Chapter 17: Kissing

Since the last goodbye, Yin Lai really did what he said and never came to Yan Zheng again.

The days have returned to their former peace, at home, in the psychological clinic, this is Yan Zheng's life at two points and one line, and Yin Lai is even more crazy than before, as if he is fighting with someone.

Until one day, Meng Chaoge called.

"Doctor Yan, did you contact Miao Miao yesterday, I can't get through to her here. Meng Chaoge was so anxious that he jumped to his feet.

Yan Zheng replied truthfully, this time Meng Chaoge was out of line, thought for a while, and said: "The case here of the law firm is more urgent, I want to trouble Dr. Yan to go to Miao Miao's house to see if there is anyone, and I will send you the address later." ”

So under Meng Chaoge's pleading, Yan Zheng found the address according to the address, he rang the doorbell and waited for a while but no one opened the door, and he couldn't grasp whether Yin Lai was at home for a while.

He walked around the door twice, asked Meng Chaoge for the password, and entered the door smoothly.

The layout of the house is similar to Yan Zheng's, he walked around the living room without finding anything, went up to the second floor with a hint of luck, stood at the door of the master bedroom and took a long breath before pushing open a small crack.

Through the crack in the door, his eyes searched the room and saw the person sleeping heavily on the bed.

At this time, Yan Zheng was able to breathe a sigh of relief, boldly pushed open the door and slowly walked to the bed, sat down on the edge of the bed, and after replying the news to Meng Chaoge, he looked sideways at the person lying beside him, and the expression on his face gradually relaxed.

Xu is a doctor because of his sensitive nerves, he sat for a minute and faintly sensed that something was wrong, even if a person slept soundly, no one would come in for so long without noticing.

Yan Zheng narrowed his eyes, stretched out his hand and pressed the back of his hand against Yin Lai's forehead, the hot temperature was transmitted through his skin, he quickly withdrew his hand, his brows furrowed.

The person on the bed frowned, as if he was enduring some kind of discomfort, and Yan Zheng put his hand on her shoulder, trying to wake her up.

Yin Lai still didn't open his eyes, and even his consciousness was a little flustered in the state of high fever, unable to think coherently, and his eyelashes shook a few times before he didn't react.

Yan Zheng's heart was twisted, thinking of Fang Miao's appearance in front of him in embarrassment a few nights ago, and now it was definitely the rain that left the patient, even if he took a hot bath at that time, it was difficult to avoid such a thing as a fever and cold, just in time for the split personality, Yin Lai overdrew his body regardless of it, which aggravated his condition.

Now that I'm here, I have to do something.

Yan Zheng walked to the bathroom, soaked the towel in cold water, returned to the bedside and gently applied it to Yin Lai's forehead, the condition was menacing, such a treatment was just a drop in the bucket, he took advantage of the cold towel to quickly run to the pharmacy to buy all kinds of antipyretics.

When he came back after buying the medicine, the cold towel that was originally on Yin Lai's forehead was turned over by her and slipped onto the pillow, and when Yan Zheng picked it up, the towel touched by his fingertips was already hot.

He sighed, soaked the towel and put it on her forehead, back and forth a few times, Yin Lai's consciousness gradually returned to clarity, and his brain could barely continue to function.

For the first time in his life, Yan Zheng had the feeling of being an old mother, and after working for a long time, he was almost exhausted, and when he saw that Yin Lai could open his eyes, he hurriedly poured hot water and washed the cold particles into it.

"Come, drink the medicine first. He took the small bowl, half straddling the side of the bed, and gently picked up the half-asleep and half-awake man with one hand, and said in a voice ten times softer than usual.

After her head was compressed with a cold towel a few times, Yin Lai could already hear the voice in her ears, she moved to react, "hmm", and raised her eyes to look at Yan Zheng who was staying on her in a daze.

In this game, she won!

Yin Lai drank the medicine without losing any of it, Yan Zheng covered her with a quilt, and sat on the side with relief.

Probably because of the guilt that he said so much that day, when he saw her uncomfortable face, he wanted to take care of her instead of throwing her to the hospital.

Under the quilt, Yin Lai's sweat continued to pour out, his body was sticky and more and more uncomfortable, the feeling of dizziness began to subside little by little, and his limbs were still hot and uncomfortable.

This uncomfortable feeling lasted for a short time, and a cool wetness came from the forehead, and the slightest coolness swept through the surface of the burning skin, seeped into the blood from the pores, and slowly flowed through the veins of the whole body.

Yan Zheng took the trouble to put on towels and change towels, repeating them several times, until Yin Lai slept peacefully, and he could not complete the task.

When the sun went down, he was sure that he was okay, and left a note to put his mind at ease and leave.

On the way back, Yan Zheng would still think of the unconscious appearance of Yin Lai lying on the bed when he entered the door, he didn't think that after meeting her that day, he would be so miserable when he saw her again, he knew that this was the case, he thought that he would be merciful that day!

The boundless thick ink stained the sky, and on a starless night, the sky was even darker, Yin Lai regained consciousness, and after reading the contents of the note, he smiled silently.

A fever seems to have also made the previous stiff relationship between the two suspicious.

Two days later, Yin Lai received an invitation to the anniversary banquet of a real estate company, and Fang Miao had a lawsuit against them before, so the nominal person invited was undoubtedly "Fang Miao".

When Meng Chaoge sent the invitation letter over, he told "Fang Miao" to control his emotions, but Yin Lai nodded and coped with it, not taking it too seriously at all.

That night, in order to avoid going wrong, Meng Chaoge personally picked out a white skirt for Yin Lai, this guy's dressing taste is too weird recently, and it is difficult to dress like that to attend a banquet without attracting the attention of others, so as an assistant, she must be strict!

Yin Lai reluctantly put on her skirt and looked at Meng Chaoge who was holding her chin in the mirror and smirking, she almost had the urge to confess everything, and she dismissed the idea considering the consequences.

In the venue, several nobles of the upper class drank and talked happily, toasted and discussed important matters, three sentences were inseparable from advocating and praising each other, and five sentences were just business cooperation.

Halfway through, a few people came to talk to "Fang Miao", but they didn't talk much, most of them wanted to get acquainted with some business tycoons through Fang Miao's identity as a lawyer.

She leaned on the long table to drink, looked at the moon and the stars, and only felt bored after coming, Yin Lai yawned and turned around, her eyes casually scanned the venue, and among the crowds of people, she saw Yan Zheng who had not seen her for a few days.

Since the two met, this was the first time Yin Lai had seen him dressed so formally, and he couldn't tell that he was a doctor in a suit and leather shoes.

Yin Lai held the wine glass and took a sip from time to time, looking at someone blatantly, Yan Zheng was talking happily with someone, holding the goblet in his pocket with one hand and the goblet that had reached the bottom in the other, and the smile on his face was like the warm current of winter, refreshing.

Just as Yin Lai was about to withdraw his gaze, the other party looked over without warning, through the flow of people, the two looked at each other for a while, and the first to walk to one side was Yan Zheng, when passing by the waiter, he put down the empty glass and exchanged it for a glass of red wine.

Yin Lai found the nearest place to sit down, and when Yan Zheng walked over, it just covered the light above her head, and a shadow fell to show his presence.

"I don't seem to be sick today, I can meet Dr. Yan here. Yin Lai looked at the red wine in the glass and chuckled.

Yan Zheng touched her wine glass: "You misunderstood, I'm not a doctor today." ”

Yin Lai raised his eyes and glanced at him, lowered his head and hesitated for a long time before finally speaking: "That day...... Thank you. ”

Yan Zheng nodded slightly and narrowed his eyes slightly: "You are just sick, it is better to drink less." After speaking, he naturally pulled the wine glass from Yin Lai's hand.

"Care about me?" Yin Lai glanced at the wine glass, and his gaze turned to Yan Zheng, who was standing upright.

"Sort of. He replied generously.

The benevolence of the doctor is a matter of course.

"I took back my words that day, but it doesn't mean that I dismissed this idea, just because you gave me feedback for reducing my fever. Yin Lai explained solemnly, and turned his gaze to the side, "Actually, I don't want you to be the one who healed her." ”

Yan Zheng paused slightly, and replied after a moment: "I'm not a doctor today, we can say something else." ”

"Then tell me about me. Her voice was neither loud nor small, and she couldn't hear any emotion, "I am a product of a split personality, it is ugly, it is a derivation of pathology, there is no life and death, only existence or disappearance, and the successor personality will have a different personality from the moment it is born, and it will also inherit some characteristics of the main personality, maybe it is really a substitute, and the substitute for the main personality to bear those pains." ”

Yan Zheng's heart jumped, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

"The time of appearance, the time of disappearance, all of them are uncontrollable, when she is most lonely and desperate, there is nothing wrong with those who can't bear the pain for her, there is nothing wrong with those who don't understand her, they can all be innocent, just because they are different, so they will kill me in the end no matter what?"

Yin Lai raised his head suddenly, his pure and indifferent eyes locked on Yan Zheng's gentle face.

She seems to be complaining, indicting the unspeakable facts, the sadness of not seeing the light, she hesitates in the endless darkness for someone, but she does not choose to see the light.

The balance that symbolizes fairness has never been on her side, Yin Lai's negative energy bursts, but it has never exploded, even if there are countless moral condemnations behind her, she still walks cautiously.

Just because her label is split personality - to bear the pain of 27 years old in place of the main personality.

"You think I'm unreasonable, selfish and ruthless, but I've endured no less than her. Yin Lai got up and approached Yan Zheng step by step, his calm voice mixed with a hint of sadness, "Many people say that experiencing traumatic events produces split personality, but in fact it is not, the real split personality is torn, torn here!" She pointed to her heart, and her fluttering words struck hard at the tip of the person's heart, shaking numb and painful.

In the end, the faces of the two were already very close, and they could feel each other with every breath between them.

No one retreated, the quiet night deepened, and the shallow pure music echoed all around, breaking through the edge of silence and breaking through the boundary monument firmly standing in the heart.

The clock struck 12 o'clock at midnight, and the sound was heard in the open air hall regularly......

"It's time. A layer of relief floated in her sad eyes.

Before Yan Zheng understood the meaning of this sentence, Yin Lai slowly stood on tiptoe, put his hands behind his back, and kissed him the lips.

The hourglass of time quietly stopped, only the twinkling stars showed the flow of time, in that moment of trance, the lips were close to each other, and they did not close their eyes, choosing to look directly at the deepest part of each other's pupils, and their own shadows were reflected there.

Like a miraculous bouquet of flowers growing in a dry desert, no one knows how long it will survive, but it is so dazzling and brilliant that it is born, covering all prosperity and quietly growing in the transition of years.

The aroma of the wine was transmitted alternately, Yan Zheng could feel the gentle curvature on his lips, and he could clearly see the little luck in Yin Lai's eyes, what was the luck?

When he wanted to guess, his eyes suddenly closed slightly, and his frozen mind was dulled at this moment......