Chapter 118: I don't like you anymore

Now Lin Nuan is no longer a person who is willing to take risks for love.

There may indeed be a misunderstanding between her and Cen Jinghuai, it was Lu Zhengshen who did something to him that made him forget the time he spent with her. Therefore, he didn't show up for a long time at that time, not because he didn't want to come, but because he didn't remember it at all, he didn't remember that he had replaced Lu Zhengshen as her husband, and he tried his best to let her give birth to two children for him and get the family property.

Perhaps, he is really the same as Jiang Teng said, he is ready to take her home, get rid of Lu Zhengshen's identity, and live with her with his true self.

You can live a calm and stable life.

It's a pity that nothing went according to his plan.

She can imagine how much he can imagine that he went back, dealt with all kinds of things about his original identity, and then came back happily, after a brief discussion with Lu Zhengshen, she and Lu Zhengshen divorced smoothly, he took her and the child back to City C, introduced his family to her, and then held a simple and ceremonial wedding.

He must have thought very well, and when he has taken care of everything, he will come back and tell her all the truth, surprise her, and then he will be able to live happily and happily together, with a happy ending.

I really don't know if she's unlucky, or if he's weaker, or, in fact, the two of them are inseparable.

The so-called happy and peaceful days will never exist.

Cen Jinghuai took her hand to her lips and kissed it, her hand was much rougher than before, "Go to a safe place." ”

"Do you have a safe place to stay?"

She still kept smiling, but this sentence obviously had a different meaning.

Cen Jinghuai just didn't remember her, but he wasn't stupid, she knew what she meant by this.

He didn't let go of his grip on her, and the smile on his face slowly faded, "I won't let you be implicated." ”

She smiled and didn't look him in the eye.

In fact, it's not a bad thing to not be able to think about it, at least at this time, it won't be so uncomfortable.

She said that in the future, she will only think about her children, and then herself. Everything else, she wants to be a selfish person.

Therefore, even with Lu Jiangchang's last wishes, she completely let it go, and Lu Zhengshen acted recklessly. However, no matter how reckless he became, the Lu clan did not fall, but thrived day by day.

Lin Nuan felt that in addition to being ruthless in his way of doing things, he left no room for mercy, did not give affection, and his personality was a little perverted, which seemed to be nothing.

Probably because he still had some affection for her, did not force her into a corner, and did not affect her normal life. She doesn't care about others, she only cares about herself, so in the past two years, her life has been really peaceful.

Even, there are people who help her take care of the baby, so that she can go to work without worries and work to make money.

In fact, in terms of money, Lu Zhengshen did not deduct her.

He should have given him a lot of money, as long as he listened to him, and did not go against him, and did not be a moth.

Everything is smooth and sound.

In the humble hotel, there was silence again, and neither of them spoke again.

Lin Nuan didn't take the initiative to mention the part of his lost memory, and Cen Jinghuai didn't ask, he seemed to be able to read through her mind and know that her life was more important than anything else, so she wouldn't want to stay by his side and live a frightened life.

This is not on the sea, on the sea, she can only rely on him, but now on land, it is different.

Lin Nuan was silent for a while and said, "Actually, yesterday, I got in touch with Wen Wen, and they should come to me soon." ”

She didn't look at him, still with a shallow smile on her face.

He knew what she meant.

"Then we'll go back tomorrow. ”

Lin Nuan paused and glanced sideways at him.

He had just closed his eyes, and in this way, he was ready to rest. The hand that was holding her also let go, "If you don't mind, you can rest next to me." ”

Lin Nuan replied and didn't say anything else.

She only sat on the edge of the bed for a while, then got up lightly, sat down on the chair next to her, and closed the curtains.

I don't know how long it took, the sky outside was completely dark, Lin Nuan was dark, and turned on a table lamp.

Just then, there was a soft knock on the door.

She walked over and looked at the person outside through the cat's eyes, it was Lingxi.

When she opened the door, she saw two lunch boxes in her hands and said, "Deliver food." ”

"Thank you. Lin Nuan took it.

Lingxi's gaze kept wandering over her, as if she was looking for something. Lin Nuan was also frank, just standing there, looking at her.

When she felt that she had almost seen it, she spoke, and said, "Would you like to come in and have a look?" But he was still sleeping. ”

"No, you guys have a good rest, you're going to get on the boat tomorrow, you know?"

Lin Nuan nodded and didn't say much.

Lingxi thought for a moment, hooked his finger at her, and motioned for her to come out.

Lin Nuan thought for a while, took a step forward, and walked out of the room door.

Who knew that as soon as he walked out, Cen Jinghuai's voice came out, "I'm hungry." ”

Hearing this, Lingxi closed his eyes, waved his hand at Lin Nuan silently, and motioned for her to go in.

Lin Nuan turned around and went in and turned on the brightest light.

At this time, Cen Jinghuai had already sat up.

Lin Nuan silently handed over the lunch box, didn't ask anything, didn't say anything.

He glanced at her, "I'll go to the table to eat, and I'm not weak enough for you to feed." ”

"Good. She nodded, as he had said.

The lunch box was placed on the table.

The two sat side by side, with a person's place in between, eating quietly.

He looked at her secretly, and quickly retracted his gaze to stabilize his mood.

Lin Nuan ate very slowly, and he finished eating in three or two clicks.

"I'm going out, don't run around. Tomorrow I will take you back and wait for your people to pick you up. ”

"Good. She smiled and nodded.

Cen Jinghuai cleaned up what he had eaten, threw it in the trash, and then walked out of the room.

He knocked open the room where Fu Xiang was entered, sat down in a chair, and said, "Go back tomorrow." ”

"What?"

"Settle Lin Nuan, let's go again. ”

"I'm afraid not, I think we'll have to go tonight. ”

"How?"

"I received the news that your whereabouts have been exposed, and if you don't leave, just wait to be slaughtered. ”

Cen Jinghuai frowned slightly, "Where this bird doesn't poop, can it still expose its whereabouts?"

There was doubt in his eyes.

Fu Xiang shrugged, "The devil knows. ”

Indeed, the devil knows. Something like them, a little trace, is a murderous disaster. The most terrifying thing is that in the past two years, their identities seem to have been leaked, and countless disasters have been incurred.

So, in fact, their current situation is not ideal.

It seems that the boss doesn't care whether they live or die, they still release tasks every once in a while, they just need to execute them and ensure that the tasks are completed.

Treat them like robots entirely.

Fu Xiang said: "It may be the chaos that has occurred inside, and we don't know about the higher-level matters." Now, no matter what, let's get on the boat first, and besides, this woman may not be able to go back. ”

"What do you mean?"

Fu Xiang moved the small laptop over, it was a black market extranet, and the post he clicked on was the bounty for Lin Nuan, and her doctor's ID photo was pasted on it.

Cen Jinghuai frowned slightly, glanced at him, and asked knowingly, "What does this mean?"

Fu Xiang only raised his eyebrows, but smiled silently.

What does it mean to be hung on this, there is no need to say it directly.

Cen Jinghuai was silent for a long time, stood up suddenly, and immediately went back to the room, the door was closed, he was tight, he pushed the door in, and the room that he could see at a glance was empty.

Immediately, he kicked open the bathroom door without hesitation.

Lin Nuan just turned on the shower, only to hear a bang, her whole body jumped with her, and as soon as she turned her head, she saw Cen Jinghuai standing at the door, her eyes flashing with panic.

She froze for two seconds before screaming.

Cen Jinghuai's face turned red, and he immediately retreated, closed the door with his hand, and then stood against the door, across the door panel, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”

Lin Nuan immediately put on her clothes, her face was so hot, this wasn't intentional? She locked it, he kicked the door open! How else could it be deliberate!

She was so angry that she was dying.

After getting dressed, she went to pull the door, and took the person outside to pull her, but she couldn't open it.

There was no way, Lin Nuan could only knock on the door, "Why are you holding the door, I'm going out." ”

Cen Jinghuai was also a little panicked, he definitely didn't mean it, he was just a little panicked just now, and he was out of proportion for a while.

He let go of his hand, the bathroom door opened, Lin Nuan lowered his eyes, grabbed his hair, raised his eyes to look at him, and quickly took it back.

He stood next to him and repeated, "Sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

Lin Nuan ignored him, walked to the window and sat down, and didn't have much of the heart to take a bath.

Cen Jinghuai closed the door and calmed down, there were many people who liked the post on the black market. Lin Wen's thoughts, after a few days of contact, he understands a little, and he doesn't know how to tell her about this matter, she definitely can't accept it.

He walked to the end of the bed and sat down.

In the room, only the sound of the air conditioner was roaring.

Slowly, the heat on Lin Nuan's face faded, she looked at him and asked calmly, "Why are you in such a hurry to find me?"

Cen Jinghuai thought for a moment and said, "There's no way to send you back, we have to get on the boat at night." ”

Lin Nuan subconsciously frowned, "Then I'll go back by myself." ”

"No, I can't. ”

"What then?"

"Come with me. His eyes were firm, "I promise ......"

"You don't have to promise. Lin Nuan interrupted him, "The world is impermanent, you promise now, you have no way to predict what kind of situation you will encounter in the future." I don't want to take risks, I just want to go home and go back to living a simple life with my children. ”

"I just want a simple life. She said word by word, firmly, "I don't want to change." ”

"I know. He looked her in the eye and said, "But there is no way now." ”

"Don't hide it from me. At this moment, she was extraordinarily calm, her expression was calm, looking at his eyes, those black eyes, seemed to be able to see through him.

Cen Jinghuai laughed, swallowed again, and said, "You may ......"

"I may not be able to go back for a while. ”

Lin Nuan was not surprised, but still felt a little sad. After following him in the port city and encountering him by accident, she ran away with him all the way to the boat, and she expected that she might not be able to get out.

Some people can't be dyed, not even closer.

Today's Cen Jinghuai is such a person, if you want to be with him, you need to be mentally prepared and ready to die at any time.

After being silent for a long time, when Cen Jinghuai struggled to think about how to comfort her, Lin Nuan laughed, and she said: "Look, you broke your promise again, you said that you would send me home, but now I can't go home." ”

"You hate me?"

"Don't hate. She took a deep breath, spit it out slowly, and said again, "A little hateful." ”

He smiled, shrugged, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

"I don't want to forgive you. ”

"Since you can't go, can you tell me about us?"

"More on that later. She was in the mood to say that she was in the mood to say that she was not going home, and she was so happy that she thought she would be able to go home soon, but they brought her here, and she was told that she couldn't go home, and who was in the mood to tell him that.

She lay on the table, sleeping with her eyes closed, distraught.

Late at night, the group left the hotel.

Drove all the way to the pier.

There were boats waiting there, and the group went up.

The configuration of this cruise ship is not bad, and the room is quite comfortable.

Cen Jinghuai gave Lin Nuan the best room to let her sleep more comfortably, but she was obviously not happy at all.

After he settled the people, he went to the ship hall, and Lingxi opened a bottle of wine, and was about to have a good drink with Fu Xiang, and when he went out to sea, they could relax their vigilance for a while.

Lingxi is an alcoholic idiot, and if you don't drink a sip a day, you will be uncomfortable.

She saw Cen Jinghuai come in and said, "Do you want a drink?"

Fu Xiang knocked on her head with something, "What kind of alcohol does the injured drink?" ”

"Drinking can be done quickly. ”

Cen Jinghuai: "Have a drink." ”

"Okay, meet you. As she spoke, she really took the wine glass and poured it a little.

He sat down on the couch next to him and took a sip of his wine in silence.

The atmosphere was originally good, but it was a little dull by him.

Fu Xiang sat down and said, "Still thinking about that?"

"Hmm. He nodded, "How can this bounty be lifted?"

"Just kill the person who posted it. ”

"Then you look it up. ”

"In an eventful season, you avoid the limelight first. We are also in a vulnerable position now, and we try to hide as much as possible if we don't go to the task. Let's just let her hide with us first, and we won't be able to treat her badly. ”

He shook his head, "This can't be delayed." ”

Those people can't find anyone, and they will inevitably attack the people around Lin Nuan and force her to appear.

He can hide it from her for a while, but he can't hide it from her for the rest of his life.

"Just go and check, don't ask so much. ”

Lingxi lay on the platform, squinted at him, and said, "An Xiaoyuan is still in the hands of Luo Ye's gang, it is best for you to solve this first." ”

"How did she fall into the hands of Luo Ye?"

"I'm going to save you. ”

She propped her chin on one hand and squinted and smiled.

Then he walked over to Cen Jinghuai's side with a wine glass and sat down, "DK, it's not that I want to interfere with you, it's just that I don't think you can live up to An Xiaoyuan's girl, right?" In the past two years, she has suffered a lot in order to help you, and such a woman is rare." Look at the one inside, the stinky face she had when she got on the boat, she only thought about her own life and death, but she never thought about how difficult it was for you to be in such a dangerous environment. ”

"Which woman should be cherished by you, at a glance. Don't be obsessed with your mind and covet beauty for a while. ”

These words were all listened to by Lin Nuan.

She couldn't stay in the room, so she wanted to ask Cen Jinghuai why she couldn't go home and what happened.

I didn't expect to hear that.

She quietly went back to her room, closing the door softly so that they wouldn't notice.

It sounds like this, that An Xiaoyuan and him are really life and death. Lingxi was right, she didn't want to risk it with him, it was really not worth cherishing.

She looked out the window, the dark sea, but her heart felt like a stone, and she was terrible.

I don't know if it's because Lingxi said her words, or because of An Xiaoyuan.

I don't know how long later, there was a slight movement at the door, and she immediately wiped away her tears, lay down on the bed, and slept with her eyes closed.

Cen Jinghuai came in and glanced at her, didn't go in, just glanced at her from afar, saw that she was asleep, didn't bother much, and retreated again.

When the door was about to close, Lin Nuan sat up and called out his name, "Cen Jinghuai!"

He paused and walked back with a calm expression, "What's wrong?"

She looked at him for a while, and after a long while, she didn't say anything, but said, "I'm hungry, do you have anything to eat here?"

"There should be, I'll go out and ask. ”

She got out of bed, "Don't bother others, you take me to the kitchen." ”

She put on her shoes and walked up to him in a few steps.

Cen Jinghuai glanced at her and felt that something was not quite right with her, the two looked at each other, and she quickly lowered her eyes.

But he still saw the tears on her eyelashes.

She nudged him, "Hurry up." ”

He walked out as he was told.

Took him to the small kitchen, where a lot of food was stocked, Fu Xiang and Lingxi went to sleep, and there was no one else in the hall.

Lin Nuan looked around, found a few boxes of instant noodles, and took one out. was put back by Cen Jinghuai, "You can cook it over there, if you want to eat noodles, I'll make it for you." ”

"No, you're injured, and I want you to cook food for me, it's not good. ”

"It doesn't matter. He pulled her up and took the noodles and eggs in the Xiaoice box.

Lin Nuan thought of what Lingxi said, so he took it and said, "I'll come by myself." ”

She's a little angry.

I walked up to the cooker, looked back at him, and asked, "Would you like to make you a copy too?"

"Yes. ”

He nodded, not refusing.

"Then you can sit down first. She gestured to the couch.

"I'll help you. ”

"I don't need your help, I'll do it. She gestured to the couch again, and had to sit him down.

Cen Jinghuai couldn't do anything, so he sat down according to his words.

Lin Nuan began to cook noodles, and after giving birth to a child, she specially learned from Jiang's mother for the rations of the two children, and sometimes when she was empty, she would personally cook some food for the two babies.

I have done more, and I have become proficient.

It's because it's for children to eat, so everything is light.

Ten minutes, the noodles for two people are out of the pot, the clear soup is somen noodles, and the price is poached eggs on top.

Lin Nuan took it, put it in front of him, handed him the chopsticks, and then sat beside him. Noticing the wine glass on the table, I glanced at him and said, "You didn't drink the bar?"

He coughed and said, "Drink a little." ”

She smiled and said, "An Xiaoyuan is not here, you won't be able to take care of yourself." ”

When he said this, Cen Jinghuai coughed even more and glanced sideways at her.

Lin Nuan lowered his eyes and ate by himself.

"I've always been like this. ”

"She's not listening?"

I didn't know what to say, he paused for a while, didn't speak, and buried himself in eating noodles.

Lin Nuan was full after eating half of it, but he actually didn't have much appetite, and saying that he was hungry was probably an excuse.

She looked at him, at the scar on his cheek. In the past, he was the same as Lu Zhengshen, but now he is a little darker, but he is more energetic and masculine.

It's just that it's a little strange to her.

When Cen Jinghuai glanced over, he happened to meet Lin Wen's eyes.

He was stunned, but he didn't avoid it.

The two looked at each other, and when Lin Nuan was about to turn his gaze, he suddenly leaned over and kissed her on the lips.

Then, take her wrist.

Lin Nuan didn't struggle, his eyes were as clear as glass beads, looked at him, and said, "What about An Xiaoyuan?"

"I ......"

"How long have you been together, did you only get together two years ago, or have you been together for a long time?"

In fact, she wanted to ask, if he didn't have amnesia, what kind of existence was this An Xiaoyuan.

Cen Jinghuai lowered his eyes, "More than two years." ”

He's a guy who doesn't like to change things very much, and so does his girlfriend. An Xiaoyuan is the girlfriend he started talking about when he was in college, and he has never changed.

In my memory, it was almost time for the two to talk about marriage.

"Got it. Lin Nuan nodded, feeling that he was an embarrassing existence.

She thought that she might have made a junior in her ignorance.

The two sat side by side.

Lin Nuan said: "You can't live up to her, I think she is a good person and really loves you." Forget about me and you, forget it, don't think about it anymore, it doesn't make sense to think about it. I don't like you for a long time, I just hate you a little. ”

She smiled, staring out into the dark night.

Her biological mother is not a good woman, and she doesn't want to be a woman like Wen Jiurong.

It's just love, and it's not so difficult to let go again, not to mention that she has already let go.

Enough to have two children.

She got up, "I'll go get some sleep again." I hope that this time, you can really guarantee my safety and allow me to go home early and be reunited with my children. ”

She thought for a while and sat back down, "Those two children, you don't have to think about it, when you gave birth to them with me, it wasn't because of feelings, just because of interests, you help me and I help you." If you really want to mention feelings, the relationship between the two of us is actually not as deep as imagined. ”

She smiled at him.

Then, he got up again and went back to his room.

Cen Jinghuai didn't say a word.

Speechless.

In the end, he ate the remaining noodles, washed the dishes and chopsticks, and went back to his room to recuperate.

……

The day after Lin Jingcheng arrived at his destination, he was chased and killed by the enemy.

When he did this, he expected what kind of danger it would bring, but he didn't expect it so soon.

Fortunately, Zou Lu came later, so he would not be affected by him.

While he was in hiding, a team rescued him and took him to safety to treat his wounds.

"Who are you?" he didn't know these people, and he didn't have any friendships.

The man didn't raise his eyes, but said, "Take people's money and do things for others." She lets you do what you can. ”

"Who?"

"A woman. ”

Lin Jingcheng guessed who it was almost immediately, who else could it be besides Shi Wenyue?

He had been hiding what she had done, and she knew everything.

The man treated his wounds and said, "In three days, I will send you home." I hope these three days will be safe. ”

With that, the man left the room and put his phone on the cabinet before going out.

After a while, the phone rang.

He came back to his senses and was silent for a while before reaching out and picking up the phone.

The man on the other end didn't speak immediately.

After a long while, "Yueyue?"

Shi Wenyue breathed a sigh of relief, "Are you okay?"

"No, just a small injury, don't worry. ”

"It's okay. Her voice was faint, without much undulation.

The words fell, and the two did not speak for a while.

"You always knew I was using another name?"

"You sleep next to me, how can I not know. There was a faint smile in her tone, and then, with a slight sigh, she said, "Jing Cheng, it's dangerous for you to do this." ”

"I'm sorry. ”

"You don't need to say this to me, you are not sorry for me, you are sorry for yourself. Your life is your own, and you know that you are still going to go to danger, you are not cherishing your life, and you are also playing with fire. ”

Shi Wenyue stood by the window, with a simple piece of luggage beside her, "When are you coming back?"

"He told me three days later. ”

"Well, I'm going to go out for a trip, and I may not be there when you come back. Don't worry, I'm out to work. ”

"What job?"

"You don't have to worry about it anyway. ”

Lin Jingcheng was silent.

The two were silent for a while, and Lin Jingcheng said, "Then I'll go back and wait for you to come back." ”

"Good. ”