Chapter 191: My Hero Alone

Lin Nuan's disappearance is very weird, she has always been very Crescent together, and after the two went to the bathroom together, only Crescent Moon came out of it alone.

When the bodyguard asked her why she was alone, she said, "I'm the only one." She even asked, "Where's Auntie?" ”

The bodyguards frowned one by one, and then searched the entire mall, but found no trace of Lin Nuan.

They informed Lin Wenwen.

After she arrived, she naturally asked Xinyue as soon as possible.

She pulled her aside and asked, "What the hell is going on, you are not allowed to lie to me!"

She was anxious, with a serious face and anger.

Xinyue shrunk her neck, hooked her fingers, and said, "Mom, come here, I'll tell you quietly." ”

Lin Wenwen bent down as she said, "You say." ”

Crescent Moon hugged her neck, leaned into her ear, and whispered, "Auntie said she was going to see someone, so we didn't have to look for her." ”

Lin Wenwen chuckled in her heart.

Crescent continued: "She told you not to worry, she will live well in the future, and so will you. ”

"And then?"

Crescent Moon shook her head, "That's all Auntie said. ”

"So, she's just gone?"

She nodded.

Lin Wenwen was a little angry, but she was helpless, many things, she was just an outsider, she couldn't participate in the center, so naturally she could only watch.

Now, Lin Nuan chooses to leave, she has no choice but to let her go, she can only choose to believe, believing that she is really looking for happiness this time.

She also hopes that there will be a spirit in heaven and stop tossing her, so that she can live in peace.

……

Lin Nuan saw a person when she was shopping, a very familiar man, and at that moment, she inexplicably felt a trace of joy in her heart.

Fortunately, Xinyue was a very well-behaved child, and after she finished talking to her, she managed to escape under the noses of those bodyguards.

She walked down the safety hallway, and when she reached the first floor, she saw the man again.

When the two bumped, the man pressed the brim of his hat, glanced at her, and continued down to the underground garage.

Lin Nuan saw clearly, it was none other than Kang Jingjia.

She quickly followed, there was no one else in the hallway, and she grabbed him at once, "Why are you here?"

Kang Jingjia smiled, "I can't imagine that you still remember me, I'm really grateful." ”

She wasn't trying to catch up with him, "Why are you here, why are you here?"

"What do you say?"

Lin Nuan's heartbeat slowly became faster, she saw a glimmer of hope in his eyes, and she took a step forward, "Is it Cen Jinghuai's news?"

He smiled and hooked her neck, "Come with me." ”

Then, Lin Nuan got into his car, left the mall, and left Haicheng at the same time.

……

In the Netherlands, in a nursing home, a black car drove in.

It took three days to get here.

Lin Nuan didn't feel tired at all, and when the car stopped, she felt better spirited.

Along the way, she was quite quiet, didn't ask a word, just obediently followed Kang Jingjia's arrangement, took a car, a boat and a plane, and finally arrived at the destination.

Kang Jingjia: "Why don't you ask me a word?"

The two entered the gate of the hospital, and Lin Nuan asked rhetorically, "What am I going to ask you?"

"Aren't you curious about him at all?"

"Don't be curious, just live"

Kang Jingjia sneered, "How can you be so sure that he is still alive?"

She turned her head and looked at him with an idiotic look, "If he's dead, what are you bringing me here for?"

"See you one last time. ”

"That's fine. "She's very calm.

Kang Jingjia squinted, looked at her ruthless and desireless appearance, still liked it very much, and said, "It seems that I have a chance?"

Lin Nuan smiled and looked at him, not wanting to pay attention to him.

The two got on the elevator, it was on the second floor, and they arrived in a blink of an eye.

The elevator door opened, Kang Jingjia went out first, Lin Nuan stood in place and paused, her heart seemed to be blocked by something, it was rising, and there was no way to release it.

"What's wrong? Excited?"

Kang Jingjia turned around and saw that she was still standing motionless in the elevator, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, he didn't die, he picked it up." ”

She stepped out of the elevator and forced her composure, "I know. ”

Walking through the corridor and turning a corner, Lin Nuan saw Chen Xueyi and Ji Silai.

The two were standing here talking, looking like they were arguing.

Then, she saw Zhinan coming out of the door, she had grown a lot taller, with a princess's head tied and a skirt, which was very good-looking.

Lin Wen's eyes began to fog, tears fell, she quickly wiped them away, and the corners of her mouth went up.

At this time, she stopped and pulled Kang Jingjia back.

"What's wrong?"

"Pinch me. She looked at him with wide eyes, tears in her eyes, pitiful and heartwarming.

Kang Jingjia scolded her mother in her heart, but she was still very calm on the surface, and according to what she said, she pinched her arm, but it was not heavy.

But Lin Nuan still frowned, and his facial features were furrowed.

She turned around and looked over there, Chen Xueyi and Ji Silai had already seen them, and they had already stopped arguing and looked over.

They had smiles on their faces, and several pairs of eyes were looking at her, as if waiting for her to pass.

Seeing that she didn't move, Kang Jingjia pinched her again, this time pinching her face and increasing her strength, "This time, is it sober enough?"

Lin Nuan punched him, and this time, her tears came out.

Ji Silai pulled Zhinan and pointed to this side, and then, when Zhinan saw Lin Nuan, he immediately rushed over, hugged her, and looked up at her, "Mom!"

This feeling is real and no longer a dream.

She reached out and touched her cheek, this is what Zhinan looks like now, she knows.

So in the dream, she only needs to look at Zhinan and Yulin to know if it's true or false.

Zhinan and Yulin in the dream are always the same as when they were children, as if those five years did not exist.

She squatted down, with tears in her eyes, and her throat seemed to be blocked with cotton, and she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say a word, and finally only took her into her arms and said, "Our family will not be separated again in the future." ”

Zhinan tilted his head and leaned on her shoulder and patted her, "Mom doesn't cry, we should be happy." ”

"By the way, I'll take you to Daddy. As she spoke, she broke free of her embrace, took her hand, dragged her over, pushed open the door, and shouted inside, "Yulin, look who's coming!"

The environment of the sanatorium here is very good, and there is a large floor-to-ceiling window in the room, which can see the outside scenery, which makes people feel happy and is a good place to heal.

The room is warmly decorated, like a small suite, and has a sense of home, so that patients can live here without psychological burden, and can be as comfortable as at home.

At this time, Cen Jinghuai was lying on the bed, and Yulin was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a picture book in his hand, and was telling him a story.

The sunlight shone in through the glass window, making everything look extraordinarily beautiful, she stood in place, unable to move for a long time, the emotions that pressed in her heart exploded, and she felt a warmth, all over her body, all over her limbs.

She only had two words in her heart, finally.

She pursed her lips, tears rolling in her eyes.

Yu Lin's voice stopped abruptly, and only Zhinan's crisp voice was in his ears, urging them.

"Lu Yulin, what are you doing in a daze! Mom is back! It's Mom!"

One big and one small, the two men looked at her fixedly, after a while, Yu Lin came back to his senses first, he calmly closed the picture book in his hand, walked to Zhinan's side, glanced at Lin Nuan, and then stepped forward and hugged her, "Mom." ”

Immediately, he stepped back, returned to Zhinan's side, took her hand, and said, "Didn't you say you were hungry just now, I'll take you to buy food now." ”

Zhinan nodded, no matter what the scene is, in Zhinan's heart, food is always in the first place.

Two children went out.

Yulin closed the door very intimately.

Kang Jingjia originally wanted to go in, but was blocked by Yulin.

In the room, only the two of them remained.

Lin Nuan walked over and sat down in the place where Yulin had sit, she took a picture book and looked at it, reading the big bad wolf and the little white rabbit.

She smiled, lifted her eyes, and met his.

Dark and deep, full of emotion.

He seemed to look a little different, Lin Nuan smiled and quipped, "You won't get a makeover by the way, will you?" ”

Her tone was brisk, as if they had never been separated. Indeed, it seemed to her that they were indeed not separated, and every night she was able to see him as long as she slept, and they lived together almost every day.

Cen Jinghuai smiled, his eyes were soft, and his eyes were bright in the sun, "How is it?"

She looked carefully, trying to see what had changed in him, but she couldn't see it, and she couldn't see where he had moved.

Maybe it's because the brain melon seeds are shaved, so I feel different, "Now I find out that you are so suitable for the shape of bald head, if you go to Yanshan, you must be the most handsome little monk." ”

"It's still a young monk, it's time to be an old monk. ”

"It seems to be. She smiled, and at this moment, there were tears in her eyes.

The words fell, and the room was quiet for a while, and the two looked at each other quietly.

Cen Jinghuai stretched out his hand, gently held her hand, opened his mouth slightly, Lin Nuan held his hand with his backhand like the corner of his mouth, and then got up, leaned over, and kissed his lips.

She looked at him, then closed her eyes.

Cen Jinghuai is not very active, he is seriously injured, and his recovery is very slow, most of the year has passed, and he still has no way to do something on his own.

But at this point, he felt that he could, could kiss her.

He reached out and hugged her, taking the initiative as the kiss deepened.

Soon, his physical strength could not support it, and the whole person became shorter.

Lin Nuan supported him, didn't dare to push too hard, supported the bed with both hands, laughed, and after laughing, tears quickly appeared in his eyes.

She reached out and touched his face, and the stubble on his chin was a little prickly.

She slowly went up, touching his lips, nose, eyebrows and eyes little by little.

She lowered her head, her forehead against his, her lips pursed, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, her jaw trembled slightly, she closed her eyes, swallowed her saliva repeatedly, trying to suppress the emotions that came up, she didn't want to cry.

His hand cupped her face, his voice was slightly choked, and he said, "Don't worry, I'll get better soon, and in the future, we won't have to be separated again." That is, during this time, you may be a little tired, and you have to take care of me closely. ”

She snorted, very slightly, and if she had a little more, she might have cried.

Cen Jinghuai kissed her lips and said, "If you want to cry very much, just cry, I won't laugh at you." ”

She bit her lip and opened her eyes, tears instantly slipped down, she couldn't stop at all, she looked into his eyes and said: "From now on, your life is mine, and you will never want to do dangerous things in the future!

"Good. ”

"Before you do everything, you have to take me and the child as the main premise, you must know that you are the pillar of this family, and if you are gone, this family will not exist. You also have to remember that you owe me much, much more, life is short, and you don't have much time to repay me later. ”

"So from now on, every moment and every second of your life will only belong to me and the child, and you will never want to be a hero again! You can only be my hero at most!" she said these words firmly as she wept.

Cen Jinghuai's eyes were slightly red, his throat seemed to be blocked with cotton, and his heart was sour and swollen. In fact, he was also very afraid, and when he was in the ambulance, he thought he was leaving.

He looked at her, and the most reluctant person was her. He was going to kiss him one more time before he died, so he used his last strength to kiss her and hug her.

He is really reluctant, he didn't have a good time with her, he wanted to be with her, he wanted to do everything, he didn't care about anything, he only fell in love with her, used his identity, pursued her, loved her, married her, and had children with her.

The world turned grayish, the nervous faces of those people, he heard a lot of voices, a lot of people were calling his name.

But he just felt bored, he just wanted to sleep, he wanted to have a good rest, and when he had enough rest, he would go to find warmth, to find his children.

He didn't want to pay attention to anything anymore, he only thought about the warmth, he was tired.

He should live a little bit of his own life and do something for himself.

Then he fell asleep peacefully.

When he woke up again, he was lying in a warm home, with two children by his side, and they called him Daddy.

Then they went to Yanshan, and he saw Lin Nuan lying on the table and falling asleep.

Cen Jinghuai took her into his arms and said, "Do you know, during the days when I was in a coma, I had a long dream, dreaming that we were a family of four living happily together. The two of us didn't do anything, we were all day long, and it was very real, and it felt like the real thing. ”

Lin Nuan looked at him, since she had been in the temple for so long, she had heard a lot of strange things that science could not explain. She now believes in the existence of souls, and Lin Nuan suddenly feels that those may not be just dreams.

Lin Nuan said: "What a coincidence, it just so happened that I also had such a dream." ”

The two looked at each other for a while, and then couldn't help but kiss.

……

Kang Jingjia and they stood at the door, for a while, he couldn't wait, he looked at the time, "Let's not go in yet?"

Chen Xueyi: "What are you doing in there?"

"Then what are we doing standing outside?"

"Can't you just give people a little time to themselves?"

"An hour is not enough? Cen Jinghuai is now in this body, let's watch it for more than ten minutes. ”

Ji Silai took a sip of water and squirted it out, and then she bit her lip and couldn't help laughing.

She coughed twice, "I'm sorry, I'm going to find a mop." ”

She wiped her mouth and went to find the mop.

Chen Xueyi smiled angrily at him, "Can you be normal? Are people so vulgar? ”

"Hey, I'm thinking in my right mind, okay? No, let's bet. ”

"Bet on what?"

Kang Jingjia thought for a while, "You say, what do you want to bet on, as long as I have it." ”

Chen Xueyi touched his chin and looked up and down, "Keep it first, and I'll tell you when I think about it." ”

"Okay. ”

Then, the two men sneaked close to the door, gently turned the doorknob, and then pushed open a gap, and the two men approached and looked through the crack in the door.

From this angle, it is just right to see the two kissing.

"What are you doing?"

The two of them had just looked at it for a while, and Yu Lin's immature voice sounded behind them, and his voice was loud and reached the ears of the two people inside through the crack in the door.

The two turned their heads to look, Chen Xueyi and Kang Jingjia immediately stood up straight, and Yu Lin pulled Zhinan to squeeze between the two and directly pushed the door open.

Chen Xueyi coughed, a little embarrassed, glared at Kang Jingjia, and blamed him, "I'll go smoke a cigarette and come over later." ”

He slipped away quickly.

Kang Jingjia was thick-skinned, he walked in, and said with a smile: "Congratulations, the family is reunited." ”

Lin Nuan glanced at him, his expression was very calm, he raised his hand to wipe his lower lip, beckoned the two children to his side, got up and compared their height, Zhinan was taller than Yulin.

When I was young, girls jumped a little faster than boys.

She looked at the two children carefully and said, "Zhinan is really becoming more and more similar to you." ”

"Really, I feel more like you. ”

"Then you may be blind. ”

Yulin is a little like her, but most of them are still like Cen Jinghuai. Two children, one obediently sat next to Lin Nuan, the other sat on the bed, and the family of four chatted as if no one was around.

Kang Jingjia couldn't interject at all, and he interjected several times, but he was ignored.

Eventually, he walked out and closed the door, this time leaving room for his family of four.

Lin Nuan looked at the child and Cen Jinghuai, at this moment, her heart was very full.

Happiness and happiness are such simple things.

After that, Lin Nuan stayed.

Chen Xueyi has already arranged for them, and the accommodation and children's school have been arranged.

Since then, they have settled here.

Ji Silai took Lin Nuan and the child to see the house, and Chen Xueyi accompanied him in the hospital.

Cen Jinghuai: "Thank you. ”

"Thank you, I promised you from the beginning, and now it's just a promise to keep. From now on, you will be able to live your own little life, and no one will bother you anymore. ”

"If you hadn't helped me, I might not have been able to get out completely. ”

Chen Xueyi sighed and said, "Actually, if you can stay, your future ......."

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Cen Jinghuai shook his head and said, "Don't draw me a big pie, I don't want anything now, I don't want to be sure how many years my body can last, I just want to spend the rest of my life with my wife and children." I'm not going to get involved in your business anymore. ”

However, even if Zhao Chengshuang is defeated now, he knows too many things after all, Zhao Yingdi must be 100% good? Sometimes there is no real good or bad, just a matter of position and team.

Different camps are naturally hostile. Now that Zhao Chengshuang has fallen, there is a second Zhao Chengshuang who is not in order.

Before, Cen Jinghuai's participation in it was a last resort, but now at this node, he still has a choice.

The appearance of Sheng Jiren's death is still in his mind, and he has never forgotten it.

He looked at Chen Xueyi with a serious and serious expression, "Chen Xueyi, I believe in you." ”

"Rest assured. Chen Xueyi knew the meaning of his words, raised his chin and said.

Almost everyone thought Cen Jinghuai was dead, including Zhao Yingdi.

"You just take care of your injuries and live a good life, now that Lin Nuan is here, I'm almost going back. ”

"Well, go back early. ”

"You really have a woman and forgot your brother. ”

Cen Jinghuai laughed, "When you have a chance, you come, let's have a drink." I've never had a chance to drink together, so I should have a drink in my lifetime, right?"

"Look at the opportunity. ”

Chen Xueyi wanted to smoke, so he took out a cigarette, bit it in his mouth, pretended to take a puff, spit it out slowly, and said: "Cen Jinghuai, I will serve you, and I Chen Xueyi will serve you alone in this life." ”

"Only now do I accept it, when I was in school, I really took it too lightly. ”

Chen Xueyi laughed and began to think about the things in school, and the two chatted, those relaxed pasts were like a world away.

……

According to the domestic time, the Chinese New Year is approaching.

Lin Nuan decided to spend a domestic festival here, she and Ji Silai happily went to the supermarket to buy some decorations during the day, ready to decorate the room and get some New Year's flavor.

also specially arranged a live webcast to prepare to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

In foreign countries, there are many dishes that are not available, Lin Nuan competed with his brains, and combined Chinese and Western to make a menu, on the one hand, to consider the atmosphere of the New Year, and on the other hand, to consider Cen Jinghuai's body.

His physical fitness is not as good as before, and the injury at that time was very serious, Lin Nuan later knew from Ji Silai's mouth that he really came back from the ghost gate, and the doctor was about to announce death, and he survived it himself.

Everyone said it was a miracle, and even Chen Xueyi thought it was a miracle.

This fully shows that good people have good rewards, and being kind people will always be rewarded.

Lin Nuan didn't dare to listen to these at all, as a doctor, he knew that these injuries were irreversible to the body.

She didn't dare to think about how much damage she had experienced on Cen Jinghuai.

There are some injuries that I am afraid will never be able to be repaired.

The doctor also told her that although he was alive, he would have sequelae in the future.

It depends on what kind of sequelae it is.

Either way, just stay alive.

The Buddha saw her sincerity and gave Cen Jinghuai time to accompany her and the child, so no matter what happens in the future, Lin Nuan cherishes it very much.

I cherish every minute of my life now.

Lin Nuan changed the sheets and quilt covers to festive colors, and pasted Fu and Fu Wa on the glass bed.

Looking at her busy figure, Cen Jinghuai's heart has a sense of belonging, even here, there is a sense of home.