Seeing Zhang Zhi's expression, very serious, I was puzzled, but I couldn't think of anything, I turned my head to look at Zhang Zhi: "What is so mysterious?"

Zhang Zhi bit his lip and said this: "Chen Ya, she... I'm getting married this Sunday. ”

I looked at Zhang Zhi's worried eyes, dodging, and when I said these words, I suddenly wanted to laugh, but I smiled reluctantly, and only smiled bitterly: "I already knew." ”

I pretended not to care and looked at Zhang Zhi: "I thought you were talking about something big? ”

When I said this, the cigarette in my mouth kept puffing, and in the smoke, I forced a smile on my face.

"Actually, there's one more thing..."Zhang Zhimeng took a puff of cigarette and said.

"One more thing? What else is there that I can't accept?" I looked at Zhang Zhi with a wry smile and snuffed out the cigarette in my hand, it had burned out.

"That's... Chen Ya... Said I want you.. You.... Hey~.When her best man..."Zhang Zhi's voice was like the sound of mosquitoes, and he stammered, but I heard every word clearly. Although the voice of this sentence was very soft, when it came to my ears, it was like a thunderbolt in the sky, like lightning that struck my heart, and I trembled a few times.

If Zhang Zhi hadn't looked at me and kept grabbing my shoulder, I guess I would have fainted to the ground.

I wanted to laugh and cry, but I couldn't do anything, I could only pretend to be calm.

Zhang Zhi hurriedly handed me a cigarette and lit it for me, and then he smoked one himself.

"Actually, I understand your mood very well, I didn't know how to talk to you at that time, if she hadn't cried and begged me, I wouldn't have bothered to deal with her! If it weren't for Chen Ya saying that this was her last wish, and she was a woman, I would have to help you beat her up! This kind of person is really not a thing. Zhang Zhi said resentfully.

"The world is unpredictable, I have gradually forgotten this name, forgotten that history, hehe, since others have asked for me, why don't I help?" I looked up to the sky and smiled bitterly. If I can forget, only I know, if I can forget, then why did my heart ache like never before when I heard this? Why do I want to cry so much?

"Are you really going? Are you stupid? Aren't you humiliating yourself by going like this? I'm sorry... Brother, I didn't mean that. Zhang Zhi realized that what he said was wrong, and hurriedly said apologetically.

"Since she wants to humiliate me, then I don't even dare to take this trick, isn't it even more unbearable than her directly humiliating me, besides, I've forgotten her, why not go to the beauty of adulthood, and I can also save a little face for this lonely me?" I looked at Zhang Zhi and smiled bitterly.

I remembered that when Chen Ya broke up with me, she was so desperate that she refused to even turn her head back, so if I want to forget that person now, I have to start slowly, first from the name, I don't want to mention her name again.

However, I can't fool myself, I want to go, just because, I want to see her, look at Chen Ya, and see the person I once loved the most, and I haven't forgotten it until now.

I know that after Chen Ya gets married, it will be impossible for us to do it again, even if we meet, it is probably just a luxury!

"Tetsuko, really don't force it, I've already figured out how to reject her. Zhang Zhi patted me on the shoulder.

In my opinion, Yun Zhe will directly enter the enemy camp, attack him unprepared, take his weakness, and annihilate him in one fell swoop!"

I didn't have to turn my head to see that it was Hu Jing shouting behind my back.

"What are you fooling around, hurting my heart and hurting me, how can you understand?" I said, holding out a puff of smoke, shaking my head and sighing, forcing myself to pretend that I was happy.

"Your logic is not right, hey, it doesn't matter what his logic is! This Sunday, right? I'll go with you, let you kill her without leaving a piece of armor, and run away!" Hu Jing smiled at me.

"Your logic is not right! How can you run away from the desert without leaving a piece of armor?" I was suddenly stunned: "Hey... Are you eavesdropping on us all the time? What are you going to do?"

"Whatever, I want to see what kind of character this defeated man is, I'm going to go! Let's go, go back to drinking, everyone is waiting! By the way, and Saturday, I'm going too!" Hu Jing pulled me and walked towards the restaurant, shouting. But it was obvious that he avoided my questioning. I didn't think too much about the meaning of Hu Jing's words, but I caught a glimpse of Zhang Zhi staying in the distance, his eyes gloomy and sad.

"Hey, I said why do you want to intervene in everything? I guess you must have drunk too much, right? You and Lu Hai don't know each other, and you can't look like this, Lu Hai is about to get married. I said jokingly. Lu Hai and I met when I was in college, and Hu Jing met in high school, and neither of them knew each other before.

"Why are you jealous?" Hu Jing looked at me with a grin.

"Well, I don't refute that at all. I laughed.

"Don't worry, I'll treat him...", Hu Jing and I walked into the restaurant.

Brother Long, Lu Hai, and Xue Wenwen were chatting hotly, listening to the tone, Brother Long was talking about his glorious history again, and it looked as if he was calming the world, and he didn't know when Zhang Zhi and Hu Jing would leave or when they would come back.

When Brother Long picked up his wine glass, touched me, and asked me why I had been on the toilet for so long, I realized that they were all drunk.

And Zhang Zhi and Hu Jing also joined in the scene of fighting wine, and everyone was full of bright smiles on the surface, which made my mood suddenly brighter.

But after all, everyone is drunk, and I am sober.

For the people who spend all day drinking and reveling, I have a little more melancholy than they don't know how long I have been.

The more sober a person is, the more disturbed he is.

It stands to reason that in this kind of scene now, everyone is happy, without a trace of sorrow, all filled with happiness, which is a great blessing in life, and it is also a life that people look forward to, and I should be happy for everyone. And Lu Hai is about to usher in his own happiness, what a good thing.

Indeed, I am also very happy for everyone, very nostalgic for this good time, how much I wish time would stop at this second, but I know that this is not possible, I will face the loess and return to the west, not to mention whether I still have the opportunity to spend this good time together, just one day later, I don't even have the qualifications to recall all this.

And now that I think about it, all I have left is endless helplessness and grief.

In the world, there are thousands of kinds of love, and the most worrying thing about each person who loves is not the other party's unlove, but parting. Obviously love each other, but they want to part, but they have to miss each other for the rest of their lives.

Missing is beautiful, parting is painful.

But I deeply understand the meaning of this parting.

This dinner lasted until everyone was gone and no one could leave. Even the shops next door are all closed.

Although everyone drinks a lot, they are friends together, and no one will pour anyone's wine, drinking too much alcohol hurts the body, everyone knows that no one will harm their good brothers.

It's like Lu Hai wanted to pour me wine several times, but he was stopped by Brother Long.

Brother Long shouldn't have told Lu Hai about my matter, because Lu Hai had such a happy day, how could he say such a sad thing?

Until the end, although everyone drank a lot, they still had the consciousness and no problem walking.

Zhang Zhi still sent Hu Jing home with righteous indignation, as if there were beautiful women, Zhang Zhi was so righteous and brave.

A few of us drank the most Lu Hai, Lu Hai had to be supported by Xue Wenwen when he walked, when I was worried and wanted to send Lu Hai back, I realized that they had a special driver and bodyguard, yes, such a famous nobleman, how could he not even have a driver?

Brother Long has to clean up the shop, it's so late, he must be in a hurry to go home.

I was left alone, and I walked silently on the desolate and deserted street.

When there are a lot of people, I'm just lonely.

When there are few people, I have loneliness!

Spring is gone, and summer is about to begin.

The leaves on the side of the road grew unusually luxuriantly, and the original green leaves were a little black in this dark night, even if the dim street lamps lit up, it would not help.

I walked past the street lamp, only to see that the street lamp behind me shone my shadow in front of me, stretching long.

I realized that I was not the only one who was lonely and helpless, but also my shadow.

When I go, it goes, I want it to disappear, it disappears, and the shadow is helpless for me.

Although I am not so cruel to the shadow and imprison its freedom, I can't give it back!

I am like this shadow, and this fate arranged by God is like that of me.

I looked at the long street, and realized that I am now a homeless person.

There is a hotel in the distance, I pouted, do you want to stay in a hotel?

I touched the money in my pocket, and there were still a few thousand yuan, which I borrowed from Zhang Zhi last time.

It's absolutely no problem to stay in a hotel, well, then stay in a hotel!

I thought so, looking at the open door of the hotel in front of me, but I didn't move.

I suddenly remembered Ning Meixuan's expression yesterday when she was worried and afraid of the silent night.

In that case, how could I not help her?

Even if I give Ning Meixuan a nihilistic support, I can dedicate the last meaning of my life when the deadline for being a person is over, and I think I have made a consummation.

I looked firm, stuffed the money into my pocket, and turned around and walked towards Ning Meixuan's house.

It took a long time to take a taxi, and when I was about to arrive at Ning Meixuan's house, I remembered, is it so late, will Ning Meixuan have already slept?

And I didn't call her, so it's really not good for me to disturb people so directly, and it's even more in the middle of the night.

But now that I've arrived at the place, let's take a look, if Ning Meixuan really sleeps soundly, then I will be very sure. Thinking so, the car had already arrived outside Ning Meixuan's car.

I paid and got out of the car, I looked into the community, there were a few sparse homes that were still lit up, I wasn't sure if it was Ning Meixuan's house, if so, then I would go up and have a look.

With that in mind, I walked into the community.

When you walk through two buildings, there is a turn in front of you, and after you turn a corner, it is the building where Ning Meixuan's house is located.

There are two street lamps downstairs near the entrance of the hallway.

When I walked around that corner, the picture turned, I looked at the entrance of the building below, the distance was not too far, the dim street lamp next to me was shining, and I saw clearly that there was a person standing at the entrance of the building, Ning Meixuan.

Ning Meixuan's lonely figure stood under the dim street lamp, looking at me with a side face.