Chapter 285: A sense of security
The servants who were originally scattered in the living room had already been sent away by Mrs. Xu, and at this time in the living room, Xu Disheng and Qianyi were sitting opposite each other, Mrs. Xu was just sitting on the other side, and the three of them seemed to be waiting for the other party to speak first, and the atmosphere in the room was indescribably depressing.
"Qianyi, just tell me what you think, everyone is open and honest today, and some things don't drag on anymore. Old Madam Xu finally spoke first.
Xu Disheng sat on the sofa with a solemn expression, but did not look at the person opposite, but looked past the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room, and looked at Qianguangyi who was having fun in the garden without blinking.
After hesitating for a long time, Qianyi plucked up his courage and said to Xu Disheng: "Okay, then be open and honest, Xu Disheng, I don't deny your character, I don't deny that you are a good father, and I don't deny that I should be blamed for my misunderstanding when I left, but divorce is not about separating who is right and who is wrong......
"What does it mean to say so officially?" Xu Disheng sneered, interrupting Qianyi's words, but did not take his eyes back.
"I mean, in fact, we are not suitable to be husband and wife," Qian Yi gritted her lower lip and insisted: "From the beginning, we didn't get along very well, until later it was full of contradictions, endless, not only from the outside world, but also between us, we have never been able to reach a complete trust in each other. ”
Xu Disheng stared at Qianyi's eyes fiercely: "Who the hell doesn't trust whom?"
"Xu Disheng, I won't mention the past, I'll talk to my grandmother and you today," Qianyi involuntarily twisted her hands together, lowered her head and said: "I come from an unhappy family, and I haven't received much love or even ...... since I was a child After suffering from ridicule and indifference, since I was a child, I felt that life was full of gloom, insecurity, self-doubt and denial, I would inexplicably fall into panic, desperately desire to be loved, and instinctively afraid of being hurt, until I met my grandmother later. ”
At this time, Qianyi's tears had fallen involuntarily, these thoughts in her heart, she had never told anyone, and now when she said it, it was like digging bones to heal her wounds, although it hurt her heart and lungs, she could only grit her teeth and endure it.
Old Madam Xu got up and sat down next to Qianyi, took out her handkerchief, and carefully wiped her tears.
"Grandma was the first person who made me let go of my knot and teach me to love," Qianyi subconsciously held one of Mrs. Xu's hands: "Without grandma, maybe I would have fallen into the abyss of depression now." ”
Old Madam Xu sighed, hugged Qianyi into her arms, and pulled out the hair that fell to her forehead for her.
"You are very good to me, I can understand it, Xu Disheng, what I remember most clearly is that at the gate of Alocasia School that year, when I was in danger, it was you who stepped forward, I was really moved, until now," Qianyi calmed down for a while, and said: "It's just that this kind of emotion can't erase my doubts about my marriage and you." ”
Xu Disheng looked at Qianyi mockingly: "After all, it's not that you have been suspicious. ”
Qian Yi ignored the snarky tone in Xu Disheng's tone, calmed down again, and continued: "Our married life is full of twists and turns and accidents, and there will always be women, starting with Shi Man, then Yin Zi, Lin Yue, and even Qianjing, you are like a magnet, so deeply attracted to them, so that these women are crazy for you, and I, because of this, have become their target. ”
"I told you, Yin Zi and Qianjing are nothing, I have nothing to do with them, it is those two women who have paranoia themselves," Xu Disheng became irritable, and suddenly stood up on the sofa: "As for Lin Yue, indeed, for some reason, I take care of her a little more, but it doesn't mean that I have any improper relationship with Lin Yue." ”
"The crux of the problem is not whether you really cheated, but after all these things happened, you always told me not to care, as if I pretended not to know anything, and the world would be peaceful, however, you never thought about solving the problem fundamentally. ”
Xu Disheng walked back and forth in the living room for a while, and finally clasped his arms and almost scolded angrily: "What do you want me to do to be happy, why didn't you tell me at that time?"
Qianyi shook her head: "I'm sorry, I'm saying this, it's not that I still want to turn over any old accounts, what I want to say is that because of these things, we had a lot of unpleasantness, maybe you think it's just me making a fuss or making trouble, but you don't understand, how scared I was at that time, while bearing the bad words of those women, I was always afraid that I would be abandoned again, I admit that I was cowardly, but for me, I have been abandoned by my parents once, and I definitely can't bear to deviate again." ”
Old Madam Xu didn't speak, but looked at Xu Disheng with a serious expression.
"So I took the initiative to file for divorce, thinking that even if I broke up, at least I was not abandoned, and I could still keep a little dignity for myself, and since then our relationship has been good and bad, and my mood has been up and down, until Lin Yue made a copycat Xu Disheng, he told me on the phone, you also decided to leave me, from that moment on, I collapsed. ”
"I just wanted to run far away, Xu Disheng, you asked me, why can't I wait another day or two," Qian Yi smiled bitterly: "You don't know, if I stayed in the old mansion for a minute longer, I would feel breathless, and I couldn't face myself like an abandoned woman at all." ”
Old Madam Xu's eyes also became moist at this time: "Qianyi, it was also grandma who was confused at that time, and called the hotel, thinking that the person opposite was Di Sheng, and told him that if he found out that something was wrong and then told you the truth, there would be no follow-up." ”
"I'm sorry, Grandma, but I just walked away and made you sad, it's really ...... I'm sorry!" Chii sniffled and cried again.
"Okay, don't cry, let Xiao Tsubasa see it. Old Madam Xu hurriedly comforted her, and at this time, Qianguangyi was really lying outside the window and looked inside.
Qianyi quickly turned her head, not wanting the child to see what she was now, and not wanting him to feel anything unusual.
Xu Disheng walked over, opened the window, and asked the children outside in a calm tone, "Are you tired of playing?"
"I'm not tired, I haven't had enough yet!" Thousand Light Wing chuckled.
Although he turned his back, Qianyi still heard his son begging Xu Disheng: "Dad, can I take the bicycle home to play, by the way, and my sister." ”
Qian Yi didn't hear Xu Disheng's answer clearly, and after a while, he sat back opposite Qian Yi.
"Divorce, when I beg you," Qianyi once again plucked up the courage to look at Xu Disheng: "I can't get a little sense of security from you, but it's not your fault, it's my own reason, don't think how strong I am now, I'm still the cowardly Qianyi, the only thought is not to go back to the previous life." ”
Xu Disheng didn't speak again, sat firmly on the sofa, thought for a long time with empty eyes, and finally stood up and walked out of the living room.
A few days later, outside the gate of Pine and Cypress Villa-
When the sky was about to darken, the busy villa was already brightly lit, and from time to time there were staff wearing systems walking around, using walkie-talkies to send and receive instructions, and after a while, the music fountain also began to light up, creating a joyful atmosphere for the upcoming Xufu birthday banquet.
"The first guests are almost here. "Outside the gate, the security guards began to relay messages to the infield.
Xu Disheng was led out of the banquet hall by the staff and stood in front of an Audi that had just stopped outside the gate, and at this time, Pinbei, who was following him, had already stepped forward, and opened the rear door without the staff.
Mr. Shen and Alocasia, who were sitting next to him, walked down together, and on the back of a Land Rover, it was Shen Hai and Xue Fu who got down.
"Are we here early?" Mr. Shen asked with a smile after shaking hands with Xu Disheng, looking at the parking lot that was obviously still empty on the left and right.
"No, grandma has asked several times, why hasn't Mr. Shen arrived yet, why don't you go in first and rest for a while?" Xu Disheng replied politely.
And here, Alocasia quietly stepped forward, pulled Pin Bei's sleeve, and asked, "Uncle Pin, is Xiao Yi here?"
Pin Bei was stunned for a moment, glanced at Xu Disheng, and then said haha: "I'll come in a while, don't worry!"
"Yes, Qianyi is not here, she is still Mrs. Xu!" Xue Fu, who was holding Shen Hai's arm, said meaningfully.
Shen Hai immediately stopped her, and then stepped forward to shake hands with Xu Disheng, deliberately diverting the topic: "Grandpa also said that he should come over early to talk to Grandma Xu, don't mind!"
"Welcome. Xu Disheng nodded and asked Pinbei to accompany the family inside.
Xu Disheng didn't follow, he continued to stand in place, looked at his watch, and looked into the distance, as if he was waiting for someone, and as if he was just standing casually, but the little smile on his face just now had slowly disappeared.
"Why hasn't Qianyi arrived yet?" Pinbei walked back at some point, stood behind Xu Disheng and muttered.
Xu Disheng ignored it, but his eyes had already been retracted.
"That...... Is the lawsuit really gone?" Pin Bei secretly smiled, looked left and right, and couldn't help but ask in a low voice.
"Say what to do. Xu Disheng frowned and said impatiently.
Pinbei smiled: "Anyway, it's good news, of course I want to share it with you, this is a truth that a little kid like your son understands, and when I came back from a business trip, I received a notice from the court in the morning, and I was really happier than I got married." ”
Xu Disheng snorted, and there was no expression of happiness on his face.
"There were a lot of people just now, and it was not easy to ask Shen Hai, why did Qianyi change her mind," Pinbei continued to chatter: "Does Grandma Xu know about this? You don't want to surprise her old man today, right?"