Chapter 109: It's Me Who Doesn't Deserve It

After Lin Wenwen went home, he immediately went to find Fang Hengxi.

She doesn't think about anything, her family is the most important, what is more important than her family?

"Can you help me find a way to take the warmth out of the Lu family?" Then, she shook her head again and said, "No, it's not that I can, it's necessary, I must help me take the warmth out of the Lu family!"

She has a tough attitude and looks like she can't refuse.

Fang Hengxi sat on the sofa, his eyes were still staring at the financial news on TV, he didn't wear glasses, drank hot tea, pinched the bridge of his nose, and said, "Don't worry about other people's families." ”

"That's no one else, that's my sister. ”

"The Lin family can come forward in this matter. ”

"You know that the Lin family's status is not enough, and they can't stand up at all. ”

"If I'm not mistaken, you have a younger brother who married the daughter of the Shi family, and the Shi family should be qualified. ”

Lin Wenwen could hear it, "Speaking of which, you just don't want to help, do you?"

"Yes. Fang Hengxi didn't go around the bend.

"Why?"

"Lu Jiangchang has just died, the Lu family is now an eventful time, you can't protect yourself, so don't get involved in these things. ”

"I don't want to get involved in anything, I just want to take the warmth out of the Lu family, do a good job of confinement, and recover my body, but this can't be done?"

Fang Hengxi put down the teacup, picked up the glasses that were resting beside him, put them on, tilted his head slightly, looked at her, and said, "If you come to me now, it means that you have no way to get people out in normal ways." This can show that the Lu family is in turmoil, why don't you recall that when Fang Lanyun died, did Lu Zhengshen come forward to help you? Everyone knows to avoid it, why don't you understand?"

"Lin Nuan married into the Lu family, that is the person of the Lu family, and life and death are also people of the Lu family. ”

Lin Wenwen glared at him, and after a few seconds, he turned his head and left.

The door slammed into the sky.

She went back to the room and got her handbag and was about to go out, and when she walked to the staircase, she ran into Fang Qingrong and blocked her way.

"What's wrong with being in such a hurry?"

Lin Wenwen ignored it.

"Is it because of your sister?"

She jerked her eyes up and met his smiling eyes.

"If Fang Hengxi doesn't help you, I can help you. ”

She pursed her lips, of course she knew Fang Qingrong's intentions, he just wanted to use this way to win her over and let her support him in the three-person meeting.

She didn't speak, as if she was thinking about what was more important.

Fang Qingrong was not in a hurry, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "I am very grateful that you can marry my son and take care of him so carefully." In fact, the things in this house have nothing to do with you, and you shouldn't have been pulled in and caught in the middle as a magic star. ”

"If you think about it again, and if you figure it out, come to me. He gave her a gentle squeeze, and then walked past her and went back to her room.

Lin Wenwen stood in place for a while and hurriedly went out.

But what about going out? She couldn't find a more powerful person to rescue Lin Nuan.

The car drove very fast, and when she saw something rushing out, she slammed on the brakes, and after stopping the car, she immediately got out of the car, and saw nothing, probably a night cat. Fortunately, there are no cars on this road, otherwise there would have been a car accident just now.

She leaned against the station, rubbing her forehead, a stone pressed against her heart.

The lights of the car came to her senses, got into the car first, and pulled over.

There was a pack of cigarettes in the car, she looked at it, smoked one without hesitation, lit it, and took a slow puff.

What is the situation of the Lu family, Lin Nuan did not tell her carefully, he only knew that the old man died suddenly, but in fact, it was not sudden, after all, it was terminal cancer, and at such an old age, it couldn't be delayed for too long.

But today, she saw that in addition to Lu Jiangchang's death, a lot of things had happened in this family.

And Lu Zhengshen's transformation is already obvious.

It seems that everything that was good before was an illusion, probably for the old man to see, and in order to get the property, he really put a lot of effort into it.

She originally wanted to ask Shi Wenyue for help, but before that, even if Shi Wenyue wanted to help, her parents might not be reluctant. After thinking about it, she gave up, and she went directly to Yao Fusheng.

He is a friend of Lu Zhengshen, and he should be able to dig up some news.

Yao Fusheng didn't shirk it, gave the address, and she rushed over.

When he arrived, he ran into Liang Chun at the door of the bar.

In fact, she didn't recognize it at first sight.

It was Liang Chun who took the initiative to call her, so she took a closer look, and it was really Liang Chun.

He was thinner, darker, his hair shorter, and he looked a little more masculine.

Doesn't that mean you won't be back anytime soon?

Liang Chun said: "The troops gave a half-month vacation to come back for the New Year, and they just came back yesterday. ”

Lin Wenwen didn't have much heart to catch up with him.

"What are you looking for Fusheng?" he asked when he saw that she was going in, stretched out his hand to stop her.

Lin Wenwen suddenly remembered that Liang Chun and Lu Zhengshen were also friends, and their relationship was better than that of Yao Fusheng. Her eyes lit up, and she reached out and grabbed his arm, "Do me a favor." ”

"What?"

"Lu Zhengshen put Nuan under house arrest, she is seriously ill now, Lu Zhengshen doesn't care about her, she is still in confinement, I am afraid it will not be good if it goes on like this. Can you help me get the warmth out and let her go to my side to raise for a while, and when she is well and has recovered, it is not too late to go back. ”

Just Yao Fusheng told him about what had happened these days.

I know a little bit about the Lu family.

When he came back, he actually contacted Lu Zhengshen, but he seemed to be very busy and didn't have time to deal with them, so he didn't show up. He is also going to go to the company tomorrow to catch up with him.

"Don't worry, I'll figure it out. ”

Lin Wenwen lowered his eyes and said thank you very sincerely.

Liang Chun let go of his hand, kept a little distance from her, smiled, and said, "You're welcome." ”

Lin Wenwen didn't stay long, she went back to her apartment, but there was still her own apartment outside, so she could stay comfortably for a while.

It's just that this heart still can't be completely settled down in the end.

……

Lin Jingcheng stood in front of the desk with a tough attitude, "You have to go to the Lu family to explain this matter clearly, and after you make it clear, bring Lin Nuan back to me." ”

"What kind of attitude do you have? Is this the attitude you have when you talk to your dad and me?!"

"Lin Nuan is your daughter, do you want to see death or not?"

"You're also taking things too seriously, so you can't stop it. ”

"Are you going?!"

Lin Hongyi snorted, his brows furrowed, "What kind of attitude do you have? Lin Nuan is not your brother and sister, why are you so nervous about her? I told you that your attitude is not good, and I will let Yueyue know in a while, if you are unhappy to divorce you, I will see what you should do!"

"If you don't go, I'll get a divorce, and I'll leave you without a backer!"

"You!"

Lin Jingcheng's attitude was very firm, "Let me tell you, I have offended a lot of people abroad, if they know my whereabouts, not only will I be finished, but even you will have to be finished with me." If you don't go, then don't think about having a good life in the future!"

"You, you!" Lin Hongyi trembled angrily, pointed to his nose, and was speechless with anger.

"Early tomorrow morning, we will go to Lu's house. You go to rest. ”

After speaking, Lin Jingcheng walked out of the study.

As soon as the door opened, Shi Wenyue stood at the door, she was stunned, a little cramped, looked at him and smiled, and said, "I, I also want to come over and think of a way together, or I will go to my father." ”

"No, you don't have to worry about it. Daddy, he'll take care of it, let's go back and rest. ”

He stepped forward, hooked her shoulders, and led her back to the room.

"Those words, I just said that to force him, don't take it to heart. Lin Jingcheng also told the truth, "What kind of person my dad is, you should also see it, he only cares about himself and doesn't care about the lives of others." When warmth helped him, he licked his face, and now, he wanted to get rid of the father-daughter relationship immediately. Such a person, if he does not force him with words, he will not do anything. It's just going to wipe yourself out. ”

"I know, I didn't think much of it. ”

Lin Jingcheng hugged her, poked her head, and said, "I hope I didn't think much about it." ”

"Then tomorrow, do you want me to go with you?"

"No, you pack up the warm room, maybe you'll be back tomorrow. ”

"Hmm. ”

She smiled, but her heart was still in response.

……

Lin Nuan felt a little difficult to breathe, and there seemed to be two breaths in her body, one cold and one hot, which made her uncomfortable.

The doctor stuck a needle in her, and she didn't feel any pain.

Jiang's mother stood beside her, looking a little worried, looked at Lu Zhengshen, and said, "Why don't you send it to the hospital to have a look?" ”

Jiang Wanzhu: "Yes, if you don't go to the hospital, if you continue like this, you will definitely fall ill." ”

Lu Zhengshen didn't speak, waited for the doctor to finish the injection, and asked Jiang's mother to send it away.

I walked to the bedside and covered Lin Nuan with the quilt, "It's just a common cold, it's not as serious as sending it to the hospital." ”

Lin Nuan squinted slightly, his face was sometimes clear and sometimes blurry, he probably wanted to burn her into a fool, if she died, if she became a fool, wouldn't she be completely controlled by him?

It's a great trick.

He put a towel on her forehead, "Don't worry, it will get better soon." ”

Tears slid down the corners of her eyes, and her throat was so dry that she couldn't say a word, as if she was firmly blocked by something.

Jiang Wanzhu wanted to say something, but was blocked back by Lu Zhengshen, "I'll take care of you here, you go and rest." Too many people also affect the warm rest. ”

Jiang Wanzhu glanced at the person on the bed, thought about it, and said, "I think it's better to go to the hospital, if it goes on like this, you have to make trouble." ”

"No, it won't. ”

"Ah Zheng, just listen to me, she also gave birth to two children. ”

"I know in my heart, you go and rest. Lu Zheng's cautious attitude was forced, his tone was a little colder, and Yu Guang glanced at Jiang Wanzhu.

With a single glance, she shut up.

Out of the room, Jiang's mother happened to come back.

"I just asked the doctor, and he said that it was better to go to the hospital, because if it drags on for too long, it will cause lesions in the cold. ”

"What can he do if he refuses?"

"This young master too, no matter how angry he is, he can't do this, isn't this a joke with his life?"

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it yet, I want to figure it out. ”

In the room, Lin Nuan was rare and energetic, and her brain was a little clear, she opened her eyes, swallowed her saliva hard, and made a little sound with great effort, hoarse and ugly, "You say, how can you let me go?"

Lu Zhengshen sat on the edge of the bed, "Take your time." ”

"I'll give you everything my grandfather gave me, okay?"

"The contract is written, it cannot be gifted, you don't want it, and it can only be managed by the trust company. ”

"Then you teach me how to do it? As long as you let me go, I can promise you. She took a breath and felt very laborious, "From beginning to end, I don't want to participate in your struggle, and I don't want money, as long as you let me live, I will take the child far away, and I will never get involved in your affairs." ”

"Take the kids?" he scoffed, "do you think it's possible?"

"If you want to blame the old man, I have to drag you into the water, there was no will, you can really take the children and live your own life, and even get a sum of money I gave you. It's a pity, you can't get out of the relationship, then there's no way, I'm helpless, you can't blame me. ”

Lin Nuan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "So, you won't let me go no matter what, will you?"

Lu Zheng was cautious but smiled silently, but his attitude was obvious enough.

Lin Nuan closed her eyes, she hated a little. She lives hard, is positive, does not be discouraged by her life experience, studies hard, and changes her fate. But God doesn't seem to be ready to let her live a good life, what's the use of working hard?

After working hard, I know what despair is.

Why did she work so hard, life is still so bumpy, and she lives the meaning of the queen of tragedy.

Probably a child who is not welcomed into this world will not end well.

She should have died a long time ago, and she shouldn't have lived until now.

What's the point of being alive?

Nothing but endless disappointment and pain. Even if it's simple and wants to live an ordinary and stable life, she can't do it, what else is she going to do?

God wants her to die, then she will die.

……

On the day Lin Nuan was rescued, it was a three-pronged approach.

Liang Chun caught Lu Zhengshen and dragged him to drink and catch up, Lin Jingcheng and Lin Hongyi brought people to the door, Lin Hongyi personally explained to me the relationship with Wen Jiurong, how he was coerced and lured by Wen Jiurong, and Lin Nuan didn't know from beginning to end.

It just so happened that Jiang's mother went to the room to see Lin Nuan and found that she committed suicide in the bathroom.

She hurriedly went downstairs, didn't care about anything, and directly told Jiang Wanzhu that when Lin Nuan committed suicide, Lin Jingcheng and the others immediately went upstairs, forcibly took Lin Nuan out, and sent him to the hospital.

After all, life is at stake, Jiang Wanzhu was scared to death when she saw so much blood. Lu Zhengshen's people stopped him, but she personally blocked him back, and escorted Lin Nuan all the way to the hospital.

Immediately, Lin Jingcheng and Lin Wenwen immediately arranged for someone to protect Lin Nuan from the Lu family's visit.

Lin Jingcheng went to the hospital to ask for the child, but was told that his biological father was forcibly transferred to the hospital, and he did not know which hospital the child was in now.

Lin Jingqing talked to Lin Wenwen about this.

Both of them were worried, but there was nothing they could do.

Wait for Lin Nuan to get better, don't stick a knife in her heart now.

Lin Wenwen saw Lin Nuan's appearance, and almost wanted to call the police.

Because it dragged on for too long, and there was such a high fever, the hospital scolded people when they saw it, this is just a joke! Everyone is like this, and they are even sent over, and they don't want to die!

Fortunately, it did not develop meningitis. However, further tests are needed to ensure that there are no other sequelae.

After this experience, Jiang Wanzhu felt a little pimple in her heart, she went to Jiang Teng and wanted to talk about it, but Jiang Teng was not there.

Turned his head and called him, "Brother, where are you?"

"I'll be back tomorrow, I saw the news, did Ah Zheng do anything?"

"The others didn't do anything, but Wen Wen was sick, he locked people in the house, didn't let her go to the hospital, and didn't let the people of the Lin family come to see her. ”

Jiang Teng was silent for a while.

Jiang Wanzhu explained: "But Lin Nuan does have a problem, she and Wen Jiurong are mother and daughter, and Wen Jiurong and the Wei family hooked up and became adulterous, making waves at home and making a mess." It is not unreasonable for Ah Zheng to treat her like this. If Ah Jing is still there, he will be angry, and maybe he will be led by their mother and daughter. Fortunately, it is Ah Zheng now, so he will not be carried away by feelings. ”

"Don't you see that the old man is a trick? The most beneficial person in the will is her, before Jiang Ma also saw Wen Jiurong coming out of her room, and she was resolute, who knows what she is thinking in private?"

Jiang Wanzhu complained.

Jiang Teng didn't interject, and when she finished speaking, he asked, "Since you think he has no problem, what do you mean by making this call?"

When Jiang Wanzhu heard this, she was already lacking in confidence, and she was completely deflated at the moment.

Jiang Teng said: "It's you yourself who thinks there is a problem, you called me this time, why do you have to make so many excuses for him? If it changes, it changes, even if Ah Jing is here at the moment, it won't be his way of dealing with it, what does he want to do? If it doesn't suit his wishes, he is ready to kill Lin Nuan?"

"Hey, he'll think we're in the way and he'll kill us. ”

"No, how could it be, we are his closest people. ”

"He hasn't even let go of his own brother, and you still expect him to be your closest person?"

Jiang Teng took a breath, "Forget it, I'll talk about it when I come back tomorrow." ”

He hung up the phone, raised his eyes, and met Cen Xingduo's angry eyes.

"He's crazy, isn't he? What the hell is he going to do?"

Jiang Teng sighed, "Wait for me to go back and talk about it, his nature is not bad, I guess I have really suffered a lot in the past few years outside, and my mentality has been distorted." ”

Cen Xingduo didn't speak, and she was just helpless at the moment.

……

Lin Nuan woke up after three days, she was dizzy, her body was also very weak, and the opening on her wrist was still aching.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Lin Wenwen, tilting his head and napping.

She opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound, so she tried to reach out and pull her, but to no avail.

The result was herself, who suddenly woke up, and saw that she was awake, full of surprise, and without saying a word, ran out to call the doctor to come and take a look.

As soon as she left, the door to the hospital room was pushed open again.

Lin Nuan glanced at it, and it was Jiang Teng.

He was able to come in after he directly approached Lin Jingcheng Shu and passed.

He walked over to the bed, "You're awake." ”

"Water. Lin Nuan said his appeal with difficulty.

Jiang Teng poured her a glass of warm water and handed it to her mouth.

She took a big sip and felt a little more comfortable. As soon as she finished drinking, Lin Wenwen came with a doctor, and when she saw Jiang Teng, her brows furrowed, but Lin Jingcheng would only pass her just now, so she didn't say much.

After the doctor gave Lin Nuan a simple examination and made sure that there was nothing serious, Lin Wenwen breathed a sigh of relief, and then pointed the finger at Jiang Teng.

She knew that this person was Lu Zhengshen's uncle, and none of the people who were connected with Lu Zhengshen were good things.

Without waiting for Lin Wenwen to make a preemptive move, Lin Wenwen first found an excuse to send her out.

Lin Wenwen was not at ease, but she couldn't stand her stubbornness, so she had to go out first and let them talk alone.

After she went out, Lin Nuan asked, "What's his name?"

Jiang Teng was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly thought of who she was asking, "Cen Jinghuai." ”

"Where is he now?"

Jiang Teng shook his head, except for Lu Zhengshen, no one knew where Cen Jinghuai was.

She originally had a lot of questions she wanted to ask, but after dying once, she suddenly didn't want to ask, and she didn't want to know so much.

She nodded, her gaze falling on one place, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Jiang Teng felt that it was still necessary for him to explain to Jing Huai, so as not to misunderstand Lin Nuan.

Jiang Teng said: "He should have been taken away by Ah Zheng, not voluntarily, he told me, think about it, when the child is born, when Ah Zheng comes back, he will take you back to C City, prepare to have a simple wedding with you, and then live a dull life together." He was serious. ”

At this time, Lin Nuan's heart was like water.

Hearing this, there was no fluctuation.

She only knew that this was all an excuse, he had been with her for so many days and nights, and kept assuring and promised, but he never believed her, if he really believed it, he would have told this secret a long time ago, and he would not have let her fall into the current situation!

Jiang Teng continued: "It's just that we didn't expect that after Ah Zheng came back, he was a different person, everything he did caught us off guard, and we didn't expect that he would do such a thing anyway." ”

Lin Nuan blinked his eyes lightly, didn't make any response, and didn't have any expression on his face, just stared at a certain place blankly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Jiang Teng sighed slightly, "I heard that the old man let you enter the three-person meeting and gave you five percent of the shares?"

Finally, her expression moved, and she turned her gaze to look at him.

"If you want to be more stable, compromise for the time being, and stand on the same line as Ah Zheng. Besides, you don't have a choice, both children are with him, you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the children. ”

Lin Nuan pursed her lips, at that moment, she suddenly felt that Lu Jiangchang had miscalculated, and he didn't calculate it, in fact, all of this, whether it was Lu Zhengshen or Cen Jinghuai, none of them could be trusted, they were all the same.

The calculation is clear.

Jiang Teng seems to be kind, but is he really a good person?

Lin Nuan chuckled, "I'm going to rest." ”

Jiang Teng didn't linger, and left after a few words of relief.

Lin Wenwen came in and saw Lin Nuan's face was ugly, "What's the matter? What did he tell you? Your face is so ugly." ”

"What about my child?"

Lin Wenwen was stunned, she originally planned to wait for Lin Nuan's body to get better before telling her, but she looked like this, and suddenly asked, obviously knowing something, "The child is in the hospital incubator." ”

She stared at her, Lin Wenwen really had no choice but to be stared at, so she compromised and explained, "We are one step late, he is the biological father of the child, and the hospital can't stop him." ”

Lin Nuan got up abruptly, ripped off the needle on the back of his hand, and wanted to go to Lu Zhengshen. was held down by Lin Wenwen, "Don't make trouble! You are like this, even if you go to him, it will be useless." Those two children are the kind of Lu family, and he will never do anything to them. The most important thing for you now is to take care of your body, and when you have the strength, you can fight with him. I'll be sure to help you then!"

"I'm sorry, I was too negligent and should have taken the child away earlier. ”

Lin Nuan only felt very dizzy, and she didn't even have the strength to get out of bed, she leaned weakly on Lin Wen's arms and cried silently.

At this moment, she only feels that she is really useless, she is not worthy of being a mother at all, she is a waste, and she should not live in this world.

"It's none of you, it's me who doesn't deserve it. ”

She closed her eyes, breathed slowly, and tears fell silently.

This life is really painful.

When Lin Nuan wanted to commit suicide again, he was seen by Lin Nuan and stopped in time. After the doctor's diagnosis, it was a manifestation of postpartum depression, probably caused by too much stimulation after giving birth, and the mood has been bad and cannot be solved.

After that, Lin Wenwen found the best psychiatrist and pretended to be a friend who came to see her, trying to ease her mood.

Kelin Nuan is not very cooperative, she is completely immersed in her own world and does not listen to people at all.

Psychologically, she would come over every other day, Lin Wenwen completely let go of the Fang family's affairs, and stayed by her side almost every day, not daring to sleep.

Afraid that one would be careless, she ran to commit suicide again.

The days of the New Year are getting closer and closer, and Lin Nuan's injuries are all healed, but his mental condition is not particularly good, but he is also stable. At least I started to be willing to talk to a psychiatrist, and I was finally able to go further.

After Lin Wenwen asked the doctor, he was ready to let Lin Nuan be discharged from the hospital and take her back to his apartment first.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Jiang Teng came.

Lin Wenwen protected the person, she still remembered that after Jiang Teng came last time, Lin Wenwen's mood became worse, and said, "What are you doing here? You are not welcome here!"

Jiang Teng said, "Jinghuai is back, do you want to see him?" I can take you there." ”

Lin Wen's eyes moved slightly, "What did you say?"

"Yes, he's home, in City C. If you want, come with me, and I'll take care of you. ”

"Neurotic, even if I agree warmly, I won't agree! You are Lu Zhengshen's uncle, what kind can you be!"

Jiang Teng didn't explain much, just looked at Lin Nuan and said, "Are you going?"

Should you go, you should ask clearly, and by the way, complete the task that the old man gave her before he died.

"Does Lu Zhengshen know?"

Jiang Teng couldn't be sure about this, it stands to reason that he should know, but he didn't tell anyone about this matter for the time being. Cen Xingduo couldn't say it clearly on the phone, what the situation was, she had to go and talk about it.

After that, Lin Wenwen found two reliable bodyguards and followed Lin Nuan to City C.