Feeling Ning Mengyan's gaze, Xiao Zheng's face was full of embarrassment, and he lit a cigarette for himself again.

At this time, Ning Mengyan suddenly spoke: "Xiao Zheng, you had a chance to bring down the Lu family, why did you ......?"

"Why didn't you do that, did you?" Xiao Zheng smiled slightly.

Ning Mengyan nodded.

Xiao Zheng said unhurriedly: "Because I don't know who else is an enemy and a friend to deal with the Lu family, the existence of the Lu family for a day will allow me to distinguish who is a human and who is a dog."

Ning Mengyan thought about Xiao Zheng's words for a while, and felt that this was indeed the case. If Xiao Zheng destroyed the Lu family, then what should he do later, do you have to wait for others to attack, and then counterattack. That would be too passive.

"I said, why don't you subvert the Lu family, it turns out that this is the case, it seems that you have already thought about everything. Ning Mengyan stared at Xiao Zheng, those eyes were very beautiful, and her eyes were pure and black: "Then have you thought about what to do next?"

Xiao Zheng was stunned: "Are you going to discuss this with me today?"

Ning Mengyan smiled slightly: "Then do you think I like you, so now I should discuss love with you, belittle Song Xiyue, and then talk about how much help I can give you if you accept me?"

Xiao Zheng wanted to nod, but he couldn't, so he had to take a puff of his cigarette lightly to hide his embarrassment.

Ning Mengyan looked directly at Xiao Zheng and said, " Xiao Zheng, although I like you, love you unconditionally, and even lose the judgment of right and wrong, but I will not belittle Song Xiyue, she has her goodness, I never deny it, I don't hide it from you, I once secretly heard the conversation between my brother and my grandfather, they said, there are so many women around you, but Song Xiyue finally gave you the greatest help, although I don't know what this sentence means now, but I know my brother, I know my grandfather better, if there is no basis, they will not say so. So you must treat the moon well. ”

Saying that, Ning Mengyan took another sip of wine, and then a few traces of blush gradually appeared on her cheeks, like the peach blossoms that were gorgeous and refined. The light shone on her face, and there was a strange charm in her white skin, mysterious and enchanting.

When Xiao Zheng heard Ning Mengyan say this, he couldn't help but glance at Ning Mengyan, and at the same time, countless doubts rose in his heart, why did Ning Guohua and Old Man Ning say this, could it be that Song Xiyue had anything else that he didn't know?

Ning Mengyan spoke again: "Xiao Zheng, I won't hide it from you, in fact, my brother and family don't agree that I like you so much, after all, my family background is here, to put it mildly, what kind of man do I Ning Mengyan want I can't find?"

Xiao Zheng's face was full of bitterness, he had to admit that what Ning Mengyan said was the truth, with Ning Mengyan's identity, as long as she wanted to marry, then the man could only let her choose, after all, her identity was enough for any man to be crazy about, not to mention that Ning Mengyan also had a look that captivated the country and the city.

Ning Mengyan's gaze was a little foggy, and his eyes became moist: "But I only like you, I really only like you, even if you don't like it, there is no way to stop me from liking you." Once my brother and grandfather asked me to give up on you, saying that you are not suitable for me, I have thought about it, I have worked hard, but the more I want to forget you, you will keep floating in my mind, no matter how hard I try, I can't forget, I know that I can't forget you in this life, and it is impossible to fall in love with other men in this life. Even if you don't love me, don't accept me, there's nothing, I don't care about these, I have seen through it, I have figured it out, love is not blindly taking, it is giving, only the love of giving is the most memorable, the most intoxicating. At this time, tears slid down Ning Mengyan's cheeks, wetting his cheeks, Ning Mengyan looked at Xiao Zheng in the haze, with some sadness on his face.

Looking at Ning Mengyan with pear blossoms and rain, Xiao Zheng couldn't help but reach out and gently wipe away the tears left on his face for Ning Mengyan.

Ning Mengyan suddenly showed a satisfied smile. How she wished that time could stand still in this moment, but she knew it was impossible.

At this time, Xiao Zheng's heart began to waver, and a strong desire rose in his heart, that is, to accept Ning Mengyan and let her become his own woman, so that she would no longer suffer from this kind of unrequited love, and not let her suffer from this kind of unrequited love. At this time, how much he wanted to give Ning Mengyan a harbor so that her soul could stay.

At this time, Ning Mengyan smiled freely and said: "Maybe I can't get anything for my efforts, but at least I have paid, I have worked hard, even if the moment my face is gone, at least I will not regret it, I have worked hard, but I have not gotten it." But her smile was filled with heartbreak that could not be concealed.

Xiao Zheng was also a little uncomfortable in his heart, he really wanted to hold Ning Mengyan in his arms at this time. But he knew that he couldn't, because he didn't know what he could give Ning Mengyan in the future, so he tried his best to restrain this desire in his heart.

Ning Mengyan stared at Xiao Zheng at this time and said, "If you don't leave and never give up, I will live and die!"

Hearing Ning Mengyan say this, Xiao Zheng's body trembled uncontrollably.

Ning Mengyan is not Su Che, Su Che Xiao Zhengai is quiet, tranquil, Ning Mengyan is not Du Yan, her love is destined to be like a fire, and she Ning Mengyan is a moth, she will never learn to be quiet, unless she is burned to ashes.

Seeing Xiao Zheng's somewhat struggling expression, Ning Mengyan took a deep breath and continued: "I want to promise you personally, but why, why are you always so ruthless to me, always like this? Why can you fit other women in your heart but can't fit me? Why don't you even leave me such a little position? Why? You tell me why?"

Ning Mengyan didn't understand, what did she do badly, or what made Xiao Zheng unwilling to accept her?

Xiao Zheng's face was full of bitterness, why, just because you came late, and your love is too fierce.

In the past, Xiao Zheng thought that Ning Mengyan's love was like a flood bursting the embankment, out of control, giving him an extremely depressed feeling, but now he is confused, and even he doesn't know why.

Xiao Zheng said a little sneeringly: "Mengyan, you are really good." ”

Ning Mengyan became even more angry when she heard this: "Then why don't you accept me, are they better looking than me? Are they all better than me? Are their breasts bigger than mine?"

Xiao Zheng blurted out and said, "This ...... It's all dressed up, and it's really hard to compare. But as soon as the words came out, Xiao Zheng couldn't wait to give himself two slaps, when was it, why couldn't this cheap problem be changed.

But Ning Mengyan took it seriously, only to see Ning Mengyan immediately stretch out his hand, take off the coat on his body, and then take off the robe inside himself.

Under Xiao Zheng's face full of astonishment, he saw Ning Mengyan's flat lower abdomen and mutton fat-white jade-like skin, as well as the snow-white goddess peak and the black lace underwear, which were particularly dazzling.

Xiao Zheng immediately looked confused, not knowing what to do.

After a while, Xiao Zheng came back to his senses and said to Ning Mengyan: "Mengyan, you also know that I am a relatively cheap person, I just said it by the way, you ......"

Ning Mengyan said with tears on her face: "Isn't it good-looking?

Xiao Zheng took a deep breath, immediately picked up the coat that was thrown aside by Ning Mengyan, and put it on Ning Mengyan: "Put it on." ”

Ning Mengyan stared at Xiao Zheng deadly, and tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably again.

"Xiao Zheng, you bastard, do you know, you are a heart thief, you unknowingly stole my heart, and crushed my heart without pity, what did I do in my last life, God wants to torture me like this in this life? I never thought that I Ning Mengyan would love so humbly and so lowly because I fell in love with someone, and even I begged Song Xiyue to let her give me a little bit of you, I only need a little bit to be content......" Ning Mengyan covered her cheeks, tears slipped down silently from her fingers.

Xiao Zheng didn't know what to say, at this time Xiao Zheng had already bit his lip, overflowing with a trace of blood, and at this moment he felt a throbbing pain in his heart. His heart is not iron-beaten, in the face of such a beautiful woman who loves such a humble woman, that man's heart will not waver, that man dares to say that he doesn't want to accept this woman? That man has the courage to refuse? Seeing Ning Mengyan's pear blossom with rain and broken liver and intestines, Xiao Zheng's heart was extremely uncomfortable.

Such a beautiful woman is still the first beauty I know, not to mention that they have ever had a relationship. But although he and Ning Mengyan are close to each other, they are as far away as the end of the world, in his world, Ning Mengyan is just a passerby, just the target he wanted to protect when he was on a mission.

But Ning Mengyan, who Xiao Zheng thought was a passer-by at the beginning, is no longer a passer-by, a woman who loves her, and a woman who loves a very stupid and naïve woman. A man has to face all kinds of temptations in his life, and a woman like Ning Mengyan who loves him is undoubtedly the most irresistible temptation.

Xiao Zheng pinched himself hard, trying to control the conflict in his heart that wanted to hold Ning Mengyan into his arms. If he hugs her, then it is equivalent to admitting Ning Mengyan and accepting her, then Ning Mengyan will have to face many unknown dangers in the future, just like Song Xiyue now, who is afraid every day.

At the same time, the Ning family will also be completely pulled into the water because of Xiao Zheng's move today, which will make Xiao Zheng feel extremely guilty.

Xiao Zheng took a deep breath, and then said, "Mengyan, I ......"

As soon as Xiao Zheng said two words, he was hurriedly interrupted by Ning Mengyan, his voice was full of trembling: "Xiao Zheng, please don't say it, I just hope that you can let me continue to guard the illusion of nothingness." ”

Tears slipped down Ning Mengyan's cheeks, and Xiao Zheng saw the pain in Ning Mengyan's eyes at this time.

He really didn't want to hurt Ning Mengyan, but the facts told her that she hurt Ning Mengyan, and it hurt deeply, if she had been living in this kind of ethereal fantasy, what would happen to her life?

At this time, Xiao Zheng's heart was full of guilt, and he felt as if he was pushing a woman who loved him deeply to the abyss, to the dark Shandong, as if he was destroying her step by step.

"Mengyan, don't you want to be like this?" Xiao Zheng said with a somewhat painful face: "Have you thought about it, if I really accept you, what will your Ning family have to face?"

Hearing Xiao Zheng say this, Ning Mengyan's eyes were even more tearful, and she immediately ignited hope: "I'm not afraid, I'm really not afraid! As long as I can be with you, I don't care about anything......

Xiao Zheng sighed deeply: "Mengyan, calm down, I know you don't care, but what about everyone up and down the Ning family? Can they be as indifferent as you, can they bet all their future on me and gamble wildly? They can't, you are tantamount to harming them." Mengyan, can you calm down? Love is not a matter of two people, it is a matter of two families, you and I are together, yes, you can be happy, you can be happy, but what about the rest of the Ning family? They can't. If I do, then I will appear too mean. Although I, Xiao Zheng, am not a good person, and my hands are covered in blood, I can't do such a despicable thing. ”

Speaking of this, Xiao Zheng, who was in great pain, tilted his neck and drained the wine in the cup again.

He couldn't give Ning Mengyan any promises, and he couldn't put on a wedding dress for Ning Mengyan, so he didn't dare to give Ning Mengyan hope, and then what was left was despair. Time passed like this, and after a while, Ning Mengyan's eyes immediately shot out of essence, as if he had thought of something, he stared at Xiao Zheng and said: "Xiao Zheng, for you, I can leave the Ning family, I can beg my grandfather to expel me from the Ning family, my life and death have nothing to do with the Ning family, everything about me has nothing to do with the Ning family." ”

Xiao Zheng was stunned again, Ning Mengyan's sacrifice was too big, right?!

What man wouldn't be touched by such affection?

For a while, Xiao Zheng began to not know how to face Ning Mengyan. He is really tempted, what more can a husband ask for if he can meet such a woman who is infatuated with you in his life?

At this time, two voices appeared in Xiao Zheng's mind, one was emotion and the other was reason.

Only the female voice representing emotions in the inland said: "Xiao Zheng, having such a woman is a blessing you cultivated in your previous life, what are you waiting for, what are you waiting for, accept her ......"

Immediately, he was extremely stern, and the domineering uncle who understood said on behalf of understanding: "Xiao Zheng, you can't do this, you don't even know your own future, what should you do if you accept her? What do you give her? You can only give her a waiting time and a sad ...... again and again."

Emotional female voice: "Xiao Zheng, she loves you very much, such a woman is hard to find, if you miss it, you will regret it for life, quickly, hug her into your arms......"

Rational and domineering uncle: "No, Xiao Zheng, you have to think clearly, if you hug her, she will face countless crises in the future, and even her family will follow you to live a stormy life......"

The two voices were arguing, the voices were getting louder and louder, Xiao Zheng immediately felt an indescribable pain immediately spread towards his body, the pain made Xiao Zheng's facial muscles twist together, and his forehead was also covered with cold sweat at this moment. The pain made him feel like he wanted to suffocate.

At this time, Xiao Zheng's breathing became short, and he shook his head fiercely, as if he was eliminating the pain of drilling his heart, and as if he was calming himself down in this way. The more Xiao Zheng deliberately suppressed the pain in his heart, his face became more and more gloomy, and unconsciously, Xiao Zheng's hands were tightly together. A look of extreme pain.

At this time, Xiao Zheng wanted to tell Ning Mengyan that it was not that I didn't accept you, it wasn't that I was ruthless to you, but that the responsibility restrained him. He was afraid that he would accept Ning Mengyan and give her a moment of light, but he would give her a lifetime of darkness, a lifetime of pain and suffering.

Ning Mengyan also felt the pain on Xiao Zheng's face at this time, and nervousness immediately appeared on the pretty face of the pear blossom with rain: "Xiao Zheng, what's wrong with you, are you okay, don't scare me......"

Xiao Zheng's face was hideous and painful, and Ning Mengyan's heart was full of fear, nervousness and worry.

Hearing Ning Mengyan say this, Xiao Zheng took a deep breath, then picked up the wine bottle on the side and drank it violently.

Ning Mengyan looked at him affectionately, with a gentle face.

After drinking, Xiao Zhengcai said: "Mengyan, to be honest, I really want to accept you, but I don't dare, you are not Jiang Wanying, she does not have a prominent family background like you, and you are not Du Yan, she can be carefree, but you are different, you have a prominent family background, and you also have a prominent position in China......

After Ning Mengyan heard Xiao Zheng's words, she only felt that the thunder was buzzing in her ears, was this refusal?! Ning Mengyan sat there sluggishly, as for Xiao Zheng's words, she didn't listen to a word in her ears.

It took a long time for the sad Ning Mengyan to come back to his senses. She said to Xiao Zheng with a sad face: "Do you still want to reject me?"

Seeing that Ning Mengyan was worse than dead, Xiao Zheng was also extremely uncomfortable in her heart, but the only reason left in her mind told her that she really couldn't accept Ning Mengyan at this time, and even if she did, it shouldn't be at this time.

Xiao Zheng took a deep breath and said to Ning Mengyan with a serious face: "No, I didn't reject you......"

When Ning Mengyan heard Xiao Zheng say this, his pale face immediately glowed, and Xiao Zheng, whose voice was full of trembling, said, "That...... Are you just accepting me?"

"Mengyan, you listen to me. Xiao Zheng looked at Ning Mengyan and said, "What situation I am facing now, you also know in your heart, maybe I will very likely die that day......"

"Xiao Zheng, I ......"

"Yes, you don't care, but I do. Xiao Zheng took a deep breath again and said, "I can't give you hope, and then give you despair." ”

After hearing Xiao Zheng's words, the tears in Ning Mengyan's eyes couldn't help but slide down his cheeks again, he cared about himself, he was not ruthless to himself, but afraid of his despair.

Thinking like this, Ning Mengyan's heart was full of excitement. She believes that her persistence and her dedication are worth it.

But then Xiao Zhengyan pushed Ning Mengyan into the abyss: "So, Mengyan, I can't accept you now." ”

When Ning Mengyan heard this, she immediately shed two lines of tears.

"Dream Smoke!"

Ning Mengyan smiled sadly at Xiao Zheng and interrupted: "Xiao Zheng, you don't need to say it, I understand what you mean." I don't know how to say some things, I hope you don't look down on me, I'm just a woman who is cornered by love, I just hope that I can leave the most wonderful memories in my life, I hope you can fulfill my ......"

When Xiao Zheng heard this, a bad premonition suddenly rose in his heart, and at this time, Ning Mengyan had slowly removed the coat that was draped on his body......

In the presidential suite of the Pearl Building, Song Xiyue sat on the sofa, her face was a little haggard, and next to Song Xiyue was Ye Tianchan, her face full of bitterness.

"Yueyue, did you deliberately let Xiao Zheng and Ning Mengyan stay together?" Ye Tianchan asked softly to Song Xiyue.

Hearing Ye Tianchan say this, Song Xiyue smiled slightly and said noncommittally, "What's wrong?"

"You don't ...... like this"

Song Xiyue sighed and said, "Ye Tianchan, I know what you want to say, but Mengyan is really pitiful. She has been giving, she has always put her posture very humble, and even in love, she relies on charity, which is so unfair to her. It's not an exaggeration to say that I'm just a little better than Mengyan, if it wasn't for my brother's reason back then, do you think Xiao Zheng would marry me? Will he be with me? He is definitely not marrying me, it should be Su Che, she is Xiao Zheng's favorite, although he didn't say anything, but I can feel it, I, Song Xiyue, can't compare to Su Che. ”

Although Xiao Zheng never mentioned Su Che, Song Xiyue could feel that Su Che was the woman he couldn't let go of the most, and the one he loved the most in his heart, and she Song Xiyue was only in second place at most.

After all, it was Su Che who Xiao Zheng lived up to first, and she was sorry first, Su Che was like a thorn, a deep thorn in Xiao Zheng's heart, and it would never be able to pull it out.

"He is good to me, and there is love and responsibility in it, because I am his wife, his wife. Song Xiyue took a deep breath and continued to Ye Tianchan: "If it weren't for my brother's reason, I'm afraid I'm just like Mengyan now, just a humble beggar in this love, and everything depends on other people's charity." ”

"Whether it's me, Mengyan, or someone else, we have already lost in love, lost to a relationship that ended before we had time to participate, and we all lost to the same woman. Song Xiyue said with a bitter face: "And Mengyan knew Xiao Zheng earlier than me, and fell in love early, if there is a first-come-first-served rule in love, I am just the latter;

She Song Xiyue can be a fool because of Du Yan, and she can be a fool because of Ning Mengyan.

Ye Tianchan felt bitter in her heart at this time. Song Xiyue is right, if love is a war, then they all lost to Su Che.

And this is still the case that Su Che did not directly participate in the battle, otherwise it is estimated that even Song Xiyue has no chance of winning.