I walked up to a room door, and there was a crackling sound coming from inside.

I slowly pushed the door open.

I saw a bleak back, busy with a hammer and a saw, it was my dad.

I don't know what my dad was doing in the middle of the night, I just know that the house was full of wood, my dad had his back to me, and next to my dad there were some pieces of paper, rulers, saws, axes, hammers, and my dad was holding a stick of wood and gesturing something.

My dad didn't notice me at all, I looked from behind, my dad was bent over, his back was a little hunched, he beat his back with his hands from time to time, I knew that bending over for such a long time, my back would definitely hurt.

I was a little distressed, I was still working in the middle of the night, so I hurriedly walked over and shouted "Dad".

My dad took one look at me, and then got busy again.

I asked my dad, "What are you doing so late?"

My dad said, "It's okay, a little bit of work at the furniture store, I'll sleep when I'm done, you can rest early." ”

I tried to persuade again, but my dad didn't listen to me.

I know my dad's temper, and he definitely won't listen to me.

I watched my dad busy for a while, he looked a little clumsy, and he was not very neat when he took things, I looked from the side, my dad's sideburns hair did not know when it had turned white, and the wrinkles on his face were becoming more and more obvious, I knew that my dad was old and much thinner.

I slowly retreated out of the room and closed the door gently.

My dad listens to my mom the most, and I should talk to my mom and let my mom persuade my dad.

My dad's health is getting worse and worse, and I can't be kind to myself, so the rest of my love will be kind to my family.

When I walked out of the room, I was curious about what was in the next room, and this curiosity drove me open the door next to it, and I looked at them one by one, some of these rooms were placed with wood, some were semi-finished furniture, there were tables, chairs, benches, wooden cabinets......

These were just half-finished products, not very pretty, all stacked in a few rooms, I don't know what it was for, I closed the door and walked out.

When I went to my parents' bedroom on the outside, my mom hadn't come back yet.

I went upstairs first, upstairs, and when I walked to Ning Meixuan's room, I heard a voice inside, and I could hear it was my mother and Ning Meixuan's voices, they were muttering and whispering, and I couldn't hear what they were saying.

I smoked a cigarette and stood in my room for a while, only to find that Ning Meixuan's room was silent from talking.

After a while, I guess my mom has gone down.

I walked downstairs with a light step.

When I came to my mother's bedroom, there was still no one in the room, I stood at the door and looked, a little confused, my mother should have come down.

I was standing in the doorway, and I heard a voice in the inner room where my dad was, and I tiptoed over.

Standing outside the door, I heard the conversation inside the house very clearly.

"Look what time it is, hurry up and wash up and sleep. "It's my mother's voice.

"You go to sleep first, it's only what time, I'll do it a little longer." "My dad said that I took out my phone outside and looked at the time, and it was past ten o'clock in the evening.

"You don't know that you have a problem with your waist, so let's do less!" my mother shouted a little anxiously. I came to tell my mom to persuade my dad to rest, but my mom did that, so I didn't go in.

"It's a little problem, it's not in the way, you go to sleep first, I'll sleep when I get this done." My dad said.

"Little problem, can you not sleep in the middle of the night?"

"Isn't this for Tetsuko? It's okay to work hard!" my dad's voice, when he spoke, my dad still coughed a little.

My heart suddenly trembled and I bit my lip unconsciously.

"Then you won't be working so hard! I don't think you want to sleep anymore! Wasn't it nice to be like that before? Besides, didn't you do so much before? It's all a few rooms full!"

"Before, those didn't work, it was too ugly, Tetsuko got married once in her life, and I will definitely make the best for him. I don't have any skills, that's all I can do. I heard my dad sigh: "It's not that Xuanxuan is back, how can I do it if I don't work hard? I'm still looking forward to holding my grandson as soon as possible!"

"Then you can't die too!

"It's an old bone, for the happiness of Tetsuko, it's worth fighting this old bone. ”

"Old man, I know that you are for the good of our son, and if he knows that you are like this, he will blame us. ”

"Don't just say no to Tetsuko, Tetsuko asked, and said that this is a furniture store to rush the goods. My dad said, "By the way, you said that Tetsuko will leave tomorrow, did you ask him when he will marry Xuanxuan?"

"Nope. My mother said, "Why don't I talk to Tetsuko first?"

"Forget it, Tetsuko should go to sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow. My dad said.

"Hurry up and go to sleep!" said my mother.

"You go to sleep first. My dad said.

"I can't sleep. My mom said.

"Oops~~~"

"What's wrong with you!"

"I'm fine, it's just that my waist twisted. ”

I stood outside the door and was startled, I wanted to push the door open and go in and see my dad, I didn't want anything to happen to my dad, just stretched out my hand, but I was stunned, if I went in, my parents would be very sad and blame themselves, they didn't want me to know.

I stood outside the door, hesitating.

"Look at you, let you go and rest, you don't go, you deserve it. ”

"It's okay, I'll just sit and rest for a while. Oops, you rub it slowly. ”

"Look if you're still listening!"

"Of course I was obedient......"

******

I couldn't help it, I was afraid that if I stayed here any longer, I would cry, and that was the last thing I wanted to see, and the last thing my parents wanted to see.

I covered my mouth and hurried upstairs, trying my best to keep my parents from hearing me.

My mind is full of my dad staying up late making furniture, the furniture in the house, and my parents' words......

I covered my mouth and ran upstairs, but the tears could not be stopped, and they flowed down in a hurry.

I took difficult steps, and finally stepped upstairs, but I couldn't stop my tears, tears blurred my eyes, I choked, forced myself not to cry, I was afraid, I was afraid that my parents would be sad if they knew about me.

Although I tried my best to suppress myself, when I ran upstairs, I couldn't hold back my crying anymore, I quickly covered my mouth, opened the door in a panic, got in, and lay on the bed.

I know I shouldn't cry, and as a manly man, I shouldn't shed tears easily, but I can't help it.

Whenever I think of my father's tireless efforts to make furniture over and over again, every time he moans in pain when he has back pain in the middle of the night, and his gray hair on his sideburns, my heart seems to go back to a few years ago, and my heart can't hold back that heartache at all.

It is said that the love of parents is like a mountain, in fact, it is not right at all, love is like air, no matter where you go, no matter where you are, no matter when, the love of parents will be like air, always follow your side, no matter whether you notice it or not, that kind of love is never abandoned.

I just hate myself for being useless, hating God for being unfair, how good it would be if fate was fair.

I don't have the most precious health, life, time, and money, and for others, I am a miserable person, maybe I am going to die myself, I shouldn't complain so much, it's useless to complain.

But isn't it enough for me to suffer this myself?

Don't talk about fairness with a person who is about to die, he has no money, he doesn't have the same health as others, he can't live as long as others. Where does the fairness come from.

The fairest thing in the world is love.

When you are just born, the love of your parents will be with you, whether you want it or not, he will never leave you, and it is fair.

Growing up, my dad only hit me once, and that one I remember best.

It was winter, I was still in elementary school, and one day, it was snowing heavily, and I was afraid of the cold, so I didn't want to go to school anymore.

My parents tried to persuade me several times, but I didn't get out of bed.

My dad was angry, and I saw that he was really angry, and he picked up a big wooden stick, which was the length of the legs of the table, and pulled me up from the quilt.

I cried at the time, but my dad didn't care, and took the stick that was taller than me and slapped it at me.

As soon as I saw other children's children, their parents immediately went to coax me, but I cried for a long time, for a long time, my father didn't say a word, and he didn't coax me, as long as I didn't say to go to school, my father continued to beat me.

It was the first time he hit me and my heart hurt.

At that time, I didn't understand that other people's parents love their children and treat them as treasures in their palms. What children say, their parents do.

But I am, I will do whatever my parents say.

I felt a heart-rending pain, crying all the time, my mother pleaded for me, but my father was always so ruthless, and from then on, I had a rebellious mentality.

In the end, I had to go to school because I was a kid and didn't know what was right and what was wrong, and I didn't know what human feelings were.

At that time, I knew hate, I can't remember what I said, I just knew that I said a lot of ugly things.

It snowed outside overnight, and my dad carried me to school.

My dad didn't say anything all the way.

When school was over, it was my dad who carried me back.

It was that night, it wasn't too late, and I went to the toilet at night, and I heard a man squatting in the backyard crying.

In the ice and snow, the vast snow reflected the lonely figure, and the north wind swept wildly, mercilessly blowing all these animals, plants, people, and everything in the world. As soon as I came out, I was squeaking and shivering, and he was like that, squatting there crying, and I saw that the man was my father.

In the evening, my mother persuaded me, saying that my father was for my own good, and asked me not to blame my father.

I didn't know what it meant at the time, I just knew that I was very uncomfortable and I had to be obedient.

The next day, my dad got sick.

Since then, I have been consciously going to school every day.

At that time, I was still young, I didn't know what touching was, what love was, I knew the feeling in my heart, but I couldn't put it into words.

Until now, when I think about it, I can't help but cry down.

It was the only time I saw my dad crying, and only once in my life.

When I grew up, I also had a rebellious heart, and I quarreled with my dad many times, but my dad never hit me again.

Now I know that I regret it, if I have a chance to make amends, I will definitely make amends, if everything can change, I originally intended to be a sensible child again.

Now I'm lying on the bed, tears wetting the sheets.

The past all rushed to my mind, the love that never went away, the ignorance of the past, the regret of the present, and the expectation, intertwined, fused into tears, flowing down like a tide.

Suddenly someone patted me, and I was shocked, I guess it couldn't be my mother, right?

When my mom found out, she should be sad again.

I quickly wiped my tears and sat up.

I only found out that Ning Meixuan was sitting next to her, and she was still wearing the red plaid dress.