it is best to use human milk, and at that time, my wife did not have milk, but she was cheeky, with gifts, and asked for two days of milk from my colleague's wife, his baby was just born for a month, and the milk was all supplied to my baby in those two days.

It was then.

I finally understood that such a thing as a face, if you are in a hurry, you can completely dispense with it.

......

Luckily.

On the sixth day, the hospital informed the child that he was stable and that he could take the child back the next day.

When I saw him for the second time.

His hair was found to have been shaved off in front of him.

There was a thick, black needle hole on it, and the needle of the newborn bottle was shot from the forehead.

That's from that time on.

I decided to use this life to protect this little new life.

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And this time.

I haven't broken the change, even in the face of such a situation, I'm still writing a book seriously, but the thunder buried in front of me finally exploded, and the book, which was originally a farming text, developed in an inexplicable direction, resulting in unsustainability, and finally a break in the situation.

For this book.

It's a shame.

I feel so guilty about both the editor and the readers that I don't dare to say that I secretly changed my vest and wrote a new book, which can be regarded as an advertisement.

"I Have a Lingshan Island"

Reiki revival farming text.

In addition, in September, the book "Picking Up an Island" may be completed at an accelerated pace, it may be a two-day update, or it may be released in its last breath, which can be regarded as an explanation.

Eggless.

I love this book.

I really want to push it and rewrite it after a hundred chapters.