61 Heart-to-heart
Fang Qi lowered his head and did not speak, drawing out his true qi, like teasing a small animal, he turned around in his body before leading back to the dantian, and then stared at the table in a daze.
Hongyuan knocked on the table on his side and asked, "What are you thinking?" โ
Fang Qi was silent for a while, and when he looked up at him, he seemed to be a little embarrassed, a little grateful, and mixed in some other things.
Fang Qi grabbed the back of his hand uncomfortably and said, "I miss you." โ
Hongyuan was stunned, as if he didn't hear clearly, subconsciously leaned forward and said in a dumb voice: "What?"
Fang Qi let out a deep sigh and said, "I'm thinking about you." โ
The man's lips were hooked, a very shallow smile bloomed, and his tone paused slightly, "What do you want from me?"
Fang Qi looked at his hard and cold face, he looked really unkind, such a man who looked cold-blooded and cold-hearted, because of his words, the dark light under his eyes floated, and the whole person was full of life.
"I'm thinking about you, in fact, you are like this, sometimes it really makes me feel ......" Fang Qi looked into his eyes and looked at him silently for a long time before he said in a low and powerful voice: "I feel very annoying, very annoying." โ
Your irrational and bottomless accommodation bothers me a lot.
The two of them sat in the study, the birds chirping outside, but the world was as silent as death. Hongyuan was stunned for a moment, a gentle smile was fixed at the corner of his mouth, and the light in his eyes quickly retreated.
Fang Qi pretended not to see his expression, his eyes lowered and constantly mobilized the true qi in his body, feeling their smooth swimming, in his body, like a fish in the water, this breath had become a part of his body. Although he swept away these cultivation details when he read the book, he didn't leave much of a deep impression, but he also knew what was difficult at the beginning, and monks were no exception.
In just over a month, from a person who had never been in contact with cultivation, to open up his muscles and veins to collect his true qi for his own use, and use it freely, even if he was a genius, it was absolutely impossible for him to get to this point!
And who gave him these? Even if he deliberately avoided thinking about it, he knew that it was the man in front of him.
The medicine he poured was really hard to drink, but the effect was almost immediate. On the day he first received cultivation, he was still a rookie who didn't know anything and couldn't even tell the location of the dantian. As a result, I was poured that bowl of unpalatable medicine the next day, and when I tried to cultivate again, I could already feel the faint heat in my abdomen.
He hadn't believed that this would be the ultimate elixir before, but the facts were in front of him, and he had no reason to doubt it anymore.
So since then, Hongyuan has brought medicine again, although he is reluctant on his face, he is actually not resisting in his heart. And the rest of the few times of resistance and refusal are purely deliberate troublemaking.
He really hoped that Hongyuan could force him to fall and leave because he had nothing to do, or beat him up. Who is he, why is it worth Hongyuan to retreat again and again, and to be humble again and again?
He hoped that Hongyuan could shake his face and show him, and tell him that it was his duty to give you love, not to give it, as long as he wanted to, he could take back those good things at any time!
But Hongyuan didn't have a single time. He barely said a word of seriousness, even if he was forced to do nothing by his vexatious trouble, he would only detain him and kiss him and give him the medicine, every time it was this trick, every time it was the gentlest and most erotic punishment. There have been several times when the two of them have intertwined with each other, and it is obvious that he has reacted, and the man is only after feeding the medicine, at most hugging him for a while, and when * calms down, the gentleman leaves.
The more Fang Qi thought about it, the more irritable he became, and said with a full sense of evil: "Do you know why I annoy you? For example, you know that I am not a so-called Puyu, nor am I a genius, why do you ......?"
Hongyuan suddenly stood up, put his index and middle fingers into his mouth, and blocked half of what he said.
"Don't say it. Hongyuan said in a low voice: "I don't want to know." โ
Fang Qi frowned and leaned back, Hongyuan withdrew his hand and looked down at him for a moment, a flash of struggle and pain flashing in his eyes. We've come to this point. What are you waiting for? What are you enduring?
Hongyuan took a wrong step back, his fingers digging into the crack of the table.
Wait for what?
The man stared at him fiercely, and a crazy idea kept shouting in his mind, it is better to take back the freedom of this corner, his mouth is so disobedient? Then seal it, only open it when he is lying on the **, so that he doesn't have to say anything except sweet moans and shouting his name.
Fang Qi looked up at the man, Hongyuan's face became more and more ugly, and he couldn't help but feel a little weak, but his back was still straight. Come to make noise, come to make trouble, even if you are angry, it doesn't matter if you beat me!
Hongyuan met him in black and white, some wet eyes, the bottom of his eyes was implied to be provocative, his demeanor was vivid, the man took a wrong step back, and closed his eyes hard.
No way.
He wants not only that he can be by his side, but also that he is willing. Crying beside him, laughing beside him, asking for a square chess with joy and sorrow, not a locked wooden man.
Fang Qi was ready to fight back and scold him without returning the blow, so he waited for Hongyuan to slap him in anger because of his tenderness and sweetness.
Hongyuan retracted his gaze, and when he raised his eyes again, his expression had returned to his former calmness, and he glanced at him meaningfully, turned around and walked out.
Fang Qi: "...... Huh?"
Finished?
โฆโฆ Why didn't you fight?
Hongyuan had already opened the door and strode out, and his pace was still steady. Fang Qi was stunned in his seat for a while before he remembered to catch up, Hongyuan walked to the left, took out a clay basin from the kitchen, which was full of flour, put a bowl of water in a bowl on the dining table, poured it into the flour, and began to mix noodles.
Fang Qi looked at him from a distance, he didn't react for a long time, the little duckbill pulled his trouser leg under his feet to play the swing, Fang Qi bent down and slapped it aside, and then slowly walked over, with a complicated expression: "What are you doing here?"
Didn't you hear what I just said?
Hongyuan grinned toothy and said, "Is it okay to eat steamed buns at night?"
Bun......
Fang Qi was dumbfounded, watching the man's momentum and killing, like a knife and a sword, kneading the dough with the hand that was in power to kill, how to look at it...... Fang Qi said dryly: "Do you know how to make buns?"
"Yes," Hongyuan mixed flour and water, and no emotion could be heard in his voice, "I will do whatever you like." โ
Fang Qi seemed to have been punched in the air, his figure shook almost invisibly, and he walked to the table step by step, his eyes fixed on the thick palm that had been kneaded out of the dough.
Fang Qi's legs couldn't stand, so he pulled a stool and sat down. Obviously, Hongyuan didn't say a few words from beginning to end, but he always felt that Hongyuan was really tight, he tried his best to force him back step by step, he was already standing on the cliff and had no way out, but the man was not slow, getting closer and closer.
"We have no relatives and no reason," Fang Qi said, "Why are you so good to me?"
Hongyuan paused, looked down at him, and said softly: "You are my person, I am not good to you, who is good to me?"
"But ......" delving into this problem made Fang Qi very anxious, this sense of anxiety and powerlessness even dispelled the joy of completely dredged the tendons, Hongyuan compromised with him every time, took care of him thoughtfully, and saw that he liked it openly and secretly, he was more irritable than moved.
Fang Qi said: "Don't you think it's too much?"
"Too much?" Hongyuan stopped what he was doing and said with a smile: "I'm not enough, you're too much?"
Fang Qi looked at him dumbfounded, what does it mean that it is not enough? The love and love that has exceeded his load is not enough for Hongyuan? How can it be called enough? He has not responded to his feelings at all, what kind of mentality is he holding and wishful thinking?
Why force him?
He has no way to retreat, what do you want him to do?
The world is chaotic and strange, there are so many irrationalities, he is like a lost traveler. He is in such a world, in such a land, in a book! Because he knows that one day he will be separated, he knows that the more he pays, the more he will hurt, he knows that he has to be afraid every day, and he knows that once he is trapped, he will not be able to get out, and nothing will end well. He needs to be careful not to dodge all the time, but he is greedy for more.
Faced with a fake character in the book, he needs to be alert to himself all the time that Hongyuan is not real. But he retreated again and again, and the man pressed forward step by step, stirring his heart, making him untenable, stirring him not wanting to leave, and making all his psychological construction and rejection become ridiculous. The front is obviously an abyss, and one step further is a catastrophe, and his bones are shattered, but he still pokes his feet from time to time and wants to give it a try.
Obviously not together yet, he has already begun to fear separation, what should he do?
For a long time, the man seemed to be gentle and kind, but in fact, everything he did and everything he said was like a rumbling alarm bell, forcing him to make a choice!
He didn't know anything, Fang Qi thought, this man only knew how to be good to him...... There are so many identities in the world, brothers, friends, and close friends, why not choose a simple one, why not choose one that is easy to let go, why not necessarily involve love?
Why can't the friendship between gentlemen be as light as water, and leave a way for yourself and the other party to retreat, why do you have to ...... So much, such a violent emotion pressed over in one go, not giving him a breathing time.
He was really flustered and sweet, impetuous and anxious, as if there was an unbridgeable chasm between the two, and the boundless darkness would bury him heavily sooner or later. There will be a day when one is in the book and the other is outside the book, how will he get out of this relationship? Hongyuan will become the shadow of his life!
"I've been looking for your fault all this time. Fang Qi said heartily: "I never help you do things, you cook and wash dishes, sweep the floor and wash clothes, you use elixir to help me warm my muscles and veins, I don't appreciate it, I show you a stinky face every once in a while, and I shout at you to drink and drink, today I have a smooth muscle, and I didn't say thank you." Sometimes I can't stand my shameless self, why don't you hate me? Hongyuan, what are you thinking?"
Hongyuan didn't seem to expect him to say such a long talk, so he was silent for a moment, and then said in amazement: "You did it on purpose?"
Fang Qi: "......"
These days, in addition to the dirty pants, he washed it himself at first, and later saw that Hongyuan really adhered to his duty, no longer messed around, and never washed it again, let alone other clothes. When you sit down and eat, you can eat when you finish eating, you will leave when you lift your buttocks, you don't help wash the rice and vegetables, you don't help wipe the table when you wash the dishes, you don't sweep the quilt and don't fold it, you need to reach out when you drink water, it's almost a meal to open your mouth and clothes to reach out, and you inherit the cultivation in the Valley of a Thousand Corpses, Hongyuan should be a good person to cultivate, but he can be turned around by him, and there is almost no time.
Such an obvious bully, you didn't even see it?
How can this be reasonable, he can concentrate on doing things to the death during this time, thinking about some evil ways and foreign ways, what is the plan? No matter what Hongyuan says, I know you did it on purpose, but I put up with you. Instead of thinking that this is his nature, he still stays behind him. After all, it was deliberate, and he himself knew that this method was not advisable and needed to be changed. And the nature is difficult to change...... Hongyuan didn't bother him?
"I don't hate you," Hongyuan smiled warmly, "I've always liked it." โ
Fang Qi was motionless and silent, and a deep sense of exhaustion and powerlessness hit him, which made him unable to straighten his waist, but soon he raised his head, stared at the man who had already kneaded the flour into a ball with shining eyes, stood up suddenly, leaned over, and kissed him on the chin with a two-point determination.
The man lost his mind, and a crack appeared in his calm expression, this was the first time since he had recovered his true body that he had taken the initiative to approach him so intimately.
"You ......" sounded deep.
"Don't ask me what's wrong," Fang Qi was also a little stunned, touching his mouth, just now he swayed from side to side, rational rejection, emotional desire, almost drove him crazy. For a moment, sensibility prevailed, urging him to make a choice. The initiative just now seemed to be a sign that he finally surrendered to fate and Hongyuan. In this battle that he started with wishful thinking and the unwitting Hongyuan, he lost...... Lost to himself.
"I just want to ......" Fang Qi said with a smile: "There is wine today and drunk today." โ
There is wine today and drunk today, even if there is a cliff in front of him, and he is crushed when he takes a step forward, he closes his eyes, grits his teeth and beats hard.
Even if the โกโก hanging over his head blew up one day, it was really possible to separate one day. He's willing to try and try to stay here.
Although he knew that he had made the most exhausting choice, but when he saw the move, his mood was still relaxed, Fang Qi was full of anticipation of Hongyuan's reaction, and he waited for a while like a big girl, and there was no movement around him at all. Looking up, Hongyuan lowered his head and put the dough back in the basin, turned around and walked over.
Fang Qi was embarrassed to look at his eyes, his gaze was flat, and when he saw the bulging things in front of him, he looked embarrassed.
He's got an erection!
The man walked over, the two of them stood and sat down, the man was much taller than him, bent down slightly, his broad palm wrapped around his shoulder, Fang Qi pulled his hand down with a wooden face, and moved the stool to the side.
Fang Qishen was embarrassed, and suddenly said: "You don't know, I really like to eat steamed buns, we came here, I haven't eaten steamed buns once, it's either rice porridge or other soup all day, rice has been eaten a few times, cough, but I haven't eaten steamed buns and steamed buns once." I was pleasantly surprised that you lit up the skill of buns. โ
Before the tragic shattering of bones, there is something more terrible than shattering bones! Who is down there?!
Fang Qi knows his temperament very well, Hongyuan at this time is a dry prairie, if he dares to spray a little spark, it will be a matter of minutes!
Just think about him and he has a nervous breakdown.
Fang Qi tried hard not to mention the wind and snow, but to mention more firewood, rice, oil and salt, and said: "What kind of stuffed buns do you eat? There is no meat...... Actually, I prefer meat buns, buns, buns, buns, and I suddenly remembered that the last time we ate steamed buns, do you remember the old couple? Guess how old they are? Fifty or sixty, their faces are wrinkled. โ
Hongyuan: "......"
Hongyuan took a deep breath, suppressed his imminent desire, shook his head and smiled, "What are you panicking about?"
Fang Qi was seen through by him, and his face flushed, shouldn't he panic?! This is related to the safety of his life! If the two of them are in the opposite size, and he can easily suppress Hongyuan, he won't panic! What else are you panicking, it's really capitalized red and bold standing and talking without backache!
Seeing that he couldn't hide his nervousness, turning around and wanting to run at any time, Hongyuan licked his lips, his eyes were greedy, and he seemed to be able to imagine what kind of gluttonous feast would greet him next.
Hongyuan went back to make peace, Fang Qi breathed a sigh of relief, his brain was thinking quickly, he was hard but he couldn't be hard, he could only outwit!
Fang Qi propped his hands on the table and said seriously: "Do you know that sex between two men is the most comfortable above or the most comfortable below?"
Hongyuan said: "I will make you the most comfortable." โ
Fang Qi was extremely surprised: "Yes, I want to be on it, I am most comfortable on it!"
After speaking, he felt that his tone was too excited, Fang Qi covered his mouth and coughed a few times, and said, "It's also very comfortable below, I will make you very comfortable." โ
"Okay. Hongyuan bent his eyes, smiled kindly, and said, "I've been waiting for a long time." โ
Fang Qi shuddered for a moment, the one who was gently picked up by him at the end, he was numb, he used to feel angular, and his face looked cold and hard and impersonal, but today I don't know if he was wearing colored glasses or what, Hongyuan had a gentle smile in his eyes, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes exuded infinite style, full of husband Come and pity me.
Fang Qi touched his chin with a look of pity, the more he thought about it, the more he felt like, look at how virtuous Hongyuan is, he is good at laundry and cooking, and he will actually compare it with bread buns...... He's so idle and doesn't do anything...... If the two of them are two people, it is very obvious that what he does is more like a man who stands up to the sky! Fang Qi was carried away by ecstasy, and he put gold on his face one by one, hahahaha It's a pie in the sky!
As a loving little husband, Fang Qixian said attentively: "What kind of stuffed buns do we eat? After a while, you will teach me to make steamed buns, and I will wrap them for you to eat later. โ
Hongyuan looked at him silently for a while, guessed that he would be wrong, and didn't open his mouth for a moment. The ignorant is fearless, he was always afraid of him before, and he couldn't refuse the smile and delicious food that came to his door.
In the afternoon, Fang Qi helped to run before and after, scrambling to wash vegetables and choose vegetables and carry water, unprecedented diligence and hospitality, in the evening, the noodles were made, the stuffing was adjusted, and the buns were clumsily learned.
Making buns is a delicate job, and a man's hands are so big, at first glance, they don't look like a pair of hands that can make buns. But the dough was placed in his hand, and he didn't know how to pick and twist his fingers slowly, as if by magic, and the beautifully shaped bun came out.
Fang Qi looked at the stuffing and skin in his hand and kneaded them together, pinched the leak here, pinched the skin on this side and pinched it thin, the whole person was not good, and said in a trance: "Why do you make buns?"
Hongyuan smiled, took the messy bun he had pinched, lightly mended it twice in his hand, and put the wrapped bun aside.
Fang Qi held back for a while and said, "...... I haven't seen you pack before, when did you learn it?"
"Learn?" the man lowered his eyes and said, "I've eaten so many times, I don't need to learn." โ
Fang Qi hit one, honestly no longer follow the help, Hongyuan raised his eyes to look at his depressed look, and his dark black eyes were full of softness.
That day was the busiest afternoon for Fang Qi to come to the Valley of a Thousand Corpses, and he was hungry, but he didn't eat much for that dinner, and he put off his chopsticks after two bites, and he couldn't remember the taste of steamed buns.
That night, it was Hongyuan who washed the dishes as usual, not that he didn't want to wash them, but he was too nervous, it was about to fall into the night, and he had to go to bed after eating. But one has affection and one intention, how can he still sleep with a quilt like before? He is an adult, sex and love are inseparable, and he should do it properly today!
It's really strange why Hongyuan looks so calm and unhurried, and he can't breathe for half a minute. Fang Qi looked at his figure walking in with resentment, how could he not be nervous at all!
The more calm the man became, the more nervous he became, and Fang Qi flicked his sleeves and walked away in annoyance.
Sitting in the small pavilion in the center of the garden lake for a while, the red lanterns on both sides of the corridor reflected the lake water, Fang Qi lewdly lifted his hem and looked at it, the size is not too impressive, but the shape and color are not bad...... Well. During this period of time, except for the occasional touch, he really didn't force him anymore the rest of the time. He actually did it secretly, but he was picked up by Hongyuan once, and he did it again, and he always felt that it was not enough to be energetic.
After tidying up the clothes, Fang Qi took a small brush and washed his teeth, and then walked in the direction of the bedroom.
Pushing open the door and entering, Hongyuan was already waiting at the table, holding a book in his hand. On the table were tea and snacks, a familiar bowl of medicine, and a plate of bright and dripping small fruits.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, Hongyuan looked sideways at him and beckoned him to come over.
Fang Qi sat down at the table, the two were relatively speechless, Fang Qi scratched his head, a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say.
Hongyuan pushed the medicine bowl towards him and said, "Drink." โ
Fang Qi looked embarrassed, why did he still remember that he had drunk medicine at such a critical moment?
The more I didn't drink it, the more I felt tormented, Fang Qi quickly decided, and took a sip of it, today this medicine is bitter and spicy, and there is a strange smell in my mouth and throat, so I put down the bowl and went to get a snack, wanting to suppress this taste.
On the small plate that had not yet reached the snacks, Hongyuan pushed the plate with the small fruits to him and said, "Taste it." โ
Fang Qi stuffed a piece of sweet peach blossom crisp into his mouth.
"What is this?"
Fang Qi pinched a small fruit in his hand and looked at it, it was about the size of a ping pong ball, and the red fruit emitted an extremely sweet aroma. Thinking back to the pile of elixirs that Hongyuan made, he said, "What kind of elixir is this?"
Hongyuan closed the book, put it aside, and said, "This is spring drunk." โ
Fang Qi sighed, what kind of medicine is spring drunk? Don't be a strange thing, right? Fang Qi cautiously bit a piece of skin, smacked his lips and tasted it, and couldn't help but be so moved that he almost cried, this elixir is too according to common sense! It smells the same, it is sweet and delicious! A delicious elixir! It's not easy!
"It's delicious," Fang Qi filled the whole piece into his mouth, and the plump and rich juice burst out of his mouth, clear and sweet, with a little bit of sourness, not greasy at all.
Spring drunk without a core, this is especially convenient to eat, Fang Qi picked up another one, and then saw Hongyuan staring at him to eat, with a subtle expression, Fang Qi coughed, thinking that the two of them could be regarded as something now...... Although there is no confession and a clear proposal, it is basically ...... Kind of a confirmed relationship, right?
Fang Qi ate one himself, took out another one and handed it to him, saying, "It's delicious, you can taste it too." โ
Hongyuan shook his head and smiled: "I'm ...... Specially prepared for you, it's all yours. Do not eat too much at a time, up to two capsules. โ
"This is also a medicine to nourish the muscles and veins?" Fang Qi suddenly felt a little hot, and his face burned in a panic, and said, "Am I not better, is it to consolidate?"
Hong Yuan's eyes darkened a lot, he got up and walked over, Fang Qi's eyes followed him all the time, the man walked around half of the table, walked up to him, clamped his jaw and lifted it, and his hot lips were pressed almost immediately.
Fang Qi raised his head to accept his wanton rhythm of lips and tongue, and tried hard to respond, but the man's unique domineering and strong came to him with an overwhelming momentum, and the tongue stirred in his mouth, slowly licking his teeth**, as if to count how many teeth he had.
Perhaps because of his lust, Fang Qi became hotter and hotter, and the parts under his body quickly straightened up, noticing his changes, the man left his lips and whispered, "You have a reaction." โ
Fang Qi was so embarrassed that he wanted to dig a pit and bury himself, I had my own reaction, I knew it!
Without noticing his little emotions, Hong Yuancai pinched out a spring drunk, small red fresh fruit from the porcelain plate, which looked even more delicate in his hand.
"Spring drunk is full and juicy, can be used externally and internally, the taste is sweet, do you like it?"
Fang Qi wanted him to touch himself, but he was ashamed to open his mouth to say it, seeing that he had been talking about fruit inexplicably, he was anxious and impatient.
Hongyuan seemed to think of something, and said with a smile: "Good, eat another one." โ
Fang Qi couldn't sit still on the stool, and gasped, "Didn't you say that you can only eat two at most." โ
"It's going to be hard for the first time," Hongyuan explained in a low voice, "I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it." โ
Fang Qi was stunned for a few seconds, and before he could remember what he meant, the man filled the fruit into his mouth, and then pulled him up, hugged him tightly with both hands, and pressed his back with his palms, with great force, as if he was going to embed the person in his arms into his body, and his handsome face pressed up, snatching away all his voices again. The sweet juice mixed with the man's breath was sent into his mouth, Fang Qi swallowed hard, and he came to the **couch in the chaos and confusion, and was put down on the ** with a crooked foot, and the tall and powerful man's body came up.