Chapter 79: Turning into Wind for You (1)
The wind was not so raging, every time it blew, it would always take away the temperature of the body, Fang Miao leaned into the warm arms and closed his eyes with peace of mind.
Yan Zheng was happy to be relied on like this, but he could clearly feel that the shoulders of the person in his arms were trembling slightly, so this joy was quickly replaced by pity.
He picked her up horizontally and headed towards the parking lot, where he shielded her from the wind all the way and carried her all the way to the passenger seat.
Yan Zheng was about to close the door, and his right wrist was held by a cold hand, he raised his eyes to look at her, and she was looking at him expectantly with a pair of eyes open.
"You haven't given me the answer yet......" After this night's tossing, Fang Miao's voice was very soft at this time, almost inaudible.
"Don't believe me?" Yan Zheng asked softly.
"I ...... I don't believe in myself......" she lowered her eyes.
Yan Zheng looked at her quietly, his expression was uncertain, in such a long silence, Fang Miao almost thought that time had stopped, but in the next moment, he felt that his breath suddenly surrounded him, and then there was a warm place on his forehead.
When Fang Miao realized that this was a kiss, Yan Zheng had already withdrawn his body, returned to the posture just now and stared at her, his eyes were clear, and he said:
"Fang Miao, I've always been there. ”
It always means that I will guard your joy, I will lead for you, no longer have to worry about losing your way, even if it is a heavy pain, it will be with you to face it, it is a promise of your life!
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The air in the early morning was pure and beautiful, the bedroom window was open, and the sunlight was pouring in, Yin Lai woke up in this quiet atmosphere, looking at the ceiling without blinking, not knowing what to think.
Twice, without any struggle, she could occupy this body, and having time was what she expected most, but now she was uneasy.
After Yin Lai finished washing, he found a brand new set of clothes from the closet, which he hung in the place where he could see it when he opened the cabinet door.
The white T-shirt and denim skirt are similar in style to her previous outfits, except that it is not a unisex outfit.
"It's ugly......"
She complained, closed the closet door, and pulled the door open again after a while......
Yin Lai pushed open the bedroom door and saw Yan Zheng standing against the wall next to him.
She closed the door and said angrily: "Don't wait, your Fang Miao is running away again." ”
Yan Zheng hooked his lips: "Really?"
He obviously saw through it, Yin Lai frowned, and his mood instantly became terrible.
"Why don't you go somewhere with me?"
Yin Lai narrowed his eyes, squinted at him, and did not answer immediately.
Yan Zheng moved under his feet, changed his standing posture and looked at her: "Don't you think about it?"
Knowing that she was deliberately on guard, he just didn't know where to go, but lured her into the bait in such an "ulterior motive" way!
She doesn't!
So he said, "I must be vigilant against someone like you who is too dangerous." ”
When the words fell, I saw Yan Zheng quietly looking her up and down, and the next moment he turned around and left.
Yin Lai almost jumped to his feet, and couldn't help shouting: "Wait!"
Five minutes later, Yin Lai got into Yan Zheng's car, and the car drove slowly on the cement road in the community, and she kept lying on the window to ease her emotions.
The car drove out of the community and merged into the traffic, waiting for the green light, Yan Zheng's afterglow swept to someone's facial features that were rarely tangled together, and he looked uncomfortable.
He tilted his head and smiled, "If I take you to the clinic and imprison you again, do you think this split personality will be good?"
"You dare!" Yin Lai immediately turned his head, his angry face was not fake.
"Of course I don't dare. A faint tone.
Yan Zheng turned his head to look ahead, the traffic in front of him was evacuated, and he stepped on the accelerator lightly as usual.
Another punch on the cotton! Yin Lai bit his lower lip and stared at him, the nameless fire in his heart burned more and more, and was finally extinguished by his cold and indifferent attitude.
The car stopped outside the door of a nursing home, and Yin Lai followed Yan Zheng all the way in, and learned from his conversations with others that it was a nursing home opened by a friend, and he often came here.
The elderly here are very different from those in the nursing home, and as soon as Yin Lai stepped into the courtyard, the picture that greeted him was staggering.
An old man jumped up and down on the grass, imitating the monkey's behavior: "Huangpizi is not going to hand over my master soon!"
"Stinky monkey look at my seed bag!" Another old man wearing a yellow wig should be the yellow skin in his mouth, holding a small cloth bag in his hand.
I saw that the old man who played the monkey in the next second showed a very painful appearance and made a long "heh" sound.
It's quite similar to what was played on TV, Yin Lai couldn't help laughing.
"How about you volunteer here today?" Yan Zheng suddenly stood beside her.
Yin Lai hurriedly suppressed his smile and faced him with a straight face, "Volunteer?
"It's just to play with the old people here and spend time with them. ”
Yin Lai's face was moved, and he hesitantly looked at the old man who was playing happily on the grass, and agreed.
said that it was to kill time, but the thinking of these elderly people was really jumpy, and Yin Lai couldn't keep up at first.
Playing three dozen white bone spirits, she naturally wanted to play the white bone spirit, but she was "accused" that she couldn't change three times and had no real experience, so the old people disliked her.
finally had an easy way to play, but she played Go with the old man, she didn't know how to play, and she was forcibly persuaded to quit after two games.
When it was time for lunch, with the assistance of other nurses in the hospital, Yin Lai successfully delivered the meals to each elderly person one by one, and everyone was quiet during the meal, so she had to rest next to her for a while, so that it was convenient to observe them.
Yan Zheng sat down next to her: "You have also seen that these people are all mentally ill, some of them are from other places, and they are lost and have no relatives at home, so they stay here." Some people are too sick and sent here by their children, and when they first arrive, they often lose control of their emotions and are unconscious, and they will think about escaping, and later this place has become their home. ”
"Sent here by your children?" Yin Lai asked.
"Yes, it may be that the family's financial conditions are limited, and another reason is that the flare-ups are not well controlled. Of course, occasionally some caring people will come, even if they can't help financially, but they will volunteer to help. Isn't it amazing?"
“……”
"People who are abandoned by their children can still live a good life and be cared for by more people, and the emotions between people are so complex and simple, right?" Yan Zheng looked at her, his eyebrows soft.
In just a few seconds, Yin Lai quickly shifted his gaze, got up in silence and walked to the middle of the grass.
The volunteer work in the afternoon went very smoothly, and after the morning contact, the old people were much more friendly to Yin Lai, and even she completed the difficult task of changing her clothes.
Originally, he should have left at 4 o'clock, but when he caught up with the hospital to check and found that an old man who had just arrived was missing, and he checked the surveillance and didn't catch any traces, so Yin Lai also followed to find someone.
A group of people scattered to look for it, and Yan Zheng took Yin Lai to the abandoned backyard of the nursing home.
When they arrived, an old man got up from his wheelchair and walked to the mouth of the cellar.
Yin Lai rushed over and grabbed the other party's arm, the old man was dragged, his first reaction was to look back at her, see her panicked, and smile the next moment.
Yin Lai was stunned, his hands were empty, and it was Yan Zheng who helped the old man to sit down.
"This ...... Are you going to commit suicide?" she swept the smile on the old man's face and looked at Yan Zheng suspiciously.
After nodding to her, he pushed the wheelchair and left, Yan Zheng placed the person back into the room, and the nurse arrived.
"The old man is suicidal, and I am also a psychiatrist, can I stay with him a little longer?"
The nurse thought about it, agreed and exited the door first.
The old man was sitting by the window and quietly looking at the sky, his lips moving without making a sound.
Yan Zheng squatted down beside him and smiled: "What do you think there is in the sky?"
The old man's eyes lit up, and when he turned his head to look at him, he stretched out his finger and pointed: "There is my daughter there, she must be there." ”
"Daughter?"
"yes, she's going there. The old man showed a kind smile, and in a blink of an eye, his mood became very low again: "I am afraid that she has never thought about me as an old man for a day in her life, living in her own world, and even walking quietly." ”
"Oh yes, she's your age. The old man suddenly grabbed Yin Lai's hand, "It's also to blame me for not taking good care of her, what happened to the child, I actually ...... Didn't notice it at all......"
The old man lowered his head and cried, tears dripping on the back of Yin Lai's hand, and she was inexplicably sad.
Then one day she came back suddenly, her hands were bloody, and she didn't say anything, and she was always like this during that time, and I didn't take it seriously. Maybe it was God's retribution, but after that day, our father and daughter could no longer speak. ”
"How stupid she must be, how sad she should be, just ...... gone"
The old man covered his heart, his wrinkled face was full of tears, he held Yin Lai's hand, looked at her over and over again, and cried again when he tried to laugh, sadness, powerlessness, and self-blame were the demons that plagued him.
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On the way out of the sanatorium, the two of them had their own thoughts, and Yin Lai walked forward mechanically until Yan Zheng grabbed his wrist and turned around with his strength, and the two faced each other.
"What do you mean?" Yin Lai glanced at the wrist that was being held, and his attitude was cold.
Yan Zheng's eyes locked on her: "Since you can feel it, don't torture yourself." ”
"Torture, where am I torturing myself?"
Yan Zheng stared at her in silent silence, with a dark and deep insight into everything in his eyes.
The last thing Yin Lai wanted to see was his kind of eyes, she suddenly shook off the hand, took a step back and warned: "Don't force me, otherwise you will choose to die like that girl, and I will do it!"
With that, she turned and walked away.
"There is only one life, why waste it all on hating someone?" Yan Zheng accentuated, "It may not be enough to live with a sunny heart, why do you have to make yourself so hard?"