If forgetting is God's will, then when the lost memory returns, should it be God's punishment or gift?

Fang Miao woke up suddenly, her forehead was full of cold sweat, she sat in a daze for a while, and suddenly got out of bed again, her consciousness was still a little scattered, she almost fell down when she got out of bed, she didn't even wear shoes, and kept walking out for a moment.

She pushed open the door of the study, the sweat on her forehead flowed into her eyes, Fang Miao didn't bother to wipe it, and stumbled to the desk, the white timer on it was still swinging at a uniform speed.

There was no superfluous movement in the whole house, only the sound of ticking, like a time bomb entering the countdown, which made people tremble to listen.

Fang Miao propped up the table with both hands, her eyes widened and she looked at the pointer, and the uneasiness and fear in her eyes became more and more intense.

As time passed, the frequency of the "tick" sound seemed to be getting faster and faster, and each sound tugged at the nerves in her brain, and she had a terrible headache, but she used all her spirit to play with that powerful and terrifying force.

She tried to break through that layer of obstacles, and when the negative emotions were overloaded, Fang Miao waved her hand hard and uncontrollably, and the timer was thrown to the ground, but she was still working tenaciously.

She hugged her head and slid a little down the desk to the ground, and in the moment she couldn't help but exhale in pain, she had to bite her fist-clenched hand again.

Memories that had been blocked by hypnosis were torn apart under the violent impact, and the lost, lost, and shattered chaos confused the entire brain.

The white light in the study hit Fang Miao's face, adding even more pale, and her originally trembling body stopped moving after a long time, and she looked out the window slowly.

It was also at this moment that Fang Miao really understood what he should blame himself the most from beginning to end?

It was at this moment that Fang Miao truly understood Yin Lai's grievances and grievances, the pain that should have been endured, and finally returned to her, which was really an answer that was even sadder than she imagined.

Rewind to that day, she stood outside the door of the private room, because she heard a name, and couldn't help but stop and eavesdrop.

There were many words that she couldn't hear clearly, only one that rang in her ears for a long time:

"If I don't do that, Wu Le will definitely sweep our mother and son out of the house!"

The suppressed and dusty memories are wrapped in the most difficult facts to face, which are disgusting from the inside out.

In the end, it was not that she missed the truth, but that she cowardly abandoned the truth in a short moment and chose to "live in secret".

Fang Miao stubbornly raised her head, but she had already burst into tears, and her tears still couldn't stop falling, so she wiped her tears over and over again.

Perhaps because she was tired of such repeated actions, and even more disgusted with such unbearable herself, she slapped herself twice, covered her face and cried loudly.

——

Li Xin had a good drink, and she didn't make trouble when she was drunk, so she half-knelt beside the bed and let Han Junchi wipe her face and arms.

"I like that I don't cry when I'm drunk. Han Junchi rubbed her face dishonestly with both hands.

Unexpectedly, Li Xin suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes seemed to be glaring at him.

That glance actually has no deterrent effect at all, but there is a different kind of style, and it is unbearable to scratch someone's heart.

Han Junchi deliberately touched Li Xin's face, maybe it wasn't enough to kiss her again, but he was interrupted by a question from her.

"When did you see that book?"

"Huh?" Han Junchi stood up slightly straighter to look at her, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Which one are you referring to?"

Li Xin wiped his face and sobered up a lot, his eyes were bright at this time, and he stared at him without saying a word.

Han Junchi coughed lightly, "Do you remember the last girlfriend I had in college? When we broke up, she returned all the things I gave her, and opened them a few days ago...... I came across that book by chance. ”

"Shanyue doesn't know what is going on in my heart" is the book that Li Xin read repeatedly at that time, when the book was borrowed, and one day she was shocked to find the "secret heart" contained in the page, she was panicked, and later, after all, it was all her secret.

At this moment, Li Xin didn't know how to react, none of the words she thought of a long time ago could be used to deal with the person in front of her.

However, just when she was at a loss, Han Junchi read out the sentence unhurriedly:

"The advantage of unrequited love is that I can decide the moment I want to let go without having someone's permission, because the initiative is in my hands. ”

The things that I don't want to mention are known by the people who don't want to reveal the least, Li Xin's heart is up and down, and she has always maintained a proud and indifferent attitude, in fact, she is the most humble.

Now, that humility is known.

She was silent for a long time before suppressing the wave of emotions and laughing back: "What about another sentence?"

"......" Han Junchi's face froze, "I'...... Let's give it a try. ”

"I want you to say the rest of the sentence. ”

"Does it have to be like this?" Han Junchi couldn't calm his breath and raised his voice: "Since I've missed those years, isn't it good to be together now?"

Li Xin looked at the ceiling and blinked a few times, and after taking a long breath, his gaze returned to Han Junchi with a solemn expression.

"Are you sure you are doing this because you are not upset when you see someone pursuing me, and you are sure you are not saying this to me because you are unhappy?

In the face of this series of questions, Han Junchi was speechless, and the lines of his cheeks gradually tightened.

Li Xin stared at him for a long time, and the little hope she had left was also exhausted, and the wait just now was also the last chance she gave each other.

Now, she no longer needs to hear the so-called heart from Han Junchi's mouth.

"In the past, it was my wishful thinking for you, and now I want to pursue my own happiness, and those many years of wishful thinking do not need to be compensated by your marriage. ”

After speaking, Li Xin got out of bed and went to the bathroom, turned his back to Han Junchi, and left the last sentence "When I come out in a while, I hope I don't see you again."

Han Junchi was stunned in place, he didn't expect Li Xin to be so rational and resolute, her thoroughness made his self-righteous "logical" seem ridiculous.

Even, he couldn't figure out what kind of mind he was thinking.

Or can he figure out that the relationship between the two is no longer insignificant, and the past can't be brought back completely?

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Before getting off work, Yan Zheng habitually checked the monitoring and tracking records installed on Fang Miao's car, and the map showed that the car stayed in the bustling road in the north of City A, where many nightclubs, hotels and other entertainment venues gathered.

He clicked the phone and dialed the phone again, but he hung up after the bell rang twice.

He Shicheng still had a lot of money left in hand, and he went to a nightclub to be happy after work at night, and he also brought a charming-looking woman with him, and the two of them came out of it and quickly got into a sports car parked in front of the door.

The car started and drove away, and the back seat of the car fell on the woman's neck and kissed back and forth, while the woman lay on him weakly and bonelessly, letting out a few coquettish laughter from time to time, and the comfortable and happy expressions on their faces were faintly reflected in the rearview mirror.

The driver quietly sped up, what was going on, he didn't bother to care about it, and continued to bury his head in the current business.

Yan Zheng arrived at the location shown on the map, where no figure of Fang Miao was found, the car was parked on the side of the road, the window was ajar, the toolbox was placed in the driver's seat, and the car keys were inside.

He sat back in the car and picked up his phone, and sure enough, after 1 minute, the screen lit up with an unread message.

The car walked for more than 20 minutes, He Shicheng became more and more uncontrollable, turned his head and looked out the window casually, the roadside was full of trees, the street lights were dim, and there was not even a ghost in front and back.

He was so angry: "Why don't you know the road for this driver?"

As soon as the words fell, the car stopped suddenly, and He Shicheng might as well crash into the passenger seat.

"Do you know how to drive? Won't you just get out of here, I'll drive it myself!"

The driver didn't speak at first, He Shicheng finished scolding, and said a few sensual words to the woman next to him, and his mind was rippling, but the moment the driver turned his head, his face changed drastically!

Fang ...... Lawyer Fang?" He was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and subconsciously rubbed into the corner.

The driver was dressed as a man and wore a peaked cap, so if you didn't look closely, you couldn't tell that it was a woman.

"Lawyer Fang?" Yin Lai raised his eyes inch by inch, and the corners of his lips gradually hooked up a strange smile: "It doesn't matter, you remember it best, and I won't have to give you memories again." ”

"What memory, my dear, who is she?" the woman's neckline was wide open, and her eyes rubbed against it from time to time.

"Shut up!" He Shicheng shouted angrily, and in a blink of an eye, he looked flattering: "According to what lawyer Fang said before, I have provided my mother with money and a house, and you ...... I don't quite understand. ”

Yin Lai sneered and did not answer the question immediately. She got out of the car, still carrying some tools in her hand, and walked around the front of the car to He Shicheng's side.

Just when He Shicheng wondered what she was going to do, a huge hammer appeared in front of him, and before he could open his mouth, with a loud "bang", the whole glass of the car was smashed, and the glass shards flew around.

Although He Shicheng's first reaction was to cover his face with his arm, he was inevitably scratched.

"Remember! This is my wake-up call for you. Looking at the trembling appearance of the people in the car, Yin Lai's face was full of disgust and disdain: "Do you understand now?"

He Shicheng nodded straightly, "I was forced, and it's been so many years...... If you want to forget about it, I can still help you. He turned his head, his expression more sincere as he feared.

Hearing this, Yin Lai sneered.

He Shicheng was in a cold sweat all over his body, and was thinking about saying something more, when he was asked to get out of the car by Yin Lai. He shuddered with fear, and his legs went limpy just by looking at the hammer.

Yin Lai swung his hammer in front of him, "Don't challenge my patience!"

He Shicheng swallowed his saliva, and as soon as he pushed the car door, his legs fell to the ground as soon as his legs were weak, and there were scattered glass shards on the ground, which stabbed his knees and made a hoarse scream, and then the whole person lay on the ground.

"Look at your embarrassed appearance now, to be honest, I really want to ......" Yin Lai slowly squatted down, his eyes gloomy: "I really want to kill you!"

He Shicheng was stunned, his body was not shaking, and he looked at Yin Lai's gaze and said tentatively: "You won't, you are a lawyer, and you won't know the law and break the law." ”

"Lawyer?" Yin Lai stood up under his gaze, the corners of his trench coat fluttering in the wind, and a grim smile on his face: "You have reminded me that if I let you die quietly, it is also possible." ”

With that, she swept over the woman in the car who tried to call the police with her mobile phone, but the woman was shocked by her eyes, and her hand let go of the mobile phone and fell under the car.

He Shicheng's face turned pale at this time, and he struggled to get up, his legs were still kneeling, and he came to Yin Lai's feet with his hands folded, trying to grab her trouser legs, but was avoided.

So he kowtowed desperately, even if glass slag got into his head, he couldn't care less.

"It shouldn't be all my ghost, please let me go, aren't you doing a good job as a lawyer now, just treat it as if it didn't happen, let me go, please ......"

He Shicheng said a lot in one breath, and when he could only hear the sound of the wind in his ears, he stopped and looked up cautiously.

But seeing that Yin Lai was very angry, he grabbed He Shicheng's neck in the next moment, and easily pushed his whole person against the car in the blink of an eye, like an enraged tyrant, with murderous anger in his eyes.

She used her strength, and when He Shicheng hit the body, there was a violent "clang", and her throat was choked for just a few seconds, and the person was almost suffocated.

"Ahem...... Save...... Don't kill me......" He Shicheng tilted his head and gasped.

In the silent air, only the sound of the wind coming through the forest became clearer, whistling and rolling by.

Yin Lai closed his eyes, as if he was enjoying some kind of breath, but the strength of his hands did not decrease, his knuckles made a clicking sound, He Shicheng stretched his neck, his eyeballs were about to fall out, but the person was still alive, undoubtedly this is a kind of torture!

The wind grew louder and louder, and the sky was shrouded in darkness, and when Yin Lai opened his eyes, it was such a scene.

Her face was as cold as frost, but her eyes were clear and bright, and when she looked at the people who were struggling under her hands, she said, "You're tired too, then—it's over." ”