Although I knew that nothing would happen to Ning Meixuan, I still went to find it.

I looked around, only to find out what Ning Meixuan was busy with in the kitchen at the moment.

I asked her, "What are you doing?" ”

Ning Meixuan said: "Wash vegetables and cook." ”

I said, "You don't have to do this, my mom will come back and let my mom do it." ”

Ning Meixuan smiled at me and said, "It's okay, you can rest." ”

I asked her, "Will you do it?"

Ning Meixuan curled her mouth and said, "Don't underestimate me, I cook in my house." ”

After talking for a long time, I couldn't say anything about Ning Meixuan, helplessly, I said, "I'll help you." ”

I always feel that asking a girl to cook for you and you don't dare to say anything yourself.

"No, you can't help much. Ning Meixuan shouted.

"Who said that, washing vegetables or something, if I don't, I guess I'll starve to death. Besides, let my mother see that you are busy here alone, I guess it is time to scold me again. I walked over and helped Ning Meixuan wash the vegetables.

"Okay, then you can peel a potato for me. Ning Meixuan said to me while washing the dishes.

"No problem. "I picked up the potatoes and fruit and sharpened them.

When Ning Meixuan saw me, she hurriedly called out to me: "How can you cut it like this, and you waste all the potatoes and meat." ”

"I've always done this before. I said.

"I'll do it anyway, and see how I cut it. Ning Meixuan looked at me with a smile, and then took the fruit knife and potatoes in my hand.

Ning Meixuan looked at me and smiled as she spoke, talking to me.

Suddenly, Ning Meixuan let out an "ah", and the potato and fruit knives fell to the ground.

I hurriedly looked over and saw that Ning Meixuan accidentally scratched her hand, and her hands were covered in blood.

I hurriedly grabbed Ning Meixuan's hand, pressed the wound, and pulled Ning Meixuan out, shouting worriedly, why are you so careless.

Ning Meixuan said that it was okay, a small wound.

I said it was all bleeding, and I was able to do it!

Then I found the cloth and wiped the blood on Ning Meixuan's hands.

I pressed Ning Meixuan's hand and wiped some medicine, Ning Meixuan frowned and cried out in pain.

"He also said that you can cook, and you can't protect your own hands, so it hurts, right? After I helped Ning Meixuan bandage it, I shouted.

After bandaging, Ning Meixuan said that it was okay and wanted to run to the kitchen again.

I pulled Ning Meixuan and shouted, "You're like this, don't be busy, just rest on the side, let me come." ”

I pulled Ning Meixuan to the sofa in the living room and let her rest, and then I ran to the kitchen.

I washed the dishes and made them all ready, only to find that I really didn't know how to match these dishes, and I had never made such a sumptuous dish, so I stood there at a loss.

Suddenly, I heard a burst of laughter, and I turned around to see Ning Meixuan standing at the kitchen door looking at me, smiling.

Seeing that I saw her, Ning Meixuan walked in and said, "I don't know what to do, right?" ”

"Who said I didn't know, I was just thinking about what to do first. I said.

"I'll do it anyway. Ning Meixuan said and walked over.

"Don't, you're like this, and let my mother see that you have to scold me to death. I hurriedly grabbed Ning Meixuan: "You just watch from the sidelines." ”

"Then I'll teach you how to cook. Ning Meixuan stood aside and said.

"Who teaches you? "I said I'm going to get the fire ready, and I'm going to pour the potatoes into the pot.

"You don't need to put oil in the stir-fry!" Ning Meixuan laughed on the side.

"I forgot ......" I realized that I hadn't put oil yet, and I was in a hurry under the command of Ning Meixuan, putting oil, seasoning, heat, and vegetables......

I don't know why I was so busy cooking this time, either I forgot it, but I forgot it, which made the kitchen smoky, and it also made me sweat profusely and impatient.

While I was stir-frying, a piece of cloth suddenly appeared in front of me.

I turned my head and saw that it was Ning Meixuan holding a towel for fear of helping me wipe my sweat.

Having said that I have watched a lot of TV, I know that the handkerchief is a girl's personal thing, which makes me feel embarrassed in my heart.

I saw Ning Meixuan's crimson face and tender eyes, and suddenly I felt restless in my heart, a burst of restlessness, and a feeling of ape.

The air in this kitchen was already hot, and I felt that my face was even more red, so I quickly lowered my head and stir-fried the vegetables.

Ning Meixuan didn't speak, just looked at me from the side, although I lowered my head, I could feel her eyes.

At that moment, I heard my mother's voice, who was shouting in flames, "Are you going to burn down the kitchen, it's going to be a miasma?" ”

I pouted and watched my mom come over, then pushed me out and shouted, "Get out! Get out! ”

"Auntie, I'll help you. Ning Meixuan said.

"No, Auntie can do it herself, let Tetsuko accompany you to talk, go and rest. My mother turned to Ning Meixuan and said, suddenly saw Ning Meixuan's hand, hurriedly walked over, and asked, "Oh! What's wrong with your hand?"

"I'm fine, Auntie, it's just a little injury. Ning Meixuan said.

"It must be very painful!" My mother looked up and shouted, "Tetsuko, come over to me! Look at how you take care of Xuanxuan! ”

My mother grabbed Ning Meixuan's hand and shouted.

"Mom~~ What are you shouting, aren't I standing next to you!" I looked at them angrily.

"Look at Xuanxuan's hands, if you let me know that you will let Xuanxuan work again!

"I didn't do it, really!" I muttered, leaning against the wall.

"What are you messing with! Why don't you help Xuanxuan to rest!" my mom shouted at me again.

"Oh" I hurriedly sighed, pouted and pulled Ning Meixuan away.

I only heard from the house, "Such a good daughter-in-law doesn't hurt well, it's really the older she gets, the more ignorant she is......"

Ning Meixuan laughed, probably hearing it.

I felt a burst of black smoke in my head, and secretly muttered, "When did you become a daughter-in-law?

When I came to the living room, I turned on the TV, but Ning Meixuan didn't watch TV and kept staring at me.

I asked her what she was doing.

Ning Meixuan said, "When do you plan to go back?"

"City A, let's leave tomorrow night. I looked up and thought about something, maybe I should have gone back sooner.

"It's hard to go home once, aren't you going to stay longer?" Ning Meixuan asked me.

"Nope. I shook my head and looked at Ning Meixuan: "By the way, you take a few days off, the company is fine, right?"

"It's okay, I called the manager and it was out of the way. Ning Meixuan said.

The TV went on, but I didn't have the slightest intention of watching it, and my thoughts flew away.

At home, that kind of warmth makes me nostalgic, in just two days at home, I have almost forgotten all my troubles, this kind of life is very comfortable, but I can't stay any longer.

Seeing that my parents are fine, I don't have anything to worry about at home, as long as my parents don't worry about me anymore, that's what I expect the most.

And now what I'm worried about is He Yulu, I always can't help but think, although I have been enduring and suppressing myself, but the real feeling is only known to me.

Although my body is fine these days, there are no signs, but I know that my time is really running out, so what I can do is to hurry up and save it.

At the very least, in my last days, I saw that He Yulu was getting better little by little, and I was satisfied.

As for love or something, it's not what I can have now.

For a long time, I was looking down and meditating.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that Ning Meixuan was no longer in the living room, and the meal was already ready.

Ning Meixuan was helping Ning Meixuan prepare to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and my mother called me to help, so I went over to help prepare.

It was already dark and I was hungry, so I went up and devoured it.

My dad was also called over for dinner by my mom. I didn't care why my dad went.

As I ate, I asked my mother, "Mom, who are you going to do today?"

"Oh, Ryoko's family, isn't Ryoko getting married tomorrow? I'm going to help. My mom said.

"What are you going to do! Xuanxuan is here, you don't accompany you well, what are you running around!" my dad suddenly reprimanded my mom with a straight face.

"Yes, Mom, we don't care about Liangzi's family, so we shouldn't need our help!" I asked my mother, "Liangzi and my cousin will get married tomorrow?"

"Don't ask so much, hurry up and eat, come to Xuanxuan, eat meat. My mom quickly diverted the subject.

"Isn't your mother afraid that no one will help you when you get married? I said that your mother is really idle, and if you go to help, people will come to help you? I don't have any brains!" said my father.

Rural marriage is not like the big city, rural marriage only in the village banquet, who gets married must be busy to death, and the wedding day all rely on the help of relatives, and my family in this village only my uncle's family relatives, but my uncle has been out to work for several years, has not come back, my mother is worried that when I get married, no one will help, so usually stammered others.

Rural people are relatively poor, and the feudal mentality is serious, face is the most precious thing for them, if such a big thing as marriage is done, it is not glorious, I am afraid that it will become the laughing stock of others, chewing the root of your tongue will make you unable to raise your head for the rest of your life.

As a rural background, I am not immune to the influence of this custom.

I understood what my dad meant, and I realized how much my mom had done for me in these days when I was away, and how much my mom and dad had been wronged, and it was useless to care about this son.

My eyes were sore, I held back my tears, didn't let myself sob, and quickly lowered my head, pretending to eat, so that my sad expression would not be seen by my parents.

I saw that my dad couldn't help but be affectionately incited, holding a bottle of wine and a wine glass, and drinking it to himself.

I hurriedly poured a glass for my dad, and I said to my mom again, thank you.

When my mother heard my words, she was stunned, her expression was a little like crying, and then she scolded me: "Silly boy, what are you talking about! Don't talk nonsense in the future. ”

In fact, what I want to say most in my heart is "I'm sorry".

I felt a feeling in my heart, and quickly took out a wine glass, poured it for my dad, poured it again, and touched a glass with my dad.

I knew that the doctor said that I couldn't drink, but I didn't know that I could sit like this with my parents, sit quietly and eat a few times, talk a few times, and some things I couldn't say, only through wine, silently swallowed into my stomach.

But I didn't drink too much, I was afraid that I would drink too much and play crazy in front of my parents, tell the truth, and it would be over.

I just took a few sips.

It was eaten quickly, and the meal was very depressing, and everyone did not say a few words.

I don't know why, but I didn't care. Because I am more depressed, I can't do anything, I suppress myself from talking, I suppress myself from crying, I suppress myself from getting drunk......

After dinner, I went upstairs, washed my face, took a shower, and I lay in bed and thought.

Perhaps, I have already told my parents directly that I am leaving tomorrow, otherwise, I am afraid that I will be reluctant to wait until tomorrow.

I stood at the window for a while, smoked a cigarette, and went downstairs.