Chapter 58: You Don't Look Down on Me
The words fell, and in Chi Wan's stunned mind for a few seconds, the man had already picked her up and went upstairs directly.
By the time Chi Wan realized what he was going to do, it was too late.
When he arrived at the room, Gu Linan threw Chi Wan on the bed, Chi Wan struggled to get up, but he pressed him back.
Chi Wan was terrified, unprecedentedly frightened,
"Gu Linan, let go of me!"
Chi Wan was really scared, and tears fell down his cheeks like broken beads.
Long nights, endless torment.
……
Late at night, Gu Linan fell asleep very deeply with Chi Wan in his arms after drinking and committing murder.
Chi Wan opened his eyes, and in this dark night, he didn't feel sleepy at all.
Her mind went blank, but the pain in her body clearly told her what the man next to her had done to her.
She wanted to get out of here.
But it was so late, and she couldn't leave.
As soon as he turned around, he could see the man's quiet sleeping face, high nose bridge, handsome outline, and when he thought of him like that to himself a few hours ago, Chi Wan wanted to finish him off while he was asleep.
Chi Wan moved his arm slightly, and he was already pushing him at this moment, Chi Wan pulled his hand away and came out of his arms.
I went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and let the hot water pour all over my body.
The pain in that spot didn't seem to ease at all. Chi Wan opened his mouth to beg him, but he ignored it.
Her throat was so dry that she threw her head back and took several sips of water.
The bruises and purples on his body were all made by him, Chi Wan hugged his body, squatted under the shower, biting his lip and sobbing, and the sadness in his heart could not be suppressed.
Coming out of the bathroom, Chi Wan wrapped his bathrobe and went to the next room, unwilling to share the bed with him.
The next morning, Gu Linan woke up with a splitting headache.
Not only did I have a headache, but I also had pain everywhere on my body, and when I looked down, I saw that my chest and arms were full of scratches.
Suddenly I woke up and remembered what I had done last night.
got up to go to find Chi Wan, but the moment he lifted the quilt, he saw a large dark red mark on the sheets.
This is Chi Wan's.
Although he regretted what he did last night, seeing Chi Guan's virgin blood, he felt a perverted satisfaction in his heart.
When I called Chi Guan, it was already turned off.
Knowing that he was looking for herself, she didn't want him to find him, and she must hate him to death now.
At 7:30, Xu Zheng drove over.
After waiting outside for a long time, Gu Linan didn't go out, and Xu Zheng rang the doorbell.
As soon as the door opened, seeing that Gu Linan's face was not quite right, Xu Zheng thought that Chi Wan must have had trouble with him last night, so he said, "I went to pick her up, and when I saw that she was gone with that person, I reflexively chased after her." I didn't think about it that much beforehand. ”
Gu Linan didn't say anything, turned around and walked back with a calm face, sat down in the living room, and was silent.
Xu Zheng followed and sat down.
Xu Zheng looked at Gu Linan, and when he saw him sitting like that, silently and without any reaction, he stretched out his hand and shook it in front of him, "Boss?"
Gu Linan slowly raised his eyes and looked at him.
Xu Zheng was chilled by his eyes, and had to sincerely admit his guilt, "It's my fault, I swear, I won't ...... next time I do this."
"She said I wasn't human. ”
“……”
"Say I'm shameless. ”
“……”
Xu Zheng was confused, his eyebrows were furrowed, but he looked at Gu Linan carefully and was surprised to find that there was a faint scratch on his chest where the button was not buttoned!
Xu Zheng opened his eyes wide and suddenly pulled Gu Linan's collar, and the scratches were clearly imprinted in his sight, that's right, it was a woman's nail print!
I can probably guess something, Xu Zheng covered his face with one hand, lowered his head, and couldn't say anything.
But he wanted to laugh very much, and he laughed out very facelessly, hehehe, he couldn't take it.
Gu Linan gritted his teeth and put it on his lap, "I allowed you to laugh?!"
Xu Zheng finally made himself a little serious, coughed, and said, "That, are you rough with people?"
Seeing that Gu Linan's face was even more ugly, Xu Zheng said again, "It's really shameless." ”
Gu Linan got up and was about to go upstairs, Xu Zheng reminded, "It's time to go back to the company!"
"I don't want to go back!"
"Eh, you can't let your personal emotions delay the work of the whole group. ”
"Get out. ”
……
When Chi Wan came out of the villa, it was just dawn.
She slept for a few hours last night, and as soon as the alarm clock rang, she got up and packed herself up and went out.
I bought pancakes and fruits on the side of the road, sat for a long time, and waited until the time was almost up before taking the subway to the bank.
All morning, Chi Wan was not in good spirits, and when his colleague asked, he excused himself by saying that he had a cold.
There are still blood stains on her underwear, and her lower body is still hurting when she goes to the toilet, and every time it hurts, Chi Wan will remember how hard Gu Linan worked on her last night.
After getting off work at noon, Xu Zheng came to look for her, but he didn't drive, but took a taxi.
Chi Wan didn't want to see him, he said that if she didn't see him, he would have been waiting outside.
Chi Wan didn't understand, how could people be the same now, either forcing her or threatening her.
Chi Wan and Xu Zheng went to the Chinese restaurant opposite the company, Xu Zheng ordered a few dishes, and said politely, "Madam, I invite you to dinner." ”
Chi Wan looked at him and said nothing.
Xu Zheng has never been like this today, and his attitude towards her is so good that she can't accept it for a while.
The waiter walked away, and Xu Zheng said to her, "The boss has never asked me to follow you, whether you believe it or not, really, he is not so low-level." ”
Chi Wan lowered his eyes and was silent.
Seeing that she was cold and detached, she didn't seem to want to talk to herself, and Xu Zheng didn't want to give up, "I used to have a bad attitude towards you, it was my problem, I know, Mrs., you don't like me either." ”
Chi Wan raised his eyes to look at her, and suddenly spoke, "Now that you have a good attitude towards me, did Gu Linan tell you that I am a virgin?"
Xu Zheng pressed his temples.
Chi Guan's face was red, and he slapped the table with both hands, "I used to think that I was a water-based poplar, and you looked down on me, but now he ...... He ......"
Chi Wan wanted to say that, but he couldn't say it, "Have you changed your opinion of me?!"
Xu Zheng didn't dare to face Chi Wan for a long time, and he didn't dare to look into her eyes.
He was also very surprised, he was surprised that Chi Wan was such a big person, and he had fallen in love, and he still retained his virginity! In fact, Gu Linan didn't tell him this, he just educated him in the morning.
Tell him to be better to Ah Wan in the future, don't let Ah Wan be wronged silently, Ah Wan is a sensitive girl, even if he is just a driver, she is delicate enough to pay attention to his attitude towards herself.
Gu Linan also said that it was not her fault, if you want to talk about right and wrong, the wrong person is him.
Xu Zheng didn't tell Chi Wan this, but only said to her, "Even if Gu Linan is possessive of you, he will not be so strong that someone will monitor your every move at all times." The thing about you renting a house outside is that he came back from that business trip and bought you something and asked me to send it to school, but the dormitory teacher told me that a few girls in your dormitory moved out as soon as school started. ”
Chi Wan remembers that when he came back from a business trip, he bought her a lot of imported snacks and skin care products, which were for her, and the snacks were brought to school for her to share with her roommates.
"He is also under a lot of pressure, the old man wants you to have a child quickly, and he is alone in it. Whatever you do to make the elder unhappy, he will also bear it himself. ”
Xu Zheng frowned and looked at her, "At the wedding, you hurt him, and he was so generous that he didn't say a word to you." Do you think his mother doesn't know that she has anything to do with you? not because she knows he loves you. ”
The waiter began to serve the food, and Xu Zheng's words were finished.
Chi Wan took chopsticks and picked up a piece of pickled pepper fungus, but he didn't put it in his mouth for a long time.
After the waiter set the dishes and left, Xu Zheng finally said, "Yesterday was his birthday." ”
The chopsticks in Chi Wan's hand stopped in mid-air and didn't move for a long time.
……
On Tuesday afternoon, Gu Linan went on another business trip.
was busy with official business, and when he made a mistake, he didn't bother to go to Chi Wan and bow his head, but this time he left, he seemed to be absconding in fear of crime.
Xu Zheng and Gu Linan went to Shanghai together to attend an important summit.
On the plane, Xu Zheng told him about seeing Chi Wan at noon, and Gu Linan was still annoying him and didn't want to talk to him.
Regarding the fact that Chi Wan is a virgin, Xu Zheng endured and did not ask Gu Linan. I've known him for so long, this is the first time Xu Zheng has seen him so unhappy, probably because he is seriously aware of his bastard?
Suddenly, Xu Zheng didn't hate Chi Wan so much.
People are strange, before knowing that Chi Wan was a virgin, although Xu Zheng did not speculate whether Chi Wan had a relationship with her childhood sweetheart, but subconsciously he thought that Chi Wan was not pure, and now that she knew that she had not experienced anything between men and women before, Xu Zheng was happy for Gu Linan.
Xu Zheng also knew that when Gu Linan planned to marry Chi Guan, he didn't care whether Chi Wan was a chick or not.
"How do you feel?" The plane took off, and Xu Zheng asked Gu Linan with a smile.
The man wore an eye patch and slowly turned his head, "You go find someone in economy class and switch places with him." ”
Xu Zheng coughed twice, and then said, "Boss, you are in practice, and you have ended your ...... Career. ”
Gu Linan lifted the blindfold and threw it at Xu Zheng, he sat up, Xu Zheng obviously saw him from his earlobe down to the base of his neck, red.
Xu Zheng leaned over a little towards him, "On the day you are thirty-three years old. ”
Gu Linan held his cheek with one hand, and he didn't open his mouth for a long time, and at the end, he asked Xu Zheng, "Am I even with her?"
On the wedding night, Chi Wan committed murder with a knife, and last night he used alcohol to commit murder, theoretically speaking, the two of them are even. Xu Zheng looked at him closely, and after a long time, he replied to him, "Whether it is a matter of people, just Chi Guan's kind of character, now I am afraid that I hate you so much that I have long forgotten what happened on the wedding day." ”
Gu Linan didn't say anything more, as soon as he stretched out his hand, Xu Zheng consciously handed over his pure black blindfold, he put it back on, closed his eyes and rested.
This trip to Shanghai will be back in a week. Gu Linan wasn't sure if Chi Wan's anger would disappear after a week, if he was still angry with him, it would be difficult for her to go home with him.
On weekdays, Chi Wan returned to the apartments of several girls after work.
In the past few days, I have been in a bad mood, I am angry, angry with myself, I feel that I am very useless, and this kind of behavior like Gu Linan completely belongs to the marriage qia
gjia
, she can go to court and sue him!
But if you think about it, what are you suing him for? Is it good for you to appeal for divorce? It's just a joke to say it.
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that I was weak, lying on the bed and tossing and turning, and suffering from insomnia.
This state lasted for a week, and I made myself a little endocrine disorder, and my menstrual period has not yet come.
Chi Wan felt that Gu Linan's mistake was wrong, and it was a robber's act to possess her in this way. If she is unwilling, even if the two are arguing at the time, he is not qualified to do so.
On April 27, when the menstrual period was delayed for four days and did not come, Chi Wan was terribly afraid, afraid that she would suddenly become pregnant.
That morning, she was so sad and angry that she forgot to go to the pharmacy to buy medicine, and by the time she remembered the stubble, 72 hours had passed.
Chi Wan had already thought about it, if she got pregnant, she would have to kill the child, which could be regarded as revenge on Gu Linan.
It was not only Gu Linan who annoyed Chi Guan, but also her colleague Hu Xiang, who was probably the strangest person she had ever met since she was born.
At noon on Friday, Hu Xiang said that he would invite Chi Guan to dinner.
Chi Wan was already respectful of this person, but Hu Xiang's act of being courteous made her a little more attentive, so she refused with an excuse.
But Hu Xiang was extremely enthusiastic, and he had to invite Chi Wan to dinner, "Actually, I just got a boyfriend, I want you to help me take a look." ”
Chi Guan realized, it turned out to be like this.
A girl like Hu Xiang, who is nearly thirty years old, has very high requirements for blind dates, and she must have really met the rich second generation this time.
"He runs a company in his family, and he is relatively handsome, and if it happens this time, maybe I will get married soon." ”
When she said this to Chi Guan, Chi Guan could see her longing for a happy life from Hu Xiang's face.
In such a situation, Chi Wan was not good at refusing, so he should come down, "Okay then." ”
After getting off work at noon, Chi Guan and Hu Xiang went to a relatively good western restaurant nearby.
There is only an hour and a half to eat, and when I go out to eat, I usually don't change my clothes and wear a bank uniform.
Hu Xiang painted delicate makeup, and her uniform was modified to show her waist, and she looked like a big beauty, in contrast, Chi Guan, who was wearing light makeup, and Chi Guan, who was wearing a wide uniform, looked like a female high school student who had not been out of society in front of her.
But after all, being young has the advantage of being young, even if a girl like Chi Wan doesn't wear makeup, her light eyebrows and eyes, and her skin that can be broken by blowing, Hu Xiang's age is there, and she can't be compared with it.
Hu Xiang's boyfriend is called Zhou Zejun, his family is engaged in real estate, and he is also a well-known Xiaokai in the city, and Hu Xiang met at a friend's dinner, added WeChat to each other, and dated within a few days.
In the booth by the window, Chi Wan and Hu Xiang sat opposite Zhou Zejun, Hu Xiang first introduced the two to each other, and then began to order.
"See what you like to eat and order it yourself. ”
Zhou Zejun took the menu to the two ladies, showing a gentlemanly demeanor.
Chi Wan thought about other people's treats, and he didn't order anything too expensive, so he casually ordered a 79 yuan package. Hu Xiang saw her so polite, and said generously, "The pan-fried silver cod here is good, do you want to try it?"