Chapter 120: Don't Say It to Me
The more Shen Yanqing said this, the more I felt unpleasant in my heart, Tang Xi didn't even say anything to me about such a big thing, and for him, there was no need to say it to me at all. Anyway, I couldn't help.
Shen Yanqing sent me downstairs to see my sullen appearance.
Sitting in the taxi, I looked out the window at the passing scenery in a daze.The driver saw that I didn't speak.So he turned on the radio and played music to listen.I leaned back in my seat and remembered what Shen Yanqing had just said.I felt very uncomfortable.Tang Xi's company had such a big thing.He never told me.He didn't even mention a word.I found that I was so pitiful.
Self-pity is not the way to go, I decided to live in harmony and longevity of our marriage, I have to have a good talk with Tang Xi, even if I can't help him, but it's okay to listen, if he still feels that there is no need to say something to me, then I should really think about my place in his heart, maybe it doesn't matter at all.
If that's the case, he loves me just a deliberate disguise.The person who was deceived has always been me.I just thought of such a possibility.My tears fell in a hurry.I quickly reached out to wipe it or was seen by the driver.
I got out of the car and gave the driver a fifty-fifty one, and the driver insisted on finding me twenty-five, and the fuel fee for two dollars was not charged.
"Master, you charged two dollars less."
"Forget it, it's not easy for you to be a nanny.I saw you crying just now.Are you being bullied by your employer.Don't be sad.You'll always get through." After that, he left me alone and drove away.
I looked back at Tang Xi's villa, and then looked at the money that the driver had just found in my hand, and found that I couldn't cry anymore. In the eyes of others, I don't look like the hostess here at all, but the nanny who works in the villa.
Pack up your mood.I walked home.I was greeted by Xiaobai, who hadn't been back for a long time.Xiaobai was raised by Tang Jun to be round and fat.I raised my hand to hold Xiaobai's two paws.I touched its head and walked upstairs.
Sitting in front of the crib of the two children, looking at the two almost identical little faces, tears fell in my heart.
That's when my mom pushed the door open and walked in, and she was shocked to see that I was crying." Why are you crying, who is bullying you?"
I shook my head and sighed, "No, the wind squinted when I came back."
My mother sighed and said, "I guess I didn't recuperate well during confinement.
I borrowed the donkey and followed her words, "I guess."
"It's okay, take care of it next time you are confined, you can take it away."
I don't know if there will be a next time.Give the child to my mother.I got up and walked back to my bedroom with Tang Xi.Women are like this.After thinking about it, everything you see can bring tears out.
I waited from noon until eight o'clock in the evening.Tang Xi came back with a tired body and the smell of alcohol.I took his clothes and put water for him as before.He laughed and pulled my arm and asked me to accompany him to play in the water.I said coldly that mandarin ducks change spouses every year.Then I quit the bathroom.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he couldn't help but secretly blame himself for being careful, obviously thinking that he wanted to have a good talk with him, but when he saw him, he couldn't control his mouth and said some cold words.
Tang Xi probably drank a lot of wine, didn't even notice my unfriendly tone, giggled a few times, and started to take a shower in the bathtub.
Tang Xi took a bath quickly, and he walked out in a bathrobe in ten minutes at most, sat down next to me and asked me, "Wife, do you smell fragrant?"
This is one of the most common things he does, but it makes me very unhappy at the moment, and I open his arm that is stretched out in front of me, and I say unpleasantly, "I'm not a dog, why do you want me to smell it."
Tang Xirao drank a lot of wine, but he still obediently withdrew his arm, and asked me, "What's wrong with you, who made you angry?"
"It's okay, I'm just asking you if anything big happened to your company at the end of last year."
Tang Xi stared at me seriously and asked me, "You know everything."
"I just want to hear you say it to me." I'm anxious, I can't wait to open his brain and see what's inside.
Tang Xi stretched out his hand to touch my hair, and I slapped it away, and I glared at him angrily and roared in a low voice: "I don't want to say it yet, don't you think it's necessary to say it to me, I can't help you anyway......" The last words were swallowed by a whimper.
Tang Xi looked at me helplessly and sighed: "I don't tell you, I'm afraid that you will worry, I am even more afraid that you will look down on me, you will think that I am a failure, such a big company has such a big deficit, you are pregnant with a child, I dare not tell you."
I looked up at him with tears in my eyes, and I choked up when I tried to speak." Then why haven't you told me until now?"
"I'm a man, I don't want my wife to worry about my work, it makes me feel like a failure, I've been in charge of the company for so many years, I've never had so much money out of my nose, those two people are still the ones I picked up, I feel like a failure." Tang Xi sighed, his expression was full of exhaustion.
I choked up, I didn't know how to comfort myself, I didn't know how to straighten out my thoughts.
Confessing the relationship, his hands clenched into fists, and he said hatefully: "But it's okay.It's about to end.You'd better not go out alone during this time.I'm afraid you'll be in danger."
"Why."
Tang Xi suddenly leaned over and hugged me tightly, and sighed softly in my ear: "The dog is in a hurry to jump off the wall, I don't want to see you hurt because of me."
"Who the hell are they, why are they hurting us?"
"People die for money, birds die for food, and there is nothing strange about the word profit, but I didn't expect that Honglan would collude with Meng Jie to embezzle my Dacheng's property.2.5 billion is a big appetite." A cold light flashed in Tang Xi's eyes, and he disappeared in just a moment.
"Isn't he your secretary?" I remember the man, who was average-looking but quite tall, had big, clean, powerful hands.
"Yes, you should have seen it, that is, he and Meng Jie colluded with each other to reveal information that only high-level officials can relate." Tang Xi pounded the bed angrily, and it seemed that this incident had really hit him hard.