Even if he was mentally prepared, seeing Lu Xingchuan, An Xiaoran was still a little surprised in his heart. The man who was in high spirits yesterday is now pale and sickly, with a circle of gauze wrapped around his forehead, and blood is still oozing from the gauze.

He swam into the lake to save her, but instinctively, she pressed him to the bottom of the lake, and caused him such a serious head injury.

Before she came, she asked the doctor and said that the injury on her head was not light, but fortunately, there was no bruise in the skull and no fracture in the skull, otherwise paralysis was possible.

Thinking of this, An Xiaoran's guilt in her heart deepened.

She didn't expect things to develop like this, she stopped Gu Chen from beating Lu Xingchuan, but Lu Xingchuan almost died in her own hands, which is quite ironic when you think about it.

"Xiao Ran?"

Lu Xingchuan saw An Xiaoran, and his eyes instantly brightened.

"Why are you here, are you getting better?"

Lu Xingchuan wanted to get out of bed, but his body was covered with monitoring stickers, and he couldn't move, so he had to sit back again.

"Don't move, the doctor said you can't move, you need to stay in bed for 72 hours. ”

There are also delayed onset of cranial trauma, and for the sake of safety, Lu Xingchuan was asked by the doctor not to get up, let alone do strenuous exercise, or be emotional.

An Xiaoran hesitated for a long time before deciding to come and see him. Although it may cause him to be emotional, and it may also affect his rest, Lu Xingchuan suffered this catastrophe after all to save her, and she can't say it if she doesn't come to visit.

"I'm getting better, but the doctor said I still need prophylactic antibiotics to prevent lung infection, and it's fine. ”

"That's good......"

Lu Xingchuan looked at An Xiaoran, his eyes full of love.

She came to see him, which shows that his act of jumping into the lake was not in vain, at least, in her eyes, he can see himself.

"Xiao Ran, are you worried about me? You must be worried about me, you know, seeing your worried look, I, I'm very happy......" Lu Xingchuan's tone was full of excitement.

"Don't say that...... An Xiaoran put down the fruit and said, "You can't swim and go down to the lake to save me, I'm grateful." But it's also dangerous, and I hope you don't take such an adventure next time, and I'll feel guilty if something happens to you. ”

"When I saw that you were in danger, where could I think so much, I was bent on pulling you up, but I ......" Lu Xingchuan scratched his head: "As a result, I was really useless, I couldn't swim, I didn't save you, and I almost put myself in it." I volunteered to save you, it has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to feel guilty, even if it's a passerby, I'll take action when I see you in danger, what's more, we're not passers-by, we used to be lovers......"

"Lu Xingchuan ......"

An Xiaoran interrupted him, not knowing what to say.

She didn't want him to mention the events of the past, their relationship had existed before, but after she confirmed her mind again and again, she felt more and more that it was impossible to go back to the past with Lu Xingchuan. He missed it after all, otherwise she wouldn't have turned to like Gu Chen.

With this thought in mind, An Xiaoran mustered up the courage to come to see Lu Xingchuan. Because in my heart, I lost my apologies to Lu Xingchuan, Gu Chen and Gao Shanshan.

An Xiaoran's slightly frowning eyebrows explained her refusal.

Lu Xingchuan saw her thoughts and knew that he couldn't rush for a while, so he turned to look at the fruit she bought for him.

"It's all my favorite food, it's rare that you remember ......"

Lu Xingchuan likes to eat cherries, bananas, grapes, and pineapples, so An Xiaoran went to the fruit supermarket next to the hospital to buy some for him, as a part of his heart.

Visiting patients, of course, you have to pick and choose what the other party likes to buy, An Xiaoran's approach fell on Lu Xingchuan, but it was a little more unforgettable.

"I'm relieved to see you're okay. Then, you rest, I'll go first. ”

An Xiaoran didn't know how to talk, so she stood up and wanted to leave, but Lu Xingchuan immediately grabbed her wrist: "Don't go, stay with me more!"

"You, you let go!"

"I'm sorry......" Lu Xingchuan immediately let go.

An Xiaoran was in pain, thinking about Lu Xingchuan, a patient, how could she have so much strength in her hands, she kept her distance from Lu Xingchuan, her cheeks turned to the side and didn't want to look at him anymore.

"Xiao Ran, you know I don't mean anything else, we haven't talked well for a long time, last time, I wanted to talk to you properly, but I was disturbed by Gao Shanshan. Since I met you in the hospital, our relationship has become more and more stiff, and I can understand that you have a grudge against me, but you can't not give me a chance at all, at least, give me a chance to atone for my sins. ”

"Yes, I still like you, madly like. Even though I'm married and don't deserve you, I still have this obsession, thinking that I will be good with you one day. I'm trying, and maybe in the end, we really won't be able to get together, but at least this time I won't regret it. My pursuit will cause trouble to you, so I can not chase you, and let me be silently nice to you on the sidelines, isn't that okay?"

"My parents didn't have a good relationship, and when I was very young, they quarreled every day, and I remember that my family never laughed. At that time, I vowed to be kind to the woman I loved, so that she would never shed a tear for the rest of her life. I found my beloved, but broke my vow. Now that I think about it, I'm not as good as Zhan Maoyong, at least he ensured that our mother and son don't have to worry about food and clothing, but what about me? I went to all the places I went, the small theater crew, the dance studio, the dark night...... I want to learn more about the seven years I've been separated from you through these places, and the more I know, the more I feel like I'm a jerk. ”

"Xiao Ran, I don't ask for your forgiveness, and I don't want to embarrass you, I just hope you can let me stay by your side and let me love you again, okay?"

Lu Xingchuan's throat was already hoarse, and when he said the last sentence, he was almost speechless, but the ruddy eyes and the tears in his eyes couldn't help but move An Xiaoran.

There is only emotion, but there is no love from the heart.

If Lu Xingchuan said this to her a few years ago, she would definitely be moved to tears, and she would be with him without hesitation.

But she met Gu Chen...... This unexpected, but fateful man.

She can't accept two feelings at the same time, especially Lu Xingchuan's share, which is still so heavy.

"Lu Xingchuan, I can't accept you. An Xiaoran turned her head and said very firmly.

"Why?"

"Because, I already have someone I like. ”

"Who is it?" Lu Xingchuan paused, his voice was hoarse, and he asked dryly, "Is it Gu Chen?"

An Xiaoran nodded without hesitation.

"Hmm. ”

She can deceive herself for a while, or she can escape for a while, but the result is already in front of her, she doesn't want to delay Lu Xingchuan, and she doesn't want to avoid her inner thoughts anymore.

That's right, she likes Gu Chen. Even if Gu Chen didn't like her, she was just playing, she didn't care.