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In the southwest corner of Jiangcheng University of Technology, on the grassy slope of the 0 people slope, two men and women sat facing each other.

Among them, the male has a one-word eyebrow, a national face, a nose and eyes, and is tall and mighty, which is a type that is more popular with girls at first glance.

The female is tall, fair-skinned, with short ear-length hair, and a bright red sweatshirt on her upper body, which looks festive and beautiful.

"What are you looking for from me, Ni Jun......? Can't you say it on the phone?" Lin Xiaoya, who came to the lover 0 person slope, saw her boyfriend lying on her back on the withered yellow grass slope directly, hesitated, and sat down about a meter away from the other party.

Lin Xiaoya is already a junior in college, what is the nature of the school's "Love 0 People Slope", what is the "use" place, she has never eaten pork, and she has also seen pigs run. Several roommates in the dormitory, in the summer, often come here with their boyfriends, and then use the cover of night to secretly "do bad things".

She also heard these things from her roommates.

Now, her boyfriend Ni Jun, classroom, study room, so many places are not chosen, but they choose such a place to talk about things, instinctively, Lin Xiaoya has a trace of "bad" association in her heart.

Seeing Lin Xiaoya coming, Ni Jun, who was lying on the grass in a big zigzag shape, neither greeted Lin Xiaoya nor answered her words, his eyes were still empty, and he looked up at the sky motionlessly.

"What the hell are you looking for me? Don't say anything, I'm leaving?" Seeing her boyfriend ignoring her, Lin Xiaoya became a little angry.

So, Ni Jun moved, slowly sat up from the grassy slope, and faced Lin Xiaoya.

"Tell me, what's the matter? God is mysterious, let's finish early, and I'll go back to the dormitory early. It's winter now, how cold it is outside!" Seeing that her boyfriend finally reacted, Lin Xiaoya glared at the other party, hooked the short hair around her ears with her slender fingers, pinned it behind her ears, showed her beautifully contoured ears, and said in a coquettish voice.

Ni Jun still didn't speak, staring directly at Lin Xiaoya opposite.

The skin is really white, really fine, even if the face is plain and does not wear makeup, it is white and red, like mutton fat and white jade; the eyes are really big and bright, like two stars in the night sky; the eyebrows are also good-looking, black and crooked, like two small willow leaves; the bridge of the nose is also quite straight, very delicate; the lips are not thick or thin, not big or small, very just right; and the most impressive thing is a pair of teeth in the red lips, how white and neat, as if the other party had been trained by the dentist himself when he changed his teeth......

In the night, Ni Jun's eyes were scorching, like two hundred-watt incandescent lamps, without blinking, staring at his girlfriend who was close at hand.

How innocent she is, how beautiful she is!

When it is quiet, it is like the snow lotus in winter on the Tianshan Mountain, standing in the water and spotless, and when you laugh, it is like the peach blossoms blooming in summer, warm and splendid, gorgeous but not demonic.

It's a pity that such a pure, beautiful, and untainted lovely person is about to leave him.

From now on, the two will be strangers and drift apart.

She would go to live her easy-back, laid-back and rich young grandmother life as a proprietress and, at night, be crushed by the short, ugly little man......

"Ahhh

"Ahhh

In an instant, Ni Jun's head was full of head, completely controlled by resentment, unwillingness and dissatisfaction, and a pair of round tiger eyes began to be congested and turned red, like a lone wolf in the dark night!

Seeing that her boyfriend didn't speak, just stared at herself, and after staring for a long time, her nose was incited, and even her breathing began to be short, Lin Xiaoya's heart suddenly chuckled.

Ni Jun ...... You...... Why are you doing that...... Look at me like this?" Lin Xiaoya said, her heart was beating a drum, and she instinctively felt a danger.

She was about to stand up, but at this moment, Ni Jun, who was sitting opposite her, pounced on a vicious dog and threw her to the ground at once.

"Ahh......h What are you doing? let go—" Lin Xiaoya shouted, pushing her hand on herself, bowing her head and kissing her Ni Jun.

But at this time, Ni Jun was completely controlled by anger and * fire, and he only knew how to bow his head and kiss fiercely, and while kissing, he used his hand to pull the zipper of Lin Xiaoya's chest sweatshirt.

Lin Xiaoya saw that Ni Jun still wanted to take off her clothes, she was frightened, she didn't dare to have any scruples, raised the slap of her right hand, and slapped Ni Jun's face hard.

"Smack-" A clear crisp sound resounded clearly on the grassy slope.

Ni Jun was stunned!

Lin Xiaoya was also stunned!

Taking advantage of the moment when Ni Jun was in a daze, Lin Xiaoya mustered up all her strength, exerted her strength with both hands, and pushed Ni Jun on the chest of Ni Jun who was riding on her body, directly pushing Ni Jun on his back to the sky, and he also took the opportunity to take two steps back, and then quickly stood up from the grass.

"Are you crazy?" Lin Xiaoya, who stood up, gasped, glared at Ni Jun, who was sitting on his back, and asked anxiously and angrily.

Ni Jun didn't speak, as if petrified, and sat motionless, just his chest rising and falling violently.

"Ni Jun, are you ...... You've let me down! I didn't expect it...... Whining...... I really didn't expect you...... You're going to do something like this to me......" Lin Xiaoya, who was frightened and frightened, cried and yelled at the man who made her feel extremely strange and scared tonight.

Ni Jun let Lin Xiaoya yell at herself, count herself, and didn't speak, letting the other party vent her dissatisfaction and fear of herself, until Lin Xiaoya finished counting, and only after crying "duh", then he propped up his hands, sat up, and said to Lin Xiaoya lightly:

"Lin Xiaoya, we ...... Let's break up. ”

Boom –

It was as if a lightning bolt lit up in the night sky, which suddenly illuminated the dark night, and also illuminated Lin Xiaoya's mind, making her entire mind, all her thoughts, suddenly turn white.

Ni Jun's actions just now, the violation of her, although it was unexpected, although she didn't expect it, but to a certain extent, Lin Xiaoya can actually understand it more or less.

Because compared with women, men's self-control in that regard is indeed much weaker.

And usually, because of her own personality and the strict discipline of her parents since she was a child, she has always been very cautious and restrained in terms of male 0 huan 0 female 0 love, and she either turns a blind eye to Ni Jun's usual hints and temptations in that kind of thing, or takes care of him. She thinks that the relationship between the two has only been established for a short time, and many things, especially that kind of thing, as a girl, should not be too hasty, or should be clean and slow.

If it is said that Lin Xiaoya can still understand Ni Jun's previous aggression against herself, however, for the breakup words that Ni Jun just said to her like a thunderbolt from the sky, and she almost couldn't stand steadily, Lin Xiaoya was completely stunned, her mind was white, and she couldn't understand it at all.

"For ...... Why?" she asked mechanically.

"Why? Lin Xiaoya, are you embarrassed to ask me why? Don't you have a little bit in your heart?" Ni Jun, who had not spoken, even if he spoke, was weak, he suddenly jumped up from the ground like a leopard, pointed at Lin Xiaoya with his finger, and roared like thunder.

But Lin Xiaoya had a blank expression on her face, and said sneeringly: "I...... I don't really know ......."

"Hahaha...... You don't know...... You said you don't know, then I'll tell you why now!" Ni Jun suddenly laughed out loud as if he had lost his mind, and laughed for a while before he looked at Lin Xiaoya, who was still at a loss, with a look of grievance and grief, and said:

"Those people in our dormitory, and their girlfriends, have been dating for less than a week, and in less than a day, they opened their rooms and went to bed.

"What about you? It's not allowed, that's not okay! Even if you just want to kiss you on the lips and make a wave, you will be crooked, as if if if you kiss you twice, you will lose two taels of meat!

"Lin Xiaoya, do you know? You make Lao Tzu very shameless! Let Lao Tzu can't hold his head up in the bedroom, feeling extremely sad and infinitely sad! Do you know this?

"Why is this not allowed, that is not good? Don't you think Lao Tzu is poor, and you think Lao Tzu has no money?

"If Lao Tzu had money, if he could invite you to go to Qianda to watch a movie, buy you expensive cosmetics, buy hundreds of thousands of clothes, give you thousands of bags, and let you eat and drink spicy food all day long, would you still pretend to be conservative in front of Lao Tzu? Pretend to be innocent?

"Smack-" A loud slap slapped Ni Jun's face again, her face turned pale with anger, and Lin Xiaoya, who was trembling all over, trembled her index finger, pointed at Ni Jun, and said tremblingly, "Ni Jun, you ...... You're a bastard...... Woowoo...... You're such a bastard......"

After saying that, the girl bent down and picked up a white bag on the ground, which she herself bought for only 99 yuan in the dungeon, covered her mouth, and ran away with a loud cry.

Ni Jun, who was slapped twice, but didn't notice it, stood in place, looking at the direction where Lin Xiaoya disappeared, and stood for more than ten minutes, until the fiery red figure with short ear-length hair and a red cheap sweatshirt completely disappeared into the confused night, and Ni Jun, who was in tears, muttered in a voice that only he could hear:

"Is this the end of it?

"Farewell, Xiaoya, my love......!

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That night, Ni Jun did not go back to the dormitory, he stayed on the lawn of the school's famous, yellowed "love holy land" for a whole night.

During this period, all kinds of thoughts, all kinds of memories, and all kinds of ideas clashed back and forth in his mind, lingering.

He thought of the months when he and Lin Xiaoya met, knew each other, and fell in love.

At the beginning, Lin Xiaoya, who was quiet, shy, and wary of strangers of the opposite sex, deliberately approached him, and was also very vigilant and wary.

It wasn't until he told the other party that he was also from Pingliang, Gansu, and he had been in the same school as her in high school, that Lin Xiaoya's wariness of him suddenly went to seventy-seven-eighty-eight, and the two quickly became acquainted.

After getting acquainted with Lin Xiaoya, he found out that the other party was not at all what many boys in the school discussed, what kind of "don't enter", no interest in the "iceberg beauty", but a flesh and blood girl who has her own considerations and plans for life, full of hope for the future, and is a girl he has ever seen, stronger than any girl!

As for why Lin Xiaoya is "wary" of the opposite sex, after becoming Lin Xiaoya's boyfriend, he finally understood:

Lin Xiaoya turned out to be an orphan girl!

I lost my father at the age of three, and at the age of 18, I just got into college and lost my mother!

In the past three years, in the dormitory roommates, tied to classmates, no one knows, a person silently struggled to survive, and fought against that fucking God!

Even life is a problem, in addition to doing a good job of studying all day long, Lin Xiaoya, who has to find a way to work outside to find living expenses to support herself most of the time, only feels that love is too luxurious for her, and it is something that she should not and is not qualified to think about at present, so she shows an iceberg of "no one is allowed to enter" and "not easy to get along with" to the outside world, especially to the opposite sex.

But in fact, people who really know Lin Xiaoya will not think of her and evaluate her so much.

Because, on the first day that Lin Xiaoya agreed to be his girlfriend, he realized that this "iceberg beauty" in the eyes of many people was kind to him and enthusiastic about him.

From morning to night, he asked for warmth, bought him breakfast, saved his own food, and was reluctant to eat meat, but saved money, and invited him to eat a big meal from time to time to supplement his nutrition.

On his birthday, he gave him a gift with his own hands - it was really "with his own hands", because the other party spent a month to weave a beautiful scarf for him by himself! This scarf, although it is not as expensive as many men and women give each other on their birthdays, hundreds or thousands of yuan, but he attaches more importance to the friendship inside, the kind of "deep friendship" that is already very scarce in the modern money society.

When he was happy, Lin Xiaoya was happy with her.

When he was disappointed and realized, the other party comforted and enlightened him through the phone, WeChat, and even face-to-face, saying that life is unsatisfactory, nine times out of ten, he is "unlucky", he is not unlucky, he is not unlucky, right? He is still young, "we" are still young, as long as "we" work together in the future, God will not treat us badly, and there will be a day when we will get ahead. Let him be a little impatient to do things, like to take shortcuts, and like to be in a hurry. There will be bread, there will be flowers, everything that should be there will be. In the future life, she will accompany him to share weal and woe and struggle together!

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All kinds of pictures, Mu Mu's experience, are like the clearest slides, page after page, quickly turning through his mind.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoya! I'm really sorry! I didn't really want to hurt you just now, but I ...... I'm already cornered, there's really no way out! If I don't do this, if I don't break off with you completely, Wang Jian's little man who has been stabbed with a thousand knives, he will ruin my reputation and let me die without a place to bury!"

Lying on the grass on all fours, thinking about the various experiences he had experienced with Lin Xiaoya in the past few months, especially the various kindnesses that the other party had done to him, Ni Jun felt grief-stricken, and his heart was like a knife.

Excited, he even called Lin Xiaoya immediately, and then threatened him with Wang Jian this afternoon, forced him, and then made him have to slander her with obscene and vicious words tonight, so that she could completely die to Lin Xiaoya and tell Lin Xiaoya the true situation, and then begged Lin Xiaoya to forgive him, and the two got back to the old good and reunited......

The mobile phone was held in his hand, Lin Xiaoya's number was turned out, and even the dial button was pressed three times, however, when he thought of the terrible consequences if he didn't break up with Lin Xiaoya - call the police, notify the school to receive the person, expel him, he rolled up his own cover and left, the old father and mother at home picked up a burning stick and beat him, an unfilial son who was not angry, neighbors, and all relatives gloated and ridiculed him as the "pride of the Ni family" - he shuddered and quickly pressed the hang up button.

"Farewell, Xiaoya, farewell, wow! Woo woo woo......" Ni Jun, who was lying on his back on the grass, burst into tears and muttered Lin Xiaoya's name.

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After paying tribute to Lin Xiaoya with tears and repentance, Ni Jun wiped away his tears with his hands, looked up at the starry sky in the winter night sky, the endless starry sky, for a while, he only felt that he was incomparably small under the starry sky, and what made him uncomfortable just now, he wanted to die or live, and the relationship between him and Lin Xiaoya for several months was also so small and not worth mentioning.

The past cannot be traced, today is still waiting, and what is lost will never come back!

In this case, he felt that he should not cry and cry, but should collect his tears and look forward.

"In this world, there is a give-and-take!

"Why does a husband have no wife?

"As long as there is money, what woman can't grass? What student girls can't play? The school students drive luxury cars, change shift flowers, tie flowers, and school flowers all kinds of flowers, such as the rich second generation who change clothes, isn't this the case?

"Since my parents are not angry, and I don't have the life to be a rich second generation, then Lao Tzu should be a rich generation!

"If you are poor, you will change, and if you change, don't bully young people to be poor!"

Ni Jun was crying out sadly in his heart, and at the same time, he kept encouraging and cheering himself up.

However, having said that, when he thought of his pure and beautiful, gentle and kind, rare in the sky, unparalleled in the ground, difficult to find with lanterns, and his own girlfriend who hadn't even smelled his breath, he wanted to give it to people in vain, and was "ruined", "ravaged", and "taken and robbed" by the little man who had never seen his true face so far, Ni Jun's heart, his heart was like a knife, and he was extremely uncomfortable.

"If you are poor, you will change, and if you change, don't bully young people to be poor!"

He shouted at the countless stars in the sky again, at first, he was just shouting in his heart, but later, under the anger, he didn't care about it, he couldn't care so much, he began to let go of his throat, tearing his heart, and shouted to the sky with a sad and angry face:

"If you are poor, you will change, and if you change, don't bully young people to be poor!"

"If you are poor, you will change, and if you change, don't bully young people to be poor!"

"If you are poor, you will change, and if you change, don't bully young people to be poor!"

“……”

Ni Jun cried and shouted, the cry was loud, the shout was desolate, enduring, with ten thousand grievances, like ripples, rippling in all directions.

If someone listens, it may really "smell sad and the listener cry".