Chapter 13: What is Love (4)
When I remembered the-for-tat words of Ning Meixuan and Xiaocui, I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, and I always felt that something was wrong. I always feel that Ning Meixuan's actions are hiding something from me, I don't think it's right, but I didn't say it, after all, I'm worried that in front of Xiaocui, if something happens again, it'll be over.
I didn't want to think about it, I just buried my head in eating, and when I stuffed my mouth, I found that Xiaocui and Ning Meixuan were looking at me with their mouths wide open.
Xiaocui always looked at me with a smile and said, Brother Yunzhe, haven't you eaten for a few days?
When I heard Xiao Cui's words, I realized that my mouth was full of rice and I couldn't speak.
I swallowed all the rice in one go, and found that I was rude, so I quickly explained that the rice was too delicious.
I saw that the two of them were always staring at me, so I asked the two of them, why don't you eat?
Xiao Cui leaned on the table, looking at me, with a smile on her face, looking at you and I was full.
I was embarrassed, why is this so unpleasant? I said, am I so unappetizing?
It made Xiao Cui laugh.
Ning Meixuan saw it, frowned and glared at Xiao Cui and said, Xiao Cui hurry up and eat, she has to go to class in the afternoon!
When Xiaocui heard this, her mouth immediately turned up again, and she said dissatisfied, I went to school, did you two go on a date behind my back again?
Ning Meixuan threw her chopsticks and shouted, Xiaocui, how many times have I told you, you have to be polite when you speak, how can you speak? Your main task now is to study, where did you get so many crooked thoughts, you don't study hard, do you want to grow up like your sister?
Ning Meixuan's words are very right, of course, going to school is a first-class event, seeing that Xiaocui is indifferent, I also hurriedly helped to persuade her, my persuasion is to persuade something.
Xiaocui took my arm and said, Brother Yunzhe, you must send me to school, otherwise I won't go!
Ning Meixuan's face turned blue at that time, and she shouted, nonsense! Who are you when you think Yun Zhe, how can you say anything!
Xiaocui is not happy anymore, okay, then I won't go, I'll just stare at the two of you.
Ning Meixuan patted the table and said, you're making a fuss!
I hurriedly pulled Ning Meixuan and shook my head, don't you just send her to school, it's okay.
I turned my head again and said to Xiaocui, I will send you, but you have to promise me that you will study hard in the future and will not skip class again, do you hear.
When Xiaocui heard my words, her face was full of smiles, and she quickly nodded, picked up the rice, and ate quickly.
After eating, Xiaocui pulled me out, and I asked Ning Meixuan if I wanted to go with me, but Ning Meixuan shook her head and said no.
I followed Xiaocui and took the bus to Xiaocui's school.
When I sent Xiaocui to school and went back to Ning Meixuan's house, I found Ning Meixuan sitting in the living room in a daze.
It wasn't until I called out to her that she reacted, and I asked her what was wrong.
Ning Meixuan didn't say a reason for a long time.
I said to Ning Meixuan to go and see the house together?
Ning Meixuan looked at me seriously, stared at me and said, let's not run away anymore, okay?
I smiled wryly, what's going on? What to run away from?
Ning Meixuan stood in front of me and said, your illness can't be delayed, you should go to the hospital now.
I was stunned for a moment, what's wrong? Wasn't it okay just now? Why did you suddenly talk about this, don't you think I'm fine?
What are you running away from? A disease that can be cured, but you have never dared to face it. I was a little afraid to look directly at Ning Meixuan.
My illness can be cured, but you know, where is the money? I sighed.
Chen Ya gave you a card with 1.5 million. Ning Meixuan looked at me expectantly.
I was taken aback and asked Ning Meixuan, didn't you say that there were 500,000 in it last time? What's going on?
There are 1.5 million, all of which are Chen Ya's. Ning Meixuan stood aside and said.
Where did she get so much money, I muttered, but my mind was in a mess, and I suddenly thought of something, and asked Ning Meixuan, how did you know?
It doesn't matter how I know, the important thing is that you should take the money and hurry to get medical treatment now. Ning Meixuan said loudly.
No, I can't use the money. I took out the card, stared blankly, and asked Ning Meixuan, where did the money come from, do you know?
I always feel that there is something hidden from me between Ning Meixuan and Chen Ya, I just can't figure it out.
I don't know, don't ask so much. Ning Meixuan said with a hint of nervousness.
How can I use this money with peace of mind? No, I have to return this money to Chen Ya. I know that Chen Ya doesn't have so much money, so how did this money come from? I have a very bad premonition, Chen Ya can get so much money, she must have paid a lot, which shows that Chen Ya still cares about me the most.
I asked Ning Meixuan, did Chen Ya know about my illness?
Ning Meixuan looked at me inexplicably, and then nodded.
I looked at the card in my hand, clutched it tightly, and then hurriedly ran out of Ning Meixuan's house, I was going to talk to Chen Ya.
I've always wanted to ask about the origin of the money, but Ning Meixuan didn't say anything, so I had to find an opportunity to ask Chen Ya.
If Chen Ya really paid so much for me, she must have suffered a lot of grievances, I must have misunderstood her, I ran out wildly, and I couldn't wait to run to Chen Ya immediately and ask for an understanding.
I was running on the road, and I remembered the last time I saw Chen Ya in the restaurant, what Chen Ya said to me, do you still love me?
A voice in my heart told me that Chen Ya must still love me, and I knew that it would be like this, and I am now full of expectations.
If Chen Ya still turns back, then I will not hesitate to start again with Chen Ya, the beautiful and sweet times that used to be flashed in my mind one by one, and I believe more and more that Chen Ya cares about me.
I heard a shout behind me, it was Ning Meixuan's voice, I knew that Ning Meixuan had been following behind me, I didn't care, and ran to the bus stop.
When I stepped on the bus, Ning Meixuan also followed me on the bus.
I smiled at Ning Meixuan, thank you, tell me all this.
Ning Meixuan also smiled, I just want to see you get better.
I was full of excitement, and I didn't pay attention to Ning Meixuan's expression at all.
Chen Ya lived in the dormitory of my former company, although we used to be in the same company, but I never went to the women's dormitory, and in order to have a happy little world for the two of them, I rented a house outside.
And now it's working time, it is estimated that Chen Ya is at work, so I came to the downstairs of her company, and Zhang Zhi is also in this company.
I thought about it and didn't go up, but stood downstairs looking at the towering edifice.
I took out the phone and called Chen Ya.
During the long wait, Chen Ya did not answer the phone.
But I wasn't depressed, standing upright outside the bustling lobby.
I remembered Zhang Zhi, so I called Zhang Zhi again.
Soon Zhang Zhi answered the phone, and I asked Zhang Zhi, is Chen Ya in the company?
Zhang Zhi hesitated and said yes.
I asked Zhang Zhi to tell Chen Ya that I was waiting for him downstairs in the company, so I hung up the phone.
When I was standing downstairs and waiting, when I turned my head to look at Ning Meixuan, I didn't see Ning Meixuan.
I watched the people go by in the hall, waiting for the familiar figure to appear.
Finally, after anxiously waiting, a person in the passing crowd stared at me.
I saw Chen Ya at a glance, and I walked towards her.
Chen Ya looked at me, not as excited as I expected, but full of sorrow, she asked me, why are you here?
I didn't know why I was excited in my heart, and I had been thinking of good words, but I didn't know how to speak, I just gasped and looked at Ning Meixuan.
Then Chen Ya said, let's go out and talk.
Chen Ya took the lead and walked out, and behind the building, I followed Chen Ya here.
In the back, my face was full of excitement, I don't know if Chen Ya is still willing to turn back, if we can do it again.
Chen Ya turned her back to me, didn't she say that we would not meet again?
I looked at Chen Ya's back, didn't notice the meaning of Chen Ya's words, I turned to Chen Ya's front, looked at Chen Ya, and raised the bank card that I was holding tightly in my hand, although Chen Ya said so, but Chen Ya was willing to see me, that proves that we are still possible, I asked Chen Ya, this, I know everything.
Chen Ya looked at the bank card in my hand and was stunned for a moment, you... You know it all?
Well, I know, you still care about me, don't you?
I stared at Chen Ya's eyes, a trace of deep sadness flashed, and inadvertently two tears slipped down, my heart hurt, this is the first time Chen Ya has cried in front of me. Chen Ya bit her lip as if thinking about something, and hesitated again.
I wanted to go up and wipe her, but for a moment, she lowered her head and wiped away her tears.
I looked at her with a heartache, and I didn't know why I was so sentimental.
When Chen Ya raised her head to look at me again, she couldn't find the sadness on her face just now, but was smiling, yes, I read it right, she was laughing, the smile was very fake, very sad.
I've been with you for almost five years, and those days were really happy, so the money is just to compensate you, and it doesn't mean anything else, don't get me wrong, if you don't think it's enough, you can still find me. My fiancé is very rich now, he is a big boss, and he never has to worry about life, why should I choose to go back with you to live a hard life, don't be stupid! You hate me, right? Then hurry up and take the money to treat the disease, and it will not be a loss. Chen Ya turned to me and said, by the way, I am going to marry him on Sunday this week, if you are still a friend of me, come and bless me.
I looked at Chen Ya's departing back and looked at the bank card in my hand blankly.
If you don't care about me, why are you crying?" I screamed.
Chen Ya paused, and after a period of silence, Chen Ya still carried me behind her back and said, I am crying that I have wasted a few years of time on you.
Chen Ya said goodbye and left resolutely.
I opened my mouth wide and froze, could it be that the few years with me were just a waste of her youth?
Hehe...... I couldn't help but smile bitterly, but the tears kept falling, if my sincere efforts were regarded as a burden by others, then why should I go to the hard pursuit?
I came just not to be humiliated, do I have to rely on her charity to survive?
Why do I still believe that she still cares about me again and again, haven't I fallen in love with He Yulu, why is my heart still so insincere?
I stood there and slapped myself hard.
Maybe I really don't deserve love anymore, so what's the point of living.
I grabbed the card and threw it hard to the ground. Then, without turning his head, he walked away.
Die and die, it's no big deal.
In this way, there is a backbone to die.
I walked outside. Wiping my tears, I gritted my teeth and swore that I would never be sad for Chen Ya again, and I would completely forget her from my mind.
When I walked outside the lobby of the building, Ning Meixuan called out to me from behind.
I turned around and saw Ning Meixuan running over from the side, and I asked her, where have you been.
Ning Meixuan gasped and stretched out her hand towards me, holding the card I threw away just now.
When I saw this card, I was immediately annoyed, threw it over, threw the card out, and shouted, who asked you to pick it up, I will not ask for this money, you throw it away!
Ning Meixuan was stunned for a moment, looked at the card that flew out, and immediately ran out to pick it up.
I couldn't help but scold at the time, why are you so annoying, I said let you throw it away!
If you don't use it, I think it's better to give it back to Chen Ya. Ning Meixuan looked at me with a frown. That's 1.5 million!?
Okay, okay, whatever you want. I said as I walked with a step, I was going to get out of this nasty place quickly.
When Ning Meixuan said, I was shocked in my heart, yes, that's 1.5 million, if it was changed before, let alone 1.5 million, even 100 I would be reluctant to throw it, what's wrong with me?