Chapter 157: The Truth Again

I didn't drink any wine with the little expert, and the fun was not too happy, but if we let us go out again, no one would want to, after all, this is a place where people are not familiar with the place, and the two of us are not good people, and it will be bad if we get into any trouble, this little expert also understands, otherwise I will not politely say hello to Yang Baishun and turn around and leave, so that the little expert has no interest, and pulled me back to the room, at this time, everyone should almost rest, this is a large suite, there are two beds, no one wants to sleep with Ma Chengkong, this guy is big, and the movement of sleeping is also amazing, The ceiling that can shake when snoring is trembling, he himself knows that this is not good, but who can control this kind of thing when snoring, so he simply hugged a quilt and lay on the sofa very intimately.

Who knew that the little expert took the quilt, pointed to the room and said, "Tonight, I'll sleep here." ”

"I, I'm moving. Ma Chengkong opened his mouth a little dryly, as if he wanted to say a few more polite words, but as soon as the little expert stared, he didn't dare to say anything at all, glanced at Li Cheng embarrassedly, and went into the room first.

Li Cheng came like this, I was a little relaxed, of course, there was the idea of not wanting to sleep with Ma Chengkong for a bad night, but more, it was because I wanted to talk to Zhang Deli about the little expert, but to my surprise, when I closed the door and just wanted to say something, Zhang Deli shook his head and said lightly: "There are some things that don't need to be said." ”

"How could it be like this..."Zhang Deli is a smart person, he blinked his eyes and understood what I was going to say, although I saved a lot of tongues, but I still felt a little lost, everyone has gone all the way, experienced a lot of twists and turns, there is always a meaning of helping each other in the same boat, but where would I have thought that there would be such a day when the gang was scattered.

"It's not the same thing in everyone's minds, and they can't help it. Zhang Deli didn't seem to take this matter to heart, lay down comfortably on the bed, then laughed, looked at me and said: "You are more or less a gentleman, why are you still here, and what are you reluctant to do, in the end, you are not all alone." ”

"But we're all friends!" Zhang Deli's words suddenly made me a little annoyed, I am a person without a home, after coming out of Nanjing, my heart is very a little Zhang Deli little expert these people I met later as their own people, and even once said to themselves, one day to repay them, if there are no people, I don't know what to become, people have no home if there are no friends, then it is really pitiful, I think so, and some take it for granted that Zhang Deli and the little expert may also look at other people like this, but Zhang Deli's current attitude is not to put this matter in his heart at all, that feeling is like except for himself, others don't even have a little weight.

"Shiraki, your heart is still too soft. Zhang Deli saw that I was annoyed, but he laughed even harder, and there was a slight mockery in his words, so he laughed and said: "I still have to practice it a long time ago, I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it, it's still a soft egg!"

"If you don't have a good conscience and be a good man, then I'd rather be a soft egg!" I was a little anxious by his laughter, stomped my feet and jumped on the bed, pointed at Zhang Deli's nose and said angrily: "You bastard, have you forgotten who is desperate to save the little expert?"

"Of course it's me. The mockery on Zhang Deli's face became stronger, he sneered, approached me, stared into my eyes and said, "Bai Mu, do you think I am really for some friendship?"

"Isn't that so?" I was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but retort: "But you clearly said that as long as it is your own person, no matter who it is, you can't give up, this, this is also what Mr. said!"

"You think too highly of Mr. and too much of me. Zhang Deli smiled self-deprecatingly, shook his head, and said: "I saved the little expert, just because I think this guy may be of some use, cultivated, over time, you can also have some of your own power in the dark ink, but now you have seen it, it doesn't work at all, since that's the case, why should I care if he leaves or stays, do you want me to kneel in front of him and beg bitterly, if I do this, is it really useful?"

"You, are you kidding?" My heart sank to the bottom all of a sudden, I couldn't believe my ears at all, I stared at Zhang Deli, and then a wave of anger burned from my heart, my eyes were red, and I went up directly and grabbed Zhang Deli's collar, and shouted angrily: "What the hell do you think of us?"

"You, like me, are just pawns. Zhang Deli snorted coldly, looked up at me, and sneered: " Bai Mu, you have to understand, some people, is not even worth being a chess piece, the most unfortunate thing in this world is not to be used, but not even qualified to be used, I told you a long time ago, your so-called husband, is just a selfish bastard, it is your own brain disease, you think everyone is too good, no one in this world is clean, it looks very good and it just looks, I am like this, Mr. is like this, you are also like this, everyone is like this, what qualifications do you have to ask me。 ”

"I, I'm not like this..." I was stunned for a moment, but my heart suddenly vented my anger, I always feel that no matter what I do, there is always some warmth in it, and even look down on those chaotic peers, but Zhang Deli's words, but suddenly woke me up, in this world, there is really no one who can count the two words clean, I do regard Zhang Deli and the little expert as their own people, but I have not thought that one day I have learned enough skills, I can get rid of this circle, after all, in my opinion, Zhang Deli wants to follow what Mr. does, it is too hopeless, Mr. Those bright so-called beliefs,I only started to believe it for a few days when I didn't know it.,To talk about use,,I'm just not doing it so obvious.。

"It's all like that. Zhang Deli smiled suspiciously, shook his neck, broke free from my hand, and then took out a cigarette to smoke comfortably, turned his head to look at the depressed me and said: "But what's wrong with this, in this circle, except for yourself, there is no one to trust, the nonsense I told you is used to deceive those fools outside, you have listened to me for so long, I am afraid that you can say the righteousness without thinking about it, I have brought you to this point, I am worthy of you." ”

"You guys, what the hell are you trying to do!"

All thoughts are discouraged, these four words popped up in my mind in an instant, I used to naively think that this is my last home, a warm home, but the fact is always shocking unimaginable, Zhang Deli's appearance suddenly became strange and hideous, and now he in front of me is no longer the one I know.

"What do you want to do?" Zhang Deli sneered and said: " Of course we want this world, but this world is not what we want to get, we always have to make up some fake stories to make people believe, we will take care of this world after we get it, Bai Mu, you have read so many books, but you don't even understand this truth, it is really a vain life, so many characters in history, we are not like us before the Zhi, flaunt ourselves everywhere, let all people believe that they are doing something above board, and then after the things are in hand, they will turn their faces and deny people, who if they really do what they promised before, that is a bastard, we secretly ink, and this virtue is also thisIt's just that although everyone understands it in their hearts, they pretend not to know, so it's good that you really believe it. ”

"You said you want the world to be better, this, is this also a lie?" I held my head, looked at Zhang Deli who was still sneering very blankly, and muttered: "He Qi said, he can't wait for the things you do, and wants everyone to live a better life now, this, is this also a lie?"

"He's not lying, this guy is so smart, maybe he has already understood, but people have their own ambitions, his heart is not on this, he prefers to play with the world in his hands than rebellion. Zhang Deli shrugged his shoulders, smoked the cigarette in his hand, looked actually in good spirits, and said triumphantly: "We have made so many things and suffered so much, is it just to make a group of idiots live a better life?" Those people will never be enlightened, even if the knife reaches the top of the head, or even if the knife is cut down, they will not resist, at most they will kneel on the ground with tears and hold people's thighs and beg, the virtues of those people, Mr. has seen them thirty years ago, so he never thought about letting these fools live a good life, but he just wanted to deceive them first and let them cooperate to do something. ”

Zhang Deli pinched the cigarette that burned to the filter in his hand, took out a bottle of whiskey from the freezer in the room, unscrewed it, poured a big sip into his mouth, and burped comfortably, before continuing: " Our pretense is very good, although everyone can live now, but there are still some people who can't live, just like you, the forced family is ruined, as soon as you hear that we are going to do this, you can't wait to hand over your life and follow us, so we are people everywhere to follow Mr. to support some bastards, let them force more people to die, they are done with the front foot, we are here on the back foot, what to say that everyone who wants to oppress stands up, it is simply empty talk, some are the kind of people who don't dare to resist after cutting off their heads, they can stand up, there are really very few, but what about less, our network has long been almost there。 ”

"You're all crazy!" I subconsciously called out, I never understood why there was a secret word in dark ink, I just thought it was a tradition, until today, it suddenly dawned on me, what they want to do, it is really unseemly, it's just that this thing is a dream, they want to rebel, but, this rebellion, can't be made at all.

"That's why I said that the gentleman is not in his right mind. Zhang Deli drank his whiskey, shook his head and said: "At first, I was also deceived by this old Wang Ba, and when I saw him, I felt that I saw God, all of which were halos, but after a long time, I figured out that this old guy is still fucking living in the Republic of China, and he thinks that the world is in chaos to have a chance, do you know what book he likes to read the most?" Damn, talking about warlord melee, and kept saying that this is the best era in China, after reading it, he sighed and said that he was born at the wrong time, and he didn't have a chance to make a move to unify the world, and he is doing these things now because he is unwilling, thinking about messing up the world, even if he can't live that day, he has to shed seeds, and when the time comes, the world will be in chaos, he doesn't need to do anything at all, careerists are everywhere, let's also drink some soup, the prince will have no seeds, it is a person, and there are opportunities, so these forces run by the old man must have my share。 ”

"Silly. Seeing that I was stunned and didn't speak, Zhang Deli laughed, poured another sip of wine, smashed his mouth, frowned, and scolded: "Damn, fake wine, when Lao Tzu can't drink it, I have to talk to them tomorrow." ”

"You, you're pretending!" Zhang Deli's scolding made me wake up, the character who can drink fake wine, where can he be a thrifty Puritans, how to go through a few days of bubbles in the wine vat to understand the taste, this new discovery, once again made me desperate, I suddenly realized that in these months, I really have been an out-and-out idiot.

"Again, isn't everyone like this?" Zhang Deli threw away the whiskey in his hand, lit another cigarette, laughed, looked at me mockingly and said: " As a leader, even if it is a small leader, if you want to get ahead and go further, you have to pretend, either pretend to be warm-hearted, or pretend to be honest and honest, or you are a diligent and loving the people, anyway, as long as you want to be motivated and successful, and want people to support him, you must pretend to be a little bit, his mother's He Qi and Wake up are the two kings who eat and drink well, Lao Tzu wants to get ahead, wants to make people remember, do you want to make ten gold rings on your head, and only in this way, people will not say that Zhang Deli is a short man, an ugly monster, who doesn't want to live a better life, who doesn't want to be comfortable, Lao Tzu gets so much money, why can't he enjoy it, outside, you have to pretend to be what you should pretend, and when no one is waiting, what should you do, otherwise, how can you have the spirit to pretend. ”

"But, you, why are you saying this to me?" In my despair, I suddenly felt a pang in my heart, I felt that something was wrong with this matter, if I really wanted to pretend, Zhang Deli didn't need to say these words because the little expert suddenly wanted to break up, careerists always left warmth to anyone they could leave to, such as a little expert who has not yet torn his face, leaving something that will always be useful in the future, but Zhang Deli is acting a little wrong today, these words, if it were me, it will never be said.

"Because I think you're a good piece of material. Zhang Deli squinted his eyes, I was a little creepy, he laughed for a long time, and then his expression suddenly became serious, and he said to me: "Bai Mu, you can't live all your life, even if you are a chess piece, you have to be that amazing one, I was deceived by that old Wang Ba for several years before I understood what he was doing, and now I say it all, I don't want to see you desperately want to find a place to jump, do you know what is the most terrible thing in the world?" Let me tell you, that's when you suddenly found that what you believed, followed, and once believed in the belief that was not at all vulnerable, if you had known these things earlier, you wouldn't have been as idiotic as I was back then, what a pity it would be for the old guy to say that he was the emperor of light, the light in front of him, of course, was a lie, but the emperor in the back couldn't be wrong, he just wanted to be the emperor, he wanted the world to be in chaos, when the time came, if you didn't have a preparation, in this life, how sorry it would be!"

"Those things, it's too far!" I smiled bitterly, and suddenly sympathized with Zhang Deli coming, rebellion, is something I can't think of, the reason why I don't dare to think about this thing is because I always feel that the world has not been corrupted to that point, what to raise your arms and call the world to follow, then there must really be a prerequisite, but this condition is not mature now, although there are many people in this world who can't look at it, but everyone is not a normal life, and even live better, in the era of raising arms, I am afraid that few people can live like ordinary people now, Zhang Deli said before that this is a daydream, I thought he also understood this truth, who knows, it is not like this at all。

"I know what you're thinking. Zhang Deli chuckled, clapped his hands and said: " You only see those big ships floating on the water but never know if the big ship has broken down and the machine has broken steel nails, maybe these steel nails are still supporting something, but unfortunately, it has reached the same time, we have been eroded for many years, and finally it has come to this day, it is just a matter of adding more strength, Li Bang understands what we are doing, so he can't wait to squeeze in, but you are good, but you think that the farther you run, the better, Bai Mu, you will understand one day, seriously, it won't take too long, the old guy is the smartest person I have ever met, he has been in business for decades, but it is not as simple as opening a restaurant。 ”

"I can't do these things. I glanced at Zhang Deli sympathetically, shook my head and said, "Our days may have come to an end." ”